Chapter 394: There Is No End
Lin Xin'er was the first to break the silence and said softly, "You go, hurry back and deal with the wound." ”
"Don't worry, the blood is no longer shed, I'll stay a little longer." Ximen Jingxuan said, letting go of Lin Xin'er and taking out a medicine bottle from her arms.
Lin Xin'er recognized that it was the one she had smeared on Zhiqi's wounds before, and it was the best medicine in Shuiyue Palace, which could erase the scars.
"This is what I asked for from Zhiqi, her injuries have recovered and she doesn't need to be recovered, thinking that you don't have any medicine available for a while, I'll give it to you, there are quite a few, how much is enough, and then I'll let Yan Qiu see if I can prepare some."
Ximen Jingxuan stuffed the medicine bottle into Lin Xin'er's hand, took off his shoes first, got on the bed, and lay inside.
"You're going to spend the night here?" Lin Xin'er asked.
"Here!" Ximen Jingxuan stretched out an arm.
Lin Xin'er paused slightly, got up and slowly put down the bed tent, and lay down beside Ximen Jingxuan in her clothes, pillowed his arm.
"Do you know what I regret the most?" Ximen Jingxuan asked, his voice echoing in the dark night.
There are many things he regrets, but there is always the one he regrets the most.
She didn't want to think about the past, especially the things in the martial arts field, so she was silent and didn't say anything.
"I know you don't want to touch that incident, but I can't help but admit it, writing you a letter of resignation is the thing I regret the most, I don't know when I can marry you into the Xuan Palace, and continue to be my princess. Only when you become my princess one day, can I be sure in my heart, and you are like this now, giving me the feeling that I will drift away again at any time, and I am always uncertain. ”
The letter of resignation was written in blood, and I thought that they would be inseparable from now on and go their separate ways, not wanting to regret it at this time.
Fortunately, at that time, he only had to let go of Xin'er, if he really pushed her to the soldiers of the martial arts field and forced Xin'er to death, he would not be alive again.
Lin Xin'er was silent, she knew how many mistakes she had made in that incident, she was really not a qualified heir of the Water Moon Palace, just like her martial arts, they were all false.
Lin Xin'er couldn't help but turn sideways, raised her hand to caress Ximen Jingxuan's chest, she was holding as if it was a raft in the sea, leaning on this raft, carefully floating on the sea.
She hopes that one day she can swim freely in the sea without a raft, and then she will be truly powerful.
She doesn't want to be a fictitious person, she has to prove to herself that she can, so that she can be worthy of Ximen Jingxuan.
"Do you want to stay in the palace during this time?" Ximen Jingxuan asked, he wouldn't have guessed the emperor's intentions, if Lin Xin'er was allowed to take the title of imperial concubine or even the queen again, her identity would be even more rejected, far beyond the confrontation between just one Shuiyue Palace and Xuan Wangfu, and more implicated.
"I think there are a lot of questions that need to be answered in the palace." Lin Xin'er said calmly, "Didn't you try to check anything?" ”
"You mean the imperial sister-in-law?" Ximen Jingxuan asked.
Lin Xin'er didn't continue, although she thought of something about Jiang Ziyin, but she didn't want to let the cruel answer come out through her, and some people who were related to the whole incident found out in person, it was better.
"I don't want to ask her." Ximen Jingxuan continued.
Lin Xin'er followed with a sigh, a thing that she didn't want to touch, in fact, the matter about the concubine was always a very thin rope tied to Ximen Jingxuan's heart, and now Jiang Ziyin, who had the grace to raise him, was pulled in, and what she thought of what Yiyao had said to Ximen Jingxuan must also be able to think of it, so he didn't want to face it, and he didn't want to break the illusion built around him with his own hands.
Whoever has a fragile mirror in their heart, which can be reflected very clearly, and it will be shattered when it falls.
"You must know the whereabouts of my mother, and you are not going to tell me?" Ximen Jingxuan turned sideways and looked at Lin Xin'er, his eyes were very calm, he didn't have any expectations, he just wanted an answer.
Lin Xin'er's hand stroking Ximen Jingxuan's chest paused, slowly moved away, and was grasped by Ximen Jingxuan.
"Tell me." Ximen Jingxuan Road.
The hand was held in the palm of Ximen Jingxuan, which was the only hope he could hold, and it had nothing to do with his mother and concubine, only about his future.
"Like a concubine, she ...... It's gone. Lin Xin'er bit the corner of her lip and finally decided to say this answer.
Although she once wanted to hide it, but the facts are the facts, Ximen Jingxuan must know sooner or later, since she must experience the moment of knowing the truth, she wants to continue to walk with him, and there is no need to separate each other, whether the truth is found by Ximen Jingxuan or told by her, it is the same, it can't be said that anyone can't bear whom, and the road ahead is to be walked together.
After saying the answer, Lin Xin'er looked at Ximen Jingxuan, and in the dark, those eyes flickered slightly, and then closed very calmly.
"Jing Xuan?" Lin Xin'er screamed softly, and her hand was withdrawn from Ximen Jingxuan's palm, caressing his eyes.
The eyelashes rubbed against Lin Xin'er's palm, and she slowly opened her eyes.
"I thought I wouldn't have found her if she was still alive."
The result didn't seem to surprise Ximen Jingxuan, he just felt a little unwilling after hearing the answer, and he didn't have the opportunity to face the woman in person and ask her in person.
She is going to live forever in his memory as a ruthless mother?
What does he want? Let her ruthlessness have a reason? In his opinion, things in the palace are complicated and chaotic, and there are too many things that cannot be seen clearly. This is also the reason why he does not want to enter the palace.
"Zheng Xianlun said that it was your mother who didn't let him tell you about her whereabouts, your mother has a lot of last resort, in fact, she has you in her heart." Lin Xin'er said softly.
"In other words, there are forces outside the palace behind the concubine, and her elopement with Zheng Xianlun was just a smoke, and she didn't let Zheng Xianlun say it, because she didn't want me to get involved." Ximen Jingxuan Road.
Regardless, he was thinking about a woman in the body of a mother.
"That's what I thought too." Lin Xin'er nodded, "Zheng Xianlun said clearly, if the concubine doesn't want you to avenge her, she doesn't want you to be responsible for her death if you don't get her love, she doesn't want you to meddle in her affairs, presumably hoping that her death will end everything." ”
"Can I get rid of it without medling? Is it true that everything will end when she dies? It's clear that the same conspiracy from years ago is starting to revolve around me again. Ximen Jingxuan said.
If Jiang Ziyin is a point that connects all the old things, then now that point is starting to be lifted out again, gradually magnified.