……

After entering the door, there was no one in the living room, Aunt Xinyun and Tong Anqi probably went to find a room to rest by themselves, from this point of view, they didn't treat themselves as outsiders at all.

I went straight upstairs. Deliver the packaged meals to Xu Meijin's house, "Big girl, are you hungry?" ”

Xu Meijin was sitting on the bed thinking about something, when she heard the sound, she turned her face to see me putting the food for her on the bedside table next to her, and opened her mouth: "Jiaolong, I think you should have made your affairs clear to Zhuo Jing at night, and the paper can't contain the fire, he will know sooner or later." ”

It turned out that she heard Angel's words at night.

I took out my chopsticks and handed them to her, sat down next to her and sighed: "He must be very disgusted by what I say now, and I know that I can't hide it, but when I finish the operation in the future, it will be normal." Say it again, and I think he'll understand. ”

Xu Meijin looked at me, "I think it's better to make his words clear earlier, and know his mind as soon as possible." It also saves you from paying stupidly, but you don't know if it's worth it. ”

I lowered my eyes, not because I didn't want to say it, but because I cared too much for me to say.

Zhuo Jing is a man I both like and look up to, since sooner or later I will have to have surgery, then after I finish it, I will tell him what kind of person I used to be with a normal woman's body, which can be regarded as a reasonable acceptance for him, otherwise, what will he think of my body now?

I guess the thought of me having the same thing as him makes me feel disgusting.

Coming out of Xu Meijin's room, I walked to my room with my head down, and after coming here, I suddenly found that my life was a little out of control. There are a lot of things that I don't want to do, but there's always a force pushing me, and I can't help myself. But there is nothing to be done.

“…… Mom, you said that you are too, why don't you let me tell the big brother to listen, you see that after I finish speaking, the big brother still doesn't like her so much, is it possible that you really want the two of them to be together, I have wanted to marry the big brother since I was a child, and now I say that I am not a noble person in the life of the big brother, if the two of them become the eldest brother, I will have nothing......"

Stopped, Angel's grumbling came from the door, I raised my eyebrows slightly, now I want to hear the correct answer from Aunt Xinyun, to see if it is the same as what I thought outside.

"What do you know, how old are you, if you don't say it, you can say how old that Lin Qiao is, and now it's ridiculous to talk about whether you get married or not. The road is long, and the young man impulsively said that marriage is like fun, so marriage is so simple, the two of them are happy to deal with each other, you let them deal with it, let's not get involved in this matter. ”

"No! If they keep dating like this, they will definitely go to get married, I am young, and Lin Qiao is not very old, but when the age of the eldest brother is up, he said that marriage must be serious! You have to not let me tell me, in fact, you don't understand anything!! ”

Anqi's voice was really full of resentment.

"Mom has crossed the bridge more than you have eaten salt, Mom doesn't understand, if you have half of Mom's ability, you won't be pressed by that Lin Qiao all the time, let me tell you, there are some things you can't say you know, let's not do such a thankless thing, do you think that Zhuo Jing can look up at you if you say it, it's impossible, after he even responds to you, you let Zhuo Jing find out that Lin Qiao is a second chair, your task is to have a good relationship with his parents, study hard, and let others discover our advantages, like this, Zhuo Jing turned around, didn't he see you, silly girl, if you don't have a mother, you will wait to suffer a loss! ”

I took a deep breath, sometimes what I listen to is hurtful, and I laughed self-deprecatingly, it seems that I think of Aunt Xinyun simply, and people don't think that I can become with Zhuo Jing, the second chair, it turns out that I am just a second chair in her heart.

"Jojo ......"

Raising my eyes, my sister-in-law was standing at the door of the room and looking at me: "What are you doing there?" ”

I glanced at Aunt Xinyun's door, exhaled and walked towards Aunt Xinyun, and said sarcastically: "It's okay, I just heard a little truth." ”

My sister-in-law tugged at my hand: "It's uncomfortable, I see that your eyes are a little red just now......"

I shook my head, "No, I won't feel bad when I get used to it, and there are some things I should get used to." ”

My sister-in-law pulled me into her room, looked at me and sighed: "You have adapted, you have adapted to the call heartlessness, relatives are the same as their own birth, they can't choose, sometimes I don't like some of my eldest sister's practices, she's a person, I'll keep her careful thoughts in this life, you remember, life is your own, you can go how you want, you can say whatever others want to say, only you know what you know, so don't care what others think." ”

I hummed and nodded and looked at my sister-in-law: "Sister-in-law, what are you going to do in the future?" ”

If you get divorced, wouldn't everything have to start over, although I also think that my sister-in-law is at fault, but it will not be so serious that the divorce will be so serious, and there is still affection between them, but I don't want to interfere with my sister-in-law's decision, but as Aunt Xinyun said, my sister-in-law is indeed not young anymore, take this step, what will I do in the future, I am really worried about her future.

The sister-in-law gently tugged at the corners of her mouth: "I'm all planned, don't worry, I know that you are afraid that the sister-in-law will suffer in the future, but the sister-in-law has suffered a lot mentally over the years, as long as it can be easier, it really doesn't matter physically, a few people in this house, the only one my sister-in-law feels close to, now you are left, can you help my sister-in-law do something." (.

"What's the matter......"

The sister-in-law took out a handwritten divorce agreement from the drawer with her backhand and handed it to me: "This, you take the time to help me give your sister-in-law and let him sign it, of course, whether he signs it or not, I have to leave, the divorce is only a matter of time, because I have already decided, what you want to help my sister-in-law is tomorrow......"

"Sister-in-law, do you really want to leave?"

I didn't expect to think that my sister-in-law said that leaving was actually leaving here, and it was not to go back to my hometown, but to go to a village called Liukin, this decision was really beyond my expectations.

My sister-in-law nodded: "One of my classmates first taught there, and then stayed there, she told me before that their village clinic lacked experienced doctors, and if the villagers wanted to see a doctor, they had to walk the mountain road to the township to see, saying that the scenery was very good, and the mountains raised people, I had long wanted to go." ”

I looked at my sister-in-law with my mouth open: "But, but can you adapt to that place?" "I grew up in the countryside, I know that I have to rely on myself to live in the village, the village is different from the city, the city people want to buy what they want to walk a few steps, but in we have to wait for a week to catch the market, eat vegetables and say that it sounds good to be self-sufficient, in fact, they all have to rely on their own farm work, just my sister-in-law's thin body, I am really afraid that she will not be able to bear it.

"Don't worry, Qiaoqiao, I went over as a village doctor, the village will take care of me, this favor can only be helped by you, my car will leave tomorrow afternoon, you must help me take out my ID card and my bank card in the morning, it's best, bring a few clothes, the clothes are in the cabinet, the card or everything is placed in the drawer on the first floor of the bedside table, your sister-in-law can go to the hospital in the morning, your aunt and grandmother generally stay in the Buddhist hall in the morning, or go out for a walk, now there should be no aunt at home, your voice is quieter, She won't know that anyone is coming from the house, even if she is seen, she is not afraid, you just say help me go back and get something. ”

I opened my mouth: "No, my sister-in-law will definitely go to you, sister-in-law, you still don't want to go so far, you grew up in the city since you were a child, and you will definitely not adapt to rural life." ”

"My sister-in-law has decided, this matter, my sister-in-law hopes that you will tell your sister-in-law first, just give him some time, let him think about it for himself, we all need to be calm, you just remember to give him the divorce agreement, if you are worried about my sister-in-law, when my sister-in-law is stable over there, I will call you and let you go over to play."

I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart and bit my lip: "Sister-in-law, I don't want you to go." ”

"Silly girl, sister-in-law doesn't go far away, if you want to go to sister-in-law, go to see sister-in-law."

My sister-in-law hugged me: "Take care of yourself, if you decide to be with Xiaojing, you will have the operation, even if your sister-in-law is divorced, I think your sister-in-law will help you, don't be afraid, in fact, you are very normal, what is really abnormal is the distorted human heart, you have to remember the words of my sister-in-law, no matter what the decision is, there is no regret This said, people in this life, is bitter and happy, time will not stay, the wound will always heal, unhappy, and it will always pass." ”

My nose is sour, and the most uncomfortable thing for me is that the person I like is not by my side, my grandfather can't be by my side now, and now even my sister-in-law is leaving.

"Qiaoqiao, sister-in-law has always wanted to say a word to you, don't resent your parents, we have to be more tolerant, one day, they will find out what a good child you are, they will regret not being kind to you, you have to promise sister-in-law, if they bow their heads, you will forgive them, in life, what you need most is the company of your family, ah."

“…… Well. ”

I still cried, and I didn't know why I cried, maybe it was because my sister-in-law was a little sad to leave, or maybe the topic of family was too helpless for me.

A deep sense of powerlessness spreads, my power is so low, I can't stop anyone's decision, let alone let my family accommodate me from the bottom of my heart.

We all want to be good, but every step seems to be wrong again and again.

Early morning.

My sister-in-law didn't come down to eat, I had something on my mind, and I wanted to eat well quickly and go to do what my sister-in-law had explained.

However, the eldest aunt and daughter were not hungry for a meal, and when they saw Xu Meijin making breakfast, they were in place at the dinner table early, and they were used to it as if they were at home.

I don't bother to say it, I know what will wait for me, it's nothing more than that this is not your house but just the light of the little brother-in-law, I can touch them too.

It's just that Xu Meijin is my friend, why should the mother and daughter eat when she cooks, but after all, I can't learn Zhuo Jing's attitude of saying whatever he wants, and I feel unhappy, so I can only endure it, just look at my sister-in-law's face, because everyone is ugly when a meal is quarreled.

"Mom, after eating in a while, you can persuade your aunt, you can't watch your aunt divorce her brother-in-law, how ugly it is to spread this."

Aunt Xinyun let out a long sigh and deliberately raised her voice: "Oops! I've said everything I should say, and my kindness has been treated as a donkey's liver and lungs, and no one feels sorry for me even if my heart is broken with this one sister! Forget it, I'll go home in a while, don't listen to me, the day she cried! “

After speaking, Aunt Xinyun deliberately turned her head upstairs and said loudly: "I thought I was young!" As soon as the husband with such good conditions lets go, people will be able to find a big girl in their twenties when they turn around! It's all yesterday's yellow flowers, and I still use it as a dish for myself! Don't listen to me, don't cry and go home when the time comes, let me follow the trouble, don't you hear!! ”

'Bang'!!

The sister-in-law slammed the door upstairs vigorously, counting as a response.

"Mom, look, my aunt is still slamming the door." Angel owes her son a fire below.

Aunt Xinyun snorted, "The day she wanted to open it, she is angry with me now, and she will know who is really good to her later." As he spoke, he glanced at me: "People like us are just too enthusiastic and talk too much, and in the end they don't end up being good, unlike some people, who have a stomach and eyes, and they are all hiding with that." ”

I didn't answer, insinuating who to whip there, is it strong?

"Jiaolong, when are we leaving?" Xu Meijin was probably also anxious about the eldest aunt and daughter, and couldn't help but look at me.

"In a moment, I'll go when I'm done with some business." I answered, and looked at Anqi looking at Xu Meijin: "Where are you going, find the big brother." ”

Xu Meijin shook his head: "No, it's to take pictures, and I need it for work." ”

"What kind of work?" Angel looked curious: "What kind of work do you have to take pictures?" ”

"Model." Xu Meijin replied lightly.

"Models?" Angel raised her eyebrows: "Aren't all models very demanding, not just a stupid big man, don't you have to have a particularly good body proportion, besides, what other swimsuit display, can some people do it, why don't you know how to cover up your ugliness." ”

"Hmph." Aunt Xinyun suddenly sneered disdainfully: "Oh, it's still a model, it's not a serious job when I hear it, oops, let's do it, the old one finishes the small one." "It's like a trap.

"Hey, how do you two talk, we're doing serious work!" Xu Meijin was anxious, stood up and looked at Aunt Xinyun: "The words of eating my food are still so ugly, you are not welcome here, please leave immediately!" ”

"Hey!" Aunt Xinyun slammed the bowl: "It's not big or small, who are you talking to like this, Lin Qiao, she doesn't dare to talk to me like this, you know!" ”

I also stood up, took Xu Meijin's hand and looked at Aunt Xinyun: "Yes, I haven't said anything too ugly to you, because I still call you aunt, I respect you as my elder has always given you face, but don't blame me for being rude if you use my face as a piece of paper, don't be too shameless and shameless, otherwise, it's really shameless." ”

After speaking, I took Xu Meijin's hand and left directly, and Aunt Xinyun slapped the table behind me: "Dazhi, listen!" Listen to what your girl says! She scolded me for being shameless, didn't I just scold me for being shameless after having breakfast! A few dollars for breakfast! I'll give you money! I'm really angry, Dazhi! How could our Lin family come out with such an uneducated child! ”

"Lin Qiao, you stop me!" Angel was still angry, yelled at me, and ran over in a few steps with a posture of wanting to settle accounts with me: "How can you talk to my mother!" ”

I let go of Xu Meijin's hand and stepped forward to meet her, glaring at her: "Are you deaf!" I don't need to repeat it to you, this is where I live now, I'm just uneducated, you are not welcome here, get out of here!! ”