Chapter 574 Dream and Reality
"Hey, what's 'again', this is the first time I've eaten your stuff, okay? Have you ever given me any delicious snacks before? As he spoke, Si Jing took another piece of snack and put it in his mouth.
"What!" Qin Liusu was incredible, and he became angry in an instant. The snacks that I had prepared to give to An Wenzhao before, were obviously eaten by Si Jing.
He's so comfortable with paying his bills now. was so angry that Qin Liusu recaptured the food box in Si Jing's hand.
"I'm telling you, it's not that it's impossible to give you a snack, but that you still say you haven't eaten it. I'm so! ”
Qin Liusu was really angry, so he didn't care what Si Jing's reaction was, and left directly.
This snack was going to be given to his brother An Wenzhao, how could he go back and be eaten by Si Jing.
However, where is An Wenzhao? When Qin Liusu walked to An Wenzhao's residence, it was already empty.
Brother An Wenzhao is obviously gone, why did she come to deliver snacks again.
A sharp pain pierced Qin Liusu's heart. The pain made it so painful that she couldn't breathe for a moment.
It's just that when he looked back, Si Jing was still standing there, and said to Qin Liusu with a smile:
"Anqin Liusu, such a delicious thing, your brother should have eaten a lot, I can be regarded as your old acquaintance, I haven't eaten these things either, now give me two bites, your brother shouldn't be at a loss."
"Anqin Liusu, if no one eats the dim sum you made in the future, make it for me to eat, I like the dim sum you make."
That sentence, that moment, the fallen leaves of a tree were scattered. The tree turned into a dead branch in an instant. Si Jing stood in front of Qin Liusu and talked to her about the tree not far away.
"If you want to be happy, it's not easy. Look at the tree. ”
Listening to Dugu Yi's words, Qin Liusu followed the direction he pointed and looked at the tree not far away.
"What's wrong with that tree?"
"Look at that tree, it's different from other trees."
"The trees all look the same, what's the difference?" Qin Liusu took a closer look and didn't notice any difference.
"What kind of eyes do you have? If you look closely, you can see if the tree has broken several branches, and whether it looks much withered compared to other trees. ”
"I think so. Compared to the trees next to it, there were only a few stumps left of the tree. ”
"Isn't that right? You see that tree is broken like that, and it is still very strong to live in those trees. And so it is not the case with people. Why not have a good time like this? Speaking of these words, Dugu Yi suddenly became serious.
Standing beside Qin Liusu, looking at the tree not far from the garden with her, before she knew it, the two of them had come together.
"This tree may not survive this winter, and those of us who are much luckier than it should also be stronger than it."
Hearing these words, Qin Liusu was silent again.
Si Jing's words still make sense like that.
"Anqin Liusu, I know, you must be stronger than that tree." Even if all the green leaves are shaken off, even if the stumps are broken, even if only a pair of immobile torsos remain.
You will definitely survive the winter and usher in spring.
Re-draw the branches and spread the leaves, and the flowers are undefeated.
It's all a dream. I knew it was a dream, but I didn't want to wake up.
A drop of water dropped on Qin Liusu's cheek. Her entire face was wet. She didn't feel anything, and now it was more like a silent cry.
Si Jing, who the hell are you? Why do you always appear in my life by such coincidence? What are you here for.
"I'm here for you. Anthine Liulin. ”
Qin Liusu woke up in his dream for the first time. The scene where I met Si Jing for the first time, the scene where I met Si Jing for the second time, and the scene where I met him for the third and fourth time.
One by one, they all came to mind.
"But we can only be friends." Qin Liusu said the same thing to the Si Jing in the dream as in reality, the same answer.
What kind of response will he have in his dream?
"Why can they only be friends?"
"Because, I don't want you to be the second An Wenzhao." Qin Liusu is Concubine Yun, and Concubine Yun is her only identity now.
Except for Duguyi, it is impossible for her to cross paths with any man again.
"Then I'd rather be the second An Wenzhao."
"No!"
Si Jing disappeared after saying this.
This was Qin Liusu's first dream to wake up in a dream. Whether it's Si Jing, or Bilian, or Xiaoyun. And Master Narcissus, all the people, everything is so lifelike.
This is also Qin Liusu's first dream that he does not want to wake up in reality. Because everything in the dream can be done as you like.
Like a myth, it keeps switching.
"Tian'er, come, come to Daddy." Qin Liusu turned around suddenly, it was the young man again, and it was the lively and lovely little girl again.
"Daddy!" The little girl ran to the young man with joy.
The same scenario came up again.
The young man took the little girl high in his arms again and asked her about her brother. It's still the dirty hands of a little girl with mud.
It's still the slight stubble on the young man's face.
Still discussing her brother with the little girl. The little girl wins or loses a game with her brother, and the brother wants to buy her candy.
Qin Liusu remembers all the scenes clearly. There was also that young man, Qin Liusu felt very familiar when he saw him, but he couldn't remember who he was.
Until Qin Liusu discovered something different. That little girl is called Tian'er.
Tian'er is the nickname of An Wenzhao's sister. The name An Tian, Qin Liusu has always remembered. An Tian died of illness when he was a child.
Later, An Qin Liusu, became An Wenzhao's second sister.
And that young man is her father, Ahn Wenxun.
Ahn Moon-hoon looked really good when he was young. It was only in his dreams that Qin Liusu had the opportunity to see his father's appearance.
So that little girl can't be her former self.
An Tian died of illness, and she An Qin Liusu was just a vagabond with amnesia. So what she dreamed of was not her real family.
And the brother in Tian'er's mouth should be An Wenzhao when he was young. No wonder he misses his own sister like that.
It turned out that An Wenzhao had loved his sister very much since he was a child. It is her greatest luck to meet an brother like An Wenzhao in this life.
What also appeared in front of Qin Liusu's eyes again was the nightmare that had been repeated countless times. That sea of blood, a pile of corpses lying in a pool of blood.
An unknown little boy.
There were also two little girls covered in blood. Who will they be, Qin Liusu wants to know more. Especially when she was soberly looking at everything in her dreams.
She now believes that all dreams cannot be without a source.
It's just that no matter how awake she is, everything in her dreams is something she can't control.
Qin Liusu wanted to know if the little boy in the dream could be An Wenzhao. Where the hell is that sea of blood full of corpses?
What other two little girls, one is An Tian, and the other will be who it will be, will it be Qin Liusu himself?
Could it be that they have intersected since childhood?
The dream of nothingness is getting closer and closer to reality by now. The real story is getting more and more exciting. What is the truth, Qin Liusu is becoming more and more curious.
The dream changed again.
Under the Qionghua tree is another little girl, and another young man is accompanying the little girl to watch the Qionghua in the middle of spring.
With the breeze, the petals of the qionghua slowly fall.
The little girl picked up a snow-white petal on the ground. He plucked the blue-white petals from the tree.
"Dad, why do the petals of Qionghua fall to the ground after they turn white?"
"Because it has grown up, it wants to find its own pure land."
"Can it never grow, can it never be like it was in a tree, without flying into the dirt?"
The little girl, in her childish voice, asked her father such a simple and profound question.
The young man smiled back at the little girl and said, "Of course." ”
"Really, Daddy?" When the little girl heard this, she was immediately happy: "Then I will tie that one like this bunch of qionghua on the tree, and I will never have to fly into the dirt." ”
Falling red is not a ruthless thing, turning into spring mud is more protective of flowers.
"Daughter, Daddy also hopes that you can always be as brilliant as this branch of Qionghua. But if one day you fly away from the branches, you must choose the best pure land. ”
The young man's words had a deep meaning. The little girl either understood it or didn't.
But she stooped down and took all the Joan petals from the ground into the soil under the tree.
"Daddy, this piece of land ripened by Qionghua is very clean."
Who could this little girl be, could this be the real Qin Liusu. Qin Liusu didn't know.
In addition, she wanted to know if the little girl's wish had come true. Whether it has become an eternal bouquet of Qionghua on the branches, or as her father said, she has found the pure land that belongs to her.
Qin Liusu didn't see the answer.
"As much Pure Land as you want, I will give you as much Pure Land as you want." A familiar voice suddenly rang in my ears again.
The little girl was gone, and the young man was gone.
The beautiful number of Qionghua is gone. All that remained was the familiar voice.
"Who are you? Who's talking? Qin Liusu searched around, but he couldn't find the source of this sound.
"Who the hell are you? Can you tell me who you are? ”
"It doesn't matter who I am. The important thing is that I am the person in your heart. ”
"This voice is familiar, who are you?" This voice was very familiar, but Qin Liusu just couldn't be sure who it was. This is obviously the voice of Dulone Wing.
But Qin Liusu felt that it was more like Si Jing's voice.
"You're the mirror, you're the mirror, aren't you?"
"You're out! What the hell is going on here. ”
The voice is gone, everything is gone. A drop of moist water dripped onto Qin Liusu's face again, and her entire face was wet with tears.
The moment he opened his eyes, Qin Liusu had already returned to reality from his dream. She was sober.
The lights in the house are on. In addition, Si Jing was also there, and he was sitting next to Qin Liusu's bed. Qin Liusu's moist face was full of traces of crying.
She went through everything in her dreams soberly, but she was unaware of the process of her crying coming true.
Looking at the mirror in front of him now, Qin Liusu didn't know what to say. In her heart, she actually had the answer for a long time.
The dream was so long, so long that she couldn't tell the difference between dream and reality. But it was very short, so short that when she woke up, the sky was still dark.
"You're having nightmares." Si Jing looked at Qin Liusu in front of him, and his face was unwavering.
"I'm not having a nightmare."
"Then why are you crying?"
"I ......" Why Qin Liusu cried, she didn't know.
Except for the dreams that made her unpredictable. There is also a sentence that impresses her: I don't want you to be the second An Wenzhao.
An Wenzhao and Qin Liusu's heart was forever frozen.
Winter goes to spring, and in the blink of an eye, An Wenzhao has been away from her for several months. Because there is no An Wenzhao, her first New Year in the palace is as if she never had one.
"When you're dreaming, you're always shouting someone's name." Si Jing said to Qin Liusu again.
"Whose name." Qin Liusu looked at Si Jing: "Si Jing, you tell me whose name I have been shouting." ”
Si Jing didn't speak again, only sat close to Qin Liusu and gave her a hug.