Chinese I hung up the phone, and I looked at the scenery passing by outside the car window, no matter how beautiful the scenery outside, I could only look at it, and I could never touch it.

I don't feel good in my heart, Tang Man is still at the Shumen headquarters, she is waiting for me, and after I go back, she will leave, I sighed.

It was close to twelve o'clock in the evening when I took the train around, and I arrived at the door of the headquarters of the operation gate, and slowly walked in, the headquarters of the operation gate was very quiet as before, I walked inside, passed through the room, passed through the cave, and finally came out of the cave, and saw the soft light in the wooden house, with a trace of warmth.

I walked in, and I saw the window, Tang Man was sitting quietly, she had a book on her lap, she looked down calmly, very quiet, this is what I think of her.

Feeling like I was coming in, she looked up and came out with a hint of a smile. She closed the book, then stood up and walked over,

"I'm back."

"Well, I'm back." I nodded in my heart with a complicated head. I don't know when she got used to asking me that, and I'm used to her asking me that.

"It's about the same time as I calculated, sit down, I made a lot of dishes, and it's still hot." Tang Man said and walked over slowly, and then sat down.

I saw that there were a lot of dishes on the table, seven or eight, and soup, which was not so fragrant, but I could see that they were all carefully made, and I could feel this intention at a glance.

Maybe she was preparing this meal since I called, I could tell.

There was a bottle of wine where she was sitting, and a bottle of wine was there where I was sitting. She's going to get drunk with me.

I walked over and sat down, she opened the wine next to her, a smell of wine came out, smelled the taste, the wine was very mellow, not spicy, she knew that I had a bad amount of alcohol, so she chose this wine.

And I saw that she didn't move, Tang Man was stunned, and said,

"Look at what? It's started, I'm hungry......" I hummed, opened the wine, poured myself a glass, she reached for the glass, I clinked glasses with her, and they all drank it all, as if it felt like the wine was out of alcohol, I don't know why.

I didn't talk to her and started to eat the vegetables, and she whispered to me how I was doing? I said fine, and she smiled.

Recently, I have been imagining what I should say when the day comes, sentence by sentence, and even I have rehearsed the order of speaking, but on this day, I am speechless, my head is empty, I have no taste for food, and I have no taste for drinking.

I don't know how to describe how I feel at the moment, it's just uncomfortable. I wanted to open my mouth and tell her that it was okay to stay, but I was afraid of her...... I drank four or five glasses with Donman in a row, and the first time I drank, I didn't feel it, and she didn't seem to have it, but a blush appeared on her face.

She began to speak,

"When I first started to establish the sect, I wanted to make a lot of money, and then I did it quickly, but then my goal changed, I wanted to build my own power, my own empire, so I began to recruit all kinds of talents to come to my sect, at that time the idea was to be the first in the yang world, but then the idea changed, and I found that I was so naïve at that time, what about being the first in the yang world? I can never change something, and I'm starting to get to know a new version of myself......" she said, and she took a sip of wine, which made her face flush even more.

", so I stopped managing the affairs of the sect at that time, and wanted to find someone to help me manage it, until I accidentally got one of Liu Bowen's thirteen letters of the Dharma Book at that time, and I began to pay attention to you......" She said and looked at me.

I was stunned,

"So when I first met you, you actually knew that I was Li Tian?"

"Yes." Tang Man nodded, and then she showed a smile,

"When we first met at that time, I felt that you were too jerky, and that kind of trick wanted to lie to me?" She said this, I couldn't help but chuckle after recalling, at that time, for the first time, Tang Man's boat was broken, she got on Zhang Qiang's boat, and then Zou Tianzhan went to talk to her, and was choked back, she asked about where Li Tian was, I opened my eyes and said nonsense I didn't know, and now I think about it It's embarrassing.

"So I thought about it for a long time and decided to give you a chance to go to you, but then I caught the rat spirit, and then I clashed with Xiaoya and Aunt Gray Muyue, which I didn't expect...... Fortunately, you took the initiative to find me later, I thought you wanted to take the initiative to seize this opportunity, but I was wrong......" She continued with a trace of memory on her face,

"I didn't expect me to be wrong, you are not interested in the position of this elder, but you have a special liking for money, and you can have a lot of money as an elder, but you actually don't do it, I don't understand you very well at that time...... Fortunately, I've been mentioning this to you, maybe you've been brainwashed by me, hehe...... Okay, it should be me begging you, so you finally took the initiative to agree, I'm quite happy,......" It's rare to see her laugh when she speaks, and seeing her smile, I also temporarily put aside the pain in my heart.

"It turns out that you have a talent in this area, and you are very high, every time you come back, I watch you keep talking about things at work, and every time you talk passionately, the store loses, you will find a way, at that time you will speak quietly, the store will make money, you will be happy, of course the voice will be louder...... Since then, I've been listening to you......" Tang Man said, she filled her glass, and I naturally filled it too, clinking glasses with her, and I drank it all with her.

Then I was embarrassed and subconsciously asked her what she meant by this, did she want me to speak?

She shook her head, paused, and continued, but the smile on her face slowly faded,

"I used to like to be alone in the room, I like to be quiet, people talk to me, I listen at most, it's over when others are finished, I can continue to do my own thing, I don't take the initiative to ask others to continue to say something, at that time it may be ...... According to your words, isn't it boring? She nodded to herself,

"Yes, it will be boring, but I got used to it at that time, because there was nothing to do, I lacked nothing, not at all, that's what I felt at the time, but one day, I suddenly encountered something...... Changed my mind......" she said, pausing and asking curiously what was going on.

She said,

"One of the things that disgusted me so much was that I suddenly felt like I had lived so long, like the walking dead, without myself...... That feeling, I can't describe, just want to leave......" Slowly, her tone calmed down.

I mumble the interface up,

"So you want to leave this place now, you don't have any pursuits, you feel that there is nothing left here, so you want to leave, right?" I heard what she meant, now that the Shumen is the number one sect in the Yang Realm, she has the greatest power, but Tang Man doesn't feel that these are the slightest temptation for her, so she wants to change places and look for things that she can pursue, is that so?

I felt that I was unusually bitter when I asked this, and there was nothing wrong with Tang Man's thoughts, she also needed something to interest her.

"Not really." Tang Man shook his head,

"It's not like that...... Don't talk about me like that......" she said as she picked up the bottle and poured herself a sip of her own wine, her face even redder, but a trace of sadness came over her eyes.

"I have no pursuits, no money, no power, no material things. That's what I was looking for, but that's not it anymore, I have a lot of it, but that's not why I'm leaving here, it's not ...... I don't want these things, not at all, but please don't say that about me......" She said with the sadness in her eyes even more intense, she continued to drink with the bottle, and soon she finished drinking one bottle of wine, she lowered her body, continued to take out a new bottle of wine, opened it and continued to drink.

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