I was completely devastated, all the hardships and grievances accumulated during this time came to my heart, I didn't want to waste any more saliva to have any arguments with him, and I rushed out the door as soon as my brain was hot! But before I had taken two steps, he had already rushed up and grabbed me, his eyes flashing with anger and pain, and asked me, "Where do you want?" ”

I shook my hand away from him and yelled at him, "Divorce!" Leave right away! I've had enough of the total! It's like living in hell, I can't live a day! You go and wait for her for the rest of your life, guard her all the time, guard her every step of the way, don't get involved with me, I have a bullshit relationship! I don't care! Didn't she haunt you even if she died, she succeeded! ”

He gritted his teeth and grabbed me excitedly again, "But it's only been a few days, and you can't stand it anymore?" How did you swear to bear it with me, only to say that you wouldn't do it? You're so hypocritical!? ”

Hypocrisy? I was sarcastic when I thought of the dream that night, and felt that it was pointless to talk to him again, so I gritted my teeth and said, "Yes, I'm so hypocritical, have you just found out now, I tell you clearly, I just can't stand you living in this house with such a waste person as her, this is a great insult to me, I hope she dies soon!" I just wanted to throw her to death, and she will be dead for a hundred!! ”

After venting, I couldn't care what his reaction was, I turned around and wanted to run again, but Jiang Wanru stopped in front of me again, "Cancan, where are you going, don't leave yet, calm down," she said to Jiang Feng anxiously, "Son, stop her quickly, what's going on, it's so noisy?" It must be your fault, you apologize to her, it's dangerous for her to run out alone......"

It's okay if Jiang Wanru doesn't appear, as soon as she appears, I suddenly remembered that Jiang Feng was suspected of hurting Jiang Wanru at the beginning, and the pain of being framed by the person I love the most came again, this kind of shadow has always been hidden in the depths of my heart, even if I forgive him, I can't forget it...... Now, he has made the same mistake again, and he even thinks that I deliberately want to harm Gu Minyi...... The more I thought about it, the more I broke down, I was so angry that my whole body was trembling, I forcefully lifted Jiang Wanru's block, stumbled downstairs, took my car keys and bag and left, and cried as soon as I got in the car...... I quickly started the car and drove out of the villa area, into the traffic of the road, while driving while crying, repeatedly accelerating, encountered the car in front of a little slow and honked the horn wildly, like a nervous disorder, and accidentally scratched a car, I was not in the mood to reason with the other car owner, directly threw the money into the other party's car window and washed away.

I have to admit a fact in my heart, that is, my little love can't be compared with Gu Minyi's lifelong disability...... No matter how painful and entangled I am, I guess it's just a hypocrisy in his eyes. Hehe, yes, I can run, jump, talk, and be healthy, what qualifications do I have to talk about spiritual navigation in front of a vegetative person, isn't this hypocrisy? So, I really lost, lost badly!

Fortunately, I have money, a family, and relatives, and after I leave him, I will not end up on the streets. I eventually returned to my own place after dark.

Lao Hu now lives alone in this villa, reading newspapers and raising flowers every day to exercise, and occasionally going to the company to go around, except for a little lonely alone, it should be comfortable. Seeing me come back with a dejected face, he immediately frowned, "......"

"I'm fine," I waved my hand so he didn't bother me, and went upstairs again.

It happened to be night, so I took off my shoes and collapsed in bed without taking a shower...... After crying all day during the day, my tears have dried up, I only feel cold all over my body, a little shivering, I pulled the quilt and wrapped myself tightly, and even my head was wrapped in the quilt...... Maybe I'm too tired, I didn't fall asleep for long, and then I kept dreaming, all kinds of chaotic dreams, one moment I dreamed that I fell into the sea, one moment I dreamed that Gu Minyi woke up and chased me with a knife, and another time I dreamed that Jiang Feng and Gu Minyi walked into the wedding hall, solemnly swore in front of the priest, and asked me to get out of ...... Anyway, it was a terrible nightmare, and by the time I finally woke up, it was already light outside, I don't know what time it was, my limbs were weak, my headache was about to explode, and my pajamas were soaked with sweat.

When I struggled to get out of bed, I turned my head and found a man in front of me......

I was already groggy at the moment, and my eyes were dry and astringent, my vision was already blurry, I thought I was still dreaming, and subconsciously rubbed my eyes again, and this time I saw the man in front of me more clearly, it was Jiang Feng.

With his hands in his trouser pockets, he stood silently beside my bed like a ghost, his face haggard and melancholy, and asked in a dumb voice, "Wake up." ”

The moment I first saw him, I was excited for a moment, but dozens of seconds later, when all the painful memories of yesterday woke up, my disgust and resistance to him were all activated, and I grabbed a vase on the bedside table and smashed it at him!

The ceramic vase hit him the chest, but he endured it, and still didn't make much movement, but said in that tired voice, "Don't make trouble, come back with me." I'm here to pick you up. ”

I couldn't help but laugh, it turned out that in his opinion, I was just having a little trouble with him. He thought that he would come and coax me in a low voice, say a few nice words, and trick me back......

So I didn't expect anything from him in an instant, and glanced at him indifferently, "Why are you going back, aren't you afraid that I will find another opportunity to kill her?" ”

He didn't speak, but he stared at me quietly with that melancholy gaze...... After a while, he wandered to the window, turned his back to me, and said helplessly, "I was just in a moment of breath yesterday, and I fainted. Not only yesterday, but for more than a month since her accident, I was unconscious, half-dead, no different from the walking dead, because she suddenly became like this, and I still can't accept it...... I wasn't prepared at all, I was confused, stupid, and I didn't know what to do except endless self-blame......"

"I'm trying to wake myself up, I'd rather she die when I'm in agony than see her become the most worrying state of all," he muttered, "I'm trying to wake myself up, I'd rather die than see her become the most worrying state, unconscious, unmoving, 'alive', but living with no dignity...... I would go back and forth about how she was when she was healthy, how she was so energetic around me, her voice, everything about her, and I was tormented by such memories, so I became sensitive and sharp, and neglected to pay attention to you. ”

"Don't worry, I haven't forgotten the promise I made to you when I proposed," he said calmly, "My feelings for Minyi are not what you think, she is here with me, she is my 'sister', a family that grew up together, just like how you feel about He Yi." I can't accept that something happened to her, just like you can't accept He Yi's illness at the beginning. It is precisely because Gu Minyi's role here is that I am a 'relative' that I refuse to have a relationship with her mentally and physically, but once she is in any danger, I can't stand idly by. Taking care of her this time, in addition to feeling guilty, is more based on the 'family affection' with her. Please empathize, if it is He Yi who has become a vegetative person, are you still in the mood to fall in love with me? ”

I was bored for a long time, suppressing all the contempt I had for him, but I still couldn't help laughing, "So isn't our divorce the best solution, no matter what feelings you have for her, I can't accept the current state of life, and you, since you have decided to bear her for the rest of your life, you are not worthy of getting married and having children at all!" Yes, I regret it, I'm not that great, I can't stand the grievances, I can't stand your neglect, it doesn't matter if she's a vegetative person or a dead person, as long as you share your heart, it's an insult to this marriage! I thought about taking it with you, but you're so disappointed! ”

He looked back at me, "You have to do it so badly?" There's no room for manoeuvre? ”

"Yes," I glared at him, "give up Gu Minyi and give me a normal marriage." If I can, I'll go back with you. ”

"Why do you have to force me like this, you know that I can't give up on you, and I can't abandon her. She can't take care of herself now, and I don't even care about her anymore, who will care about her? Do you think those people in the Duan family really care? He lost his temper for a while, looked at me deeply, with a somewhat sad tone, "I admit that I neglected you because I was too tired, I can change it, you can say what you want me to do, as long as you don't mention divorce to me, and don't force me to give up her, I can agree to your reasonable request." ”

In the face of his weak posture, as well as his tired and forbearant appearance, my heart inevitably softened again...... I turned to my side, struggling...... Thinking about it, I am already past the age of being vexatious, and there is really no need to be hypocritical like a little woman, so I secretly swallowed that humiliation and sat up from the bed, "Okay, I won't force you to abandon a vegetative person, but I hope your life can get back on track, and first think about how to fulfill the responsibilities of a husband!" As for her, I will take care of her myself, or arrange someone to take care of her, and I don't need you as a big man to watch her day and night, keep an eye on her, bathe her and wash her face, and spend all your time on her. ”

He didn't hesitate and nodded, "Yes." It's all up to you. Let's go. ”

“……”

Although I felt a little awkward, I still got into the car with him. He held my hand while driving, and didn't say a word all the way.

An hour later, he was back in his villa. Jiang Wanxi was temporarily away, and the nanny was mopping the floor in the living room, greeting us with a smile and a whisper. Jiang Feng and I went straight upstairs, because I was still holding my breath in my heart, and I was always silent with him and did not speak.

When I passed by Gu Minyi's room, I thought he would go in first to see her, but this time he took my hand and walked directly to our bedroom.

"I'll take a look at her first, to see if I broke her yesterday," I said, I turned to push open the door of Gu Minyi's room, and just pushed the door open, but found that there was one more person, it was Duan Hao! He was looking back at me, the expression on his face a little flustered......