92. You wait for me here first
Swallowing his saliva, Ah Ping is full of routines, and he directly put me in the ditch. [
So the shadow that flashed through my mind just now was not unfounded, and the things I tried so hard to hide were probably ...... No, it's not possible, it must have been known by Ah Ping. Looking at his black eyes looking straight ahead, I have no confidence at all, and I feel that the shining light of his eyes can penetrate people's hearts.
After hesitating, he confessed with difficulty: "Ah Ping, it's not that I want to hide it from you, it's that I don't know how to tell you." That man...... It was after you lost your temper that I ran out to look for you, and I met him by the hot spring, and he was very badly injured but probably thought I was a bad person, so he attacked me, but I kicked him and passed out. ”
It was obvious that Ah Ping's pace had slowed down, and there was no expression on his face, but he listened very carefully.
After a pause, I continued: "There was a strong smell of blood, and I was afraid that I had kicked a man to death and dragged him into the cave, and I found a broken arrow in his chest that was fatally wounded. Later, when you found it, it didn't rain heavily, and when you went back, you had a fever and a chill, and when I went to find Lao Langzhong, I hesitated and grabbed an extra pair of gold creation medicine, and found an opportunity to send the medicine into the cave to put it on the person, and the idea at that time was not to save people's lives and make a seventh-level floating slaughter, but to think that since I hit it, at least this person was not kicked to death by my foot. ”
Cautiously looked at his face again, but he was stunned back: "Don't come to see me, continue." ”
Shrinking his neck, although he felt aggrieved, he immediately stated: "Later, after a while, I wanted to determine whether this person was dead or alive, and I went to the hot spring again, and that person came back to life because I gave me the golden medicine, but according to him, he seemed to have forgotten the past, and he had nowhere to go and stayed in that cave." ”
"You've seen him once before today, he's the woodcutter, isn't he?"
Although it was a question, the tone was firm, and I had no reason to refute, so I could only hum softly silently. I am indeed ashamed of him in this matter, and there are some unspeakable things that cannot be said to humanity, not only to him, but also to the world. As for the emotions, it is very complicated, from the first time I saw the face that resembled Lu Feng, my heart was not calm, first I found that the memory of that other world became so blurred, and secondly, about Lu Feng, I seemed to let go of his emotions in the cross-current of time and space.
Life was filled by Ah Ping, and he didn't know when his heart would be filled by him, so that he couldn't make waves in the face of Lu Feng except for being touched.
My feelings are ambivalent, fate has reduced me to this, I don't know if there will be a return date, the only thing I can do is to shrink my original world infinitely, and integrate myself into the current world, otherwise, I will go crazy.
There is still a little hope in itself that has gradually dissipated over time, I don't know if that person is Lu Feng or not, but I gave him this name, it is a nostalgia for the past, and it is also a let go.
I can't share these wonderful emotions with Ah Ping, I can only press them in the depths of my heart and let them slowly dissipate after years of tempering.
Ah Ping didn't ask me why I didn't say it before, but said slowly and softly after a long silence: "Don't see him in the future." ”
There was a trembling feeling as if the heart lake had been crossed by something, and I had actually decided, tightening my arms around his neck and responding: "Well, no more." Don't you get angry, okay? ”
He looked back into my eyes, and suddenly realized that our roles were reversed at this time, and I usually treated him like a child, but now I was stunned by his cool face. It seems that on the day he stepped into adulthood, he was really no longer a child, but a man with responsibility and even aura, and I couldn't control this meeting.
"Kiss me." He asked for it, and it was in the tone of command.
I imprinted a kiss on his face, but his dark eyes were not satisfied, and suddenly he let go of a hand to touch his lips, "Kiss here." "But I was on his back, and without half of the support, he suddenly slid down, and he took advantage of the situation to wrap me in front of him, and before he could react, his lips were sealed.
This is not a shallow kiss, because of the height problem, I was pressed into his arms and then controlled the back of my head and raised my head, endured a strong deep kiss like a siege of the city, I couldn't even change my breath, as soon as my teeth were released, his tongue swept in, and then his lips were kissed so numb that he was willing to retreat.
As I gasped for breath, he lifted me on my back again, and walked with a noticeably lighter pace.
I was bored, how could I feel like this man carrying me on my back was actually a black-bellied fox? I've been fed to death now, so will I still have a place in my family from now on? No, I have to have a countermeasure, the strong and domineering man must be controlled, otherwise the family will have an uncle.
The silent grief ended when I returned to the entrance of the village, and I saw Uncle Mu from a distance as if he was waiting there and was still walking back and forth anxiously, and when he saw us, he rushed to us in a hurry, and it was the first time I saw Uncle Mu so uncalm.
"Childe, madam, go back quickly."
Ah Ping asked unhurriedly, "What's wrong?" ”
Uncle Mu glanced at me and stopped talking. Ah Ping frowned, "I have something to say." ”
So, Uncle Mu said, "Someone is here." ”
My heart is groaning, is it ...... Ah Ping's grandfather sent someone to urge again? It's a hidden danger that is pressed under the surface calm, but it's not sure when it will pop up. It's been a long time, and what should come will always come, and you can't hide it, and today is Ah Ping's crown ceremony, I'm afraid it's also the right time to come.
Ah Ping paused, turned around and was about to leave, but was stopped by Uncle Mu: "Son, where are you going?" ”
"You tell them that I won't go back for the time being."
Uncle Mu looked anxious: "No, Gongzi thinks twice." ”
At this time, I was silent, not wanting to express any opinions to leave Ah Ping left and right, but I saw him turn his head and look at the door of the house, and said lightly: "I'll go and make it clear to them." ”
Carrying me back to the door of the house, but I subconsciously looked back behind me, and my heart couldn't help but sink even more, Uncle Mu's expression was grim and nervous that I had never seen before, and there was even a trace of worry in his eyes. I'm afraid that the person sent by Ah Ping's grandfather this time is not simple, or it may have already given an ultimatum.
The door of the house was half-hidden, and Ah Ping stood in front of and behind the door and pushed the door directly without any scruples, no one in the room, quietly. I tried to get him to put himself down, but his voice got stuck in his throat because of the nervousness.
When I walked through the hall, I felt that the atmosphere was wrong, and at a glance, I saw a few people standing in the courtyard, and it was a few people in black clothes who had come back. When they heard this, they turned their heads and immediately called out softly when they saw that it was us: "Childe." But he didn't walk up, he just stood where he was. It was obvious that Ah Ping's steps were sluggish, and after taking two more steps, he let go of my hand and lowered me from his back, and whispered to me, "You wait here for me first." ”
Watching him walk inside alone, his heart seemed to be pressed against a mountain, and it was so heavy that it made people breathless.
It's just that the soles of my feet are pressed hard and I don't get hurt, so I won't be so weak that I can't stand steadily, but at this moment I have a feeling that my legs are soft and floating. When Ah Ping walked to the far door, he was obviously shocked, and his body lines stiffened.
His hands were clenched into fists, and he found that his palms were already covered with cold sweat. Gritting his teeth, he walked towards him without hesitation, but he didn't expect him to turn around and whisper to me angrily: "Didn't you hear you standing there?" ”
I froze in shock, and for a moment my mind went blank. It was the first time he had shown such anger at me, and I lost my judgment and watched as he disappeared into the distance. The rare voice came, but I couldn't listen carefully to what was buzzing in my head, and I just thought over and over again - what happened?
Coming back to his senses, Ah Ping reappeared in sight, and walked over and took my hand, his lowered eyes felt that there was no trace of warmth, and I heard him say in a clear tone: "Follow me." ”
The section of the road that Ah Ping walked was actually only about ten steps, but I felt like I was walking on the edge of a cliff, and I could step on the air at any moment. His palm was warm, but it couldn't comfort my already cold hand, it wasn't that I was timid, well, I admit that I was timid.
Timidity is not afraid of what is about to face, but afraid of this kind of Ah Ping.
He has always been a child in my heart, a simple child, even if he enters adulthood after the crown ceremony today, it is "appropriate" for me to see his dark and strong side, but I still firmly believe that he retains his innocence. Instead of being like now, deep as a bird, with dark eyes flashing with cold light, he has become a strange and impenetrable man.
In addition, I was timid because I could clearly feel him holding my palm and trembling slightly, and he was afraid.
Was it something in that yard that scared him, or was it a person that scared him?
As soon as he stepped into the courtyard gate, the first thing he saw when his eyes passed through his shoulder was the widow Liu who was kneeling on the ground, and the old man was trembling and shrunk in the corner with his head lowered. Coupled with the Xuanyi man standing expressionlessly here, the atmosphere in the entire courtyard was tight and stagnant.
After a cursory observation of the environment, I looked into the Buddhist room.
In front of the Buddha platform, the figure standing with his back ......