Chapter 754 Each has its own considerations
It is precisely because there is such a person who does not ask for anything, he does not pursue anything, but he has been thinking about you and paying for you, so he has been loved by him for 20 years, in fact, when he first saw Pei Ran, he had an inexplicable good impression of him, and it was also because he felt that Pei Ran was very much like her, and he loved Zhuo Lang with all his heart, and he had no two hearts.
Yan Wenyuan is indeed not wrong in looking at people, Pei Ran is indeed very kind, which is also the reason why Yan Wenyuan poked the two of them at the beginning, in fact, he also has selfishness in his heart, hoping to see Pei Ran and Yan Zhuolang get married to make up for the defects in his heart.
It is impossible for a person like Yan Wenyuan to marry Chen Wan, firstly, he doesn't want the Yan family to have a statement, and secondly, he can't give up his career.
In fact, to put it more bluntly, although he loves Chen Wan, he will not treat Chen Wan like Yan Zhuolang did to Pei Ran, and even more, it can be said that he is selfish.
Chen Wan was standing at the door, her eyes were red, she was holding a handkerchief and staring at him, looking very worried, Yan Wenyuan saw her appearance, as if he thought of when he took care of Ying Xi in the hospital.
Seeing her so fragile, there was a lot of distress in his heart, and even his tone of voice became a lot softer, and he said softly, "Come and sit, when did you come back?" ”
Chen Wan sat next to the chair, held his hand, looked like she needed him very much, and said in a soft voice, "Just come back." ”
He said, "If you don't come back and don't find a place to rest, what are you doing here, aren't you not well?" ”
He didn't have to think about it, he was sure that she would come to him as soon as she got off the plane, he knew how deeply Chen Wan depended on him, if it wasn't for such a strong love, how could she endure humiliation and burden for more than 20 years, just to be by her side and give birth to her own children.
In fact, sometimes he is also tormented, on the one hand, he has to think about the dead Ying Xi, on the other hand, it is her, and on the other hand, there are all kinds of responsibilities of the Yan family.
Although Ying Xi died, he still had some weight in his heart, but thanks to the debt, she didn't know, but she worked hard for the woman in front of her, who had been by her side for so long, but she was always nameless.
Because of these things he did, Chen Mingzhe did not have a good impression of his father, when he was a child, he was ignorant and would be close to himself, but the more he grew up, the more he understood the reason, he didn't even want to see him.
Because he only has such a son, Yan Wenyuan still wants to give him the best, even if he can't follow his surname Yan, he also wants to give him what he can.
Just like foreign companies, he has always been a shareholder, and over the years, his talent in business has not been less than that of Zhuo Lang, which is something that makes him feel gratified.
Chen Wan didn't want to think about what he was thinking now, and said in a soft voice, "Is your health better, I've always been worried about you abroad, but I can't ......"
The worry in her eyes could be seen, Yan Wenyuan was very satisfied, and reached out to touch her hand, "It's okay, I was just overworked last time, and now it's a lot better, you don't have to be afraid, my foundation has been very good all these years, and I will be discharged from the hospital in a few days." ”
Hearing this, she pouted, "If you were twenty years younger, I would believe that you are in good health, but now you are over half a hundred years old and still so strong, do you know how worried I am about you, in case you have an accident, what should Mingzhe do, he is still young, and many things are ......"
As soon as she said that, a pair of beautiful eyes were flushed red, and the hearts of those who saw it were broken, although she was also older now, not as good as in previous years, but she had been by his side for so many years, and she certainly knew better than anyone that when to do something that could make him feel guilty.
Sure enough, Yan Wenyuan saw her like this, and said in a very comforting voice, "Okay, okay, I'm really fine, look at what you said, why don't you look like I'm dying, am I lying here here?" ”
As soon as he said it, Chen Wan immediately took his hand and said, "Don't talk nonsense, what's wrong, I still want you to accompany me, accompany Mingzhe, if you die, I won't be able to live, do you know, these days, I can't even sleep well every day, my mind is full of you." ”
Hearing this, the corners of Yan Wenyuan's lips hooked, "Okay, okay, don't cry when you see it now, if you cry, your eyes will really be broken, and you won't be beautiful then." ”
She sniffed, "Isn't it because I'm scared and worried, you said that if it were a different person, I would be so worried?" ”
"Okay, okay, I know you're worried about me, I know that." Yan Wenyuan held her hand, and the two of them intersected with their fingers.
She exclaimed, "I'll go get you something to eat." ”
Yan Wenyuan didn't say anything, she boiled water for him and peeled fruit by the way, seeing her busy appearance, Yan Wenyuan felt very happy, and he said after a while, "Did you come back by yourself this time, or did Mingzhe come back with you?" ”
Her voice was very soft, no matter what she said, it made people unable to get angry, and she said loudly, "Mingzhe has something to do abroad, so I will fly back alone." ”
Yan Wenyuan said, "It's so far, you're flying alone, what if something happens?" You don't know how to give me a call. ”
She sat next to him, the hand that peeled the orange paused, a pair of eyes cautiously met his gaze, and said in a very soft voice, "I also want to call you, but I'm afraid of disturbing you, when I was abroad, my appearance had too much impact on your younger siblings, I don't want your family to be at odds, I am in the United States every day to inquire about your news, I heard that you have been in good health recently, I dare to return to China." ”
Her eyes were red, "I know that the affairs of your Yan family are very complicated, I will not appear in front of them, nor will I disturb the peace of your family, Wen Yuan, I don't ask for anything else in my life, just to be able to be by your side with peace of mind, I really don't have anything to ask for." ”
Yan Wenyuan is not afraid that she will disturb him, over the years, in fact, when he saw her so cautious and dodged all the way, he was very distressed, but he still didn't dare to marry home, and sometimes he lost to Zhuo Lang, and he didn't dare to make such a big bet on her, because he was afraid of having nothing and the company......
Thinking of all this, he didn't want to mention this topic, and said loudly, "By the way, where do you live now after you come back, the old mansion?" ”
She said, "The old mansion has been transferred out by Mingzhe, and now I live in the hotel." ”
He said, "Is there anything wrong with that?" Otherwise, I'll find someone to arrange a house for you, and you can live in it first. ”
She said in a soft voice, "It's nothing, I'm very familiar with City C, but I've lived here for twenty years, even if I've been away from my hometown for so long, I can't remember the place." ”
Hearing her say that, he suddenly realized that she seemed to have only left the country after Ying Xi's death, and everything was because of herself, if it wasn't for herself, where would she be leaving her hometown for almost twenty years.
She thought for a moment, "Wen Yuan, I don't plan to leave when I come back this time." ”
Hearing this, Yan Wenyuan raised his eyebrows and said in confusion, "Isn't it good to live abroad, your circle of friends are all abroad." ”
Hearing this, a faint smile hung on the corner of her mouth, "Actually, when I went abroad with you before, it was nothing more than because of Mingzhe, and it was a special period at that time, and my father also needed medical conditions abroad." ”
"But my parents have passed away now, and I also want to visit them often in China, even if it is good to talk in front of their graves, Mingzhe is no longer a child, he has the ability to handle his affairs, although I am so worried every time, but I know that he will take care of himself better than me, so I think it's time for Ye Luo to return to his roots, abroad, after all, is not the place where I was born and raised."
Hearing her say this, Yan Wenyuan's heart felt heavy inexplicably, and he said loudly, "Wanwan, it's really hard for you all these years, you and I have been together for so many years, but what ...... in the end?"
Hearing this, the corners of her mouth hooked up a helpless smile, and she sat next to him, "Emotional things, originally came first and came first, who made me fall in love with you desperately, and I didn't care that there are so many responsibilities behind you, I never blamed you for anything, you can be with me for so long, I already feel very happy." ”
Yan Wenyuan didn't know how to do it in this life, he lost Ying Xi, but he still had her by his side.
Although she is not the favorite of his life, having her company has indeed made his life a lot of relief.
He said loudly, "Don't worry, Mingzhe is very competitive, even if I can't give you a lot of things, I can give them all to him, he is my son, I won't let you suffer, Zhuo Lang should have what he should have." ”
Talking about Chen Mingzhe, she always has a smile and pride on her face, the proudest thing in her life is that she has such a son, who is extremely excellent in all aspects, and has been different since he was a child, as if he was carved out of the same mold as Yan Wenyuan, she said with a smile, "I have always been a child of the Yan family, of course I am excellent." ”
When she knew that she was pregnant, she was very happy, because Ying Xi only had one daughter, and if she gave birth to a son, her status would definitely be different, but she didn't expect that she was really approved by her, and within a few months of Ying Xi's death, she really gave birth to a son, and her appearance was almost the same as Yan Wenyuan.
Of course, she understands that as long as she gives birth to a son, even if Yan Wenyuan loves his biological daughter, but his mind must be at least more than half of her, even if that woman is her favorite, even if Yang Qian does everything to stop her, over the years, she is also half Mrs. Yan, but she has no name.
In fact, thinking of his son, Yan Wenyuan's expression was also a lot gentler, after Ying Xi's death, he was really sad, but when he saw his son, he actually felt in a trance that his eyebrows and eyes still had a bit of Ying Xi's appearance, although he couldn't take him back to Yan's house, but over the years, he gave him more love than Zhuo Lang and Sihan.
Yan Wenyuan said, "Mingzhe can have today, it's not because you teach well as a mother, don't you know, the shareholders on the branch side all praise him, saying that he is similar to me." ”
The two of them talked about the child, and her smile was even more, "Mingzhe is more like you than me, in fact, I really don't have any other ideas as a mother, I just hope that our family of three can be safe and sound, glory and wealth, but it's just a passing cloud." ”