"You don't want me anymore? You don't even want me anymore? ”

Another male voice suddenly sounded outside the door, the voice was hoarse and the timbre was blurred, but Nanfeng still judged who it was the first moment he heard the voice.

There is probably no one in this world who is more familiar with his voice than her.

In the three years since they separated in Los Angeles, she remembered the promise he whispered in her ear almost every night—I'll marry you when you're older."

Because of this sentence, she waited from Los Angeles to Banyan City, from the broken house to the Golden Terrace, how could she not recognize the voice that echoed in her head countless times?

Nanfeng turned around slowly, and sure enough, he saw the man she thought of standing in the doorway.

His face and lips were pale, he hadn't seen him for a day and a night, he seemed to be a lot weaker, but his eyes were still as black as ink, looking at her deeply, and he could clearly see the strong emotions inside: "So, you don't want me anymore?" ”

She was probably the only one who could make the dignified Lu family speak in such a hurtful tone.

The tears on Nanfeng's face hadn't dried yet, he shook his head at the corners of his mouth, and smiled weakly: "Chengyu, it's not that I don't want you, it's me...... I can't afford you. ”

Yu Wen quietly left the utility room and left them alone.

In the narrow and sealed space, Lu Chengyu and Nanfeng stood face to face, and the distance between the two was only a short two meters, but it seemed to be separated from the ends of the world.

Nanfeng vented just now, and now his emotions have calmed down a lot, but his eyes are still shining with water, and his voice is also hoarse:

"My whole life has been complicated since I met you...... It's like being inexplicably pulled into a big whirlpool, those who are directly because of you, indirectly because of you, and because of you secretly because of you, all regard me as a target, and everything comes at me. ”

At first, it was Mrs. Lu and Mrs. Lu, Xia Sangyu and Yu Yao Yu Xiao, and later Song and Michael, Xiao Chen and Li Nanyan, they were originally with her as well water and did not violate the river water, but because of Lu Chengyu, they all targeted her and made a big fuss about her.

"Every time the truth is revealed, I find out that it has something to do with you, what can I do? I can only persuade myself to let go, let go, and forgive, and every time I tell myself that this is the last time, but soon, the second truth is unraveled again, and it has something to do with you...... I've done this so many times now, and I'm afraid that in the next moment, someone will come to tell me another truth, and this truth has something to do with you......"

Nanfeng spoke very calmly, sitting together over tea and chatting like ordinary friends, she did not have any more excessive emotions, and told him what she was thinking seriously.

"I don't blame you for saying this, I remember everything you did for me, I just wanted to tell you that I'm scared to stay with you now." Nanfeng finally showed a faint smile, "So, unless I have amnesia, forget all about the future, and get to know you again and fall in love with you, I really can't continue to be with you." ”

During this time, they were back together, Nanfeng always felt that something was wrong, she thought it was because she had been separated for too long and forgot how to love him, so she tried to think back to the past, but in the end she found that they also loved very hard before, and there were many problems like now, and they didn't care about anything when they were hot before, so they ended up bleeding from the end, and now they ...... She didn't dare, she didn't dare to let it out again.

Lu Chengyu listened to all her words quietly, his face turned a little paler, and he moved his lips: "In the end, you just don't want me." ”

At the end of the day, I just don't want him.

It was not wrong for him to understand it this way, Nanfeng did not refute, took a breath to suppress the sourness in his heart, raised the corners of his mouth, and said with a half-joking and half-serious smile: "In the next life, you will come to me early in the next life." "Find her before all the machinations are going on, and maybe then they will have a chance to grow old.

Lu Chengyu pursed his thin lips into a straight line, cold and hard.

He heard and understood all the words she had just said to Yu Wen.

This time it's not a misunderstanding, it's not a hurt, there's no forgiveness, this time it's that she's tired, physically and mentally exhausted, she feels that it's too hard to fall in love with him, so she doesn't want to continue, and she works so hard, it seems that there is no reason to keep her at the moment.

Nanfeng waited for a while, but didn't wait for him to speak, thinking that he had nothing to say, so he took it as if he was acquiescing to her going with her brother, so she didn't say anything more, and passed him directly.

Opening the door of the utility room, Yu Wen was waiting outside, and she walked towards him: "Brother, let's go." ”

Or do you want to go? Yu Wen originally thought that Lu Chengyu would be able to persuade her.

Glancing back at Lu Chengyu, he turned his back to the door, he couldn't see his expression clearly, he could only see his back like a straight pine tree, standing motionless in place, as if he was very calm, but the hands hanging down at his side were clenched into fists for a moment, revealing his true emotions.

The south wind went farther and farther away, and there was no turning back.

Yu Wen retracted his gaze, paused, wanted to say something but didn't say anything in the end, and turned to follow the south wind.

Lu Chengyu was so supportive that he couldn't hear the footsteps of their brother and sister, and then he covered his mouth and coughed in a low voice, Xu Sa immediately appeared, held his body that had just undergone an operation, and asked hesitantly: "Mr. Lu, do you really want to let Miss Nan and Mr. Yu go?" ”

Lu Chengyu had a drop of blood on the corner of his mouth, he hooked his lips lightly, but there was stubborn unwillingness in his eyes: "I have let her leave my side for so many years, how can I let her go again?" ”

He knew her pain, and he should fulfill her, but he fulfilled her, who would fulfill him? Whether he is selfish or ruthless, he can't bear to live without her anymore.

God knows how he spent those days and nights when she was alone in Russia, he didn't want to endure that kind of torment anymore, he wanted her, he wanted her!

Xu Sa understood what he meant: "Then I'll send someone to follow them?" ”

Lu Chengyu closed his eyes and bowed his head in acquiescence.

Just let her calm down for a while, just as he is about to start to finish the game he is now in his hands, and when he has dealt with this side of the matter, he will go to her and tell her - don't be afraid, he will not bring her new harm.

Maybe then, they'll have a chance to do it all over again.

……

Yu Wen came by car, so the two of them also drove away when they left.

Nanfeng has been silent since he got into the car, looking out of the car window with empty eyes, Yu Wen suddenly reached out and flicked her forehead, Nanfeng suddenly came back to his senses and looked at him blankly.

Yu Wen asked softly at this time, "Are you willing?" ”

Are you willing? Are you willing to leave that man?

Nanfeng lowered his eyes, his eyes covered the color in his eyes, but he admitted calmly: "Reluctant." ”

She smiled: "I can even predict that after leaving him, I will miss him very, very much for a while, and maybe cry for him again, but ...... If you get through it, you'll be fine, and it's better to be in pain for a while than for a lifetime. ”

Nanfeng looked out the car window, the flowers and trees in the dark were mostly strange, like a hideous monster, her eyes were calm, and her voice was very soft: "Maybe a year later, maybe three years later, one day, I will forget him." ”

Yu Wen didn't speak, just shook her hand, representing his silent support. From childhood to adulthood, he supported most of the decisions she made.

Nanfeng lowered the window, took a deep breath of air, spit out all the past grievances and grievances with this breath, then raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, tilted his head and asked the brother next to him: "Where are we going now?" ”

Yu Wen said: "When I go to Berlin, I have a few friends in Berlin, so let them help us make a few fake identities first." ”

In Berlin, Germany, Nanfeng thought about it and thought it was good: "Okay." ”

……

However, sometimes fate is so fond of playing tricks on people, until that moment, no one knows what will happen next.

In order to hide people's eyes, their car was driving on a path between the trees, the road was rugged and steep, Rao is Yu Wen had to lower the speed, but at this time, a large truck suddenly drove at a high speed, the other party's speed was very fast, and it was as if he didn't see them, straight over!

Yu Wen immediately reacted to the other party's intentions and wanted to hide, however, this path was very narrow, and there was no room for two cars to pass by, and there were big trees on both sides of the road, so there was nowhere to avoid!

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