Chapter 159: Grievances
Because the beard came back today, my mother made a few more of his favorite dishes, and it was almost half an hour when all the dishes were fried, but the beard had not yet come out.
I looked at the food that was gradually filling the table, stood up and walked to the door of my room and opened it.
There is no one in the room, there is a sound of water in the bathroom, is he still taking a shower?
I took a deep breath and sighed as I walked to the bathroom door, "Haven't you washed yet?" β
The sound of water in the bathroom quickly died down, and his voice came, "Ready for food?" β
His voice sounded muffled, I don't know if it was because of the bathroom door or something else, I didn't want to explore, and he probably didn't want me to explore.
I lowered my eyes and pursed my lips, "Hmm! It's all your favorite dishes! β
"You eat first, and I'll come out later."
"Hurry up, or I'll gnaw your chicken wings!"
"Heh-" he chuckled, "I'll be right out." β
I didn't say anything more, turned and walked out of the room.
Even though he said don't wait, we waited for him, and it took him five or six minutes before he came out, and it didn't look like anything was wrong, the same as before.
The only difference is that on weekdays they all drink one glass, today they drink two glasses, and the second cup is poured by a bearded man, my dad is a coke.
However, my dad drank a lot of wine, two glasses, talked a lot, sat for less than half an hour and went to sleep, and he also went back to the room by being a little tired.
The living room was deserted all of a sudden, and my mother saw that something was wrong with him, so she rubbed it next to me and asked me if I had a quarrel with the bearded man.
I was speechless, "What do you mean, we haven't quarreled, okay?" β
"Eh, okay, okay, I haven't quarreled, okay, what's wrong with Aven?"
"At work, it's normal for him to be so busy and tired." I lowered my eyes back.
However, what I didn't expect was that my mother actually paused for two seconds and suddenly gasped, leaned close to my ear and said, "Is it because of that Chen Xin's matter?!" β
I slowly lifted my eyes and turned my head to look at her, "You know that too?" β
"Go." My mom glanced at me, "Your mom has been living with you for a few months, can you still be as dirty as before?!" β
"......," the corners of my mouth twitched slightly.
"I also followed a beauty blogger some time ago, didn't I notice that your mother's eyebrows are better than before?"
My lips opened slightly, my eyes swept over her eyebrows, and I nodded halfway, "Well, not only are the eyebrows well drawn, but this bean paste-colored lipstick is also very good-looking." β
"Really?!" My mother's eyes were slightly open.
"Of course it's true, when did you buy it? Which brand. β
"I ...... That's not right! Who told you this now, is it because of Chen Xin? β
ββ¦β¦ Of course not! β
I didn't fool the past, I only patiently explained to my mother the handling of the Chen Xin incident.
"He's just tired, it's filming and the company, and he has to deal with so many things, it's very stressful, and it's normal to drink some alcohol to relieve it."
My mother finally believed that it was okay and nodded, "He went to filming, you don't have anything important to do to accompany him, the baby has me and your father." β
"......" I was a little speechless, and lowered my eyes and nodded to show that I knew.
In fact, how could I not see my mother's thoughts, wasn't she just worried that the bearded man would be abducted by some little vixen? After all, in her eyes, the beard is so good......
Not only in her eyes, but in the eyes of many women, he is very good.
Handsome, golden, good acting skills, humorous, tactful, no bad habits, almost impossible to find any fault with the man.
Such a good man, if it weren't for Jiayi's accident...... How can it be cheap for me?
I don't know if it's because of my beard, I noticed that my mood was starting to get depressed.
I chatted with my mom in the living room and then followed her to help the mustache in the shower...... Well, actually, I'm just handing something to the side, and I really don't really help.
At ten o'clock, my mom said she was going to sleep with a mustache, and I nodded to her.
"You're not sleeping yet, are you?"
"I'll go to sleep in a moment, leave me alone."
My mother frowned slightly at me, and then nodded, "Don't stay up too late, women are easy to get old if they stay up too late." β
"Got itβ"
Watching my mom walk into the room with her mustache in her arms, the door closed, and I slowly turned my head to look at the TV after a while.
I couldn't help but think of Gu Nuoxuan again, thinking about her every expression, every word, every look, I wanted to find something out of it.
It was already clear, and the last sentence when she left said that she would not walk out of the mental hospital again, but somehow, I just cared.
I cared about the look in Dean's eyes that day when his face was covered with blood, and I cared about Gu Nuoxuan's delicate but lifeless face.
In fact, now that I think about it, Gu Nuoxuan also revealed a lot of information, such as her avoidance of the word repatriation, which shows that she cares about Dean, and the sentence that she has no fear, which also implies that Gu Nuoxi sees her feelings clearly, which shows that there will be no entanglement between Gu Nuoxi and the beard......
I was so nervous that someone suddenly screamed behind me.
"Jiayuan?"
Bearded?
I turned my head and looked towards the door of the room, and I saw him standing in the doorway in his pajamas, holding the handle of the door in one hand, "It's past eleven o'clock." β
I wanted to smile at him, but I couldn't laugh helplessly, I don't know why.
"It's so late." I stood up with my head bowed by talking, then picked up the remote control and turned off the TV.
He didn't reply to me, pursed his lips, put the remote control on the coffee table, then took a deep breath and straightened up and walked towards him.
He stood in the doorway, and it wasn't until I got to the door that he stepped back and gave way to me.
I tried to purse my lips, then lowered my eyes and walked past him into the room, "I'm going to take a ......"
My hand was suddenly grasped by him, and there was a soft closing sound of the door behind me, and he gently hugged me from behind me and held me in his arms.
His back was pressed against his chest, his breath blowing from me to the side of my head, his jaw slowly resting on my shoulder.
"Heh......" I chuckled unnaturally, "what's wrong with you?" β
"I wanted to apologize to you, but I suddenly found that I apologized a little too much recently, and I was embarrassed to speak."
ββ¦β¦ Why apologize? β
He didn't reply to me immediately, but paused before sighing lightly and said, "You're in a bad mood." β
......: "Isn't that something you infected?" Sister would have been fine.
Actually, I want to pretend to be generous and say no, how can it be, I'm fine, are you in a better mood now?
However, I found that I was really not a virtuous and virtuous lord, and not only did I not have a way to deny that I was in a bad mood, but when he asked me that, I felt more and more wronged.
The bridge of my nose instantly became sore, I didn't speak, he hugged my hand tightly, wanted to say something, but didn't seem to know that it was okay, just sighed softly, let go of my hand and turned me around to face him.
It's okay not to look at it, but when I saw his handsome face, my heart instantly tightened again.
I really don't want to worry about it, and I don't want to explore it, after all, he and Jiayi are in the past, and people don't care anymore, so there's no point in eating this kind of vinegar.
However, because it didn't make sense, I felt more and more sad.
can't scold, can't say, and even has to be careful not to touch Jiayi's place in his heart, which makes me feel very powerless and sad.
Tears fell as soon as he clicked, his slightly frowning eyebrows twisted instantly, and he hurriedly raised his hand to wipe my cheek.
But the more he did this, the more my throat stricken, and the more fierce the tears fell.
"Don't cry, you scold me......"
I tried to roll my throat and shake my head, then looked away from him, but he raised his hands and held my face and turned my head straight at him.
His eyes were a little red, and he paused and hugged me tightly in his arms, "I don't know what to say...... But today's events made me hate them very much, the more I hated them, the more I couldn't let go of the previous things, I always remembered, I felt that it shouldn't be like this, a life just disappeared, why should they, and then I began to regret it again, regretted acting, regretted signing a contract with the former Tang, and the feeling I had before came up again......"
"......" I closed my eyes and clenched my eyebrows to the root of my teeth.
"Until just now, I was lying alone on the bed, thinking about it over and over again, thinking about it, I suddenly felt as if something was missing, why was it so quiet, and then I suddenly realized that you were not next to me......"
"......" I clenched my fingertips tightly, and my hands trembled violently, because I was trying too hard, trying hard to suppress the tears that I wanted to pour out of my eyes.
"I'm sorry...... I made the mistake that Gu Nuoxuan had no fear in his mouth again, and he ...... the tip of the horns," he said, hugging my arm and tightening, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
Like a voice in my throat, I whimpered and cried, "You bastard! It's like this! Yes, I'm sorry...... I'm sorry, that's it! Sister's patience is limited and limited......"
He chuckled lowly, patted me lightly on the back and coaxed me to say, "Okay, good, my brother also knows, I won't be my sister in the future." β
"...... "Damn! I just smiled after apologizing, and there was no sincerity at all! And why do I still eat him!
The days returned to calm, and he immediately flew to the set to continue filming after dealing with the company's affairs, and he only left for two days, and my mother urged me to chase after him.
I was speechless about this, but I went anyway, and after a few days with him, I went back to the company, and so on.
However, as time went on, I felt more and more that something was wrong because of the beard...... I haven't been touched......
At home, he doesn't touch me, I think it may be because it's not as good as before, not only old but also young, but even when I go to see him, he just sleeps with me, sometimes he thinks he should be emotional, but soon he falls asleep again.
At first, I didn't think there was anything wrong, after all, I just gave birth to a baby, and he was also tired and busy with that, but this ...... It's been almost half a year, and their movies have come to an end......