My eyes widened and I looked at him in disbelief.

In fact, I have been doing social orientation for so long, and I have heard and seen a lot of such strange things, but this will tell him that his mother is such a strange ...... I—I suddenly don't know how to describe how I feel at the moment.

He smiled, suddenly raised his hand and rubbed the top of my hair, then moved his hand down to my shoulder, and hugged me towards him, "Are you going to cheat me out of my money and run away?" ”

"......" I put my face against his chest, and I could hear his heartbeat, regular and powerful, holding my heart for a while, "You've always been the only one who cheated me." ”

"Actually, my brother just takes a fancy to you."

“？？” I looked up at him slightly in confusion.

He lowered his eyes and frowned slightly, "Geng is upright, has no heart, is commonly known as low emotional intelligence, and will not lie to me." ”

"Your sister has low emotional intelligence!" I went berserk and pushed him away.

He smiled and pulled me back into his arms, "I'll just say it, it's really the opposite." ”

...... "I'm really ...... I feel sorry for him for a while, and I can be angry with him for a while, and I don't know if I will live a few years less with him!

After that, he told me a lot about his family, including his past.

He said that his father was actually tall and handsome, but his personality was honest and wooden, and he heard his grandfather say that it was like this, when his father was young, he talked about two girls, both because his personality was too wooden, and he was dumped by other girls, and then he stopped chasing girls, and there were also girls who showed goodwill, but he couldn't get along with others.

In a blink of an eye, before he knew it, he was forty, his father was not in a hurry, but his grandfather and grandmother were in a hurry.

So he asked someone to introduce his mother, his mother was rural, who was only 20 at that time, and his father was 20 years younger, but in those years, the hukou in the city was very popular, and the dowry was good, so he got married.

His parents are old husbands and young wives, but this does not have a great impact, because he is good-looking, and he takes care of the family, and his mother does not have to go out to work, even at home, for his mother, this kind of life is really much better than before.

The next year, he was born, and with his father's efforts, the family gradually became well-off.

Then it didn't take long for the laid-off fever to be laid off, and his father was laid off, but his father used to drive in the factory, and then when he came out, he went to drive a truck, so this wave of laid-off fever basically had no impact on his family.

The change began when his father thought about buying his own car and driving it himself, so that he could earn more.

Not long after his father bought the car, his mother proposed to buy a house, and then the house was bought, and his father was under great pressure.

In order to make money and repay the money, his father drove tiredly, and not only had an accident himself, but also caused two deaths and one injury.

Not overnight, but in an instant, that peaceful home collapsed.

The car was sold, and it was also a debt that could not be repaid, and it didn't take long for his mother to say that she would also sell the house to pay off the debt, but she disappeared with the money from the sale of the house......

Relatives and friends all found his grandparents, crying and making trouble, and it was not enough for the two elders to take out all their savings to pay off their debts.

The two elders took out all their monthly retirement salaries to pay off their debts and support him.

Three mouths, all rely on his grandfather to help people watch the door, collect waste paper and live frugally.

Not only did his mom run away with all of him, making his life with his grandparents difficult, but she also made him a joke, so he often got into fights at school, and at the same time he never had a good feeling for women.

However, it's one thing to have a bad impression of a woman, and when you get older, you will still be attracted, which should be natural and inevitable.

But it should be the relationship between the growth environment, and his personality is completely different from his father, so he was not only bad at that time, but also a scumbag.

But there are still many girls who like to chase him backwards, knowing that he is a scumbag and still sticking it up.

Of course, he will also fight for girls, but not because of the girls themselves, but because of face.

Later, Jiayi changed his view of women, and he began to realize that people are actually different.

He also told me that when he first wanted to be an actor, it wasn't because he really liked acting or dreamed, he just heard others praise him.

said that who is not as handsome as him, and likes to compare him with those stars, and then he is very narcissistic and thinks, if he has the opportunity to act, he may definitely be very popular!

When I heard this, I couldn't help but laugh, "You're also very narcissistic." ”

In fact, my heart has always been astringent, even when I say this with a smile at the moment, I just want to break the indifference when he speaks, and that feeling makes me very depressed.

He smiled, "Actually, it's really fun and naïve to think about." ”

I pursed my lower lip, "And then Jiayi asked you to go to the audition?" ”

He nodded, "She didn't know where to find out the news, and she also funded me, and then went out for a while, and got in touch with the outside world, those people and things at different levels, people have more ideas, and at the same time, I suddenly found that I really love acting, which can make people feel and experience a different life, especially when you look at the finished works, you will feel that it is a gorgeous and real dream, and that kind of satisfaction cannot be expressed in words." ”

I looked at him, my mouth opened, and finally asked, "If you like it so much, why do you want to retire?" ”

This question looks simple, but in fact it is not so simple.

Simply because he retired because of his fiancée, and not simply because of what was hidden inside.

Gu Nuoxi, his former agent, murderer, Gu Nuoxi's half-sister, no wonder there will be conspiracy theories, and the news was suddenly suppressed so quickly, it is also because Gu Nuoxi and the murderer's identities are very special.

He lowered his eyes, pursed his lips slightly, and said after a long while: "At the beginning, I thought it was Gu Nuoxi, and I also questioned it, but all this is just my unilateral conjecture. After all, Gu Nuoxuan not only has a history of mental illness, but she is indeed a fan of mine, and we have been together many times with Dean at that time, and I can tell that she really likes me...... It's just that I didn't know she had this disease......"

I twisted my eyebrows, "Then does she know where Jiayi works?" If she didn't know, someone must have told her. ”

"I thought of this question back then." He frowned slightly, "Gu Nuoxi admitted it very simply, saying that she told Gu Nuoxuan, but at that time she felt that it was nothing, after all, she just asked casually, and Gu Nuoxuan didn't show anything abnormal. ”

"......" I'm a little speechless, this kind of thing is really ...... I don't know how to get to the bottom of it, intentional or unintentional, it's all up to the person concerned.

"I was going to be in a fuss for a long time, drunk, depraved, hysterical...... Then one day I suddenly woke up and found that no matter who the murderer was, it was actually the person who eventually caused Jiayi's accident...... It's me. ”

His words shocked me, "Why do you think that?!" ”

He tugged at the corner of his lower lip, "If it weren't for me to take this road, I wouldn't have met Gu Nuoxi, and I wouldn't have met Gu Nuoxuan, and Jiayi would naturally not have an accident." ”

"So you retreated, so you ran to the forest farm to atone for your sins?"

"It's not atonement, it's just that I'm suddenly tired of it, I feel that the world disgusts me, and I want to be quiet."

Is "......" all there is to it? Obviously, atonement is atonement! "I'll tell you, you're not thinking the right way."

"What's wrong?"

"It's the idea that you think Jiayi had an accident because of you."

He raised his eyebrows, looked at me silently, I sat cross-legged and started my speech, "I am socially oriented, I have witnessed strange events that you can't think of on the spot, such as the sudden tire burst of a large truck in the middle of the car, resulting in a series of car accidents, such as walking and walking, the cement slab fell from the sky, do you believe that it was the wind blowing?" The problem is that the wind is really blowing down! And ......"

"What are you trying to express?" He looked at me with a funny expression.

"I ...... I just want to tell you that what happens in this world is not something that anyone can control, and what we can do is to try to avoid and prevent it, but not to achieve control. Of course, if you're a god...... "I said this, spread my hands."