Ah Ping's eyes showed pain, "I didn't know that you were often summoned to the concubine's bedroom these days, if you had known that I would ......" Before he could finish speaking, I interrupted him: "What are you?" Haven't you done the same thing? ”

This time I didn't want to look at the shock in those dark eyes, and I couldn't suppress the sarcasm that turned up the corners of my mouth when I lowered my gaze. [The so-called anti-people and hearts are difficult to prevent the pillow people, it is me.] A big reason why there is no rejection of the incense in Concubine Lu's palace is that Ah Ping used to have this kind of incense on those clothes in Ginkgo Village. It was only then that he asked me to tailor clothes for him, and he wore them all the time, but that didn't hide some of the facts.

I stared at the debris on the floor next to my bed and whispered, "The only person I trust here who I will never suspect is you." Even if you go from being stupid at the beginning to being bumped into by me later, you always think that my Ah Ping is pure and good-natured, and those are all things that must not be done. I don't care about other people's dislike and dislike, because you are here, but you I firmly believe that you have hidden a knife to stab me unconsciously. Ah Ping, no," raised his eyes and stared at those painful eyes, "Zhu Yunwen, you don't want children to say, why use such despicable and shameless means?" ”

"No, Lan, listen to me, it's not what you think." He came to hug me in a panic.

But when his hand touched my body, his emotions suddenly exploded, and he screamed: "Don't touch me! He was stunned on the spot, his outstretched hand frozen in mid-air, looking at me in a daze.

Raise your hand and look out the door: "Get out!" He directly denied: "I don't go out." I smiled miserably and nodded: "Yes, this is your palace, and I am the one who should go out." After saying that, he was about to go to the ground, but he stopped him with his arm, and he did not dare to touch me at this time because of the scream just now.

After a pause, he reluctantly compromised: "I'll go out, you don't move here, wait for Old Man Jiang to come to check your pulse." ”

Finally, he got up and walked outside, but after only taking two steps, he paused and turned around and said: "Lan, I did it, I won't deny it, it is true that Aunt Qing wanted to use Xizi incense clothes to prevent you from getting pregnant by me because of my acquiescence, the reason is ......" His tone was a little harsh and a little sad, "The situation at that time was not suitable for having children outside." ”

I sneered: "It's not that you're not suitable for having children outside, but you're not suitable for marrying a wife, you should not have married me in the first place." His face flashed with pain at my words, but he still stood there and refused to leave, but turned his face and said, "You can't ask for it then, because if you really have blood, it will be doubted." I can't let this happen to you, if you have children, you must be honest and honest, our children can't tolerate the slightest blasphemy, not even a word! ”

He spoke in a firm tone, intended to declare a man's duty to the woman he loved. But I can accept his responsibilities in any way, except for children.

My fate has been crushed and reorganized, and now even the affairs of the child are still in charge, especially, I lost it before I knew it, this is not a little psychological gap, it is a pain in my heart as long as I think about it carefully.

So I shook my head at him, "Zhu Yunwen, I don't want to see you now." ”

His dark eyes were gloomy, this time he didn't say anything, he drooped his head and really walked out, but when he got to the door, he looked back again, and saw that I had a cold face and didn't mean to flinch at all, so he stepped out of the threshold and disappeared behind the door.

The taut breathing finally relaxed, and as soon as I put the hand holding the bed back, my eyes dry and stinging, but I didn't feel like crying. In fact, the reason why he was kicked out just now was because he didn't want to let the feeling of loss intensify, and he didn't want to quarrel with him to the point that there was no room for trouble, so he blasted him out when there was still a trace of rational intelligence to control his mind.

Concubine Lu was his mother, but under the influence of Liu Qing, she hated me so much that she did not hesitate to deprive her of the birth of her grandson. Is it true that people in the royal family are harder than others, and there is no family affection at all?

The hand unconsciously stroked the lower abdomen, at this time there was no pain, although the head was heavy, it was not dizzy, it was already relieved of the toxicity of the incense. I feel that my whole person is wooden, and I don't know how to put my mind.

At this time, there was another sound of footsteps outside the house, but I didn't move, and I didn't move my eyes until the visitor arrived, and I saw that it was Dr. Jiang.

The old lady's expression was still gentle, and her eyes were kind, "Niangniang, you can be regarded as awake, Your Highness has been so anxious that you are about to cut off my head these days." I tugged at the corners of my mouth, I really wasn't in the mood to talk to him. The old lady was also interested, and when she saw that I had no intention of talking, she sat down in the chair next to the bed, and then said, "Let the old man take your pulse first." ”

I stretched out my arm, and the old lady took the pulse for a moment and then retracted her finger and said, "Niangniang, the incense you inhaled in your body has basically been cleared, but I am afraid that it will affect the fetus in the womb. ”

I was stunned, a little suspicious of my ears, "What did you say?" ”

The old lady thought that I had not heard clearly, so she repeated what she had just said, and I stared at him word by word and asked, "Isn't there no fetus in the womb anymore?" The old Chinese medicine doctor was stunned when he heard this, and then asked with a puzzled face: "Who said that the fetus is gone?" Niangniang's pregnancy is not child's play, how dare the old minister take drugs at will, he needs to wait for Niangniang to wake up and decide. ”

"Does Ah Ping know?" I followed suit.

"Your Highness? Naturally, he knew, but at that time, he grabbed the old man's neck and yelled that the mother and child must be safe, and not one less. I almost broke down my old man's bones, how could I not know. ”

I was silent, I really didn't know what to say. Is there such an unreliable person? Obviously, the child was there, but he told me that he was gone, which made me so angry, and explained to me why I couldn't have a child before and why I want it now, and told me about this medical experience earlier, and I could still kick him out.

Although he acquiesced to Liu Qing secretly giving me a scent, it really made me very angry, the key is to do it secretly, if I said it frankly, I might not mind so much. After all, many people in our new era are contraceptive after marriage, and it is just a plan to have a baby. It's just that when I calm down, I don't think it's right, in fact, I will mind no matter what, the difference between secretly doing it and spreading it out is whether it is honest or not, but both situations will actually make me uncomfortable.

Active contraception and passive contraception are two different things, especially when this kind of thing is brought up by Ah Ping, I'm afraid I will be cold to him at the beginning, and I won't have the love for him later.

So everything is wrong, and the feeling for him at the moment is to grit his teeth and want to take a bite.

When I raised my eyelids, I saw a figure flickering at the door, and I knew that he hadn't really walked away, and was still waiting outside the door. Hearing the old lady's inquiry, he came back to his senses, "Niangniang, have you made up your mind?" ”

I asked, "What's the idea?" ”

"Will the fetus stay or not?"

"Tell me about the possibilities of staying or not staying."

The old lady nodded and said, "If you choose to stay, you may take some kind of risk, for fear that the fetus will be affected by the medicinal fragrance and be unhealthy; If you don't stay, please rest assured, the medicine prescribed by the old man can be kept clean for you. ”

"That must be painful, right?"

The old lady was stunned for a moment, not expecting me to ask this question, and after reacting, she considered it and said, "It hurts a little, but ......" I smiled and cut off his words: "I'm afraid of pain." ”

Just when the old lady was stunned again, a figure flashed at the door, and ran to the side of the bed in a few steps, "Stay!" Old man Jiang, don't come to confuse my daughter-in-law, no matter whether it affects this child or not, you have to keep it, you hurry up and prescribe a prescription for me, although it is good for medicinal use, I must recuperate my daughter-in-law's body to the best within this October. ”

"Your Highness, have you thought it through? Mother, but have you figured it out? ”

With a bang, the old lady brought the medicine box at her feet and kicked out, "Didn't you hear my daughter-in-law say that she was afraid of pain?" Hurry down, lest I see you annoyed and tear down your hospital. ”

The old lady didn't say a word, picked up the medicine box, and quit the dormitory without even saying goodbye. There were only the two of us left in the space, and it was quiet all of a sudden, I half-lowered my eyes and didn't look at him, but he stood stiffly on the edge of the bed and couldn't stand his mouth, and his voice was cautious: "Daughter-in-law, will you forgive me again this time?" ”

Trust, forgiveness, they are not placed on both sides of the scale, there is no way to measure.

I raised my eyes, lay on the bed and looked up at him, and said in a calm voice: "Help me choose a quiet courtyard." ”

Ah Ping first showed confusion in his eyes, and then leaned over in panic, "Lan, are you going to leave me?" ”

I looked at him quietly and said my thoughts: "If you are willing to give up, you will have to give to you." I want to wait quietly and easily for my child to come to life, and I don't want to be in constant fear every day about whether someone will poison or persecute someone, otherwise I will be mentally disillusioned and restless for the next nine months. ”

Obviously, Ah Ping knows very little about women's childbirth, in fact, a woman's pregnancy in October is just a saying, basically the child is born at term in more than nine months. I know that it is impossible to leave this palace, but I only hope to find a peaceful place, so that I can live quietly with my children, away from the world of intrigue.

Ah Ping didn't say a word that night, and then I went to sleep, feeling warm and familiar in the fog, but when I woke up the next morning, the room was silent.