Chapter 611: Gu Xi, Do You Really Love Me?
"But I don't believe a word, so I've come to you."
Even if Xie Yi forgot, he didn't believe that the person he would rather give up his life when he was young and want her back would be the person who was mad in Yu Yaru's mouth.
What's more, he remembered it all, but no one knew.
"I know that you were the one who protected me at the Xie family at the beginning, you were the one who rescued my mother later, and you were the one who protected Xiao Mu...... I just don't know, you are also the daughter of the Gu family. ”
is still the same, in the story he heard from the old servant of the Xie family when he was young, the destroyed Nalan family, Nalan Sheng, who was famous in Kyoto but died in cannon fodder, her daughter.
For the so-called national righteousness, the six-year-old girl who was abandoned.
After that, how did he survive with difficulty, and how did he enter the Xie family, like a hero, secretly protecting him and his mother.
"I don't know, why do you ......" in such a tragic way, farewell to the eyes of the world.
Gu Xi was stunned, and the other party's hoarse voice was nervous and depressed: "Gu Xi, do you really love me?" ”
Gu Xi, do you really love me?
The girl's gaze became dazed for a moment, and she opened her mouth a little helplessly, she felt that she was suddenly a little cold, so cold that her teeth couldn't help but tremble.
Xie Yi's question, with a certain fatality, shook Gu Xi's heart.
She asked herself, do you love Xie Yi......
Everything she did, in two lifetimes combined, was it because of love or because of her obsession with Xie Yi.
Gu Xi's eyes were hot and he wanted to say something, but Xie Yi suddenly smiled, hugged her tightly, and begged softly:
"Don't answer, I'm just ......"
It's just that you're afraid, you will take that habitual protection as a responsibility, and then take the responsibility imperceptibly as love.
"I'm just afraid that I don't know you well enough, and I'm afraid that one day I'll accidentally lose you again."
The man's breath wrapped around her, and the coldness in her heart gradually faded, Gu Xi raised his hand around his neck and said softly:
"I don't know what love is...... But, Xie Yi, I want to be with you. ”
From the moment she was abandoned when she was young, from the moment she rescued Aze from her mother's belly with a knife with her own hand...... She didn't know how to love someone.
Because love is too deep, people will despair because of betrayal, they will go crazy because they can't get it, and they will suffer because they lose...... A person's heart will also become incomplete because of this.
Compared with love, responsibility is much easier for Gu Xi, she only needs to give, to complete her responsibility as a guardian, and she doesn't have to care about whether she gets reciprocated...... For example, Aze, for example, everyone he met in the dark room and the orphanage.
And because of this, she became stronger.
Through years of fighting and fleeing, as well as protecting her companions, she has learned many things, such as trust, such as sacrifice...... Alone did not learn to love.
The only thing she can judge that Xie Yi is different from others in her heart is probably ...... Desire.
Whether it's **, or the appreciation of the skin, or simply want to get closer**...... Gu Xi was sure that he liked this person.
Just love ...... The distance from love, Gu Xi doesn't know how much is still there.
And this confusion made Xie Yi realize that this was her mistake.
"There's nothing that makes me happy in both lives, but you are."
Gu Xi opened his mouth and gently kissed the man's forehead, extremely solemn. Please pay attention to the latest chapters in the future