Chapter 230: The Island of Eclipse (36) Chen Si (II)

Her heart moved, and she wasn't sure if what Lin Chang said was true or false, so she didn't speak.

"Let's cooperate." Lin Chang continued, "I've also been observing for so long, those people will guard against me, but they may not pay much attention to you. Give this gun to you, and the next time we are in danger, you can pick one of them to kill so that we can be saved. Don't worry, the room will not let only one person survive, I will definitely protect you, Wang Haobo is just a fool with no strength, you might as well follow me if you follow him, hehe. ”

She raised her hand and knocked away Lin Chang's hand that was stretched out to her, making a noise that was not too big. Lin Chang seemed to be taken aback by this sound, looked around vigilantly, and was relieved to find that everyone was still asleep, and glared at her viciously, but he didn't dare to be too presumptuous.

She raised her eyes to look at Lin Chang, the man's face was full of obscenity, and there was a dirty ** in his eyes that she couldn't understand.

Man, are they all such disgusting and filthy things?

No, speaking of which, there are six men here, and at least four of them are not interested in her.

She thought as she looked at the four men on the other side, and was stunned for a moment, then sneered uncontrollably.

Really, what was she thinking, it wasn't the man who was dirty, it was herself, she was the one who attracted these filthy species, and the clean ones would consciously turn away when they saw her.

Clean people will only be with clean people, and only people like her who are stuck in the mire will attract flies.

Lin Chang seemed to have misunderstood her smile, raised his hand and stuffed the gun in his hand into her hand and said, "Since you agreed, this gun will be placed here for you." I've got it all figured out, you just have to aim and pull the trigger. It's so close, you shouldn't be off, you can do it yourself. ”

She looked at the gun in her hand with some hesitation, and subconsciously looked at the crowd on the other side again, but when she looked over, she was suddenly startled - the man who had pretended to be asleep was looking directly at her with his eyes open.

The eyes were cold and dangerous, as if it was not a man who was staring at her, but a brutal wolf.

She froze her body, not daring to make any extra movements, nor daring to avoid her gaze. Fortunately, the man only stared at her for a moment, then turned his head and closed his eyes to stop paying attention to her. Only then did she relax, hurriedly hid the gun in her backpack, and lay back on the ground as if nothing had happened, only to find that she was in a cold sweat again.

The man was awake! So he must have known everything that had just happened! But what does he mean?

She pressed her hand to the left side of her chest, which was throbbing violently, fully expressing her panic and apprehension. She thought about it carefully, but she was still not sure what the man meant, so she could only make a bold guess.

The man didn't stop her from getting the gun, perhaps it meant that he was partially supportive of Lin Chang's plan, and the subsequent gaze on her was a warning, asking her to distinguish what she should and shouldn't do.

In this way, the man also supports her to ensure the safety of most people by killing people when everyone is in danger? But the candidate she killed peeked in the direction of the man, she knew that Mo Li and the man himself could never be one of the candidates, so other people such as Fang Ruoxi and Lin Ya, would the man care the same?

She wasn't sure. She couldn't read the man, it wasn't the type she could control.

She closed her eyes slightly, and fell asleep again with a dangerous secret

She opened her eyes and looked up, and there was a dark cavern in front of her. Lin Ya was still lying on the ground and life and death were uncertain, Fang Ruoxi fell asleep quietly without making a sound, Fu Lingjun was not there, and there was only the slight sound of Mo Li wiping Lin Ya's body in the cave.

Memories are a good thing, they give you a clear idea of the way you've traveled.

Memories are a bad thing, they are out of your control, and what you want to keep may be forgotten, and what you want to forget in every possible way is unforgettable.

After that, it was easy to guess what happened, she took a gun and killed Wang Haobo when she was besieged by which monkeys.

She spread her hands in front of her eyes and looked down at her hands. The slender fingers have distinct bones, the rounded nails are properly trimmed, and the palms are soft and delicate, unusually white, without even a trace of dust.

Bowing her head slightly, the tip of her nose brought to her hand, she took a deep breath. There was only a faint sour smell in the air, but she still felt that she smelled a strong smell of blood lingering.

She knew it was a psychological effect, but because she knew, she felt even more that the smell of blood was there, but it was not in her hands, but in her body, lingering in every snort.

She put her hand down, glanced at Mo Li on the other side, leaned back against the cave wall and closed her eyes.

The candidate Lin Chang gave her that night was originally Mo Li or Fang Ruoxi, but she didn't plan to accept it.

In the confrontation with the monkeys, she took advantage of the chaos to pull out her gun, thinking that no one would find out, but at the first moment of pulling it out, she received a warning glance from the man.

He was a powerful man, she didn't know how he found out, but whether it was instinct or reason, she knew that man couldn't be provoked.

It is impossible to start with Mo Li, Fang Ruoxi also wants her to live a few more days, so among the few people left

She didn't know how she had made her conscious decision, and by the time she came to her senses, she had heard her first gunshot.

However, what she didn't expect was that she didn't know if she missed or what happened, the first shot didn't kill Wang Haobo!

The nervousness and fear of being found prompted her to fire a second shot, and finally saw Wang Haobo fall as she expected.

In the chaos that followed, she threw the gun on the side of the road when no one was looking, and she had no real sense of killing someone, let alone guilt or anything other than the soreness that lingered on her hand due to the backlash.

Subconsciously chose she blinked, maybe she longed for Wang Haobo to die in her heart, or maybe she hated all the dirt like herself.

"Don't leave!"

"What's wrong?"

"Look! This is what I just dug up outside! ”

She turned her head slightly, watching Fu Lingjun running towards Mo Li with a bunch of eggs, listening to their conversation, their joy at finding food was obvious.

Since there are eggs here, it means that there are biological activities by the lake?

She turned her head to look outside, it should have been eleven o'clock in the evening, maybe it was twelve. On the previous two nights, they had been attacked, once by the wolf-like monsters, and once by the monkeys

She leaned her head back against the cave wall and breathed deeply, her heart accelerating in the left side of her chest.

Her time was running out, she thought.

waited until the two people on the other side finished talking, and she listened to Fu Lingjun's footsteps gradually disappear until they disappeared, then she lowered her head and looked at Mo Li fixedly.

Mo Li was unaware of her gaze, and still quietly helped Lin Ya wipe his body. She looked at it for a long time before she suddenly spoke.

"I really hate you, you know?"

"Huh? What did you say? ”

"I said." After a slight pause, she repeated, "I said I really hate you. ”

She looked at Mo Li's helpless appearance, and she actually thought it was extremely interesting. As she expected, Mo Li was like living in a fairy tale, and she had never understood the darkness and squalor in her body.

She felt her heart beating faster and faster, and she thought she needed to find something to calm herself a little, like nicotine.

Despite Mo Li's objections, she lit a cigarette "Dangerous? Aren't we all in danger all the time? Just let me smoke it, it's the last time anyway. ”

She took a deep breath, feeling the smoke swirl inside her, swirling between her mouth and nose, driving away the lingering gore.

"What's on your mind?"

Mo Li's face was obviously worried, she was a little surprised, she didn't expect that there would really be people in this world who were worried about her.

So she said she had nothing on her mind, but she had secrets.

She has secrets, more than one.

This was the first time she had told someone about her past, and it had become so easy for something she thought she would never be able to talk about. The first time she talked about the past, the moment she said it felt very relaxed. Who cares, it doesn't matter if she is known about that past anyway, she has no future, does she? Or maybe she has no future for a long time.

Memories are really a bad thing, she reaffirmed.

"Do you say that in this world, there is really good and good and evil retribution?"

"I guess there is."

"So, when? When will the good be rewarded, and when will the wicked be punished? ”

"I don't know, I'm sorry."

She asked indifferently, and listened to her hesitantly. In fact, she already knew the answer, in fact, Mo Li also knew the answer, but she had long since lost hope, and Mo Li still deceived herself and said that she believed it.

As she said, she knew, she knew everything. But she couldn't control herself, she couldn't control herself from going to the abyss.

She had already resigned herself to sinking into the abyss, but Mo Li still thought that she still had hope of being redeemed.

Mo Li told her about Fang Ruoxi, told her about kindness that she had never perceived, and told her that there was still hope in life, and that she could still break free from the abyss. But they didn't know that the abyss she was in was like the swamp they had walked on, and she had already sunk to the bottom of the water, devoured and eaten.

"Thank you, Mo Li."

Thank you for your willingness to work for her redemption.

"Thank you for giving me a reason to be myself, and courage."

Thank you for reassuring her that she can make the right choice finally.

"Don't leave! I killed the person, and the gun was stolen by Lin Chang to me, originally he asked me to kill you, but I finally chose Wang Haobo. ”

She spoke quickly and no longer hesitated.

"Huh? We'll see you later."

"Don't worry! Fu Lingjun will be fine, you and Lin Ya will be fine."

Her tone was firm, and she was no longer afraid.

"Be careful, the Lin Chang logo is going to change again."

I don't know if all kindness in this world is reciprocated, but I will repay your kindness.

With that, she turned and ran towards the entrance of the cave.

The body is torn apart, pain takes over consciousness, and death has come.

At the last moment of being dragged into the lake, she heard someone shouting her nameβ€”

"Chen Si!"

Chen Si, Chen Si.

Chen Si is her name.

Sinking into the lake and dying is her end.

Death may be another kind of salvation, at least when she dies, she is herself.