Chapter 224: Who cares
Nanfeng began: "I'm not interested in listening." ”
"The death of the child." Lu Chengyu brought her face back, her eyes like a deep pool of water, "I want to talk about the death of the child." ”
There was a moment when her breathing slowed down by two beats, and there was a slight ache in a corner of her heart, but it didn't take long for her to regain her apathy. Nanfeng blocked his hand, and the corners of his mouth were full of sunshine: "Do you care?" ”
Lu Chengyu's eyebrows raised: "Why don't I care?" That's my child, my child and yours too. ”
The wife and children were emphasized in the front, and now our children were emphasized, Nanfeng leaned back against the head of the bed, her expression was calm and flat, she had already said that his warm card had no effect on her.
Lu Chengyu's voice was so deep: "The doctor in the hospital told me that under normal circumstances, it takes 1248 hours from the appearance of an abnormal reaction to the fetus stopping the fetal heartbeat. ”
He looked into her eyes, and she seemed to recall the past for a moment because of his words, and there was a ripple in her eyes. Lu Chengyu clasped her shoulders with both hands, her strength was very restrained, and her dark pupils were dyed with some indescribable depression: "But the family doctor tells me every day that you and the child are healthy." ”
Perhaps because she had a hunch that she had been six months pregnant, he had instructed her family doctor to do a daily physical examination and record every piece of data for him. A week before the child's accident, he was on a business trip to Australia, and he couldn't spare time to look at the data, so he only asked the family doctor verbally about the situation of their mother and child, and the dá àn he got was all very healthy without exception.
The family doctor was someone he had personally selected and trusted, so he never doubted their words.
But he was wrong again.
The traces left by the past have not faded a trace because of the passage of time, scars are always scars, engraved on the soul and cannot be erased, Lu Chengyu turned to hug her, his shoulders were very broad, just enough to completely take her body in his arms: "Nanfeng, it's my fault." ”
Nanfeng was motionless and understood his two words: "So, the thing you want to explain to me is that you don't know that your doctor is against you?" You are not responsible for the death of the child? ”
Lu Chengyu twisted his eyebrows: "I didn't say that I was not responsible, I said it, it was my fault." ”
His lowered shoulders just rested under her chin, Nanfeng raised his face slightly, and pulled the corners of his mouth without a smile: "Lu Chengyu, do you remember what the reason you used to put me under house arrest at the beginning?" ”
"You said that I was under house arrest to protect the child."
Lu Chengyu's back was obviously stiff.
In the spring, it was still warm and cold, and his arms were warmer than the temperature of the air conditioner, but the south wind could not give birth to trickle moving, let alone the slightest attachment.
The voice was as cold as being washed by melted ice water: "The place is your place, the people are your people, and in the end my child died in your place, at the hands of your people, may I ask, where is your protection?" ”
Lu Chengyu's pupils trembled, speechless, and his thin lips pursed into a straight line.
Nanfeng sneered, even if he cared about the child, but he only cared verbally.
Forget it, she doesn't waste so much time here listening to him say beautiful things, she hasn't called Li Nanyan to report her safety, she hasn't gone to the company for a meeting, and there are a lot of official and private things waiting for her to do.
As soon as his feet touched the ground, Lu Chengyu grabbed her hand and pressed it directly to his heart: "Nanfeng, do you think I have no heart?" How can I give up my flesh and blood and leave this world without even looking at it? I care about him, I love him, and I want him to be born more than anyone else. ”
Nanfeng looked at the palm of his hand, the palm of his hand was close to his chest, intuitively feeling his temperature and vitality, she had no intention of talking to him, but the beating pulse successfully provoked her ridicule.
"What you care about is that he is from a month old to four months old, and he is discussed, speculated, and ridiculed by the servants of the mansion as a wild seed."
"What you care about is to let him be forcibly pierced through the wall of the uterus to extract the amniotic fluid when he is four months old, and identify whose bloodline he really is."
"What you care about is to let him be silenced and strangled in the belly when he is seven months old, when he has already taken shape, heard voices, and opened his eyes."
Every time she said a word, Lu Chengyu's face loosened a little.
Nanfeng remembered that when she was imprisoned in the attic, she once broke down and cursed him for not having a heart, and he pointed to his heart and said, "Don't you want to know if I have a heart?" When she stabbed in, she knew that she felt that he had a heart now, but what about having a heart? If you don't have a heart, it's better not to have a heart.
She tightened her palms, grabbed the piece of fabric in her heart, and gently spit out the words and asked, "Who do you care about?" Well? ”
Then remembering another thing, Nanfeng sighed lightly: "Your grandmother came to me that day and said to me, you and because of me, not only did you confront your mother face to face, but I have never met your mother in the past three years, do you know what kind of tone she said these words?" ”
He didn't answer, and Nanfeng didn't need him to answer, so he continued: "She seems to think that if you can do this for me, I should be moved, contented, and grateful to you, just like you look like now, explain?" How? Do you think you can show your fatherly love by explaining to me that my child did not die directly at your hands? Embodying your innocence? What will I change my mind about you? ”
Every sentence is a direct hit to the death hole, and Lu Chengyu can't find room for refutation throughout the whole process.
He couldn't say anything, stared at her deeply, and still took her into his arms.
"It's my fault." He spoke in her ear, his voice slightly hoarse, "Nanfeng, in some aspects, I really didn't think it through and didn't do it well. I can't justify or make up for the damage you've suffered, but please believe that this is not what I intended, and I have tried to minimize the damage and do everything I could. ”
Minimize damage.
Everything that can be done, has been done.
Seven months in captivity.
Two lives.
Humiliate.
Trample.
Despair.
Go to pieces.
He used these thirteen words as an explanation.
Nanfeng exuded coldness all around: "I don't need your justification and I don't need you to make amends, as you said, you can do everything, I will do what I want." ”
After saying that, she directly pushed away his embrace, picked up her clothes on the bedside table, went into the bathroom to change, and then opened the door and left.
There was no looking back.
Lu Chengyu smiled self-deprecatingly on his lips.
This is the second time he can't keep her.
In the room without the south wind, there was still a trace of the fragrance of orange blossom, Lu Chengyu closed his eyes and sniffed carefully, but it didn't take long for even the smell to disappear.
Steward Xia came to report: "Young master, a gentleman named Hill came to visit and said that he would pick up his fiancée. ”
Lu Chengyu opened his eyes, his eyes were snowy, and his suppressed emotions seemed to have found an outlet all of a sudden, and he turned around and went downstairs.
Li Nanyan rushed back from Moscow overnight, and as soon as he got off the plane, he went straight to the Lu Mansion, and even carried the cold air belonging to Russia, he stood in the center of the hall, and looked at Lu Chengyu who walked to the staircase.
The two men, one gentle and noble, the other indifferent and cold, both saw a strong hostility in each other's eyes.
Especially Li Nanyan, since he learned that Lu Chengyu took away the south wind last night, his face has not eased, and he has not been polite usually: "Chairman Lu, where are the Ming people who don't say secret words?" I'm going to take her away. ”
Lu Cheng Yu Yixi: "Nxiǎo Jiě is indeed here, but I don't know who Your Excellency is, how can I hand over people to you?" ”
Li Nanyan narrowed his eyes: "You don't know who I am?" "Joke! They had also met a few times in Rongcheng, and he didn't know him?
Lu Chengyu's hands fell on the pockets of his coat, and his eyes contained mountain rain: "Listen to the housekeeper, Your Excellency calls himself Earl Hill, although I have heard of Earl Hill's name, but I really don't know myself, how can I know that you are really Earl Hill?" ”
"I don't think anyone would be so boring to impersonate me."
"nxiǎo jiě was brought back to the Lu Mansion by me in full view of everyone, if the nxiǎo jiě was taken away by an unknown person in the Lu Mansion, and there was any accident or danger, I would also be responsible, so I'm sorry, I have to be cautious." Lu Chengyu walked down the stairs and walked in front of him, the two were about the same height, and their aura was even comparable.
Li Nanyan sighed: "Chairman Lu called N down and asked her to confirm it in person, don't you know if I'm true or not?" ”
"Nxiǎo Jiě is still asleep, and there is no way to testify for you."
Li Nanyan understood, he obviously deliberately didn't let him see Nanfeng!
From the churning anger last night to the peak at this moment, Li Nanyan raised his eyebrows: "Okay, how can Chairman Lu confirm my identity, I will accompany me to the end." ”
Lu Chengyu seemed to be waiting for his words, followed by his last note, and asked three words:
"Who are you?"
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