138. Memories all return
I held my phone for a long time before I got up and left the room to go to the bathroom to call her, but she didn't answer but sent me a text message asking me to go back to Beijing to ask her, and I replied to her message: "What is the evidence?"
Guan Di'er didn't reply to my message.
I may have been able to guarantee Gu Tingsheng's loyalty to me before, but now that Ye Zhan happened and the child is not his, I think it may be normal for him to betray me.
Because I wasn't so clean in his heart, he didn't feel the need to be loyal to me.
and fidelity to marriage.
After all, it was Tao Yuwei who betrayed him first.
If what Guan Di'er said is true, I will leave Gu Tingsheng, I don't want to follow him so cheaply, if it continues like this, in the end, I will lose all my temper, condone Gu Tingsheng again and again, and lose myself.
And now I feel very uncomfortable that you are high and I am low, because I have no qualifications to be angry about anything Gu Tingsheng does.
In the final analysis, it was my bad mentality, it was because I was too compromised with Gu Tingsheng, and I even felt in my heart that even if he came out. I will forgive him, I will not make a fuss and I will not blame him.
But I'll always be inferior to him!
Gu Tingsheng and I are actually difficult to go back to the past, there is a big mountain between the two of us, a knot that can't be untied, we can't take this step in this life!
Two months ago, I did something wrong the moment Gu Tingsheng compromised and reunited with me, and at that time I shouldn't have coveted him and reunited with him, and then came to this point.
He said, "I don't forgive you."
Guan Di'er's text message made me recognize myself!
Whether it's true or not, it makes me recognize myself!
I left the bathroom and looked at the sleeping Gu Tingsheng, who turned over again and seemed to be very unstable and frightened.
As I approached, I heard him shout, "Mother." ”
Me: "......"
"Mother, it's not the son's fault."
“……”
Did Gu Tingsheng dream of something?!
I reached out and touched his cheek, and he grabbed my hand violently, and said in a sad tone, "It's not my son who is wrong first!" You asked me to put up with him again and again, but what did he do? ”
Gu Tingsheng's words made me suspicious.
Who is he referring to?!
Gu Tingsheng woke up from wine in the second half of the night, he turned over and hugged me, who was pretending to be asleep, and gently rubbed his lips against my cheek.
He didn't do anything else, just rubbed and then hugged me to sleep again until he got up before me the next morning.
I didn't sleep all night, Gu Tingsheng got up and went to the bathroom before I sat up and changed my clothes, I am not much older than Xi Sheng, I am still a very young girl, I naturally want to wear a beautiful skirt and wear beautiful makeup to go out.
As soon as he put on his lipstick and makeup, Gu Tingsheng came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, only a bath towel was wrapped around his waist, and his upper body was completely naked, full of men's hormones, which was very tempting.
I steadied my heart, and heard his gentle tone and asked, "It's still early, why don't you sleep a little longer?"
"Pack up early and go back to Beijing." I say.
Gu Tingsheng may have noticed the strangeness in my tone, he came over and rubbed my head, and asked with a smile, "Are you unhappy?"
I shook my head and rested my head on his waist and abdomen, explaining, "I'm not unhappy, I just want to go back to Beijing as soon as possible."
On the plane back to Beijing, Gu Tingsheng took good care of me, he asked me for a blanket and a glass of warm water, and then took the child from my arms and told him, "Drink some hot water and sleep for a while."
I said, "Thank you, Uncle Gu."
Gu Tingsheng glanced at me with strange eyes, but he didn't ask anything after all, but smiled: "Silly girl, what do you say thank you for?"
After returning to Beijing, I was going to see Guan Di'er as agreed, Gu Tingsheng was going to the company for an emergency meeting, he handed over the child to me and asked his assistant to send me back, and he did not forget to tell him: "Be careful on the way home to send Mrs. Gu, and call me when it's time."
The assistant cautiously agreed, "Yes." ”
Gu Tingsheng turned around and opened the car door for me, I sat in and looked up at him, he raised the corners of his lips and said, "Wait for me to go home."
I pursed my lips and stopped.
On the way home, I was very nervous, I was reluctant to make a decision, but I was reluctant to give up.
Gu Tingsheng and I have to have someone cut that hole.
When I got to the apartment, I fed the baby and put him to sleep, and then called my aunt and asked her to come and take care of the baby for me for a while.
Gu Tingsheng has a specially invited aunt to take care of the children.
After my aunt came over, I took the key to the sports car that Gu Tingsheng gave me and left, and when I was rummaging through the mobile phone in my satchel in the car, I was about to call Guan Di'er and saw Gu Tingsheng's mobile phone.
He left it in my bag and forgot to take it.
Evil was growing in my heart, and even though I knew it was wrong to go through his phone without permission, I still opened it.
Gu Tingsheng's mobile phone has a password, I don't know who he is guarding against, and I tried to enter a few numbers incorrectly.
I remember that he used to use this password, but has he changed it now? When I think of this, I think ...... I started to panic.
I tried to enter his birthday, the time of enlistment, my birthday, all of them were incorrect, and finally I entered a text message from an unfamiliar number, and this number was so familiar to me.
Guan Di'er!
She said, "Rong Yi, I'll wait for you at night."
I endured the trembling in my heart and got out of the car to go home, in fact, it didn't matter what the truth was or what Guan Di'er wanted to say.
The important thing is that Gu Tingsheng didn't forgive me.
I asked my aunt to go home and then waited for Gu Tingsheng at home, Gu Tingsheng didn't arrive home until ten o'clock in the evening, he opened the door and turned on the light in the bedroom, and saw me sitting on the bed, his face was shocked, and then he regained his composure and took off the suit on his body, and asked softly: "Why don't you sleep yet?"
I touched the sheets under my hand and asked, "Where are you going?"
"Just got out of the company." He undressed and went to bed and hugged me in his arms, I looked at him calmly, he noticed my strangeness, frowned and asked, "Are you thinking about something?"
Seriously, Gu Tingsheng knows me very well.
Naturally, I didn't receive a text message from Guan Di'er on his mobile phone, so I believe he just got out of the company.
"Gu Tingsheng, you didn't forgive me, did you?"
I asked very directly, Gu Tingsheng's expression was a little confused, and I said slowly and with difficulty: "Ye Zhan slept with me."
I looked straight at him, paused and said, "Ye Zhan is your half-brother, anyone can sleep with me, but he can't!" Gu Tingsheng, you have always complained about me in your heart, and you look down on me for saving Ye Zhan in that way. ”
Gu Tingsheng's face sank, and his gaze staring at me was very gloomy, "Why do you suddenly mention these?" Mrs. Gu should rest early. ”
He deliberately skipped the topic, and I turned my head to look at the sleeping child in the room, his father was Ye Zhan, who was as cold as a fighter, and not the pretending to be gentle man in front of him.
I suddenly asked, "Gu Tingsheng, have you slept with Guan Di'er?"
Hearing this, he looked calm and did not answer my question.
I smiled knowingly and said, "Is she serving well?"
Gu Tingsheng let go of me and stood on the side of the bed, he reached out and pulled his tie irritably, and asked in a cold tone, "Do you have to go through old accounts?"
I pursed my lips and smiled, "Did you sleep with her during the period when you were disowning me?" Actually, I can understand your psychology, because you feel that I betrayed you, so it is natural for you to betray me, and you can only find balance in your heart when you sleep with her. ”
Gu Tingsheng frowned and was silent.
I sighed and said, "Let's get a divorce."
"Divorce? If you encounter something now, opening your mouth and closing your mouth is a divorce, Tao Yuwei, I will let you go and then you go to Ye Zhan, right? ”
"Don't open your mouth and shut your mouth, it's Ye Zhan! Don't involve others in the contradiction between the two of us, you yourself understand, there is a dead knot between the two of us that can't be untied! ”
I hate that Gu Tingsheng is involved in Ye Zhan when he opens his mouth and closes his mouth, because I never thought about going to him after leaving him, and I never thought that I would have anything else to do with Ye Zhan!
"Huh!" Gu Tingsheng was cold, he took off his white shirt and threw it aside, and said irritably: "Tao Yuwei, do you know how the person you trust deeply designed you?"
I was stunned and asked, "You mean Ye Zhan?"
The moonlight outside the window sprinkled on Gu Tingsheng's body to form a halo, making him look extremely indifferent and handsome.
Gu Tingsheng silently picked up the suit on the ground, he took out an envelope and threw it in my arms, and said irritably: "See for yourself!"
I hung my head and looked at the envelope in my arms, always feeling that there was some shocking secret hidden, and I opened it with trembling hands.
Inside was a stack of photos, and I flipped through one photo after another with a stunned expression, when was this taken?
In the photo, I am small and terrible, and Ye Zhan is tall and terrible, he put one arm around my shoulder, and the other arm passed through my knee A princess hugged me tightly in her arms, and I was small and hugged his strong waist, my eyes were full of fear.
But with fear comes trust.
I always feel that he can protect my health for the rest of my life.
I guess I was only fifteen years old at the time, and I remember that I hadn't grown much at that time, and my development was relatively slow.
Many of them are intimate photos of me and Ye Zhan, I breathe in my heart and don't know how to vent, my heart hurts more and more, my head hurts more and more, and I cry when I turn over.
I couldn't hold back my tears, and I always felt like something important was flashing through my mind.
Yes, something very important.
I suddenly remembered a conversation-
"Brother Rong, don't you know me?"
“……”
The other party was silent.
I reached out and pulled his sleeve, shook his arm, and asked with a smile, "You really don't know me?" I'm your micro, I recognized you at a glance when I saw you, and I've been looking for you for many years...... Year after year...... Brother Rong, you really don't know me? ”
The cold voice asked, "Are you ...... Who? ”
"I'm Wei'er, are you amnesia? Yes, it should be amnesia, how could my brother Rong forget me? He said...... He said he would let me marry him when I grew up. ”
A hesitant voice said, "You admit your mistake...... people. ”
"That's right, you are Brother Rong."
My tone was firm, and I identified with him!
"Wei'er has a good memory, at least...... Recognize me, my family has grown up. He said in a melancholy voice, "It's a big girl, but what's the use?" I'm afraid of you...... I'm scared to death. ”
I'm afraid of you...... I'm scared to death.
What is Ye Zhan afraid of me?!
In the chaos of my mind, another conversation sounded, as if I had experienced it myself-
"Brother Rong, I like you! I like what you like so much! I beg you not to do that! Please, will you spare Wei'er? I don't want to forget you! I don't want to! I don't want to at all! ”
My tone felt sad and sad, with a desperate heart, did I cry? I must have cried, I cried and begged him, "Please, will you spare Wei'er?" Brother Rong, if you want me to forget you, you might as well kill me directly! Why do you want to do this! I forgot what if you fell in love with someone else? ”
He looked at me in silence and sorrow.
Did I hold his legs?!
Yes, the scene in my mind suddenly became clear, and I hugged his legs and choked up: "Don't do this to me! Brother Rong, Wei'er is just yours, don't treat me like this......"
"Wei'er, you will meet your own happiness." He squatted down, looking at me with moist eyes that had always been cold, I hugged his legs and begged him to give me a little mercy, but he reached out and rubbed my head gently, and said in a low and warm voice: "Brother Rong promises you, no matter what danger you encounter, I will appear in front of you as soon as possible, Wei'er...... Ye Zhan has never been a good match. ”
Ye Zhan has never been a good match!
……
This sentence rings in my ears like a spell!
All the things that used to come back, what Ye Zhan wanted to hide finally broke through the ground, I looked at Gu Tingsheng with teary eyes and was speechless for a while, his eyes stared at me for a long time and asked smartly: "Remember?"
How can I tell him that Ye Zhan is the first man in my life to fall in love with and willingly wait for many years and look for many years?!
I have been waiting for Ye Zhan for ten years to finally meet again in the United States!
Wait, what a vague word!
I love Ye Zhan, I love Ye Zhan very, very much, I love to the bone marrow, I love to the crazy, but he just erased my memory!
Suddenly, I hated Ye Zhan!
Hate that man who stands on the throne of God in the cold!
Hate him for dominating everything about me, hate him for never disregarding my wishes and make me lose my memory again and again.
I hate him so much, but I love him so much! The kind of love that hurts my heart and is engraved into the bone marrow is vivid!
I'm so scared, I'm so hateful!
I hate everything in this world!
I was out of breath with heartache, lying on the ground and breathing heavily, Gu Tingsheng saw me like this and asked, "Is it uncomfortable?"
It's uncomfortable, it's like it's dead!
I looked up at Gu Tingsheng fixedly, I used to like him so much that I even felt that he was my life.
Can you ever ......
I Tao Yuwei only have one heart!
That heart was hidden and hidden by Ye Zhan.
I cried bitterly and said, "I'm sorry, Uncle Gu."
"What? When you regain your memory, you feel that you love him, and you feel sorry for me? Tao Yuwei, you're right, both of us have knots in our hearts, I care about the past you were hidden by Ye Zhan, and I care about him being my half-brother! I can't...... open-minded, I can't send you to his side without regrets, and I can't let you go...... I'm just a fucking bitch. ”
"Uncle Gu, I'm sorry." I clutched my chest and said in grief, "What if I can't remember?" Ye Zhan has a psychological disorder, he will never be with me in his life! He's a psychopath, he's a complete lunatic, and I hate him to death! ”
"But you love him so much."
“……”
Gu Tingsheng's words pierced people's hearts!
I said sadly: "Uncle Gu, whether it is your heart or my heart, we are now wavering, you know, divorce is the best for us in this situation."
He said in a gloomy voice: "Divorce? Unless widowed. ”
"Uncle Gu, do you love me? In fact, you don't love me anymore, you just hold your breath in your heart and don't want to let me go! You are determined to oppose Ye Zhan, and you are determined to make him regret it?! ”
"What does he regret?" I paused, then suddenly laughed and said, "Let him regret that his decision was wrong, let him see clearly that you are not my good match, and you want to use me to get revenge on him!"
Gu Tingsheng suddenly squatted down, his fingers caressing my chin, forcing me to look up at him and meet his cold eyes.
"You don't love me."
He said.
I don't love him.
The tone is very understated.
I muttered, "Uncle Gu, I was wrong."
I was wrong from beginning to end, I was wrong from the time I fell in love with Gu Jinyan and then Gu Tingsheng, and everything I did was wrong from the time Ye Zhan erased my memory.
Ye Zhan changed my life.
It changed the love of my heart.
How could he do that?!
Ye Zhan, my brother Rong, how can he be like this?
How can you push me away again and again!
I hate him so much, I hate him for being so ruthless!
I really want to ask Ye Zhan now if he loves me or not!
I'd like to ask him how he feels when he sleeps with me!
I'm so shameless!
He did this to me.
But I still think about him!
But, he is Ye Zhan.
I've been waiting for Ye Zhan for ten years!
I still remember the joy I felt when I found him in the United States, how could he be so cruel to me?
Ye Zhan......
It hurts to read these two words!
"Let's get a divorce."
I say.
"Yes, unless widowed."
Widowed!
Does Gu Tingsheng want me to die?!
"Uncle Gu, will you be sad if I die?"
"Yes, but so what?"
He said in a paused voice: "Tao Yuwei, you disgusted me."
I was stunned, "What? ”
"You have two people in your heart."
“……”
"You're disgusting with me."
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