Chapter 118: Fairy Tale Forest (Sixty-Four) Tangled
"Mo Li? Mo Li? Mo Li!? ”
"Ahh I came back to my senses and was stunned for a moment when I saw that I was called a wolffang, and then I reacted and said, "What's wrong?" What did you say? I just got a little distracted. ”
Wolf Fang frowned and looked at me for a few seconds, "It's nothing, it just looks like you've been stunned for a while, thinking about something"
"Nope! It's nothing! ”
Without waiting for Wolf Fang to finish asking, I subconsciously interrupted his words, looking at his slight raising of eyebrows, I realized that I was really overreacting, but I felt that there was no silver three hundred taels here.
The wolf fang looked at me for several seconds, but I was silent and didn't speak.
"Okay" Wolf Fang looked at me again, "wait until you want to talk, you can't lie, your acting skills are quite poor." ”
Can't you pretend you didn't see it? Looking at the wolf's fangs with an underbeaten look, I deeply doubted the authenticity of what Lin Ya said to me.
When I talked to Lin Ya before, he said that Wolf Tooth likes me?
No, no, no, this won't be true, absolutely not!
I shook my head, trying to shake the idea out of my head, it couldn't be real anyway, could it? Although this product has really helped me a lot lately, and has taken good care of me, do you like this possibility?
"You say he likes me? How is this possible!? Not to mention how much he dislikes me, I really have to count it, we have only met twice, and we have only been together for a few days, how could he like me in such a short time? ”
I thought back to the conversation I had with Lin Ya before, and when Lin Ya first told me that Wolf Tooth liked me, I panicked and hurriedly questioned it. But then, Lin Ya's answer made me even more flustered.
He laughed and said to me, "How is it impossible? You don't have to be with someone for a long time to like someone, right? There are a lot of people in the world who fall in love at first sight, right? Wolffang's dislike of you at first seems to be true, but now you don't think his attitude towards you has changed? ”
"The change of attitude is just to accept me as his companion, right? It doesn't mean you just like me! And you also said that he didn't have a good impression of me at all, and since love at first sight doesn't exist, then even if there is a relationship, it will take a long time to get along, right? I've never heard of love at first sight. I tried my best to refute, not wanting to accept that what Lin Ya said was true.
"You're right, but feelings are never something that can be measured with certainty." Lin Ya shook his head, his voice a little low, "At least you have experienced life and death together, how many feelings in this world can experience life and death together?" Maybe a relationship that has not known each other for a long time is indeed too deep, but the relationship that has experienced life and death together is not shallow anyway. ”
Lin Ya's words were so reasonable that I couldn't think of any reason to refute them, and I hesitated for a while before asking, "You mean he really likes me?" ”
"I think so." Lin Ya nodded, his gaze fell on the wolf tooth pendant on my chest, "Fate, who said please, this pendant that you all have may be the bond that has long been destined between you." ”
After talking to Lin Ya, I've been thinking about wolf teeth until now. I have always felt that I am a person who is incapable of love, I don't know how to love someone, I don't know how to be loved by someone, after the death of my parents, I thought I was already a superfluous person in this world, I didn't contact people, because I didn't need to, I didn't contact my former friends and classmates, because those didn't exist in my world, I didn't expect a lover to have a new family, because I didn't know how to love and didn't dare to love, I was afraid of losing, I was afraid that things would go against my expectations.
I didn't know how to love someone, and I never thought that I would have a lover before I died, so I didn't want anyone to love me because I couldn't respond to that feeling. All the feelings in the world, all the bonds are mutual, and all what you get from people other than your parents is a debt, and you have to pay it back. I don't know how to respond to that feeling, and I don't want to owe anyone, so I don't want love.
My world is only me, although lonely, although lonely, although sometimes I feel bored, but I don't want to change, and I dare not change.
Entering the Endless Room wasn't something I voluntarily did, and it wasn't something I wanted to have any contact with others, but it did, and I had no way to escape it except death. Thinking about it carefully, when I heard Lin Ya's words just now, I was not shocked, but panicked, probably I also had a little awareness of this feeling, but I couldn't respond, so I simply denied its existence.
Man is actually a very fragile creature, really, it is difficult for him to live strong and sober, because he has too many emotions that he can bear and cannot control the emotions he generates, so he can only escape, deny, deceive himself or find sustenance. I haven't loved anyone else, and I don't know what love is, in my understanding, maybe it's just the emotional sustenance that arises when the body produces hormones in order to relieve my loneliness.
I don't know if Wolf Fang liked me or not, but I think that feeling didn't come from who I was and what kind of person I was, but from the fact that I was the first person he met and had some connection with him in his long loneliness and confusion. Even if there is a person who loves me and I want to respond to his feelings, even if there is a person who is willing to love such a low me, and I am willing to try to bear all the pain of losing to love him, this person must love me because of myself, my character, my mind and my soul, and I love his soul as well.
If it is not me who makes him feel that he loves me, but my identity, if I have something like a wolf tooth pendant, I will not recognize this feeling as love, and I will not try to accept this feeling or even reciprocate.
I don't think Wolf Fang loves me, he's just looking for his own sustenance, and I don't think this kind of relationship means anything to me, and I don't need to care or respond.
In addition to the promise of life-saving, you can also be repaid as a cow and a horse, right?
I thank him for saving me several times, and I promise that I will find a chance to repay me, but this kind of emotional problem will never have anything to do with him, and I can't just like him and be with him because he saved my life.
I have that power.
"Wait, stop and think I'm smelling something"
Lin Ya's voice called me back to my senses, and everyone stopped because of Lin Ya's words. I looked in his direction, and he was shrugging his nose slightly, looking like he was sniffing something.
"Is there any smell around?" Wolf Fang asked, frowning slightly and pausing for a few seconds, as if discerning, "There is indeed a faint fragrance." ”
Fragrance? I also inhaled the air hard, and sure enough, there was a faint fragrance in the air. The smell is faint and distinctive, but it smells familiar, where have you smelled it?
"Ahh This taste is the smell of that flower! Lin Ya suddenly shouted.
Right! It's the smell of flowers! With Lin Ya's prompt, I also recalled the fragrance of that flower, which was indeed the same as the current taste!
"So, what we smell now is probably the flower that revives us!" I suddenly thought of the key, and hurriedly asked Lin Ya, "Can you tell which direction it is?" We need to find that flower! ”
"I'll give it a try."
"Over there."
Lin Ya and Wolf Tooth said at the same time, hearing Wolf Fang's words, Lin Ya was stunned for a moment, then tried in the direction pointed out by Wolf Tooth, and nodded.
"Wolf Tooth is right, it's that direction, Wolf Tooth, your sense of smell is very powerful, even more sensitive than me, who is a chef."
The sense of smell is very powerful, many times before, the wolf tooth has smelled the smell of blood, and he knows what he will encounter in advance, such as when we first met him when we checked the situation in the bedroom together, at that time he should have smelled the smell before he knew that there would be such a scene, huh? Then why did Lin Ya discover the fragrance of flowers first?
Lin Ya had already taken the lead in the woods, and I hesitated for a moment but couldn't help but walk up to the wolf tooth and ask, "Wolf tooth?" ”
"Huh?" Wolf Fang turned his head to look at me, "What's wrong?" ”
Looking at the wolf's eyes, I didn't want to ask for a moment, I just wanted to run away quickly. Ever since I knew that Wolf Fang liked me, I always felt that there was no way to face him normally, and I unconsciously wanted to escape and reduce contact with him.
But it seems even stranger if I don't ask, so I had to bite the bullet and say, "That's because your sense of smell is so sensitive, didn't you notice it before Lin Ya smelled it?" ”
"I'm only sensitive to the smell of human blood and corpses." Wolf Fang's voice was flat and low, as if it was a normal thing, "If you don't pay special attention to the others, you won't find out." ”
Human blood, human blood and corpses? I was stunned and didn't know what to say, so I had to say casually, "Oh, that's right." ”
Wolffang: "Hmm. ”
Who is particularly sensitive to human blood and corpses? I felt as if I had discovered something terrible. Thinking about the identity of the wolf fang, it seems that he has always been a mystery, with extraordinary physical fitness, strong observation and analysis skills, numerous combat skills, plus the sensitivity to human blood and corpses that has been discovered now, what the hell does he do?
Killer? Murderer? Horror analysis? Or the kind of agent in the movie or something?
I really can't imagine what kind of person he is.
But maybe I wouldn't think about it better, but I better not pay too much attention to him.