Chapter 300: I Won't Save You

She was originally a high queen, sitting on a position and glory that women in the world envy, but now she has nothing. Not only that, but even her lover, who had sworn an alliance with her, betrayed her, and she was disfigured because of it.

Such a blow is completely devastating, how many women can withstand it?

Even if she is a woman who has crossed over from modern times and has the thoughts of modern people, she may not be able to see it, let alone Gu Xianxian?

She used to be such a proud person, and she has reached a position where she can empty her eyes, and now she is facing the situation of loss, if she can be indifferent, then she is afraid that she is not a normal person.

Along the way, Gu Wanwan learned from Bai Yumei that on the fourth day of their departure, that is, when she had arrived at Yu Canyon, Gu Xianxian suddenly woke up.

After remembering that it was Yun Zixiu's betrayal that disfigured her and burned her whole body, she only said that she wanted to see Gu Wanwan, and refused to say anything else. refuses to drink medicine or eat, if it weren't for Qingcheng using the lingzhi brought from the top of the East China Sea to renew her life, she wouldn't have been able to wait for Gu Wanwan to come back.

Why did she have to see herself? Did she know that she had saved herself? Gu Wanwan shook her head, she wasn't sure if Gu Xianxian had seen her face under the circumstances at that time.

But since she wants to see herself, then she must seize this opportunity to help her forget everything in the past and get back on her feet.

It's just that this is a very simple thing to say, but I'm afraid it's as difficult as heaven to do.

Will Gu Xianxian listen to her?

In the most remote place in the west of the city, there is a separate courtyard, which belongs to Feng Jiu. It is said that Feng Jiu liked that place very much during his lifetime, and often moved over to read and write. It was only after his death that few people went there, and gradually it became deserted and forgotten.

From the outside, it looks like a place that has been abandoned by its owner for many years, where anyone will think of the prosperity inside?

Feng Jiu was the old emperor's favorite son, and everything he used was the best and most extravagant, not only in his palace, but also in his palace.

It's just that Feng Jiu only ordered people to clean up and decorate the house, and he didn't take care of the façade, and he didn't care about its shabby and ugly appearance at all, it seems that he is also a person who doesn't like façade kung fu very much, and only cares about the inside.

When they went out to look for Bai Wutong, Gu Xianxian was moved to this annex. This annex is also an excellent hiding place for her, from the outside, who would have thought that there are people living in it? And this is not shabby at all, it can be said to be very luxurious, for Gu Xianxian, to be able to live here, and not to hide so obviously, is it a little better in mood?

With thoughts flying, Gu Wanwan stepped into Gu Xianxian's room. Qingcheng and Bai Yumei both stayed outside, which was what Gu Xianxian meant, because she said that she only wanted to see Gu Wanwan, and no one else wanted to see it.

For fear that she would be stimulated again, everyone was very cooperative. Before Gu Wanwan entered the room, Qingcheng specially pulled her aside and made a special explanation. In order to let her pay careful attention to her words for a while, don't stimulate Gu Xianxian anymore.

For this, she will definitely try her best to grasp it, because she can understand Gu Xianxian's mood at the moment.

There are luxurious tables and chairs in the room, and the bed where Gu Xianxian is lying is also made of fine rosewood.

She had her back to the door, and Gu Wanwan could only see her back.

"Second sister." Gu Wanwan called softly and walked towards her.

"You're here?" Gu Xianxian still had her back to her, she didn't turn around, her voice was hoarse and weak, "Do you know how long I've been waiting for you?" It's been waiting for you these days! ”

"I'm sorry, second sister, because something happened to my friend, I left for a while, I wasn't in the imperial city, and I just came back today." Gu Wanwan said embarrassedly. She really didn't know that Gu Xianxian had been waiting for her for so long, and she had been shouting to see her since she woke up.

"You apologize to me? Hahaha......" Gu Xianxian laughed in a weak voice, and then she was about to turn around, but she was obviously unable to use her strength, and her movements were very difficult.

Gu Wanwan stepped forward and said, "I'll help you!" Yes! You ......"

Her hand touched Gu Xianxian's arm, and one of Gu Xianxian's hands pressed over, and the back of her hand sank fiercely, and her sharp nails sank fiercely. Gu Wanwan was in pain and looked at her, but touched her eyes full of anger and half of her face full of sneers.

The half of her face was still wrapped under the white cloth because of the injury, and only half of her face was exposed, giving people an eerie feeling.

"How? Sister, are you in pain? A cold laugh came out of Gu Xian's throat.

The voice still seemed very weak, and it seemed that it would be broken at any time, just listening to this voice, who would have thought that her hands would be so powerful, and from under her nails, Gu Wanwan's blood oozed out.

"What do you say? Why don't I catch you? Gu Wanwan pushed her away, stood up, looked at the two deep nail marks on her hands, and anger surged into her chest.

"What? Do you want to hit me? Gu Qianxian looked at her and was still laughing, as if she had encountered something funny.

"Gu Xianxian, what do you want?" Gu Wanwan looked at her with heavy eyes.

She's not here to be angry, or to listen to her laugh and say something weird.

"I wonder why you saved me? Do you regret saving me? Gu Xianxian squinted her eyes at her, and the strange smile on her face became even stronger.

"Nope." Gu Wanwan replied to her.

The smile on Gu Xianxian's face suddenly paused, and then slowly faded.

"Why?" She asked, puzzled.

"Do you regret it just because you caught me? I'm not that stingy yet. Gu Wanwan said with a smile.

"Are you generous? Did you save me just because you wanted to show your generosity? Gu Qianxian looked at Gu Wanwan, her eyes were full of sarcasm.

"No, I saved you because of your mother." Gu Wanwan replied to her with a cold face, "You can look at me with any eyes, or you can not regard me as your savior, it doesn't matter, because I don't want to save you so much, it's just because your mother has been begging me." ”

"What did you say?" The expression on Gu Xian's face froze, and she looked at Gu Wanwan with surprise in her eyes.

"When you were imprisoned by Feng Qing, the eldest mother already knew, and she thought that I caused you to be locked up, so she went to the palace to beg me to let you go. After learning that the whole thing had nothing to do with me, she begged me to get you out. In order for you to save you, the eldest mother said that even if I killed her, she would be willing. Gu Wanwan told her about the situation at that time.

"So you really don't have to thank me, because I don't have much voluntary emotion to save you, if you want to thank you, just go to Aunt Xie. From the time you were locked up until now, the person who has cared about you the most is the eldest mother. ”

Gu Qianxian was completely speechless, she had thought of a thousand reasons for Gu Wanwan to save her, and desperately told herself in her heart how hypocritical she was, and there must be another purpose for saving herself. But she really didn't expect that there was a reason, it was because of her mother.

It was the mother who went to ask Gu Wanwan, so Gu Wanwan saved herself, her benefactor is her mother, not Gu Wanwan......

"This ...... What's going on? Gu Qianxian couldn't pull out the truth she had just learned, and she felt very sad in her heart, an indescribable sad feeling.

"What I say is true, believe it or not! Your sister Gu Junjun may no longer be alive, and the eldest mother is the only daughter like you, I hope you don't let her down and be sad again. ”

Looking at how disappointed and sad she is, you can know how much she hates herself in her heart, in fact, she really doesn't mind Gu Xianxian hating her, she won't die if she is hated by one, and there will be no less meat on her body, if Gu Qianxian feels comfortable hating her, then let her hate it. But there are some things she really wants to say, since she is here, she should reflect some value for her appearance, right?

"You're wrong, I've disappointed my mother and made me sad, I ...... like this now" Gu Xianxian covered her face, tears flowing from between her fingernails.

"It's terrible for you to look like this, but the aunt won't be disappointed and sad, because you're still alive."

No matter how disobedient the children are, how many bad things they do, as a mother, they will be sad, but it is by no means the kind of pain that they have lost their children.

"But did you know? I'm alive now, but it's more painful than death? Gu Xianxian let go of the hand covering her face and shouted loudly.

Tears flowed down her cheeks, and her pain was so deep.

"I know, but do you really want to die?"

"Why not? What does it mean to live like me? Even he wants me to die, what do you mean by saying I'm alive? Gu Xianxian shouted hysterically.

"Does he want you to die, and you're going to die? What kind of person is he? Is he worthy of your death for him? Gu Wanwan took a step forward, looked at her and said, "Gu Xianxian, wake up, Yun Zixiu is a thing with a human face and a beast's heart, it is not worth it for him to harm you like this, if you die again, it will be even more unworthy!" ”

"Don't say it, don't say it anymore......" Gu Xianxian covered her ears and yelled at Gu Wanwan, "You go out!" You go out...... I don't want to see you again......"

Because the sound was so loud, Bai Yumei, who had been waiting at the door, couldn't bear it anymore and rushed in.

"Slim, don't do this! Don't ...... like this" Bai Yumei rushed forward to hug Gu Xianxian, and the mother and daughter cried together.

Qingcheng pulled Gu Wanwan out of the door: "Senior sister, I've worked hard for you!" ”

"It's not hard, I haven't done anything." Gu Wanwan smiled awkwardly, not only did she not do anything, but also stimulated Gu Xianxian like this.

She really wanted to say something to prove that she didn't come in vain, but looking at the situation, she was really not as good as not coming.

"She's always emotionally unstable, so it's no wonder you! Letting you come here to see her is already embarrassing for you. Qingcheng looked at the nail marks and blood stains on the back of Gu Wanwan's hand, and took out a handkerchief for her, "It hurts, right?" ”

Although he was outside, he heard the conversation between the two people in the house.