Chapter 359: A Lonely Man, a Cowardly Heart

, the fastest update of the latest chapter of the pet farmer little girl! "I want to ask, what is the matter between you and the marshal of the Xiujun that day?" Zhang Zhenping asked.

An Xiu'er smiled slightly, looked at him deeply, at this moment, she thought a lot, if he hadn't fallen off the cliff to save him, perhaps, he wouldn't have been reborn, so to speak, he was indeed dead in the past.

Therefore, An Xiu'er didn't explain much to him, just smiled at him and said, "Me and him are things that the whole world knows." ”

"Does he know you're married? Does he know you have a baby? Zhang Zhenping asked.

"This is something that everyone in the world knows, do you think he knows?" An Xiu'er glanced up at Zhang Zhenping and asked rhetorically.

Zhang Zhenping lowered his head dejectedly and said, "Sister-in-law, I have something to tell you, don't be angry, in this whole world, no man can tolerate his woman having other men, and he gave birth to a child for him, maybe he can accept you now, so will he be able to accept you in the future?" Can he accept you forever, can he accept Tuantuan? ”

"Yes." An Xiu'er nodded, touched Tuan Tuan's head, and said, "Does Tuan Tuan like Daddy very much?" ”

Tuan Tuan nodded and said, "I miss Daddy." ”

"You see, my son gets along very well with him." An Xiu'er smiled with Zhang Zhenping.

Zhang Zhenping knew that Tuan Tuan really liked Yuan Tiancheng's appearance, and the decadence in his heart was even worse, he said: "I told my sister-in-law this, I didn't mean anything else, I was just worried." ”

"Nothing to worry about." An Xiu'er replied and said, "Haven't you noticed that the world has become much clearer?" ”

"What do you mean?" Zhang Zhenping looked at An Xiu'er.

An Xiu'er looked at him sideways and said, "There are many fewer horse bandits and thieves in the world, and he has also killed a lot of corrupt officials and corrupt officials, and the world is much more peaceful." ”

"I'm not here to tell you this." Zhang Zhenping looked at An Xiu'er and said, "How the world is, it has nothing to do with me, I'm just a small people." ”

"You are still a small people, and these people in the world are probably going to be ants." An Xiu'er chuckled lightly, raised her legs and walked into Wu's courtyard.

Wu's courtyard was very quiet, with a breath of death, An Xiu'er's brows immediately wrinkled, she looked at Zhang Zhenping, Zhang Zhenping lowered his head, didn't dare to look at An Xiu'er's eyes, and only whispered: "Mother has been sick for a long time." ”

"Since she's sick, why don't you tell me?" An Xiu'er looked at Zhang Zhenping and asked.

"Mother, she won't let us talk." Zhang Zhenping glanced at An Xiu'er and said, "During this time, your relationship with your mother is not very good, and without her consent, we would not have informed you." ”

"Nonsense." An Xiu'er glanced at Zhang Zhenping and walked forward quickly, although Wu was not good, she was also her mother-in-law, her mother, and she should take care of her.

"Big lady, sir." The maidservants only had time to say a word, and An Xiu'er entered the house without waiting for them to report.

Walking to the inner room, Wu Shi was lying on the couch at the moment, her face was sallow, and her lips were pale and a little scary.

"Mother, what's wrong with you?" An Xiu'er walked over and looked at her in disbelief, looking very worried.

Wu shook his head and beckoned to Tuan Tuan, who ran over, walked to her collapse, and said, "Grandmother." ”

Wu was about to speak, but the maid happened to come over with a decoction, and Tuan Tuan said to her: "Grandmother, if you drink the medicine well, the illness will get better." ”

A shallow smile tugged at the corner of Wu's mouth, she raised her head with difficulty, gently touched Tuan Tuan's little head, and said, "Tuan Tuan, you are getting more and more well-behaved now, you are all a little adult." ”

"Grandmother, don't talk, get some rest." Tuan Tuan said a word, and took two steps back so that the maid could come over and help her up.

After Wu finished drinking the medicine, Tuan Tuan walked to the table on the side, took the eight treasure box on the table, took a candied fruit for Wu, and put it on Wu's mouth.

Wu opened his mouth and ate the candied fruit, and a smile appeared on his face, "It's really sweet, thank you, Tuan Tuan." ”

"Thank you for your willingness to come and see me." Wu Shi looked at An Xiu'er again, An Xiu'er shook her head, took two steps forward, and said, "Mother, since you are sick, why didn't you let someone come over and inform me earlier?" ”

Wu Shi shook his head, his sallow face showed two smiles, and said: "I know that you are a filial child, I am the one who has been stubborn all my life, you are right, I am an old-fashioned person." ”

An Xiu'er lowered her head and said, "You have your beliefs and pursuits, but I didn't choose to say anything before, I shouldn't have said this about you, but I didn't expect you to keep it in my heart." ”

"No, you're not wrong, I'm just an old-fashioned person." Wu Shimu's dumbfounded eyes rolled for a moment, looked at An Xiu'er, and said: "Over the years, you have really done a good job, it is me, I look down on you from the bottom of my heart, I thought you were just a humble country girl, but you have always repaid your grievances with virtue, and I have seen everything you have done." ”

An Xiu'er pursed her lips and didn't speak, Wu said: "I heard that General Yuan likes you very much, I used to be stubborn, I refused to agree to this, and even alienated you because of this, I was wrong, I officially told you today......"

Wu straightened his waist and said: "I officially tell you, from today on, you are no longer the daughter-in-law of the Zhang family, you are free, you can marry whoever you want, I, here, wish you a better future." ”

An Xiu'er heard this, her eyes were wet, Wu Shi is a person who abides by etiquette She knows, she didn't expect that she would compromise for her, at this moment, she really seemed to tell her that she had not changed her mind, and her son was fine, but at this moment, her throat suddenly seemed to be blocked, as if all of a sudden, she became mute, she only knew to walk over, sit on her couch, and reach out to hold her hand.

Wu is a woman who cares about her image very much, when I saw her two years ago, her fingers were still white, wearing a beautiful armor cover, painted with bright red cardamom, but this time, her fingers were dry and thin, as if a layer of skin was wrapped under the bones, and she was very thin after not seeing her for many days.

After a long time, the choked smoke in her throat slowly cleared, and she said to her with difficulty, "I'm sorry. ”

"The person who should say I'm sorry is me, you have always been very good, but I am dissatisfied with you and embarrassed you everywhere." Wu Shi looked at An Xiu'er and said.

An Xiu'er looked at her eyes, lowered her head, and put her eyes on her hand, Wu patted her hand, and said, "Don't be sad, child, I'm fine, I called you today, just to come and tell you this." ”

"I hope you can have a better future." Wu's spirit seemed to be much better, and said: "Do you know, in fact, over the years, I have been alone, raising two children, I am too tired, when I dream back at midnight, I often collapse and want to die, no one who has been lonely can not understand this loneliness, the pain in my heart, no one understands." ”

"I'm afraid that people will see the cowardice in my heart, so I can only become stronger, more severe, and slowly, I will become old-fashioned, maybe in your hearts, this is a pathology, even a perversion, yes, this is me, from loneliness, darkness, derived from the perversion."

"Actually, I know in my heart who is good and who is bad, who is ugly and who is evil, but I like to see them flatter me, I like to see them pretend to care for me, this feeling makes me like it, I indulge in the pleasure of being needed."

"You and Zhen'an, you seem to be two people who are opposite to each other, one looks strong and the other is weak, but your bones are the same, you are the same perseverance, you are the same strong, I hate to see you so resolute, when I see you, I seem to see the cowardice and ugliness in my own heart."

"Mother!" Zhang Zhenping on the side called her, and An Xiuer held her hand tightly.

"You let me say it, these words, I'm afraid that if I don't say it today, I won't have a chance to say it again, I have the devil living in my heart, it eats away my courage, I'm afraid that others will see the devil in my heart, all along, have been hiding it, but then I found out that the more I am like this, the farther away you are from me."

"Zhen'an is gone, Zhenping, you don't talk anymore to please me, you don't even ask me anymore, ask me, Xiu'er is becoming stronger and stronger, she is in front of me, she doesn't even bother to pretend, she is so strong, I am so jealous of her, the same woman, the same lost husband, she is too strong, strong makes me want to destroy, I want to see her collapse!"

"I see." After An Xiu'er heard this, she glanced at Wu Shi and said: "During that time, I felt uncomfortable, but you became warmer and warmer, but became so kind, but when I slowly came out of the shadows, your attitude towards me slowly became cold again, I thought I was not good enough, so I worked harder, but I didn't expect ......, it was because I ignored you and didn't notice so much." ”

"It's not your fault." Wu Shi looked at An Xiu'er and said, "I don't want your forgiveness when I say this today, I just say it will be more enjoyable, I don't want to go to hell with a belly full of malice." ”

Wu Shi raised his eyes to look at An Xiu'er and said, "Do you remember what you said to me before?" ”

Without waiting for An Xiu'er's answer, she said again: "You told me, in fact, I am a very cowardly person, I must admit to you today, what you said is not wrong at all, but I am more cowardly than you imagined." ”

"In the first two years of the Presbyterian Church, I added a lot of trouble to you, and then I embarrassed you in a wisp, you won't blame me, right?" Wu Shi looked up at An Xiu'er.