Chapter 319 is the same lack of courage
I don't have the courage to ask the two of them whether what Li Meier said is true or false, maybe Li Meier also affirmed this, so she is so unscrupulous, it seems that she is still a little clear about what I have in mind.
"What are you thinking?" Just when I was alone in my mind at the moment, Han Qingchen appeared behind me, and then hugged me, I felt very warm at that moment, maybe because of his embrace, but it didn't belong to me.
"It's nothing, it's just boring to be alone." In the end, I tried my best to control my emotions and then said something like this, I don't know if my cover-up Han Qingchen saw it, but I know that I just want to leave now.
In fact, what I want to ask more is whether what Li Meier said is true, and in the end, I still gave up when the words came to my lips. I'm afraid, if Han Qingchen admits that what Li Meier said is true, then what should I do, this is the worst outcome.
"Let's go, let's go back." After Han Qingchen heard me say this, he immediately let go of me, then took my hand, smiled at me and said this, at this moment, love his eyes as if I was the only one, special warmth.
It was at this moment that I felt as if I had fallen. Forget it, I told myself so, even if it's fake, all this is fake, I admit it, just let me sink into this tenderness for a while, at least let me wake up later.
"Are you done talking to them?" I let Han Qingchen take my hand, and the two of us walked out together. However, I looked at Han Qingchen as if he had been talking with them for a long time just now, and I didn't want him to delay his work because of myself.
Just as the two of us walked out, my eyes inadvertently saw Li Meier, she was standing in a corner at the moment, for a moment I didn't know what was going on, and she deliberately walked so uprightly, as if it was for Li Meier's words just now.
"Nothing matters as much as you." After Han Qingchen heard me ask, he looked at me and said this. This man seems to be particularly fond of saying this kind of thing these days, but it is also very useful to me.
When I heard him say meaty things before, I would think that he just said it to me, but now I don't have this confidence, maybe she just thinks of me as his ex-girlfriend, that is, to his ex-girlfriend, I still think so in my heart.
After the two of us walked out, it was already late, I took out my phone and looked at it, I didn't expect that two hours had passed, but I just felt that it was only a few minutes, how could it pass so quickly?
In the car, Han Qingchen and I didn't speak, my heart is a mess now, I don't have a clue at all, I think even if Han Qingchen talks to me now, I'm afraid I don't know how to answer correctly.
The car quickly arrived at the apartment, and when Han Qingchen parked the car, the two of us went down together. Han Qingchen may have seen that my mood seemed to be a little bad, but because I didn't say anything, he didn't rush and led me in.
"Feeling bad?" When I was in the elevator, Han Qingchen still couldn't help but ask, because now I am very abnormal, even if I didn't like to talk very much before, but I was not silent to this point, this time it is different.
"No, I just feel a little tired." After I heard Han Qingchen's inquiry, I immediately smiled at him, no matter what, it is impossible for me to make Han Qingchen think too much, lest the two of us quarrel over these things again, it will not be worth it.
After hearing me say this, Han Qingchen will not have anything to say anymore. He also knows that what I don't want to say, no matter how much he asks, it is useless, and if this is the case, then it is better to just give up.
The two of us went back to the living room, and I just sat down on the couch and rested. "I'll go up and change my clothes first." After about two minutes, I got up and said this to Han Qingchen, after all, it was very uncomfortable to wear a dress all the time.
Han Qingchen nodded, because his thoughts were the same as mine. It's just that although I have something on my mind now, I still haven't forgotten that Han Qingchen hasn't eaten dinner tonight, so I changed my clothes and went down to the living room immediately.
At this time, Han Qingchen hadn't come down yet, but I didn't know what he wanted to eat, so I deliberately went to the kitchen to open the refrigerator and took a look, and found that there were no dishes in it, which not only gave me a headache, what have I been doing these days?
"Want to cook?" Han Qingchen came down from upstairs, he didn't see me in the living room, he heard a sound from the kitchen, so he immediately walked to the kitchen, and saw me standing there thinking, to be honest, I was really a little embarrassed at this moment.
"Haven't you eaten yet?" I looked at Han Qingchen after hearing his voice, and then said this lightly. Not to mention, it's this time. I was even a little bit hungry, probably digested it all.
Han Qingchen looked at me, although he had already guessed what I wanted to do, but at this time, after hearing what I said, he was still very happy in his heart, maybe this is the real life, there is someone who can cook for himself.
"You go out first, and you'll be fine in a while." I looked at Han Qingchen as if he wasn't ready to move anywhere now, so I opened my mouth and asked her to go out. I have a problem with people, I don't like to be watched by people when I do things, otherwise I feel uncomfortable.
"Just cook some porridge, don't bother too much." Han Qingchen nodded, he didn't have any opinions, he turned around and went out immediately after he finished saying this, leaving me alone in the kitchen to struggle slowly, to be honest, this is still quite tiring.
After Han Qingchen walked out of the restaurant, his whole face had changed, because he thought of tomorrow. If it weren't for the side war drinking party today, I'm afraid he wouldn't have gone out at all. I don't know why, Han Qingchen actually had a bad premonition.
"What's the matter?" When he walked to the living room and sat on the sofa, the mobile phone rang on the table, and he saw that it was his mother's diàn huà again, and it seemed that his mother had called him a lot more than in the past few years.
"Don't forget tomorrow." Mrs. Han still speaks as usual, but at this time she feels more profound, perhaps thinking of the day her husband died tomorrow a few years ago, and she can't be happy.
"I can't forget it." As soon as he heard that his mother called Diàn Huà to come over for this matter, Han Qingchen's whole person looked bad. Mrs. Han's move makes Han Qingchen particularly like an unfilial son, which has already been positioned.
Han Qingchen himself also knew why Mrs. Han did this, to put it bluntly, it was just to remind him all the time that his father had an accident because of him, anyway, he just wanted Han Qingchen to feel uneasy about his conscience all the time, and the intention was obvious.
Han Qingchen hung up diàn huà, the whole person was very tired and leaned on the sofa with his eyes closed, he felt that he needed to calm down. A lot of things have happened recently, and they are very tired, and he wonders how the company handled these things when his dad was still there.
Han Qingchen felt that if he had a child in the future, he would never let his child be the same as him, without a little freedom, and the saddest thing was that his sobriety was actually exchanged for his father's life, this kind of price was really too big to bear.
It was then that he heard the sound of the kitchen, and his heart slowly warmed. He felt that he didn't have feelings for me now, he just needed a companion by his side, but this companionship was slowly warming his heart and making him very happy.
Han Qingchen himself didn't reject this feeling, he was thinking that it was actually good to go on like this. It's this time, you don't need too vigorous feelings, as long as every time you come home, you can have someone to cook for you.
Thinking of this, Han Qingchen immediately got up and walked to the kitchen, and he saw that I was very focused on chopping vegetables. Because Han Qingchen said that he wanted to eat porridge himself, in this case, he still had to have a little bit of food, there was no way to have nothing in the refrigerator, just eat something.
"Are you hungry, it'll be fine in a while, you're waiting." I saw Han Qingchen appear at the door. The first feeling is that this man should be hungry, otherwise he wouldn't come to the kitchen again and again, after all, it still takes a little time to cook porridge.
"No, I'm just looking to see if there's anything I need help with." After Han Qingchen heard me say this, he immediately said this to me. When he is sincere, he thinks that sometimes the two of them cook together, and eating is the happiest thing.
"No need, it'll be fine soon, you can go out first." I looked at Han Qingchen and gave him a smile, just such a simple dish, where do you need his help, otherwise it doesn't seem that I am particularly incompetent, I don't want to be like this.
Han Qingchen looked at me, although I had already said so, he still didn't move. I think tonight's Han Qingchen seems to be even more abnormal, right, obviously I'm in a bad mood, how do I feel that he is worse than mine? Strange man.
Forget it, since he doesn't want to come out, then let him stand here, it's almost all right anyway. I know that when everyone is in a bad mood, they want to have someone to accompany them, maybe this is what Han Qingchen is like now.
"Alright, ready to eat." After I put the last dish on the plate, I said to Han Qingchen like this. After Han Qingchen heard it, he washed his hands, and then brought the porridge out, although I don't like to eat it very much, I can also accompany him.
As for this dish, I saw a few preserved eggs in the refrigerator, so I made a cold preserved egg, so that the porridge can also have a little taste. Originally, I wanted to cook preserved egg porridge, but in the end, I thought it was too fishy, so I gave up, and besides, I hated preserved egg porridge even more.
When I saw Han Qingchen like this, I suddenly felt that the man in the original family could be so handsome, and for a moment I was infatuated with this man, especially when he was wearing a white shirt, forgive me for liking this kind of matching.
I ended up walking out of the kitchen empty-handed, because the man had already done everything and nothing was going on. When I walked to the restaurant, he had already put the porridge out, and I was still thinking about it, and gradually I had a little appetite.
"It tastes good, you taste it." I sat down, picked up the spoon and took a bite, it was indeed more fragrant, because I put the oil, and I was very afraid of what I should do if Han Qingchen didn't like it? I'm just trying to cater to his tastes.