I don't know why, but I always feel like something isn't quite right today

It's not that I have any bad premonitions that some danger is coming, but that I always unconsciously do some subconscious behavior today, like now.

"Hey, I have something to do here, I'll talk to you when I get home!"

I looked at the plastic bag I was holding in my hand and was slightly dazed, and the woman in front of me quickly hung up the phone and put it back in her pocket, and then reached out to take the plastic bag I was dragging.

She is an aunt in our community, and she is quite familiar with my mother, and she looks like she has just returned from the morning market, and the plastic bag contains the pears she bought.

"Mo Li, thank you so much." The aunt held the bag of pears directly in her arms, making sure that the pears in the bag would not fall out, "I just said that this bag is not strong, let the pear seller put an extra bag on me, and he won't give it to him!" Thanks to your quick reaction, otherwise my newly bought pear would have fallen to the ground. ”

Auntie's voice brought me back to my senses, and I shook my head slightly, "Ah nothing, it should be." Then I'll go first, goodbye Auntie. ”

After saying goodbye to my aunt, I continued to walk outside the community, subconsciously looking at my right hand, and it was not because I had a quick reaction that I had just grabbed the bag

I thought about the situation and frowned. Originally, I was still some distance away from my aunt, but at that time, I subconsciously strode closer to her and grabbed the bag as soon as it broke. It happened very quickly, about a second, until I grabbed the bag and I realized what I had done.

It's weird, it's weird. I'm sure the reason I was able to grab the bag was definitely not because I had a nervous back, because I remember very well that the bag broke after I reached out. The broken position was originally held in my aunt's hand, and I didn't stretch out my hand first because I saw that the bag was about to break.

Those movements were made naturally by my body, not consciously by me after thinking about it. It's as if the previous action of approaching and grabbing the bag was not controlled by me, but someone else controlled my body.

This sensation chilled my spine, and even my breathing was slightly short, and I lowered my head slightly and raised my right hand, so that my right hand clenched into a fist in front of my eyes. However, making sure my body was still under my control didn't make me feel any better, and I still thought it was weird.

Actually, since I got up today, I felt very weird. Whether it's getting my phone, getting dressed, washing or putting on my shoes, it seems that I don't need to think about everything, and my body does everything naturally.

To explain this feeling another way, it is that my consciousness and my movements are separated, and they no longer follow the original order in which they were generated, but are confused.

Under normal circumstances, if we want to do something, it must be the consciousness in the brain that first generates the consciousness to do it, and then the brain analyzes the specific actions required for this consciousness, and then sends commands to the body to perform these specific actions. And after the body receives the command, it makes these specific actions, and one thing is considered to be completed.

It's just that the process of converting consciousness into action proceeds very quickly, and the time required is extremely short, even so short that we cannot clearly perceive it. Because we can't perceive it explicitly, we don't realize the existence of this time of transformation in our daily lives. In our senses, consciousness and action are present and done at the same time.

Today, however, I suddenly felt that the time difference was wrong, and that was the most wrong part.

I was running forward on the park path, not very tired, and my breathing was fairly steady, and I felt my movements carefully, only to find that the feeling was gone.

The feeling was especially strong when I first woke up, then quickly disappeared, reappeared when I grabbed the broken bag, and now it's gone.

After five laps, I stopped and took a few deep breaths. I knew very well that it wasn't an illusion, or that I had suddenly become sensitive enough to feel that short period of time. Because I clearly felt that it was a spontaneous action of my body when I was unconscious, and I was not aware of my action until after that action was made.

I couldn't figure out what was going on, so I put it aside for the time being, took out my phone to check the time, and walked out of the park.

There was still a long, long queue in front of the breakfast stall today, and I stood at the end of the line thinking about what to buy for a while. As I was thinking about it, I felt it again, and I suddenly took a big step forward, and when I looked at the back of the grandfather who was close at hand, I realized that my body had just taken a step forward.

"Humph!"

A cold snort came, and I turned my head a little confused, and found a short, fat aunt very close to me. She glared at me fiercely, retracted her half-outstretched foot, and stumbled towards the end of the row.

I understand the reason for that step – to stop her from cutting in line.

I frowned with a headache, I hadn't noticed the aunt's intention to cut in line at all, and my body moved automatically to stop her. The feeling had just popped up and then quickly disappeared, and now I don't feel anything anymore.

After buying breakfast, on the way home, I was still thinking about the strange feeling, but I still had no clue.

Back in the neighborhood, a stranger walked briskly towards me. This is a very tall man with a good figure. He shouldn't be from our community, I haven't met him before. But the strange thing is that I have an inexplicable sense of familiarity when I look at him, as if he is an old man, as if we see each other often, as if I know his name very well, but his name is

At this time, the man had already walked straight in front of me, his brows were slightly furrowed, and he said, "Hello, Mo Li, I'm Lu Haisheng." ”

"Lu Haisheng" I subconsciously murmured, this name is very familiar, I seem to have heard it many, many times. The moment I heard the name, I couldn't help but feel a sense of confirmation, as if a voice was saying to me - yes, that's right, he was Lu Haisheng.

"Listen, I'm going to tell you something, we've known each other for a long time, but in your memory, today is indeed the first time we met." The man named Lu Haisheng continued to speak to me, his words sounding incredible, illogical, and even like a fantasy, but in my heart I felt that he was telling the truth, "We are trapped in a time reset, and we have been living the same day, whether it was yesterday, today, or tomorrow, it was July 21, 2005. ”

Time resets I frowned fiercely as I listened to the man's words, raised my hand to stroke my forehead and squinted slightly. My intellect and logical mind told me that what this man said was impossible, but I could not bear the idea of denying him and arguing against him, and I could not help but think about what was happening today and that strange feeling according to the time he said.

Someone here must be crazy. Either he is saying this crazy thing, or I am trying to believe this crazy thing.

Or maybe we're both crazy.

"Do you have any proof?" After I cleared my mind a little, I looked up at Lu Haisheng, "Since you said that it was a time reset, then you shouldn't be looking for me for the first time, right?" How did you make me believe in you before? ”

Lu Haisheng squinted, the expression on his face did not change, and he didn't seem surprised or embarrassed by my question. Maybe I've asked him this question many times.

"Your original arrangement today was to go to the book city in the morning to finish reading the suspense book that I hadn't finished reading before. So now answer me a question, who is the real murderer in that book. ”

What is the problem? I pursed my lips and looked at Lu Haisheng with some suspicion, "You said that I haven't finished reading that book, how do I know who the murderer is?" ”

"You know, as long as you think about it, who the murderer is." Lu Haisheng said calmly, looking at me with seriousness in his eyes.

I felt a little irritated and wanted to turn away, but there seemed to be another voice in my heart trying to persuade me to do what he said. I took a deep breath to calm myself down a bit, and after calming down, I thought back to what I had seen earlier.

The murderer has only read half of the story, how can he find the murderer? I frowned, thinking about the characters, and finally looked at Lu Haisheng and said with some hesitation.

"The murderer is the teacher?"

The corners of Lu Haisheng's mouth hooked slightly, revealing a smile of unknown meaning. I was wondering what he was laughing at, when I heard him say, "Yes, that's right, it's the teacher." ”

It was that teacher, well, I guessed it, and then what?

I watched him and waited for him to continue, but he didn't say anything more.

"So what?" Seeing that he looked like an old god was there, I asked, "I guessed the murderer, what does this mean?" ”

"I don't know what that means." Lu Haisheng's answer made me feel as if he was playing tricks on me, and just as I turned around and was about to leave, I heard him continue, "But this is the question you asked me to ask. ”

I paused in my footsteps and looked back at him in surprise, "What?" What did I ask you to ask? ”

"Yes." He nodded, his expression still calm, "In the previous 'today', you asked me to ask you this question and say you'll understand. ”

Got it? Understand what? Isn't it just that you guessed the murderer correctly, can it still represent something and so on! Guessed the murderer correctly?

It dawned on me what this question really meant.