001: Back from the dead
Hurt.
Back pain, shoulder pain, neck pain, headache, anywhere pain.
Zhuo Nan tried to open his eyes, as soon as he opened a slit he was flashed by the dazzling light, his eyes were dry and unbearable, he twisted his eyebrows and closed his eyes for a while before slowly opening them, and his eyes were a dazzling white, lifeless white, and a little white and a little crazy.
He tried to move his fingers, feeling something between the tips of his index fingers, and the strong smell of disinfectant water came from his nose, this touch and a fairly sensitive sense of smell made him feel a burst of ecstasy for no reason.
He's alive!
He tried to move his toes again, except for some numbness, he was quite flexible, it was a blessing, what is a catastrophe and not dying?!
He turned his head slightly to look at his surroundings, and there were two unknown machines on his left, and a hospital bed in the distance, on which lay a child, staring at him.
Zhuo Nan exhaled softly, slowly turned to the right, and as soon as he turned around, he was so frightened that he closed his eyes instinctively.
The man seemed to be frightened by him, and shouted out at the top of his voice, with a cry in his voice, "Doctor, doctor, is there anyone, my son seems to be awake, doctor ......"
Son?
Zhuo Nan opened his eyes, and the person who finished shouting was also looking at him condescendingly, his face was full of joy, and his eyes were foggy, obviously looking like he wanted to cry.
Only then did Zhuo Nan see this person's appearance clearly, a woman in her forties, looking haggard but full of joy, her hair was loosely combed behind her head, and a lot of it hung down on both sides, looking a little raunchy and embarrassed.
"Zhuo Nan, you can be regarded as awake, you can make your parents anxious," Su Yue cried while touching his face, "My son, are you uncomfortable?" Does it still hurt? Your father and I are just your son, and if you have three long and two short, we won't be able to live. ”
Wait a minute! What's going on?
Zhuo Nan stared at the woman who was touching and crying on him, and his head didn't turn for a while. Son? Besides, even if he really died, I guess he wouldn't cry like this.
"Auntie, I'm ......"
Zhuo Nan thought about it and opened his mouth gently, his voice was hoarse, because he hadn't spoken for a long time, his throat was also a little painful, and he had to stop just three words.
Su Yue's reaction was stronger than he imagined, first staring at him stunned for a few seconds, and then glaring at him in horror, "What did you just call me?" Aunt? I'm your mother, what's wrong? ”
Zhuo Nan finally regained some of his senses under her intense gaze and incredulous tone, and he couldn't help but recall the memories of before he opened his eyes in this room.
Thunderstorms, plane crashes, he crashed before he could even untie his seat belt, falling from tens of thousands of feet, he didn't even have time to breathe normally, let alone fall and live unharmed.
But right now, he can breathe normally, see, talk to people, and move, these are all manifestations of his life, but he feels extremely strange to this sad person in front of him.
Don't......
"Mirror, is there a mirror, give me a mirror...... Hurry up ......"
He didn't dare to think about it, the more he thought about it, the more incredible he felt, he was eager to prove his conjecture, Su Yue was frightened by his appearance, and in a panic, he took out a small mirror from his bag and handed it to him.
The young man's pale face and pupils that widened because of surprise appeared in the small mirror, a pair of narrow single phoenix eyes, the bridge of the nose was straight and the thin lips were pursed, Zhuo Nan felt that his hands were a little out of strength, the person in the mirror was at least a few years younger than him, whether it was skin or facial features, there was no resemblance to him Zhuo Nan.
"Doctor......" A messy footsteps interrupted Zhuo Nan's thoughts, Su Yue came back to her senses in a daze, and said to the two doctors who came in: "People are awake, they just keep talking nonsense, and they still call me aunt, this is ......"
"I'll take a look first." The doctor calmed down Su Yue, who was a little out of control, and took out a small flashlight, broke Zhuo Nan's eyes and mouth, and then looked at the two machines.
Zhuo Nan looked at him with half-open eyes and twisted his eyebrows, "Doctor, what is my situation now?" ”
"You have suffered a severe brain injury, and you have been asleep for too long, you may have temporary amnesia, and then do a brain CT scan to see how well you recover, it is a blessing to wake up, if you have no other symptoms, you should be discharged from the hospital for a few days."
Su Yue was obviously very useful to the doctor's words, and happily went out with the phone, it seemed that it should be a good news for his family or relatives.
Zhuo Nan asked the nurse to help him sit on the head of the bed, but his thoughts drifted in and out until he heard an entertaining report of a pretty female voice on the TV.
[Yan Hui, a member of the OT group in the famous music scene, announced his disappearance after sealing the wheat and flying solo a year ago, and finally appeared recently, according to relevant sources, Yan Hui's appearance this time is to prepare for the singer competition program on a star satellite TV in the second half of the year, and the singer may reappear in the rivers and lakes? Entertainment Frontier is reporting. 】
Sealing the wheat? Flying solo? Missing? These words smashed Zhuo Nan's brain, the person on the TV only had a vague silhouette, and he was still wearing a mask and sunglasses on his face, but just by his figure, Zhuo Nan still recognized it at a glance, and he watched it for ten years, and he who has been with him for three years, and he will not forget it if he turns into ashes.
One year, the scene when the plane crashed still lingered in his mind, and Yan Hui's cold expression and indifferent words still resounded in his ears, which was clear to Zhuo Nan as a matter of yesterday.
Sealing the wheat, the corners of Zhuo Nan's mouth flashed a trace of bitterness, and he could do anything for Yu Ziyi, even if he gave up his music dream for many years.
Zhuo Nan stared at the screen and watched intently, not even noticing that Su Yue had come in.
"Why are you watching this mess as soon as you wake up," Su Yue frowned when she turned her head to look at the TV program, and looked at Zhuo Nan uncertainly, "Are you still thinking about singing?" ”
Zhuo Nan turned a deaf ear, his eyes were still staring at the screen, as if he didn't stop staring out of the two holes.
"Hey," Su Yue sighed softly, raised her hand and touched the door of Zhuo's face, "Forget it, Mom won't force you, if you really like it, of course we will support it, and I won't care about your messy things in the future, as long as you are alive and still by our side, this is better than anything else." ”
Zhuo Nan turned his head at this time, and looked at Su Yue with a loving face a little unknowingly, he didn't know what to say, and he didn't know where to start, he opened his mouth for a long time and only popped out the word 'I'.
"I know what you want to say," Su Yue patted his hand and said: "I am more conservative with your father, and your father is too strict with you because of his leg and foot problems, you can still wake up after being in a coma for so long this time, your father and I are very happy, you can do whatever you want in the future, and we won't force you." ”
Zhuo Nan looked at the woman in front of him and felt a lot, he wanted to tell her a lot, your son is dead, I am just a ghost living in this body, you don't have to be so good to me, but he felt the warmth under Su Yue's palm, and he lost the courage to tell the truth.
He also has a mother, beautiful, smart and rich, but he has never looked at him even once, Su Yue's care has made his whole body and mind soft, and he feels precious to a person who has not tasted maternal love for more than 20 years.
He was reluctant to get the truth out of the whole, not to mention that even if he told it, she wouldn't believe it.
After staying in the hospital for almost three days, Zhuo Nan also got a general idea of his current identity.
A senior high school student who committed suicide by jumping off a building before he could take the college entrance examination saved his life in time, but he was unconscious, and he lay on this hospital bed for a year, and lay down from eighteen to nineteen.
Fortunately, there is a common point that the original owner of this body actually has the same name and surname as him.
What kind of fate, Zhuo Nan felt that God couldn't see him anymore, and pointed out a clear way for him, so that he could live again, abandon the unbearable past, and live another life with a head and a face.
In the past few days, Su Yue has taken good care of him, and he has been raising chicken soup and stick bone broth, and when he was discharged from the hospital, Zhuo Nan felt that this thin body had been raised with two taels of meat.
Su Yue took him into a taxi with a large bag and a small bag, Zhuo Nan looked at the familiar street scene outside the car window and had an indescribable feeling, the joy of rebirth was accompanied by bursts of fine and dense pain lingering in his heart, he opened the window and looked at the autumn sun outside and took a hard breath before suppressing the trace of boredom.
Su Yue's home is in a tube building in the West District, although Zhuo Nan has been alone since he was a child, but this is the first time he has seen such a living environment.
The narrow corridors and the clattering of pots and pans can be heard everywhere, and from time to time there are one or two couples bickering and children fighting, is this his life in the future? Zhuo Nan frowned unconsciously.
"Zhuo Nan is back." Half of his head suddenly stretched out from the window in front of him, and Zhuo Nan reflexively took two steps back, his eyes wide.
Su Yue glanced back at him and smiled: "Yes, it's all right, I may not have gotten used to it just after being discharged from the hospital, don't mind the fat judge." ”
As soon as Zhuo Nan entered the door, he saw a middle-aged man sitting in a wheelchair, one leg of his trouser leg rolled directly to the root of his thigh, when he was in the hospital, he heard Su Yue say that the original owner's father worked in a steel factory, and accidentally made him lose a leg, Zhuo Nan didn't expect that what she said about losing a leg was really a whole leg.