087 Doomed to no happiness
"The grandson surnamed He has gotten more from the Duan family over the years than you think, and it is not so easy for him to ruin the marriage."
"......" I didn't speak.
After a while, he spoke, "He can't ruin his marriage, and he doesn't have a half-dime relationship with me, don't keep mentioning this person in my ear in the future." ”
I tried to get myself out of that wedding, and just when I was waiting for a red light, I turned my head to look at him for a few seconds, and by the way, I pinched his right hand on the steering wheel, and said softly, "Jiang Feng, I said that I will only belong to you in the future, and I just want to be your woman with peace of mind, can you have confidence in yourself, don't always go against my past?" ”
"......" He snorted and smiled as if he was touched, and couldn't help but take my hand in turn, and his deep eyes met mine.
"Didi!" A shrill horn sounded from behind.
When he looked up and saw that the green light was already on, he immediately stepped on the accelerator and started the car...... The speed of the car was steady, and he didn't talk to me much after that, but he kept a slight smile on his lips, and seemed to be in a good mood again.
I looked out the window again, staring at the regressing landscape, immersed in the secrets of my own heart for a long time, tangled and contradictory.
Probably, the current situation is the best way to retaliate against these two men...... Those unforgettable injuries, I can't swallow silently and accept my fate. Especially these injuries are brought by the men I have trusted with my heart and lungs, such pain and shame made me finally wake up to the fact that I am not destined to be happy in this life, and I no longer have the luxury of getting the so-called sense of belonging and security from any man.
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At this time, Jiang Feng turned on the music player in the car, and the music wafting out disrupted my thoughts, it was a nostalgic and familiar melody, Anita Mui's "It Seems to Be an Old Man". I glanced at the music playback interface and found that there were more than a dozen songs by Anita Mui, and I didn't feel a little strange, and asked him, "You downloaded this?" ”
"Hmm."
I have never chased stars, but I only like Anita Mui very much, I like every movie and every song of hers, I have bought her albums, and I have bought various books about her life...... The people around me who know my preference are He Yi and Zhang Suxiao, and I haven't mentioned it to anyone else. Therefore, I was still a little moved to find that Jiang Feng downloaded so many Anita Mui's classic songs and put them in the player.
"I think you're much prettier than that Anita Mui," he quipped, glancing at me.
Since we didn't eat much at the wedding, we went to make up for dinner near home before returning home. It's already a little late when I get home, so I take a shower as usual and get ready for bed. There is no difference between his life and that of husband and wife, but I never dare to think deeply, nor dare I look into his eyes for too long, I am afraid that my skills are not enough, and I accidentally smash this scene, and as a result, I will fall even heavier.
When he came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, he found him sitting at the head of the bed with a photo in his hand and looking at it...... I was slightly shocked, because I could see at a glance that the photo was a photo of me and He Yu, and it was the only one left with a soft heart when I burned all the photos with He Yu, and it was always in the bedside table, and Jiang Feng still saw it.
He didn't look at it for long, and his face gradually darkened...... The voice implied danger, "Since it has nothing to do with him, what are you doing with this kind of thing?" ”
"I forgot to throw it away, you can dispose of it for me, you can tear it or burn it." After saying it lightly, I sat down beside him as if I didn't care.
Without hesitation, he got out of bed, took a lighter from the drawer and lit it, and placed the corner of the photo on the small flame...... The flame burned the picture as if it were burning my skin, and I couldn't help but turn around, and my heart was obviously aching, but I still turned my back to him and told him, "Be careful, don't ignite the room." ”
But after a long time, I didn't smell the burning paper, but the smell of his cigarettes. I turned around again and saw that the picture of a burned corner was still sitting on the bedside table, while he was leaning against the wall and smoking a cigarette......
"Why didn't it burn?"
"I don't want you to be unhappy." He let out a faint puff of smoke, and then fell completely silent.
"......" I also fell silent.
He slept quickly, and I was groggy and thinking about a lot of things, and I still couldn't sleep at two or three o'clock, when I heard the text message prompt of my own charging. At this point, it must not be a spam text message from advertisers. I got up lightly, took my phone and looked at it, and found that it was an unfamiliar number, and the content of the text message showed -
"Tell me, what can I do so that I don't lose you?"
Such a sentence touched me so easily in the middle of the night......
It goes without saying that it was sent by He Yu.
Immediately after, he sent a second one-
"Yuncan Clothing, I founded it for you, and every bit of investment I put in behind it means that I haven't forgotten that you are my wife. But you don't cherish my hard work, you transfer our common cause to that man, and voluntarily surrender to him, are you taking revenge on me? It's better to kill me with your own hands. ”
I didn't feel good at all with this resentful message, and my heart was full of panic.
I read it word by word several times and pressed delete, but when the system prompted me whether I really wanted to delete it, I clicked 'No'.
Put down the phone and ignore it anymore, but I lay on the bed and tossed and turned more unable to fall asleep, entangled over and over again, entangled in whether he betrayed me in the end, whether I was too harsh on him, and whether I still had feelings for him?
Soon after, it rained outside the window again, and the sound of the rain was dripping, and in such darkness and tranquility, it seemed even more desolate. I was worried about the rain coming in from the balcony of my bedroom, so I got up and went to the balcony outside, ready to close the glass window. Walked to the balcony, closed the window and looked outside, and found that there was a man sitting on the lawn outside the balcony, the sky was not yet bright, the surroundings were dark, and he could only be seen through the dim street lamp, his figure was not clear, he was wearing a white shirt, suit pants, he had already been drenched into a soup chicken, and his shirt was wet and sticking to his body, but he still sat there in the rain regardless of it, with his head down, looking particularly depressed and embarrassed, like a homeless homeless man...... At this time, he happened to look up at my balcony and should have seen me.
It's him, what a encounter.
I shuddered and looked at him in a daze...... Eventually, I silently closed the window, went back to the bedroom, and closed the curtains tightly. Leaning on the head of the bed, I was in a state of confusion, one moment worried that He Yu would run to my room impulsively, another moment worried that he would faint in the rain, and another time I wondered if he was kicked out by the Duan family because of today's escape from marriage, and he had nothing again?
In short, I thought about it a lot, and I had a splitting headache, but Jiang Feng next to me was still sleeping well, breathing evenly, and I didn't know what kind of sweet dream he was dreaming, the corners of his mouth actually showed a smile, and his hand habitually stretched out towards me, trying to hug me, touching it several times, but only touching a blank~
*
A few days later, in the morning, I sat in the office and habitually opened the financial version of the mobile news client, and found that the news headline on the financial headlines had the word 'Yuncan'...... The news is that Yuncan Clothing bought about XX billion shares of Danfeng A for 5 billion yuan in the secondary market, accounting for more than 5% of Danfeng's total share capital, and raised Danfeng fashion for the first time.
The second half of the article is the reporter's analysis, which is about the rocket-like growth rate of Yuncan clothing this year, as well as the possible threat to the clothing giant Danfeng in the future, and the analysis of Yuncan's intention to acquire Danfeng hostilely, which has now attracted the great attention of Duan Zhicheng, chairman of Danfeng...... Because the overall scale of Yuncan clothing in the apparel industry is not ranked in the top 30, now suddenly acquired 5% of Danfeng's shares, and directly led to Danfeng being raised, which is a hot news in the industry, the following thousands of comments, the audience has a lot of discussions about it, some praise Yuncan clothing by leaps and bounds, some question Yuncan is engaged in capital operation, some mock Yuncan vainly trying to swallow the elephant beyond his own strength, and many people doubt that Yuncan has raised so much money in the short term, whether there is insider trading and so on.
This kind of news has pushed the originally low-key Yuncan clothing that can't be more low-key to the forefront for a while, and there are even many related news reports on the history of Yuncan clothing, which is naturally indispensable to the excavation of me, the founder...... After reading this news, I became very uncalm inside, and I sat in the office for a long time.
It seems that Jiang Feng has long been working on the plan to acquire Danfeng Group, and the acquisition is gradual, not overnight. But whether this impact on Yuncan clothing is good or bad, especially where the 5 billion huge funds came from, makes me think in a bad direction......
I left the office and decided to go to Zhang Suxiao and talk to her about the sales of clothing in the latest quarter.
Directly pushed open her door, but found a scene that made my eyes spicy!
With Zhang Suxiao's scream, I immediately turned around in embarrassment...... Because, there is also a man in the office, Song Sicun, who is hugging and kissing her!
But I didn't go out, I just waited for them to recover before I turned around again, only to see that both of them were so embarrassed that they couldn't raise their heads, and Zhang Suxiao was even more embarrassed and blushing, let Song Sicun go out first, and leave it to her to solve it here!
Song Sicun's face was also very unbearable, and when he passed by me, he specially apologized to me, asking me not to embarrass Zhang Suxiao......
"Then don't leave yet, stay, I'm looking for you." I stopped Song Sicun.