The tail smoke left by the car was dispersed, and I looked in a daze at the direction of the long gone, as if I felt Yao Xiaowan's mood when she called the door at the door of the office.

Shen Huanjiu will crush people when he is gentle, but he can be so ruthless when he withdraws.

A sentence that loved me three years ago suddenly made me miserable.

"Uh-" A muffled snort sounded from behind him.

I turned around and looked indifferently at the man who was fighting for me.

It took a long time for Chen Haodong to stand up on his own, and he poked my shoulder with his fingers: "Hey." ”

I stared at Chen Haodong tremblingly, flattened my mouth, and forcibly pulled out the ring he put on my hand, and even the surrounding layer of skin was peeled off and turned over on it, revealing white flesh.

"Are you crazy?" Chen Haodong looked at me in shock and grabbed my hand with a hand.

"Go away." I burst into tears silently.

I walked down the mountain, Chen Haodong drove the car next to me as if sliding, I walked a few steps, and the car slid with it.

"Help the three-year-old, do you hear me when you get in the car!" Chen Haodong poked his head out several times, the corners of his mouth were all bruised, and his partial eyes and tone of speech were still terrible.

Like a puppet, I just knew how to go down the hill and keep walking, as if I might pass out if I stopped.

In fact, my eyes were black halfway through and I didn't know anything.

When I woke up, I had a band-aid on my finger and was lying on the bed where Zhang was going crazy.

"How long do you sleep before you get up? Lie down a little longer. Chen Haodong sat on the edge of the bed and stretched out his hand to press me back.

I hit him hard in the arm and got out of bed to leave.

Chen Haodong couldn't control the anger in his heart anymore, grabbed my neck and scolded: "The surname Shen doesn't want you anymore, I don't want you anymore!" Can't even understand human speech? Where can you go? **！ ”

My neck felt like it was going to be broken, and I didn't ask for mercy.

Later, Chen Haodong finally let go before I was about to be strangled to death.

I gasped for breath and spat in his face as soon as I had calmed my breath, like the shrews in our village, with no quality at all.

Chen Haodong gritted his teeth and slowly wiped away the saliva I gave him: "Help the three years old, do you have a problem?" ”

I was still glaring at him, my hands clenched into small fists and trembling.

Chen Haodong will not understand how empty my heart is, I have no relatives to rely on, and there are no friends around me who can completely talk about nothing. I only have Shen Huanjiu, he is my god, and he is my whole world. And the person in front of him has imperceptibly destroyed the world step by step.

"Well, there's something wrong with me." I said in a trance, like a corpse.

"What do you look like like this? Without the surname Shen, you can't pass? Can't make it live? "He hit me on the head gently, very affectionately.

"Chen Haodong, I want Shen Huanjiu." I didn't answer the question, as if my soul hadn't returned to my body. If memory serves, this is the second time I've said this in this room.

He looked at me with a very hurt look in his eyes and said, "Heh, help the three years old, there are many women in the world, I, Chen Haodong, am really cheap, so I always want to be good to a fool like you!" ”

I lifted my eyelids weakly, and glared at him in frustration: "Hehe, you didn't suffer a loss if you were good to me, didn't the only valuable membrane break you?" Don't make it seem like you are the most wronged in the world, as if everyone owes you. It's really miserable, am I not miserable? There is not an inch of good meat in the whole body, and it comes to life under the sticks and in the pile of chicken shit. I finally came to Beijing, and my classmates and colleagues scolded me for being a hillbilly, and no one looked up to me, but I still wanted to live on my own. Chen Haodong, don't force me to die. ”

Chen Haodong was so angry that his Adam's apple slid back and forth, and the green tendons on his neck widened one by one: "Okay, it turns out that Lao Tzu's existence has become a force for you?" Help the three-year-old, you get out of Lao Tzu! ”

He picked me up and threw me outside like garbage, slamming the door shut.

I had no money, no mobile phone, and the soles of my feet were full of blisters, and every step I took was a pain in my heart. It is a long way from where Chen Haodong lives to Shanghuan. I walked for a long, long time, and the sun had set and I still hadn't gotten anywhere, and my legs were like they weren't my own.

When it was dark, I finally arrived at Shanghuan's downstairs, and wanted to go inside, but the security guard at the door didn't even let me enter the hall, and said embarrassedly: "Mr. Shen said that you can't step into Shanghuan half a step in the future." ”

My eyes were covered with moisture, and I asked, "Is there a mistake?" ”

The security guard said cruelly: "It won't be wrong, Mr. Shen personally explained." ”

I nodded and asked spinelessly, "Then can you tell me if he's off work?" Still upstairs? ”

"Mr. Shen is still here, or you wait in the parking lot for a while." The security guard said.

I listened to the security guard's words, found Shen Huanjiu's car in the parking lot, and sat down next to the car door with my knees hugged.

Many of the company's executives have seen me, and they all look at me with that strange look when they come to the parking lot to pick up their cars.

"Isn't this Mr. Shen's little lover? In the past, Mr. Shen always brought in and out when he went to eat with customers, how could this be ......?"

A woman who followed the executive said: "What else, what kind of man is Shen, who has connotation, quality, beauty and money, just her...... How long can you seduce Mr. Shen? Not everyone can climb high branches successfully, and women still have to have their own money. ”

These voices also dispersed as the car left, I don't understand why the people here value money so much, all of them are like machines without any human affection, maybe I am really too young, and my thoughts are always naïve and really.

I watched a lot of people leave the parking lot, there were fewer and fewer cars, and hunger and pain attacked me like a flood of prey.

After a long time, a pair of shiny leather shoes appeared in my sight, and my face was so bright that I could almost see my face, and I happened to recognize these shoes.

One raised his head suddenly, and Shen Huanjiu was staring at me condescendingly, his eyes squinting slightly: "Why are you here?" ”

When I heard his voice again, I stood up excitedly, but the soreness in my legs still made me unsteady, and I felt my backhand on the car door in embarrassment.

"That...... The security guard said they wouldn't let me in, so I'm waiting for you here. "When I saw him, my eyes were wet again.

Shen Huanjiu was silent for a while, and indifferently grabbed my arm and threw it to the side: "Excuse me, I'll drive." ”

He opened the door, and a slender leg was already inside.

I was really anxious, I didn't care that my body was sweaty, dirty and smelly, so I hugged his waist directly, and choked up and said, "Don't leave me." ”

I always felt that the person in the world who was least likely to leave me was Shen Huanjiu, but this time, after I humbly prayed, the result was that my fingers were broken one by one, and he didn't care if I had already taken off the ring.

I staggered back half a step, and the door closed.

Shen Huanjiu drove the window and threw me a low sentence: "Help three years old, I am such a person." When I love you, I can spoil you to heaven, and when I don't love you, I feel dirty when you touch me. ”

I burst into tears, lowered my head and said, "Yesterday I ......"

Shen Huanjiu suddenly interrupted me, and said without ups and downs: "What was yesterday? Do you want to tell me that Chen Haodong's broken mouth was not bitten by you, or do you want to tell me how he was dry that time? Help the three-year-old, why do you have to go to him again and again! After a pause, his sharp eyes moved away from my face, and he said more indifferently: "Men and women are different, it is difficult to hurt a second time as long as a person is injured once, especially someone like me who can live without love!" ”

With a whoosh, Gust disappeared before my eyes in an instant.

I was dumbfounded, and my heart felt like it had been torn to pieces.

Did I really lose him forever?

I walked out of the parking lot that night, my feet so numb that I couldn't feel the pain in the thick water.

Walking aimlessly down the street, watching the endless stream of vehicles and strolling couples, the world doesn't change in any way because of an outcast.

In 2011, there were many telephones on the counters of small shops on the streets of Beijing, and I called Wang Yue and told her that I had no money and no place to go. Wang Yue asked me where I was, and rushed over without saying a word.

At that time, I felt that Wang Yue was treating me sincerely, so even if Shen Huanjiu really didn't want me anymore, he couldn't go with Chen Haodong.

Wang Yue came over more than 20 minutes later, she paid me to call, I told her that Shen Huanjiu didn't want me, and then took me to her place.

I didn't expect Wang Yue's life to change so much in just three years.

She lives in a basement of only 12 square meters, and the cement is damp with water, and next to it is a garbage dump and a banner of flies. At first, when the lights were turned on, three or four cockroaches were still scurrying around on the ground.

"My bed is a bit small, you're used to living in a big house, if you really think I'll pay you to open a small hotel next door, it's cleaner than this." Wang Yue smiled at me embarrassedly.

I looked at the girl in front of me who was the same age as me, she used to be in the school, not to mention how beautiful she was, and her local tyrant father gave the school a new building when she first entered the school. Everyone thinks that this girl's life will be infinite in the future, but who would have thought that she didn't even go to college in the end, and entered the unit at the age of nineteen to work, and survived in the cruel city of Beijing.

I shook my head: "No, it's good that you can let me live." ”

When Wang Yue heard this, he suddenly gave me a blank look: "What are you talking about?" Anyway, we used to even go to the toilet together, can I still throw you on the street? ”

I was so moved that I cried, and I was afraid that tears were the most familiar thing in my life. Actually, I'm really not a girl with a strong heart.

"Where does your family live?" I asked, somewhat curiously.

Wang Yue said: "My dad still owes a lot of money after the real estate offset, and they didn't dare to stay in Beijing, so they went to Shanxi to join a distant relative who became a coal boss, and they have been working there for a long time." I have feelings for Beijing, and I stayed because I didn't want to leave. ”

I nodded, sudden changes always seemed so cruel.

That night, Wang Yue and I were close to each other and chatted for a long time on the one-meter-two bed. Chatting and chatting, Wang Yue suddenly talked about Chen Haodong, she said that she didn't know what evil she had fallen into, but she had no resistance to him.

The more I listened, the more I felt sorry for her, so I carefully told her the ins and outs of Chen Haodong and me that night, and when I said it, it was like a big stone fell in my heart.

Wang Yue's face stiffened suddenly, but she quickly comforted me and said, "Help the three-year-old, count you righteous enough." You're going to hide it from me, and I'll probably turn against you when I know about it. But when you say it, I think you're taking me for a friend. It's okay, I don't care who he's slept with, it's all in the past. After a pause, Wang Yue smiled embarrassedly and said, "I really like him, I haven't forgotten it for so long." Don't laugh at me if you tell you something, I always feel like I'm going to marry him. Help three years old, do you think it's possible? ”

I nodded.

Then she stared at the quilt with both feet, laughed unscrupulously, and suddenly shouted like a madman: "Wang Yue loves Chen Haodong!" Wang Yue only loves Chen Haodong! ”

"What time is it? I can't sleep anymore!" Rough scolding came from across the wall.

We stuck out our tongues and slept with the lights off.

It's just that the blisters on my feet have been bleeding pus all the time, and the wounds in my heart can't heal, so I can't sleep at all.

However, just when I was abandoned by love, life hit me hard.

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