130. Dissociate yourself from me
Xi Sheng's words poked my heart word by word, I raised my hand and touched her cheek, and heard her say in a cold tone: "Sister Liuwei, Nanmu has nothing to do with me Xi Sheng, I will never see him again before the end of this life, let alone say a word to him again."
Remembering just now, Xi Sheng said to Nanmu: "Nanmu, you killed me, you remember, the person you killed today is me Xi Sheng."
She said, "This is the last sentence I will give you in this life." ”
I reached out and stroked her beautiful eyes, and asked her in a sad tone, "Then what are you going to do?" Have you been avoiding him? The two of you are world friends, and you can't escape from meeting each other. ”
Xi Sheng said firmly: "I will not return to the United States."
I asked her, "Yan Yan, in fact, if you tell the fourth brother about your condition, he may keep that child, why are you so stubborn?" Are you afraid that he will only give you mercy in the end? ”
"There is no one who understands me better than Sister Liuwei."
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Ye Zhan left and returned to the United States, thinking of Xi Sheng's words, I was very curious, why did he disappear for so long every year? I couldn't figure it out, and naturally I didn't dare to call him.
Xi Sheng stayed with me, and after a few days, her mental state improved, and she no longer mentioned Nanmu, let alone the child.
But she would often sit in a daze for hours.
Gu Tingsheng's attitude towards me in the past few days has always been the same, he can't listen to my explanation, let alone mention the divorce.
The two of us are tied to each other like this, not knowing when we will get better and change the status quo.
I don't expect Gu Tingsheng to forgive me, but I hope he will give me a result, whether it is good or bad, I will bear it myself!
Even if I can't bear him so much in my heart.
Just when I was worried about this, I met Chen Jin, who was nine months pregnant with her child and was now in the hospital to give birth.
I am a surgeon and I am supposed to have no access to internal medicine, but the doctor who had a good relationship with me took half a day off that day, so I temporarily helped him to take care of the ward rounds, and I met her in this way.
Chen Jin's tongue was cut off by Ye Zhan, so she couldn't speak, she stared at me with a frightened face when she saw me, stretched out her hand and covered her stomach tightly, babbling in her throat and didn't know what to say, but I knew that Chen Jin was afraid that I was afraid to the bones.
I approached her and examined her body and said, "Don't worry, although I don't want to examine you, I am a doctor, you are a patient, I will be responsible for you, and there will be no threat to you."
Chen Jin shook his head, his body kept shrinking back, I sighed and walked away two steps and said to the assistant, "You can check it for her."
I left Chen Jin's room, thinking in my heart who was the seed in her belly, according to the time of nine months, if nothing else, it should be Wu Ping's, but where is Wu Ping now?
Although I think Ye Zhan's punishment of Wu Ping is too much, the blame is that he provoked Chen Jin, and Chen Jin took out my child!
When I think of the past, I still feel sad and angry, desperate and uncomfortable when I think of the lost child.
I've already lost it, so I have to protect it no matter what I want this time!
I turned around and went to Gu Tingsheng's hospital room, he was lying on the bed with his eyes half-closed, I approached and straightened the quilt for him and wanted to leave.
Gu Tingsheng suddenly said loudly: "You love him."
His tone was unusually firm.
"You say ......"
He opened his eyes and interrupted me, "Ye Zhan." ”
Gu Tingsheng's eyes were deep in his heart, he looked at me fixedly, and said in a firm and cold voice: "You have already lived in his place in your heart, but you Tao Yuwei didn't find it yourself."
I turned pale and said, "You are talking nonsense......"
He interrupted me again, "I Gu Tingsheng can't say that I know you very well, but after all, they are husband and wife, I still know what you think in your heart, Tao Yuwei, you are out. At the same time, the track is also spiritual. Rail! ”
Gu Tingsheng's words were heart-wrenching, I clenched the case in my hand and retorted: "There is nothing to do, don't talk nonsense."
Gu Tingsheng sneered, and said in a cruel voice: "I won't fulfill you, so divorce is absolutely impossible!" But I won't care about you anymore, no matter what you do in the future, it has nothing to do with me Gu Tingsheng, naturally, what I Gu Tingsheng does in the future has nothing to do with you. ”
Gu Tingsheng was determined to leave me, I felt a sharp pain in my heart, glared at him and said, "You might as well give me a good time."
"No, it won't." Gu Tingsheng raised his eyes and glanced at me indifferently, and said, "I can give anyone I don't want, but it will never be Ye Zhan!" Tao Yuwei, as long as you are on my household registration book for a day, you will not be able to marry Ye Zhan for a day, and naturally you will not be able to marry someone else. ”
Gu Tingsheng has changed, or rather, it's not that he has changed, but the thing I did really made him unbearable.
I felt very painful in my heart, but I still calmly said to him: "This matter is my fault, I dare not ask you to forgive me, but I still want to live with you for the rest of my life."
His expression was indifferent, and I smiled weakly and said, "Gu Tingsheng, I know you won't forgive me, so I won't chase you with a cheeky face, divorce is the best choice for the two of us."
He sneered: "Tao Yuwei, my Gu Tingsheng's dictionary only has widows, and I want to leave, do you think it's possible?"
I shuddered and left his room, feeling pained and embarrassed.
The Ye Zhan I used to worship is gone.
The Gu Tingsheng I loved before is gone.
I left the hospital early and drove to the beach, the sea breeze was very abrasive, and it was even more uncomfortable to blow.
Gu Tingsheng and I are at an end.
He said: "No matter what you do in the future, it has nothing to do with me Gu Tingsheng, naturally, what I Gu Tingsheng do in the future has nothing to do with you."
He drew a line with me with these words.
After that, I can't control him anymore.
Even if he is with Guan Di'er, I can't stop him, but why? He didn't divorce me.
In his eyes, is the marriage certificate a piece of paper that binds me from marrying someone else? Just like the piece of paper that Gu constrained me to marry Gu Jinyan at the beginning, I have to admit that history is always strikingly similar.
Gu's work is absolutely perfect, and Gu Tingsheng's work is even more unique.
Knowing that it was torture, he had to tie up the other party.
I felt sick and pantothenic acid in my stomach, and I couldn't help but vomit dirt on the beach, and then my stomach started to hurt, and I couldn't help curling up on the beach, not knowing what was wrong.
I couldn't drive back, so I had to call Xi Sheng, who said he would come and pick me up and take me to the hospital immediately.
Before Xi Sheng arrived, a car stopped in front of me, and I looked up to see someone coming, looking at her with a frightened face.
I quickly got up and ran to my car, and she grabbed me and pushed my head into the sand, and asked in a terrible tone, "Where are you going?" Tao Yuwei, do you think you can escape this time? ”
I suddenly remembered that last year, she had people kidnap me and partner with Chen Jin to kill my child, and now it is also when I am pregnant.
I looked at her in horror, "Zhou Yuanxin, what are you going to do?" ”
"What to do? I just can't see you. She raised her hand and touched her cheek, and said, "You took away my child, and your husband Gu Tingsheng made people ruin my appearance, what do you say I am going to do?"
Zhou Yuanxin's face was full of scars, it was really terrifying to look at, and I asked with a low smile: "Why did he disfigure your face?!"
She sneered and said, "Heh, it's not for you slut!"
I said with a sour look in my eyes, "Because you're a murderer!" You killed my mother, and Gu Tingsheng ruined your appearance lightly, Zhou Yuanxin, hurt others and yourself, don't you understand? ”
Zhou Yuanxin kicked me in the stomach, I lay on the ground in pain and covered my stomach, and heard her say cruelly: "In this life, I, Zhou Yuanxin, are destined to have a hard time with you Tao Yuwei!" I will be your enemy for the rest of my life, and you will kill me if you have the ability! You killed me! ”
She is crazy, her facial expression is hideous, and she is a handsome person who knows the times, and I dare not annoy her with words anymore.
But even so, she won't let her men show mercy!
She sneered and ordered, "Throw her into the sea to feed the sharks."
I wanted to beg her, until I knew that it was useless to beg her, I covered my stomach with my arms tightly and warned: "You can't kill me today, the person who will die tomorrow is definitely you Zhou Yuanxin!"
The two of them lifted me up and threw me into the shallow sea, then grabbed my feet and walked into the deep sea, the sea water poured into my mouth and nose, I struggled desperately, and for a while remembered the scene where Lin Rui asked people to throw me into the sea, and it was Ye Zhan who saved me at that time.
But now he's in the United States, and he's 108,000 miles away from me.
I didn't realize it at that time, the first thing I thought about was Ye Zhan, and what I thought about was that he came to save me.
After all...... No matter what the situation, no matter what life and death things you encounter, only he is by your side.
Ye Zhan used airtight protection to develop this habitual idea for me.
At the end of the day, I'm too dependent on him.
Gu Tingsheng blamed me.
My mind was suddenly clear when my head was poured into the sea, and I always felt that there was nothing wrong with me along the way, and I insisted on my own position, but in the final analysis, I was selfish and disregarded for other people's ideas.
Whether it is Gu Tingsheng or Ye Zhan, I have not handled the relationship between us to lead to this situation.
Gu Tingsheng is my husband, if he cares about Ye Zhan's existence, I should cut off my contact with Ye Zhan in time.
In fact, when he minded, I had to reflect on what I had done to make him suspicious.
Let him mind us so much.
And Ye Zhan is my friend and not my family, I shouldn't expect to rely on him when I encounter any difficulties, I shouldn't think that he will save me, and I shouldn't let him give me unreservedly!
Ye Zhan is a human being and a thinking person, he is not good to everyone, so why should I be so fearless?!
In the final analysis, it was my own heart, I knew that Ye Zhan was different from me, even everyone said that Ye Zhan was only good to me, but I denied it again and again, and enjoyed his protection without pressure, what is my behavior like this?
Ye Zhan likes me, even if it's not love.
At the end of the day, it's just me who is the three of us wrong!
It's me who is cheap, it's me, it's me who can't handle the relationship between the three of us!
It's that I rely too much on Ye Zhan.
Rely on that god-like Ye Zhan.
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