The figure of Tang Man in my mind is getting clearer and clearer, yes, I haven't seen her for a few months, just like when she suddenly went to Tianshan, I haven't seen her for a few months, and I don't know how she is.

Left, how are you doing?

I sighed in my heart, and the curiosity on my mother's face intensified, so she asked, "Tian'er, why didn't you say it?" ”

I shook my head and said I didn't know what to say, and my father said, "Whatever you want, tell me about your acquaintance and life, your mother and I just want to hear about it." ”

"Yes, I'm quite curious about this girl named Tang Man, when you talked about her just now, the tone changed a little, the same as Gray Ya'er, the tone has changed, but Gray Ya'er you didn't say much, so I really want to know about Tang Man." My mother smiled softly.

I was silent for a while, and then I told me how I knew Tang Man, and my parents were a little surprised at first, as if they were curious about how I knew Tang Man so well, and then as I said slowly, their expressions changed a little.

I don't know how long it took me to listen to it, because it was said that Tang Man left, so the tone was a little low, and my mother asked in a slightly surprised way, "If she leaves, you let her go, why don't you keep her?" Have you ever thought about keeping her? ”

"I thought about it, I told her, but she didn't agree, and when she really left, I didn't say anything." I say.

When Tang Man left completely that day, I really wanted to keep her, maybe I said let her stay, she would stay for a few more days, but in the end she would still leave, I felt a trace of helplessness, her helplessness.

My parents looked at each other, and my mother asked softly, "Are you sad?" ”

I nodded.

"Will you go to her?" My mother asked again.

I nodded, "Yes." ”

"What if you can't find it? Will you keep looking? ”

I nodded again, yes, I'll keep looking, I don't know where Don Man went, but I'll look for it, keep looking.

My father nodded, "Yes, I have to look for it, I think your mother and I were also ......."

My mother glanced at him, my father smiled and didn't speak, my mother hesitated for a moment and continued, "Tian'er, have you ever thought about what you would do if Gray Ya'er also left? ”

"I ......" my mind was blank and I couldn't answer this question, I thought my mother meant that Gray Ya'er would become an immortal one day, and she would leave, so what should I do?

I've thought about this question countless times, from seeing my mother Gray Muyue leave in Kunlun, the idea at that time was to bless her to leave, but slowly, my mind changed, I was reluctant, extremely reluctant.

"Reluctantly?" My mother asked.

I nodded.

"Then you're going to find her?" My mother asked again.

I was silent, Gray Ya'er's departure must be an immortal, I may only be able to find it in heaven, I don't know how to get to heaven now, but when it really comes, I will go to find her.

The smile on my father's face became a little stronger, but my mother sighed slightly on the contrary, "Tian'er, have you thought about it, Tang Man and Gray Ya'er, if they both leave in a period of time and there are no clues left, which one will you look for first?" Or who is the first thing that comes to your mind? Who is the first one to worry about, have you thought about this? ”

"I ......"

I can't answer this question, listening to my mother's words, my mind is even more blank, yes, if there is such a day, let me choose to find Tang Man or Gray Ya'er, and I can only choose one, how should I choose?

When my mother saw that I was silent, she said, "Okay, you don't have to answer me, think about it in your own heart, go according to your heart, think about it, and the two of us will not interfere with you in anything." ”

My father also nodded, "Yes, you think about it yourself, but you have to think clearly, because I heard what you just said, one has taken care of you since you were a child, and it is considered a childhood sweetheart, and the other met later, and after life, they have become aware of each other, these two really have to choose, you have to think clearly,......"

I looked at my mother and asked, "Mother, if it were you, who would you choose?" ”