What did she mean by this, what child is gone, is it my child, how can it be that I just fainted.

My child must be in my belly, I will never believe what Nurse Qin said, this Nurse Qin must be talking nonsense.

Although I kept denying this fact in my heart, when I remembered the liquid that the nurse had brought, I started to get scared.

"I've decided on these things, whether she hates me in the future or not, I won't tell her now, after all, her body is too weak now, if she knows about it, she will definitely not be able to accept this fact, so I hope you can keep it secret for me, don't let her know that the child is no longer there."

Maybe I won't believe this fact from Nurse Qin's mouth, but from Song Yichen's mouth, this matter must be true.

"Let's leave first, I'm worried she'll wake up later."

When I heard the footsteps leaving, I didn't open my eyes and lay there quietly.

I want to lie down quietly, I want to get some sleep, none of these things have happened, I am still a happy pregnant woman, my baby is still in my belly, she has not left me.

And the man I love still talks to me very gently. "Wait a minute, where to eat." Or if I lose my temper with him, he will come to comfort me and try to please me.

Thinking about this, my tears flowed involuntarily.

I lay on the bed with my eyes closed, and although I was sad, I fell asleep, and I don't know how long it was, and when I woke up, there was no one in the room.

But I had a liquid in my hand, and it knocked me back to reality.

I thought that all these things would disappear after sleeping, but I didn't expect that reality is reality, and no matter how much I deceive myself, it will not disappear.

At this point, I felt my heart go numb, as if the pain had lost any sense in me, so I reached out and pulled the needle off my hand.

When I sat up from the bed, I didn't feel any pain in my body, I just want to get out of here now, out of this place that makes me sad.

I still don't know what happened that day! Why does my child have a miscarriage.

I desperately remembered the situation at that time, but no matter how I thought about it, I just couldn't remember the events of that day.

I couldn't remember, so I could only reach out and bang myself on the head desperately.

Heartbroken, I left my hospital room barefoot.

When I came out on the street, I looked at the crowds of people coming and going, and I felt that I was living in this world, and it was a waste.

Why can't I even protect my own children, I don't know who I am, I don't know if I still have my family, I don't even know how my children died now, why do people like me who don't know anything live in this world.

At this time, I suddenly heard the voice of a child in my ears.

"Mom, mom, come here, come and play with me."

Suddenly, a little girl appeared across the road waving to me.

Just as I was about to rush over and hug her, a pair of hands pulled me over.

And then there was a familiar voice in my ears.

"Blue Heart, Blue Heart."

The sound sounded so painful, but I tried hard to open my eyes, but I couldn't, and I always felt like a pair of hands were pulling me down.

When I woke up again, I came to a sea of flowers, there is no boundary here, I saw that it was full of flowers, although it was beautiful, but it made people feel very lonely.

When she approached me, she stretched out her little hand and took me, and called me very sweetly.

"Mom."

This little girl is very beautiful, and I like it very much, but why does she call me Mommy! Could it be that this little girl is looking for her mother?

"Kid, you recognize the wrong person, I'm not your mother, may I ask where this is, why do I think this place is so strange?"

The little girl suddenly raised her head and looked at me with a pair of big eyes, which were so innocent, but also revealed sad eyes.

"No, you are my mother, I am your child, but we have no fate to meet again, but don't be sad, mother, I am doing well here, and I will always bless you here."

What's the matter with this little girl! Why do you have to say that I am her mother, even if I have a child, it should be in my belly, how can I be four or five years old.

"Kid, are you lost! I can't find my mother, don't you worry, my aunt will help you find your mother. ”

The little girl suddenly let go of my hand and looked at me very sadly, and the look in her eyes suddenly made my heart ache, and tears flowed out of my eyes.

"Mom, have you forgotten? I'm the baby in your belly, it's a pity that we didn't have a chance to meet, but I can see my mother, I'm already very happy, mom, you must take care of yourself, you know. ”

At this time, all the memories suddenly came back to my mind, and then I remembered that my child was no longer there.

Could it be that this little girl standing across from me is really my child, and where am I staying now?

"Baby, tell me what kind of place this is, are you really my child?"

When I took the little girl's hand, I was so frightened that I shook her hand away.

Why was her hand so cold, as if it were a piece of ice? Isn't this little girl a human being a ghost?

"Mom, don't be afraid, I won't hurt you, in fact, this place is where babies like me who have not come to the world live, and the babies here are all abandoned by their mothers, but I know that I am not abandoned by my mother."

Soul, forsaken, is this place the underworld? Or is it that I'm dead?

How could I have died! I looked at the little girl with a look of surprise.

"Baby, tell me if this is the underworld, if I am dead, why did I come to this place, can you tell me?"

It's really hard for me to imagine what happened in front of me, I just remember that I came out of the hospital and a little girl called me on the side of the road, and then I don't remember what happened after that.

"Mom, you're not dead, this is not the underworld, the reason why you came here is just because I wanted to see you, I didn't expect you to really come to this place, but don't worry, you will return to your world, after all, you don't belong here."

I looked at the little girl standing opposite, she really looked like Song Yichen, especially her eyes really seemed to be.

"Is what you just said true, are you really the baby in my belly?"

The little girl nodded very seriously.

"Mom, everything I say is true."

At this time, I don't know where I got the courage, so I reached out and grabbed her hand.

"If you're really my baby, then mommy, can you go back to mommy's belly? Mom really can't bear you, if Mom doesn't have you, Mom really can't live. ”

At this moment, the little girl's body suddenly became transparent, and I was so frightened that I quickly let go of her hand.

"What's wrong with you, baby, why are you like this."

The little girl looked at me with a smile.

"Mom's time is up, I'm leaving, Mom, I can't accompany you in the future, you have to live a good life, you know? Although we can't be mothers and daughters in this life, I believe that we will definitely be mothers and daughters in the next life. ”

I looked at the little girl in front of me, and it slowly disappeared in front of my eyes.

I don't know why I couldn't say a word, I couldn't do anything but cry.

At that moment, I exerted all my strength and shouted loudly.

"No...... Don't leave me, baby, you come back, mom can't live without you. ”

I couldn't bear the pain of parting, so I fainted, and when I came back to my senses, it was ten days later.

I lay in bed, my eyes open, no matter what they said, as if I couldn't listen to them.

Until one morning, Nurse Qin came to my bedside.

"Lan Xin, I'm sorry, I didn't know things would turn out like this, I just wanted you to abort the child, I didn't know that you wouldn't be able to stand the blow and become like this, I really just did such a thing when I was confused, as long as you can get better, I am willing to do whatever you ask me to do, even if I bear the punishment of the law, I am willing, I beg you to wake up."

When I heard her say that, I suddenly opened my eyes and looked at her.

At that time, she was so frightened that she took several steps back, and said in a slurred voice.

"Lan Xin, are you awake! Did you hear what I just said? ”

I couldn't accept that, so I closed my eyes again, hoping that what I had just said and heard was an illusion.

I don't know how long I slept in bed until I opened my eyes again and it felt like the whole world had changed.

I really want to go through the ghost gate, and I've seen a lot of everything.

Including in my sleep, I heard Nurse Qin's confession.

"Sister-in-law, you're awake, do you know that you scared me to death."

As soon as Happy finished speaking, he reached out to wipe away his tears, and showed a smile that was even uglier than crying.

"Silly girl, why are you crying?"

At this time, Song Yichen walked over, and when I looked at others, I was very shocked.

I didn't expect that Song Yichen, who used to be personable, would be haggard like this, he used to pay great attention to his appearance, but now he is sloppy and looks like an uncle, even the beard on his mouth has grown a lot, and he hasn't shaved it off.

Is it for me that he is so haggard? It doesn't matter who he's for, at least I can see the change.

"Sister-in-law, do you know how long you've been in the hospital? You have been staying for a whole month, do you know how my brother and I have come over this month, my brother is about to lose his life in order to take care of you, if you don't wake up again, my brother and I don't know what to do. ”

This is me turned my head to look at Song Yichen, he actually had a smile on his face, although he was not as handsome as before, but he was more warm than before.

"Thank you! Actually, I'm fine, I've been with my baby for a while, and I don't want to come back, but she said I'm not from that world, so I can't stay long. ”