"Whenever this feeling of emotion appears, I will secretly come up and sit in your room for a while, and look through the photo album you put in the cabinet, but I have to say that you and your eldest brother were very handsome in those days."

"That's how I understand my mom better, and I also understand the meaning of her preserving this room, so ...... Second brother, you are still alive all these years but you haven't come back, I know you have your reasons, but have you thought about your parents' feelings? The pain of losing their own children, the ten years of missing it, including the meaning of leaving this room. ”

"It's all your fault."

Li Yuan lowered his eyes and replied softly, "I'm sorry." ”

"It's not me who you should apologize to, you should go and tell your mother."

When Li Yuan heard her say this, he felt very guilty, and the biggest damage caused by his departure over the years was his parents.

"Mom is actually waiting, waiting for you to apologize, waiting for her son to figure it out, and talk to her properly."

After Li Weixi finished speaking, he reclined on the sofa, not wanting the atmosphere to be too heavy, so he pretended to smile relaxedly, "The quality of this sofa is quite good." ”

"It's not broken after all these years." She said and stood up again, "I said these things behind my mother's back, I'm just afraid that you won't be able to figure it out for a while, but my mother loves to think cranky, if you don't talk to her about it, she may think that you haven't forgiven her." ”

"That's all for now, second brother miss it well, I'll go rest."

As he spoke, he crossed Li Yuan, turned back when he walked to the door, and called him softly, "Second brother." ”

Li Yuan turned around, "Huh? ”

Li Weixi showed a smile, and his full apple muscles seemed to glow red under the light, "I'm really happy that you're back." ”

"Good night, second brother."

"Good night."

After the door closed again, Li Yuan exhaled softly, maybe he should have come back a long time ago, this family has not changed.

Whether it is Li Haonan's parents or Wei Xi, everyone has always pretended to be him in their hearts, and the illness that has been suppressed for so many years is now moved by so much warmth and affection.

Did he really do something wrong along the way?

Everything in the room has not changed, this sofa was carried back by him and Li Haonan by themselves, it was obviously the most trendy style of that era, but now it is full of retro flavor, including the big bed of the year, and the whimsical decoration method of the whole room.

smiled helplessly, took two steps forward to open the wardrobe, and looked at the full clothes inside, and the feeling of the year instantly hit.

Open the wardrobe in the middle and take out a photo album from inside.

It's said to be an album, but it's actually a photo taken out of a film camera, sandwiched together in a big book.

The first one to let go was that he and Li Haonan hooked their shoulders and backs, standing in front of the big tree under their eyes, both of them laughed very happily, and they looked more similar when they laughed.

If Wen falls here, he can recognize it at a glance, this photo is the photo frame that Li Haonan put on the table.

Li Yuan flipped through it again, from childhood to school, there were not only young Li Haonan, but also many photos of Qin Ziyu and a few of them.

There is a green look on their faces, and many photos are about the same age as Li Cunkai now, and they felt so good back then.

Until he saw the last one, Li Yuan reluctantly closed the album, "Fortunately, that kid from Qin Ziyu was obsessed with taking pictures back then, and he made a lot of cameras, otherwise there would really not be so many photos." ”

After putting it down, he lay down on the bed and looked at the familiar ceiling, everything felt familiar.

So Li Haonan's room should still be next door, the two of them were almost decorated at the beginning, this should have changed.

Li Yuan lay on the bed for a while before getting up, he heard all the words of Li Weixi in his heart, the most sorry people who have been away for so many years are undoubtedly their parents, but they still owe them a serious apology.

He got up and walked to the second elder's room, knocked lightly on the door twice, and Ni Sulian's voice sounded inside, "Who?" ”

"Mom, it's me."

The dark red door opened, Ni Sulian was wearing a set of purple pajamas, and she showed a smile when she saw someone coming, "Why did Xiao Yuan come here?" ”

"Hmm...... Are you ready to sleep? Li Yuan asked uncertainly.

Ni Sulian hurriedly took a step back, "No, no, your dad is still watching TV, come in and say." ”

After Li Yuan entered, he looked at the room, it was not the same as he remembered, but it was still in the usual gorgeous style.

He chuckled and teased, "Mom, your style hasn't changed much all along. ”

"Mom, just like you, you're praising me, what's wrong?"

Li Yuan sat down on the sofa, and Ni Sulian wanted to go over to pour water, but was pulled by him, "I don't drink anymore, I just want to come and chat with you." ”

Li Zhentian also came out of the back room when he heard the voice, and when he saw the two people sitting together, a smile appeared on his resolute face, "What are you doing here without sleeping?" ”

"How do you talk, old man? My son can't sleep and comes to talk to us, aren't you happy? ”

Li Yuan chuckled, "Dad, let's sit down together, I haven't seen you for so many years, and I have a lot to say to you." ”

Li Zhentian snorted coldly and sat down beside him, "You little rabbit cub still has the face to say this kind of thing, obviously you don't have any, but you are so ruthless that you haven't come back once for so many years, and you still have a lot to say to us?" ”

"Lao Tzu, I still have a lot of slaps that haven't slapped you!" Li Zhentian's temper has always been hot, and now it is even more because of Li Yuan's words that ignited instantly.

Li Yuan shrank his head, and he didn't get annoyed, so he laughed twice, "Dad, it's too ...... you said this It's ......"

"Too what?" Li Zhentian glared at him fiercely, "It's reasonable not to come back after so many years, isn't it?" ”

"Of course not...... I just think Dad, you're so right, I should be beaten! ”

He snorted hard again and stopped talking, Ni Sulian took his hand and patted it gently, "Your dad can't speak, don't be angry with him, tell your mother what you've been doing all these years?" ”

In fact, I had heard him roughly say it in the hospital, but the old man didn't know it, and she wanted to say it again, after all, she didn't know anything about what Li Yuan had experienced before.

"How have you been doing all these years?"

Good no good? Li Yuan smiled bitterly, of course these years have not been good.

It's still very bad, but in front of his parents, he doesn't want to show his negative emotions, "It's okay." ”

"You lie, when you lied since you were a child, your hands will be crossed unconsciously, Mom has to listen to the truth and tell Mom what has happened over the years?"

Li Yuan sank his throat and said, "I'm really fine, but a lot of things happened, or too many things happened, and I never came back." ”

Ni Sulian sighed, she naturally knew that a lot of things had happened, and she also knew that because of Su Ziwen's incident back then, he would leave.

Li Yuan told what happened again, in fact, it was all told to Li Zhentian, but Ni Sulian's reaction was still very big.

She stretched out her hand and gently put it on Li Yuan's face, her eyes were full of distress, looking at him with eyes like Li Yuan crying when he fell down as a child, and she comforted softly.

When I thought of this, Li Yuan wanted to cry a little, "I'm sorry." ”

"What's the use of Mom asking you to be sorry? Mom only hopes that you can come back at that time, and the regrets of so many years can be made up. She scolded with tears in her eyes.

Li Yuan sniffed and looked ahead blankly, as if he was reminiscing, and as if he was sentimental, "At the most critical time, she was in front of me, I was the one who should be damned, I was a dead person for a long time, why do I still live, why do you want her to save me with her life?" ”

"Mom, do you know how I got here? Do you know that my life is difficult? Lulu told me to live well, and I felt that I couldn't hold on to it many times, but my life was bought by another fresh life, which was saved by the woman I loved the most! ”

"I really can only continue to hold on...... Li Yuan's voice was low, and his tone was almost desperate.

Ni Sulian was so distressed that she undoubtedly attached, and stretched out her hand to hold him tightly, "Then you have to live well, and you have to live well for that girl!" ”

Li Yuan nodded, "It's with this belief that I survived, and I will live well." ”

"And after that?" Ni Sulian asked again.

Li Yuan suddenly stopped speaking, as if he had been caught in a memory for a long time before shaking his head.

Ni Sulian hugged him hard, "Mom doesn't want to know, it's good for you to come back, as long as you are by Mom's side, Mom won't care about it in the future." ”

"Mom wants to go see her, talk to her and thank her."

Li Yuan nodded, "In two days, it will be Lulu's death day, and I will go to see her then." ”

Ni Sulian nodded with red eyes, "It's my mother who is sorry for you, the person who should say I'm sorry is my mother, you have suffered so much for so many years, but I never knew, and even two days ago I was complaining that you didn't come back for so many years, and that you didn't know how to go home after coming back for so many days." ”

Li Yuan's eyes were red, he raised his head and didn't want tears to flow out, his voice was low and even trembling, "I'm sorry, Mom......"

"It's me who I'm sorry for you, I shouldn't be so selfish, I shouldn't be ......"

Li Zhentian, who was sitting on the side, stretched out his hand to wipe his eyes, then stood up and walked to the back room, he didn't want his son to see his tears.

He is not like Ni Sulian who will express all his emotions, but for so many years, the discomfort in his heart is no less than her.

Ni Sulian glanced back at him, and then gently patted Li Yuan's back, "Go back to your room and sleep early, Mom doesn't blame you, as long as you can come back, Mom can still see you in this life, I'm already very happy, really." ”

Li Yuan nodded vigorously, "I ......"

"Okay, don't say anything, mom understands." Ni Sulian stretched out her hand to wipe away his tears, "I'll go to see your father, I must be embarrassed to hide and cry alone, go back to sleep." ”

Li Yuan knew that after everything was said, she should let her calm down.

Obediently stood up and walked out of the house, "Then you should rest early." ”

"Okay."

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