Chapter 362: You Want to Be My Sister-in-law?
, the fastest update of the latest chapter of the pet farmer little girl! "Why?" Banxia thought for a while and said, "Maybe it's his manhood that attracts me?" I think he's great and gives me a lot of security. ”
"What else?" An Xiu'er asked again.
Banxia lowered his head when he heard this, and said in a low voice: "Last time you weren't at home, I almost fell into the water, but it was the uncle who saved me." ”
"And then you were moved? Such a coincidence? An Xiu'er looked at Banxia, and she was still a little reluctant in her heart.
A few years ago, she was still anxious about her eldest brother's marriage, but she didn't think about it when she saw her eldest brother, and as An Ronghe's age increased in recent years, she forgot about it instead, but she didn't expect that there was a little girl beside her, silently admiring him, which is true.
"You still want to be my sister-in-law?" An Xiu'er glanced at Banxia deeply.
"I'm sorry, ma'am, but you're just talking nonsense." Banxia hurriedly said, and crawled on the ground again, she couldn't wait to find a place to get in, she felt that she didn't have the face to see An Xiu'er again.
An Xiu'er didn't speak, she said: "I'm sorry, I can't be the master of my eldest brother's affairs, and I won't tell him about this matter, do you understand?" ”
"The slave understands." Banxia was already putting her head on the ground, and she said: "I have never thought about it, I wanted to hide this love in my heart, I didn't think about anything else, and even if Madame didn't ask me today, I didn't plan to say it." ”
"Madam, I just said these words, and you should assume that you didn't hear them, okay? The slave and maid don't ask for anything else, but just pray that the lady will not drive me away, I don't want to marry anyone else, I would rather never marry. Banxia said.
An Xiu'er glanced at Banxia and said, "My eldest brother will not marry someone else, it has nothing to do with your identity, it's just that our whole family was worried about my eldest brother a few years ago, and then he told us that he didn't plan to marry a wife." ”
"This has to talk about my sister-in-law, she is a very good woman, hardworking and capable, and my eldest brother is also very compatible, when she died of dystocia, my eldest brother felt guilty in his heart, and vowed not to marry a wife again, so, your infatuation, he is destined to live up."
"I know." Banxia said: "But Madam, you are wrong about one thing, I love him, it is my business, it has nothing to do with him, how can I say that he has failed me?" He is such a good person, if he is given a ruthless name by others because of his principles, it is my fault. ”
An Xiu'er nodded when she heard this, and said, "You get up." ”
Banxia glanced up at An Xiu'er, and saw that her face was quite peaceful, so she raised her head from the ground, and An Xiu'er personally stepped forward to help Banxia up, she looked at her for a long time, and said: "After all, you have served me for so many years, I gave you two paths, let you choose by yourself." ”
"Don't say that, even if you only give me one way, I'm willing to go down." Banxia said, her eyes full of mist.
An Xiu'er smiled faintly at her and said, "Silly child." ”
"The first way, I want you to marry, I will choose a suitable husband for you, you live a happy life, this is the path I chose for you; The second way, I am willing to give you to my eldest brother, I will let you serve him, no matter what happens between you in the future, you will not be famous, and my eldest brother will not marry you. ”
"I'll take the second path." Banxia said.
"You don't hesitate?" An Xiuer said.
"Don't hesitate." Banxia said: "If I live my life like this with someone I don't know, I don't think it's interesting at all, I'd rather follow the person I love, even if it's a little maid by his side, as long as I can accompany him, I'm willing, I never ask too much." ”
"Alas......" An Xiu'er heard this, but she let out a long sigh and said: "People's ** is infinite, you said today that you don't want too much luxury, maybe tomorrow you will want more things, maybe you will do whatever it takes for a person, I don't want to see this, if you will do whatever it takes to do it for your own ** in the future, I will also do whatever it takes!" ”
"Ma'am, I won't." Banxia's voice refused again.
An Xiu'er looked at such a Banxia, and her heart was also soft, she forced herself to harden her heart, and said coldly: "You have to remember what you said today." ”
"I swear to you." Banxia raised his hand, "You should know my character." ”
"People's character is always changing, in a thought, the vicissitudes of life, I don't want you to do anything for love." An Xiu'er looked at Banxia deeply, Banxia lowered her head and said, "Madam, I will definitely remember your words, I just want to serve him for a few days, I don't have any other extravagant hopes." ”
In An Xiu'er's heart, Banxia has always been a lively and lovely girl, she didn't know that her heart was hiding such a deep affection, although she deeply suppressed this affection in her heart, but Fang Cai's confession opened the floodgates in her heart, so that her feelings poured out instantly, and the deep outpouring from her eyes made people unbearable to look at it again.
In An Xiu'er's heart, her family is always the first place, she doesn't want to hurt her eldest brother because of a small decision of hers, over the years, there are too many examples of this kind of woman, women are like snakes and scorpions, she is really afraid that she will become such a woman after half a summer.
After all, it is a terrible thing to ask for it, if it is in the midst of asking for it day and night, people will inevitably change, not to mention others, that is, to say themselves, and now they have changed too much.
She knows that letting her marry is the best choice, in this world, there is not so much natural love, some are just getting along day after day, gradually deepening this feeling, and gradually transforming love into family affection, until they can no longer be separated in the future.
However, she thought of her eldest brother again, he had been lonely for too long, and she suddenly remembered that Wu had said too much to her that day, Wu was strong on the outside, and the heart wall she built for herself was extremely strong, but in fact, her heart was a fragile mess.
She thought that people still need to be accompanied, although now, because he is busy, he does not feel lonely, but when he dreams back at midnight, will he also feel lonely?
Is it just for him to carry the wine jug, look at the moon, and talk about ten years of life and death, without thinking about it, unforgettable?
No, she can't do it, she understands that kind of suffering, although she looks no different from ordinary people on the outside, and her life is no different from ordinary people, but there are always times when that feeling of emptiness pours into people's hearts, making life worse than death, muddy.
Just let her accompany him, maybe he will have new changes, Banxia is a very energetic girl, maybe it will make his old tree sprout?
An Xiu'er thought of this possibility, so she smiled, Banxia saw her smile, her heart was also a lot easier, she raised her head, An Xiu'er happened to look down at her, she confronted An Xiu'er, and asked in a low voice: "Madam, I just saw you smile, are you not angry with me?" ”
An Xiu'er shook her head and said, "Don't be angry with you, when my eldest brother comes back, I will let you go to his side to take care of him, I hope you can take care of him." ”
"I will." Banxia hurriedly said: "Don't look at me as if I don't know anything on weekdays, but in fact, I'm amazing, when I took care of the little young master before, I never let him bump into it, nor did I let him be cold and hungry." ”
"I see that you can't wait like this, and I'm inexplicably a little sad." An Xiu'er said a word and said, "You said before that you would be by my side for the rest of your life, but I don't know when, you changed your mind." "I'm sorry." Banxia knelt down a few steps, came to An Xiu'er's legs, hugged her legs, leaned her head against her, and instantly wet her clothes with tears.
Inside the house, the two girls of Spring Equinox and Autumn Rain watched this scene, their eyes were also a little moist, Banxia raised her head, looked at An Xiu'er and said, "In the future, we will all leave, and there is no one around you who knows cold and heat." ”
"A generation of new people for old people, can't I still live without you?" An Xiu'er pretended to speak in a calm tone, but for some reason, her eyes were also a little wet.
"I know that after I'm gone, you'll find a girl who is more agreeable than me, she's smart and clever, she's not as stupid as me, she's not like me, she's not like me, she's babbling, she's surprised." Banxia replied.
"Since you know your own shortcomings, you won't change them in the future?" An Xiu'er glanced at Banxia and said.
"Don't worry, I'll change it later." Banxia nodded, raised his hand to wipe a handful of tears, and said, "Take advantage of this time, you can find all the girls around you, and I can explain to them when the time comes." ”
"Okay." An Xiu'er replied and raised her head.
She is also most afraid of this kind of parting moment, but there is no banquet in the world that will not be separated, since last winter, after Mama Fu died, she has calmly accepted the parting, at least, ordinary parting, is better than life and death.
If she insists on keeping them by her side, it will harm them, and they deserve a better life, with their own husband and children, instead of revolving around her for the rest of their lives.
Every few days, An Xiuer has four more girls by her side, and these four girls are called listening to the rain, listening to the wind, listening to the summer, and listening to the snow.
These four girls are carefully selected, they all have their own cleverness, listening to the rain and listening to the wind is the same as the previous spring equinox and autumn rain, and their kung fu is much more powerful than the spring equinox and autumn rain, as for Tingxia, she is a medical girl, her medical skills are very powerful, and Tingxue, she is a very careful girl.
Banxia knew that she was leaving, and during this time, she had been talking to the four of them about something, especially listening to Xue, she carefully told them what An Xiuer liked and what she didn't like, and explained it very thoughtfully.
An Xiuer usually takes a group of girls, and the room is full of girls, but she doesn't feel lonely at all.