Chapter 20: He is strong and calm
She irritated and grabbed my hair again and slammed it against the wall: "You wild seed, wild seed..."
I felt a huge impact on my head, my heart was sinking a little bit, and I was shocked and didn't know how to resist!
Bai Dazhu rushed in from the outside and tore her away, she cried and pulled Dazhu and said, "Why are you calling her back!" What kind of iniquity has our family made..."
The house was a mess, she cried and made a fuss, and in the chaos I ran out of the house, and the sky was dark and pressed down, reflecting the mountains like ghosts!
I kept running with one foot deep and one foot shallow, my head was full of those broken fragments, my mother was singing and coaxing him by the fire with a big pillar in her arms, and I was shivering against the door panel alone; She gave the meat balls to Dazhu, and only gave me a steamed bun; During the Chinese New Year, Dazhu had new clothes to wear, and I... Only patched clothing can be worn!!
I always thought that she just liked her son a little more, after all, there was a bit of patriarchy in the village, but I never thought that it was all because I was not her biological at all!
The tears were blown away by the wind, I don't know how long I ran, and the bright light of a car light in the distance shone on my body, and the car braked urgently!
I recognized the car, and Li Ziluo saw me and got out of the car and walked towards me: "What's the matter?" ”
I looked at him sadly, facing the night, his clear eyes reflected a little anxious, and my voice was weak and slowly opened my mouth with a cry: "My mother said... I'm not her own! ”
He was not surprised, his eyes seemed to be relieved, and then he took off his coat and draped it over me, grabbed my wrists, pressed me into the car, and said in a deep tone: "What if you are not your own!" ”
I sat in the co-pilot, he propped his hands on the roof of the car, his body blocked the wind by the door and looked down at me, looking at his calm eyes, I suddenly cried: "I started doing laundry when I was five years old, and after I was seven years old, I helped my mother go to the field, and my father went to the town to sell grain that year!" I had chickenpox, my mom locked me in my room, she scolded me for being useless, saying I was going to cause trouble at home! If it weren't for my life! I won't live to this day!
Dazhu can do nothing, but I only have to do more! I thought so! She'll love me! I really thought... It's all my fault..."
The corners of Li Ziluo's mouth were glowing with a cold arc: "Why do you cater to others?" If you're strong enough! Everyone will come to cater to you! ”
The death of my father, and the cruelty that my mother told me personally, completely broke my emotions, and I looked up to meet his gaze: "I'm not strong enough!" I just can't be as strong as you! I can't! For 22 years, I thought that woman was my mother!! ”
He evoked a ghostly smile, "Really? Suddenly he bent down and approached me, and the distance between me and him suddenly narrowed, and his dark eyes were right in front of my eyes, and I suffered a huge shock in my heart!
He said coldly, "You're not strong enough? If you take out the ruthlessness that forced Liu Xiao away back then, you will be stronger than anyone else! ”
The air between me and him suddenly stopped! He looked at me fixedly, straightened up for a long time, and the twilight became his setting, and he swept me condescendingly: "Now! Wipe your grimace clean for me! Come back with me! Whoever dares to slap you in the face again, you slap me back! ”
With that, he slammed the door shut, and walked to the cab, shivering with cold, until the car stopped in front of the door again!
Li Ziluo's voice said without the slightest emotion: "Get out of the car!" ”