Chapter 274: What the hell did I do wrong

Knowing that Ji Xiaonian was at the Hilton Hotel, Bai Yan drove over directly.

I found room 3530 and stood at the door, but I didn't have the courage to knock on the door.

What did he do when he came to her?

Talking about last night? Or confessed to her, saying that he had missed her all these years and wanted to reconcile with her?

Bai Yan shook his head, for a while, he really didn't know what he was looking for her for, even if he saw her, what should he say?

When he was hesitating to go in to meet her, he suddenly opened the door.

He was stunned, hurriedly took a step back, raised his eyes, and stared at the person who suddenly appeared.

Ji Xiaonian came to the hotel before seven o'clock in the morning, and he only got up until now, he was a little hungry, and he was about to go to the hotel restaurant to eat something, but as soon as he opened the door, he saw someone standing at the door.

She was really shocked to see him.

I don't know why, but my cheeks turned red and transparent when I brushed it.

The heart was beating a little irregularly.

Maybe it was because she thought about last night, so she was embarrassed to see him, turned around and was about to enter the house and slam the door shut, but she didn't expect the man to suddenly reach out against the door.

Standing behind Ji Xiaonian, Bai Yan stretched out his hand against the door, preventing her from closing it, cutting off the distance between the two of them.

After holding back for a while, he said to her, "Let's talk!" ”

Even if he clearly remembered that six years ago he had sworn in front of her, saying that if he got one step closer to her, he would die without a place to be buried.

But after the events of last night, he would rather die without a place to be buried, and take a step closer to her, talk to her about his heart, and talk about his feelings over the years.

Really, even if it was death, he wanted to die by her side.

Those so-called face and dignity are really not important at all in front of the women they like.

Ji Xiaonian's back was straight, his body was thin, he turned his back to Bai Yan like that, and he didn't look back, and said coldly: "There's nothing to talk about between us, right?" ”

What to talk about?

It's been over for many years, so what else is there to talk about?

If she wanted to talk to him, she wouldn't have chosen to leave him six years ago.

"Talk about last night." Although Bai Yan felt a little uncomfortable in his heart when he heard the girl's cold words, he still didn't want to give up just like that.

He reached out and pushed open the door, squeezed her arm, and said in a low voice, "Let's talk about last night!" Good no good? ”

He rarely bows his head to others, but he finally mustered up the courage, threw away the poisonous tongue he had sent many years ago, and came to her shamelessly, begging her to give him some time to talk, hoping that she would not push him away again ruthlessly like before.

Who knows, Ji Xiaonian still didn't look back, just shook off his hand and turned his back to him, his voice was still indifferent.

"You were drunk last night, and it was my eldest brother who called me over, and then you kept pulling me and didn't let go, and I couldn't struggle, so I was ...... by you"

"I didn't do it voluntarily, but I don't want to pursue it either, so let's go!"

She didn't dare to look back at him, she didn't dare to speak to him.

Because she was afraid that she would be soft-hearted, afraid that she would not be able to control herself, and leaned into his arms again.

finally separated for six years, finally lived independently, and got used to the days without him, she didn't want to mix with him again because of selfish desires.

In that case, what is the six years of separation?

I knew that I would be with him in the end, so why did I choose to leave him in the first place!

So Ji Xiaonian, don't be too selfish.

Don't hold on to him, you can't give him a baby, his parents won't accept you.

Rather than making him embarrassed by his parents, it is better to be ruthless to the end and continue to be a stranger to him.

"What do you mean you didn't do it voluntarily?"

Bai Yan looked at her thin back, obviously as long as he took a step forward, he could easily take her into his arms, cherish her, and love her.

But she became like a little hedgehog, full of thorns all over her body, making it difficult for him to get close, and the words she spoke were more like thorns shot from her body, pointing sharply at his heart.

He didn't come any closer to her, he stood a step behind her, staring at her with red eyes, his chest suffocating and almost out of breath.

Ji Xiaonian still didn't look back, his voice was cold, "I didn't do it voluntarily, you forced me, I said, I won't pursue this matter, so you go, between us, there is really nothing to talk about." ”

Bai Yan really wanted to talk to her, and wanted to put down her posture and beg her to get back together.

But her words really hurt his heart too much.

As soon as he felt uncomfortable, his anger rose.

Without saying a word, he took a step forward, entered the room, slammed the door, and slammed Ji Xiaonian against the wall with lightning speed.

He slammed at her, staring at her pale and indifferent little face, and said in a low voice: "Ji Xiaonian, even if I forced you to get drunk, but if you don't cooperate, will I so much?" Don't quibble with me, you must still have me in your heart, otherwise you will definitely call the police and say that I raped you! ”

With one hand on her cheek, he stared at her deeply, his chest aching as if he had been whipped up, and even his voice trembled a little.

"Don't mess with me, wouldn't it be nice for us to be reconciled, to live happily together like before?"

This is his ultimate bottom line, he has said everything about this, if she is stubborn again, he really doesn't know what he should do.

Ji Xiaonian also raised her eyes and stared at him, seeing the pain on his handsome face, how could she feel good in her heart!

I really can't imagine it, for six years, he didn't find a woman to marry and have children as he wanted.

It turns out that she has been single, are you waiting for her?

She didn't know.

I felt very uncomfortable, and I wanted to throw myself into his arms, hold him and nod, and tell him that she didn't want to be separated from him for a moment.

But......

She couldn't do that.

chose to break up with him in the first place, and she never thought about getting back together with him.

Unless, of course, she can have children.

But she couldn't have children.

Doctors at all the hospitals she went to told her that she couldn't get pregnant and have children.

Since she can't have children, she will never be with him Bai Yan in her life.

Staring at his handsome face, she had a cold little face, and told him indifferently, "Of course, if you want me to call the police, Mr. Bai, I can call the police right now, saying that you rape me, as long as you are not afraid of discredit, I will do what you wish." ”

"Ji, Xiao, Nian."

Hearing her words, Bai Yan instantly became furious, clenched his fists tightly, and slammed the wall next to Ji Xiaonian's ear.

He glared at her, his whole face distorted with anger, gritted his teeth and roared, "Why? Why are you doing this to me? What am I doing wrong? Causing you to torture me in this way, you say. ”