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In my short life, I have met many people, good people, bad people, and too many special people, who are trying to run towards the ethereal end with their obsessions.

However, I have never been with anyone, as crazy, agitated, and stunned as Li Ziluo...

My skin was gradually exposed to a little cold air, and his raging hot kiss made me forget where I was and what situation I was, only to know that his strength, with a deep dominance and deep affection, devoured me, until it led me to the tossing and turning world.

This kind of touch is too unfamiliar, but with a familiar current, let me tremble, he pulled me into the sleeping bag, blocking the slightest desperate into the wind and sand in the house, looking at me below, his eyes were soft and delicate and asked me: "You and him..."

"I've always belonged to you alone."

From people to hearts...

His hot lips pressed against me again, ironing out the scarf...

I don't know how long it took, but I was a little cold, but I was tired, he hugged me in his arms, and the faint breath lingered on the top of my head, I thought, only he was by my side, I could close my eyes in such a harsh environment.

It's just a warm smile on his lips: "This sleeping bag was prepared for me by Li Fan, she wants to know that we are here... I'm sure I'll laugh at it for the rest of my life. ”

I suddenly opened my eyes and felt him look down at me, so I looked up and glared at him: "Li Fan always thought you were dead, and I was sad for a long time, and I also said that I was crazy to think that you were not dead." ”

Li Ziluo's expression was a little moved in the darkness: "After her brother left, she treated me as her own brother since she was a child. ”

After that, he gathered my clothes, closed the zipper, helped me to sit up, and took my coat and put it on for me.

The movements are natural and skillful, and it seems that no matter how old I grow, he is always used to taking care of my trivial things like a filial son.

I just sat still and stretched out my hand, and asked him in some surprise, "Brother?" Does she have a younger brother? How I don't know. ”

Li Ziluo put my two arms on it, pulled his eyebrows and chuckled: "You haven't been born yet." ”

I couldn't help but count the years and heard him say: "Half a year before I was led into the Li family, her own brother had an accident, and she climbed on the chair to fall down while playing on the balcony, Li Fan was in the house and watched her brother fall downstairs, after her brother left, she had a strange disease, unable to speak, and went to the hospital for examination was good, but she refused to speak, and it was useless to see a psychiatrist, until I entered Li's house half a year later, she shouted 'brother' to me, and it was the first time she spoke in more than half a year."

Since then, she has always treated me like her own brother. ”

Li Ziluo frowned a little abruptly, then sat down opposite me and looked at me solemnly: "When did you find out about me?" ”

I crossed my legs and smiled: "You've left me enough clues, and I'm not stupid, but if I say I found it here, do you believe it?" ”

I clutched my heart, and he glanced at me quietly.

I moved over and rested my head on his lap, his warm fingers wrapping around my hair hanging from his lap.

I muttered, "The first thing that made me strange was that I couldn't contact Dong Han, and the whole world told me that you were dead, no matter who I confirmed with me, the answer I got was the same."

Not long after, I went to the UAE and met Lu Qianyu, and I was really, really excited..."

Li Ziluo's fingers stiffened for a moment, I raised my eyes and smiled at him, and he also looked at me tenderly.

"At that time I thought I had met a miracle, he was not only alive but we were reunited, I thought it was all a coincidence, although I returned home at the time, but I was very excited to think that he was not dead, so I kept in touch with him on and off.

It wasn't until he returned to China that I went to his place for the first time, and I thought it was very strange, it was a feeling that I couldn't say, déjà vu, but I was sure that I hadn't been there, and it was a very depressing feeling that made me uncomfortable, so I didn't go in.

Later, because An Chang was in trouble with me, Lu Qianyu was beaten by An Chang in order to help me, and then I learned that his leg was amputated at a high level, and his health was very poor, accompanied by chronic respiratory failure.

I know that after that, there will be mixed tastes! ”

Li Ziluo held my hand in the palm of my hand, I closed my eyes close to his lower abdomen and continued: "I accompanied him to the UK for treatment for a period of time, and after returning to China, I stepped into that house, when Lu Qianyu proposed to let me move over, I resisted at first, but on that day I suddenly saw the lintel!" ”

I sat up abruptly and stared at Li Ziluo: "The relief on the lintel, I remember that pattern, you once painted it for me, and I recognized it as Eucommia at a glance, right?" ”

Li Ziluo gradually frowned and stared at me deeply, and there seemed to be a faint trance hidden in his dark eyes.

"I don't know why, as soon as I saw that pattern, I immediately recognized it, and I thought, you told me that the Lin family is in Rongcheng, and there is such a relief on the window of your room, which means that the house is likely to be the old mansion of the Lin family, and the room I am in is the room where you were a child.

I don't know why Lu Qianyu lives there, and countless question marks confuse me.

Then I decided to move in, because I wanted to figure out what was going on, and second, when I knew that it might be the room you used to have when you were a kid, I just, I wanted to stay there. ”

After saying that, I lowered my head, and he reached out to me, and I handed it to him, and he pulled me into his arms again, and looked at me with watery eyes.

I continued: "It was that night I went back to Bull Bay to pack my things, oh yes, I moved back and gave our home a name, Bull Bay. ”

I stole my eyes up at him, and a look of emotion flashed in his eyes.

"Then I found the book "Actors Create Characters" in the drawer of the study, and the things in it were all cleaned up by you, only that book, I thought it was strange at the time, and after reading it for a long time, I suddenly thought that after the divorce, you once went to me and said to me, you asked me what I meant by physical feeling and expressive ability, and I suddenly realized something, I thought about it all night that night, and I suspected that you seemed to have expected everything today, but many threads were intertwined in the brain, and I just couldn't figure it out.

But I vaguely felt that all this might have something to do with Lu Qianyu, so I moved over.

One time I wanted to clean the yard and pull weeds, I noticed that the soil in the yard was very strange.

I didn't often like to make flowers and plants at home, most of the soil in our Rongcheng area is yellow soil, or red soil, but the soil in that yard is our rare black soil, which is generally more common in the northeast.

I wasn't sure that the house must be the old house of the Lin family until I saw that kind of soil! ”

Li Ziluo twisted his eyebrows and said, "Oh? Why? ”

I looked up and asked him, "Do you remember when you were a kid and you used to grow herbs at home?" ”

He pondered for a moment and shook his head: "It doesn't seem to be, I don't remember." ”

"That is, your ancestors must have planted herbs in that yard, and that kind of black soil is suitable for the cultivation of specific varieties of Chinese medicinal herbs, such as bellflower, astragalus, bupleurum, and so on."

Li Ziluo suddenly grabbed my chin and looked at me in shock: "You..."

I asked him a little inexplicably, "What's wrong with me?" ”

The light in his deep eyes was like a raging tsunami, and he looked at me with a complicated and difficult look, and finally I even felt that at that moment he was short of breath and looked sad, but I don't know why.

I asked tentatively, "Do you remember the seesaw?" ”

He turned his gaze back to him in an instant, and I said to him, "There's a seesaw on the side of that room." ”

He muttered for a while and said, "That was made by my father's own hands." ”

I suddenly said to myself with excitement in my eyes moistened: "I knew it, I knew that it must have something to do with you, I knew it!" ”

He patted me on the head: "Fool." ”

I wiped the corners of my eyes and smiled, stretching my legs straight and leaning on his shoulders: "When I was sure that the house had something to do with the Lin family, I began to be a little wary of Lu Qianyu, he never asked you, it was well hidden, but he lost..."

I didn't say any more, but Li Ziluo continued: "Lost to my feelings for you." ”

"He asked me if you were still alive and why I was still waiting for you, and I lied to him, although I secretly thought in my heart that you must still be alive."

After speaking, I glanced at Li Ziluo, and the corners of his lips slightly tilted a little arc.

"Maybe from that moment on, I knew why you disappeared, why Lu Qianyu appeared, and what should I do, yes, maybe from that moment on, I was shaken.

But what made me really make up my mind was because he misled me with the fire back then, and made me think that the hatred was put by you at first, maybe he was too anxious for me to let go of you, so he did it, but Nan Xiu showed up at that time, and he told me the truth, and I knew from that night that I had no choice. ”

Thinking of Lu Qianyu sitting in a wheelchair, I frowned slightly: "If you hadn't had that accident, Lu Qianyu wouldn't have appeared so soon, you expected that he would be impatient to approach me after hearing about you, and he hid it well, but he didn't expect that it was that house that made me suspicious of him, if you say it, it may be like it is destined."

I'm destined to have a different sense of what you've touched, or rather, I've had a very strange feeling about that house..."