It's free!

I remember that I seemed to be still in school at that time, Li Ziluo sometimes traveled for a long time, and would let Li Fan take care of my life, adolescent girls are inevitably sensitive, but they are curious about many things.

But as I grew older, Li Ziluo became more and more strict with me, and it seemed that from that time on, he would no longer enter my room, and would deliberately keep a certain distance from me, plus he became more and more busy, after that, I had a lot of curious things in my heart and did not dare to ask him again.

Li Fan would pick me up from school whenever she was free, she would often bring me to this noodle shop, I still remember that every time she would ask the boss to add me an extra omelette, she said that I need to eat more as I grow up, probably in this world, she is the only one who will indulge me in unlimited binge.

She was still in college at the time, and she was actually ignorant about many things, but I always liked to find her when I encountered problems that I couldn't figure out.

For example, after my biology class, I asked her, why can't a man get pregnant, but let a woman get pregnant? How do tadpoles swim into a woman's body? Where do you usually do when you don't swim into a woman's body? Won't you run out on your own?

I still remember that time when Li Fan faced me with a bunch of crackling questions, choked on the noodles and stuck them in her throat, and then dragged me back to her house, locked her door, and talked to me very seriously, and popularized sex education knowledge very comprehensively.

So the question is, I asked her why she understands it so well? Have you seen it? Studied tadpoles?

At that time, Li Fanchang blushed and pressed me to the bed and beat me.

I giggled and begged for mercy, and then she pulled me up, and I asked her mysteriously if a man's place could really be bigger and smaller like a golden hoop stick?

She asked me to go home and ask Li Ziluo by myself with a dark face, of course, I don't like itchy, so I can't be really embarrassed to run to ask Li Ziluo such an esoteric question.

But after Li Fan dissected the relationship between men and women in detail, I would unconsciously stare at him when I met Li Ziluo for several days, really unconsciously, and I couldn't control my eyes.

He was caught several times and asked me, "Xiao Poo, what are you looking at?" ”

I could only blush and say, "Look at the thread on your pants!" ”

Or: "You don't seem to have zipped properly." ”

Li Ziluo could only look down at a certain place, and then the two of us fell into the embarrassment of being confused, I still haven't told Li Ziluo, at that time I was studying the male body structure.

It's probably the abominable popularization of sex education, and the very crooked discussions of classmates in their spare time, which made me very messy about the concept of the relationship between men and women, and I always thought that if I met a man after the next month, I would get pregnant.

Later, I looked at Li Ziluo in horror and said, "I'm pregnant".

It is estimated that at that time, Li Ziluo must have been taken aback by me, and later cried and laughed.

It's just that he probably didn't find it convenient to explain the topic of pregnancy to me in detail, so in the end, this important task was handed over to Li Fan.

I now think back to what state he was in telling Li Fan that I was coming, and suspected that he was pregnant.

In short, Li Fan laughed at me for a whole year because of this!!

In order to give me a deep understanding of the whole process of conception and pregnancy, she also found a book with pictures and texts from nowhere, and explained it to me vividly.

I probably understood something, and then asked her, "Have you tried it?" What does it feel like? ”

That's when she threw me into bed and beat me again.

I came to Rongcheng with Li Ziluo at a very young age, as a child without a mother, Li Ziluo is not convenient to communicate with me many times, will be handed over to Li Fan, although she is only eight years older than me, from childhood to adulthood, she replaced the role of mother, taught me a lot, let me learn to be an upright, optimistic, confident woman, I have been looking up to her, from a very young age I hope that one day I can become such a powerful person as her, smart, free and easy, with a unique charm.

My trust and dependence on her have not changed for so many years, and even if I don't say anything to Li Ziluo, I will tell her, but I never thought that one day I would return to this noodle shop and wait for her in this mood...

Many years ago, this noodle shop was just a small stall, and I went through two alleys to Li Fan's house, and when I occasionally ate noodles with Li Fan, I would meet Nie An, and every time I saw him, I would cry sweetly: "Brother Nie An." ”

He always smiled at me kindly and said, "The little girl is getting fatter and fatter the more she eats, and she is not afraid that no one will want her after she eats a big fat person." ”

I would say indifferently: "The last time you said this to me, I went back and told Li Ziluo, and he said that he would raise me until I had someone to ask for it, so I was not afraid!" ”

Nie An smiled happily, as if the relationship between Nie An and Li Fan was very strange at that time.

The strange thing I mean is that the two don't ignore each other, but every time they sit together and say a word, they are yin and yang, obviously they both have guns and sticks, but they are harmonious and not like quarrels.

I was still young at the time, and I couldn't understand the way the two of them got along, but I really liked to meet Nie An here, because he would always silently pay our face money together, even if sometimes Li Fan's mouth was so angry that he turned around and left, he still wouldn't forget the face money.

Nowadays, however, the stall has become a clean and tidy noodle shop, and we rarely come here again.

The boss has also changed, and now his son has taken over, but he doesn't know me anymore.

I waited from the afternoon until sunset, but I didn't wait for her, Li Ziluo called and asked me where I was and when I was going back.

I told him to leave me alone, I was waiting for someone.

He pondered for a while and asked, "Li Fan? ”

I lowered my eyes: "How do you know?" ”

He said in a deep voice, "Only she will let you be like this." ”

I closed my eyes, buried my face in my arms, and asked him, "Do you believe it?" ”

He said: "Nothing in this world is absolute, you may not trust others, but you have to believe in yourself, I will leave the light for you, no matter how late it is, remember to call me." ”

I'm shallow...

Until the noodle shop closed, I didn't wait for her, but I was unwilling, it was dark, I sat on the steps at the door of the noodle shop, there was no one around, the cold wind was blowing, Li Ziluo sent a message to me to go back, I said give me another hour.

I buried my face in my knees, curled up on the steps, and the night was as quiet as if I were the only one in the world.

In this way, I don't know how long it took, I seemed to hear footsteps, and suddenly raised my head, and there was a woman with long hair and a shawl standing under the dim street lamp, and I realized that she didn't seem to like to wear high heels much recently, although the momentum was a little shorter, but the beautiful and capable figure was outstanding.

It's just that she has always been neatly dressed, and she rarely scatters her hair, but it looks a little decadent, and the yellow light illuminates her a little softly, and I slowly stand up and look at her with mist in my eyes.

Her tears slowly slipped down and scolded me: "Silly girl. ”

Her figure was already blurry in my eyes, and I nodded and said, "yes, I want to be so stupid forever..."

She stood a few meters away from me and cried like a tearful person, I rarely saw Li Fan's mood swings so much, she has been through so much, there have been several ups and downs in her life, but she has never been so fragile as now.

I walked down the steps and approached her step by step, and before I could get in front of her, she had already wiped away her tears, looked up and said to me with a resolute expression: "I didn't tell Anchang!" ”

There was a look of pain on her cold face.

Seeing this, I couldn't help frowning, staring at her, and asked desolately, "Why did you have a relationship with Liang Shuqiu?" ”

She was a little shocked, and then her lips trembled slightly, and my heart hurt after I asked!

She didn't speak, and gradually lowered her head to look at the shadow at my feet, her silent appearance, she could no longer let me ask her calmly, but said with some excitement: "You know who she is!" You also know her relationship with me! I know more about what she's trying to do to me! I don't understand, in that case, why do you still contact this kind of person, why? ”

Li Fan gritted his teeth, kept his head down and didn't dare to look at my eyes, and said in a low voice: "A while ago, she contacted me and asked me to help her deal with some things on that project. ”

I looked at Li Fan in shock with wide eyes in vain: "Are you helping her?" Heh..."

I sneered and turned around and stroked the hair on my forehead, and suddenly turned around and stared at Li Fan with a burning streak: "Do you know what you're doing?" You know better than anyone what the state of that project is! You already know Liang Shuqiu's thoughts, why do you still help her? Do you want to help her put my life on the line? ”

Li Fan suddenly raised his head and said firmly: "No! I've never offended Vess!

She didn't know how to find out that I had checked her project, and at first she contacted me to find out about me, and then asked me to help her deal with some legal risks, and that's it! ”

I took a step closer and stared into Li Fan's eyes: "But why are you helping her?" ”

As soon as Li Fan's eyes flickered, I raised my voice and asked, "Tell me, why do you want to help her?" ”