Chapter 761: So Lonely

After Mrs. Wang's affairs were done, Lin Xin'er was taken back to Baihuayuan by Mo Zengye.

It wasn't until the next day that Lin Xin'er woke up.

This is also because Leng Yanqiu didn't want her to be in a state of grief urgently, so she woke up late so that she could adjust her body.

"Yanqiu, child!" Lin Xin'er opened her eyes and blurted out eagerly.

"Miss Ouyang." Xiao Tao saw Lin Xin'er wake up and hurriedly walked to the bed.

"Little Peach?" Lin Xin'er looked at Xiao Tao, and then looked around, this situation was like the moment she opened her eyes when she first came to Qi Mingguo, the only difference was that she recognized this maid.

"I've arrived at the Hundred Flowers Garden? What about my child? Lin Xin'er sat up and touched her empty stomach, "What about the child!" ”

"Miss Ouyang, you don't have any children when you come back." Xiao Tao replied carefully.

"Where is he in Mo Zengye? I'm going to find him! Lin Xin'er said that she was about to go to the ground.

She remembered what happened before she fell asleep, she remembered Leng Yanqiu's helplessness, the child ...... She didn't keep it, but she couldn't afford to leave it alone after losing him.

Her child, six months pregnant, hasn't seen him yet!

"Miss, don't worry, the slave will let people go to His Highness." Xiao Tao hurriedly helped Lin Xin'er.

"Go!"

"Yes, yes!"

Xiao Tao saw Lin Xin'er sitting back on the bed, and hurriedly ran out of the door to deliver the message.

"Xin'er, you're awake!"

Mo Zengye came quickly, no matter how busy he was, now he left it all, it used to be Xin'er who stayed in the Guogong Mansion, but now Xin'er is in a situation, nothing can be more important than Xin'er's safety.

"Child, where's my child?" Lin Xin'er grabbed Mo Zengye's shirt and asked eagerly.

"Xin'er, don't worry." Mo Zengye said softly.

"How can I not be in a hurry, how can I not be in a hurry?!" Lin Xin'er held Mo Zeng all night, "My child left me early, you can't let me not even see the last face!" ”

"It's not that I won't let you see it, it's that I won't let you say it." Mo Zeng said at night, "I have listened to his words, put the child in the coffin, and sent someone to send it to the sea." ”

"What do you do by sending it to the beach? Sea burial? Lin Xin'er also heard the customs of people living by the sea in the Qingyuan Dynasty, "I am his mother, have you ever asked my opinion?" ”

"Isn't Leng Yanqiu your master? You listen to him so much......" Mo Zengye said halfway through the night.

"Is it really Yanqiu's idea?" Lin Xin'er let go of her hand.

Seeing that Lin Xin'er heard that it was Leng Yanqiu, her attitude changed greatly, Mo Zeng hidden the hatred in her eyes and nodded, "Yes." ”

"Yanqiu understands me very well, but she ruthlessly doesn't let me see the last side of the child...... I'm going to Been. Lin Xin'er said, and got up again.

"You are weak now, don't walk back and forth, you should recuperate." Mo Zeng didn't follow at night and stopped Lin Xin'er.

Although Lin Xin'er woke up and didn't cry as he expected, he still had to guard against her.

"I'm fine." Lin Xin'er had a calm face, gritted her teeth and said three words.

Mo Zengye knew that Lin Xin'er, who had lost her child at this time, hated him even more, but he believed that time could erase everything, and when Lin Xin'er returned to the Qingyuan Dynasty and lived in the Qi Ming Kingdom until she died, he was the man who accompanied her.

"Xin'er, you have to take care of yourself, your child doesn't want to see his mother take care of himself like this, right?" Mo Zengye put his hands on Lin Xin'er's shoulders and comforted softly.

"Yes, my child must be very sweet and cute." Lin Xin'er's eyes flashed with warmth.

"Now, you have to recuperate with peace of mind and let your body recover well, Zheng Xianlun prescribed you some tonics, and Leng Yanqiu also said that there is no problem after reading it, I will let you boil it." Mo Zeng saw Lin Xin'er's attitude softened at night, and pulled her to sit down together, "Before, my father asked Zheng Xianlun to show you, and you didn't take the medicine, so that there was an accident, this Zheng Xianlun is a descendant of Guigu, and his medical skills are extremely high, and his prescription is still credible." ”

After this incident, Mo Zengye believed that Zheng Xianlun was really trying to help Lin Xin'er protect the fetus. In Mo Zengye's opinion, Zheng Xianlun helped Lin Xin'er just to settle down in front of him, so that his people could send Xia Yubing's head as soon as possible.

Thinking about it this way, Zheng Xianlun can be trusted. But he didn't take it lightly completely, and took the new prescription for Leng Yanqiu to check, and Leng Yanqiu concluded that there was no problem, so he boiled it for Lin Xin'er to drink.

Before, Leng Yanqiu also said that Zheng Xianlun's fetal pills were fine, but because she was too careful, Lin Xin'er decided not to drink it, and after listening to Mo Zengye's words, Lin Xin'er was extremely remorseful, she really misjudged Zheng Xianlun and cut off her child's life with her own hands?

"What about Zheng Xianlun? I want to see him. Lin Xin'er said.

At this time, she endured all the grief and the heartache of losing her parent, just to find out the truth.

She didn't know how long she could endure it, and as she sat here, she could hear the sound of her body tearing apart.

"Okay, you should have a good talk, I think Zheng Xianlun is the heir of orthodox medical skills after all, and he is much more reliable than Leng Yanqiu, who grew up in the poison pile." Mo Zeng said at night, "It's okay for you to learn poison art from him, it's unreliable to treat him as a doctor." ”

"I never doubted Yanqiu." Lin Xin'er said.

The implication is that she still thinks that Zheng Xianlun has a problem.

"I'll pass on Zheng Xianlun." Mo Zeng was very annoyed when he saw Lin Xin'er so stubbornly believing Leng Yanqiu at night, and he reluctantly got up and left the house.

"You go out too." Lin Xin'er drove away the little peach who was left behind.

Sitting alone on the bed, Lin Xin'er bent her knees and hugged her head, and two lines of tears flowed silently.

No one heard the hoarse and painful cry in her heart like a tsunami, "Child...... Child...... My baby...... Mother I'm sorry for you...... Didn't save your ......"

"Jingxuan, I'm sorry, I didn't save our child...... Jing Xuan, how is your body? Where is it? Have you found the Qi Ming Kingdom...... Jingxuan, the child left in such a hurry, he must have understood my heart as a mother, and didn't want to drag me down when I went to sea and returned...... Now that he's gone, I don't have any burden and can go back...... However, I am not going to rush back...... It was Qi Mingguo, it was Mo Zeng who ruined our family at night and let us part with life and death...... No matter what name he is in or what excuse he has, I can't let him go......"

"Jing Xuan...... Child...... Woohoo......"

Lin Xin'er's face was buried in her lap, crying silently.

She's so lonely, so lonely......

Hearing the sound of hurried footsteps outside, Lin Xin'er wiped the tears from her face and raised her head.

As soon as Mo Zengye entered the door, he saw Lin Xin'er's red eyes, strode over, and hugged her, "Xin'er!" ”

Lin Xin'er gently pushed Mo Zengye away, she wanted to find an arm and a support, but it was not him.