Text Chapter 363 I can't hold back the discomfort
The clerk brought the beer up from the first floor, pushed open the door and saw two people crying with their heads up, and one wiping tears with a tissue, obviously a little frightened, she couldn't figure out why the two customers were crying like this during this meeting, and they didn't know what to say for a while.
Pei Xuan saw the clerk first, she wiped her tears and said to the clerk with red eyes, "You put the wine here, we will open it ourselves." ”
The clerk put the wine beside Pei Xuan, opened his lips and said, "Guest, your dry pot will be delivered in a while." ”
After finishing speaking, he quickly ran out.
Pei Ran looked up and cried even more when he saw people leaving, and he almost couldn't breathe, Xu was too uncomfortable Pei Ran adjusted his sitting posture and continued to wipe his eyes with a napkin.
Pei Xuan woke up and handed over the napkin and said, "Sister, if you want to cry, cry, I know you are not happy in your heart, and when you cry, you will feel a little better in your heart." ”
Pei Ran wiped his tears and woke up his nose again, and said in a choked voice, "Yan Zhuolang said that he never wanted to see me in his life, and hoped that I would avoid him." ”
Pei Xuan was stunned for a moment when she heard Pei Ran's words, "Why do you want to avoid him, and you haven't done anything wrong?" Do you really think you're great if you have a little money? If he hates you so much, why don't you avoid you, what a scumbag, I don't know why I was with him in the first place. ”
When she said this, she unconsciously thought of Jin Yao.
Pei Ran opened her lips and breathed through her mouth, Rao felt bad like this, she said loudly, "It's okay, I told him, I will avoid him from now on, I won't go where there is him, and we won't know him in the future." ”
Pei Xuan didn't know what to say, so she pulled the beer away and poured a glass of wine for herself and Pei Ran, then picked up the cup and touched the glass with her and said, "Sister, you've done a good enough." ”
Pei Ran held the cup and listened to her while shedding tears, "Sister, I thought you would be afraid of Yan Zhuolang today like yesterday, but I didn't expect that you would hold the whole scene without us, I think you are different from before, and you haven't lost any momentum." ”
Pei Ran drank a glass of wine directly, there was a hot churning in her stomach, and her mouth was bitter and tasteless, she looked at Pei Xuan, her eyes were still red, "I don't know what's going on, I'm so calm in front of him now." ”
Pei Xuan said, "I see, it's still because of Jiang Ziming, since you met Jiang Ziming, the whole person has become cheerful, and the face of Yan Zhuolang is different from before, if you are bullied by Yan Zhuolang and that woman today, I will die of sadness." ”
The woman Pei Xuan said was Ciya, and when she thought of that woman, Pei Ran's heart seemed to have been poked by someone, and she began to hurt for no reason.
Seeing her like this, Pei Xuan couldn't help but comfort, "Sister, it's over, you just forget Yan Zhuolang, he is not a person who belongs to you, if this person really loves you, where would he be willing to let you suffer so many injuries?" ”
Thinking of this, Pei Ran felt an inexplicable sadness lingering around her again, she cheered up and said, "During the time I broke up with him, I worked hard to learn this, learn that, and disguise myself perfectly, I don't know what others think of me, but I still hope in my heart that when I meet him again, I will be perfect." ”
Tears began to roll out uncontrollably, Pei Ran wiped her tears with a napkin, she lowered her head and said, "I know very well in my heart that there will be no future between me and him, I know that even if I work hard, I may not be able to be on the same platform as him in this life, but I still hope to do my best to do my last effort, so that when we can be together in the future, I will not embarrass him, I hope I can still stand by his side one day, even if it is not his girlfriend." ”
As soon as Pei Ran said this, tears rolled out under his eyes.
Pei Xuan thought that Pei Ran was so desperate to forget Yan Zhuolang, how did she know that she was so stupid, so stupid that even she began to feel sorry for her, what is so good about Yan Zhuolang that it is worthy of Pei Ran to treat him like this, in her eyes, Yan Zhuolang is not worthy at all.
Pei Ran heard that Pei Xuan didn't speak, raised his head in a choked voice, and said in a low voice, "Xuanxuan, what do you say I should do, he said that he doesn't want to appear in the same place as me in the future, what should I do?" ”
Pei Ran said this, as if to say that Yan Zhuolang didn't want her anymore.
Pei Xuan stretched out her hand to shake Pei Ran's hand, she took a deep breath and said, trying to calm herself, and comforted Pei Ran loudly, "Sister, I understand your feelings for Yan Zhuolang, but you have broken up, you don't want to live in his shadow in this life, you are still young, sooner or later there will be another man of another height who will be with you and walk side by side with you, he is destined to only accompany you for a journey, not for a lifetime, what you can do is only thank him, it is he who makes you better, not makes you nostalgic for the past." ”
Pei Ran's heart was like someone had been poking her, so painful that she couldn't speak, she didn't understand this truth, but she knew that she had come to a dead end, no matter what she said, she couldn't get out.
Pei Xuan held Pei Ran, "Sister, compared to many people, you already have a lot of poison, too many people in this world, they haven't even had the least love and have lived their lives in a mediocre way, you broke up with Yan Zhuolang, at least you took away so many happy memories, you broke up with Yan Zhuolang, there must be a reason why you can't go on, then it's better to get together and disperse, he will find a better person soon, you too, I think he is right, since you are no longer in love, then from now on, it is better to go to the sky." ”
Pei Xuan kept holding Pei Ran's hand to give her strength, Pei Ran held her hand, and her whole body was trembling.
Forcing herself to forget the person she loves the most in this life, it is useless to pull out one of Pei Ran's teeth, she doesn't know how much time it will take to calm her current mood, the most painful thing is life and death, but I know that I love you, but I can't love you.
She can think of every word she said and everything she did with Yan Zhuolang every night, she remembered Yan Zhuolang so clearly that she only loved her alone in this life, and only stayed with him alone in this life, but the life was really too short, and he could forget it in three months, and reach out to other women.
Pei Ran was so sad that she kept drinking, so that she was a little unconscious in the end, Pei Ran didn't remember how much she and Pei Xuan drank, she only remembered that she cried while drinking and finally vomited, and the bile was about to come out.
Pei Xuan thought of some bad things because she saw Jin Yao, she couldn't understand why she had to go toe-to-toe with him every time, she couldn't understand why she was more blushing than the enemy every time she met, maybe she knew in her heart that she should have really liked that person before, so she hated him so much now, and even saw her.
Pei Ran had already broken by the end, she completely forgot how she came home from the dry pot shop, but she had a long nightmare when she fell asleep, dreaming that Yan Zhuolang and Ciya came to scold her together, they told her not to be entangled, they told her not to get close to Yan Zhuolang for the rest of her life.
Don't come near me.
I don't want to see you for the rest of my life.
Pei Ran was awakened by this dream, she sat numbly on the sofa and stared into the distance with wide eyes, her face was pale and frightened, she breathed heavily, her heart fluttered and beat quickly, Pei Ran swept around, only to find that she was lying on the sofa in the living room, and Pei Xuan was falling asleep on the carpet.
There was a little bit of sunlight projecting in the window, which was particularly dazzling, Pei Ran was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously turned over to find her mobile phone, and when she took out her mobile phone from her bag, she found that it was already more than one o'clock.
Pei Ran chuckled in her heart, and hurriedly pushed Pei Xuan, who was still sleeping, she said loudly, "Xuanxuan, don't sleep, don't sleep, it's a little bit, I'm late for work." ”
Pei Ran drank a lot of wine yesterday, because of such a quick shout, she was a little nauseated, and the whole person almost fell to the ground, she could only squat down and lean against the sofa and inhale heavily to make herself better.
Pei Xuan was still sleeping, she was woken up in a daze, opened her eyes and looked at Pei Ran very blankly, "Sister, what did you say?" ”
Pei Ran took a few deep breaths, "Xuanxuan, it's a little now." ”
Pei Xuan lay on the ground a little indifferently, and said sleepily, "Sister, today is Saturday, aren't you resting today?" How did you forget? ”
Pei Ran was stunned for a moment and picked up her mobile phone to look at it, only to see that it was indeed written on Saturday, seeing this, she took a few deep breaths and patted her chest, "I thought it was ......"
Pei Xuan turned over and lay down, looking at Pei Ran sideways, she hadn't woken up after drinking a lot of wine last night, and said with a drunken air, "Sister, don't force yourself, look at how stressed you are, sooner or later you have to become crazy." ”
As soon as Pei Ran heard her say this, tears fell down in a snap, and she quickly turned sideways to prevent Pei Xuan from seeing it, but the way she sobbed, the fool also knew that she was crying now.
Pei Xuan couldn't do anything, lifted the quilt and got up and walked to the sofa, put her hands on her shoulders, and looked at her with red eyes at the moment and turned her head to look elsewhere, crying very sadly.
Pei Xuan stroked her hair, and said in a very hoarse voice, "Sister, why are you crying, don't be like this, I'll be worried." ”
Pei Ran sobbed a few times, looked at Pei Xuan very blankly and said, "I had a dream, I dreamed that Yan Zhuolang and Ciya came together to force me and asked me to stay away from them." ”
Pei Xuan looked at Pei Ran, not knowing what to say, Pei Ran thought that Pei Xuan was going to scold her again, and was ready to be scolded, but Pei Xuan said, "Sister, you have to figure it out, it wasn't Yan Zhuolang who wanted to break up with you at the beginning, it was you who didn't want to be with him anymore, and you were going to break up." “
Pei Ran was stunned on the sofa when she heard Pei Xuan's words, and it took a while for her to understand what Pei Xuan meant.
Pei Xuan leaned on the sofa and looked at Pei Ran directly, "Sister, whether it was because of your father or because of something else, but you did stubbornly want to break up with Yan Zhuolang during that time, it wasn't that he wanted to leave you, it was you who stubbornly wanted to break up with him." ”
Pei Xuan's words reminded Pei Ran that she was just looking ahead blankly now, not knowing what to say, and couldn't hide the sourness in her heart.
"Sister, when you were bent on taking this road, you knew better than anyone what the consequences would be, people always have to be responsible for what they do, this year may really be too leisurely, everyone likes to push themselves to the end of the road, and they can't wait to find a knife to poke their hearts."