179 just misses you so much all of a sudden
I didn't care about his piercing humiliation, and immediately pounced on him again and kissed him wildly...... My head was swollen and aching and about to burst, the more uncomfortable I was, the more I wanted to be entangled with him, I breathed the familiar smell of his body, what reason and shame flew away, at this moment I was just a painful and lonely woman, I muttered to myself, "Don't you love me so much, you sing for me, play the guitar for me, cook for me, saddle my horse and horse, die and live for me, why do you suddenly want to marry another woman, I don't believe it, I don't believe you don't love me anymore, Jiang Feng, you can only be mine forever~"
"Lu Yuncan, what the hell do you mean," he pushed me away again ruthlessly, squeezed my slender arm with his big hand, and looked at me with some excitement, "Labor and management have nothing to do with you for a long time, and you still want to trick me?" ”
I looked at his eyes that were equally warm but full of anger, and my consciousness became more blurred, and my mind was fluttering, and I said, "I don't know what kind of feelings I have for you, but I just miss you so much, and I don't want to think about you for a day."
His cold face finally moved, frowned, looked at me tightly, his breathing became heavy, and his eyes were erratic~
In the end, what should happen or what happens......
After venting all his grievances for most of the year in this storm, and after all kinds of indescribable, he also did not alleviate his hatred for me, but threw me on the sofa in disgust, turned around and smoked on the side, it felt as if he had just found an opportunity.
"......" I fell into the sofa blankly, neither cleaned up the traces left by him, nor spoke, the brain that had been paralyzed by alcohol, after such a storm, became more sober, but I still didn't want to be sober subjectively, and I didn't want to analyze what kind of mentality was at this time.
After smoking half a cigarette, he suddenly said in a cold voice, "Lu Yuncan, you might as well tell you directly, the dashcam video you want is long gone, don't bother trying to confuse me in this cheap way, I won't fucking eat you for a long time." ”
Hearing him say that the video material was gone, I felt a dull pain in my heart, as if the whole person was constantly falling into the abyss...... Oh, I should have expected it a long time ago, when he stopped to watch that night, he may have turned off the engine long ago, and the car can't start the driving record for monitoring when the engine is turned off, even if it is recorded, if he is driving that Mercedes-Benz this week, the video will have been covered long ago. So I came to him for help, but it was in vain.
I closed my eyes tiredly, as if all my vitality had been drained, and smiled sadly, "Why be so angry, I just miss you tonight, I just came to you, there is no other purpose......"
"Then you can get out," he took a hard puff of his cigarette, and directly stomped the remaining cigarette butts on the ground and stomped them out, without even looking at me again, "Don't TM always talk this cheap nonsense in front of me, isn't it because that man is in prison and no one satisfies you?" ”
He snorted, even more arrogant, "It's okay to find me XX if you want to, you'd better be like tonight every time, be humble, take the initiative, and beg me...... Anyway, it's delivered to your door for free, and I have no reason to refuse. But if you still talk about the word 'love' with me, then it is pure self-inflicted humiliation! ”
No matter how intoxicated I was, when I heard his call, I still felt that a basin of cold water was poured on my head, and it was obviously a hot summer, but I was shivering all over, and I was frozen in the sofa and swallowed this humiliation silently, swallowing half of it but it was like a fish in my throat, and I couldn't say how uncomfortable it was......
Finally, I straightened out my clothes and pants, supported myself, and without even saying goodbye to him, I stumbled towards the door in a trance. Everything was so unreal, I didn't even understand what the purpose of being here tonight was.
walked out of the door, got into the car, and was about to twist the car key when a voice sounded in his ears, "Miss Lu, don't worry." ”
When I looked up, I saw that he was an uncle in his forties and fifties. The lights outside were dim, and I didn't know where he came from, but I heard him say to me respectfully, "I am Mr. Duan's driver, and I heard Mr. Duan say that you have drunk alcohol and it will be dangerous to drive, so I am specially asked to be responsible for sending you home." You sit down from the driver's seat first. ”
"......" I was slightly stunned, and a trace of strangeness flashed in my heart that had just fallen to the bottom.
His state at this time is indeed very bad, if he is drunk and drives in a car accident, he will be dead, but what about Lao Hu, what about He Yi? Who cares about them? Even if there is no car accident, drunk driving is detected, and the driver's license is revoked, it is a troublesome matter, and there are too many broken facts recently, I don't want to be entangled in trivial matters anymore, so I agreed to send his driver home.
As soon as Lao Hu's case came out, and I also fell in front of Jiang Feng, my life became fragmented and depressed again...... At present, the first thing is to overturn the case for Lao Hu, communicate with the lawyer every day, although he is a top lawyer in the same industry, he is not very optimistic after reading the file, because there is no monitoring in that area, the body of the deceased has been cremated, and there is no evidence of death, even the scene of the crime was destroyed by the newly demolished ruins of the demolition team because it was not protected in time, and Lao Hu was detained on the fingerprints of Lao Hu on the fruit knife, as well as Han Qiaojuan's nonsense, and even I want to go to the detention center to see him now and was rejected by the early warning, I don't know how he's doing in there.
According to the lawyer, Lao Hu's case has been investigated and transferred to the procuratorial organs, and after the procuratorial organs have completed their examination, they will have to prosecute the case to the court, and there will be at least two or three months before the formal trial begins. This time is neither long nor short, and it is enough time to find evidence for Lao Hu to defend his innocence, but when I think of him being tossed half-dead and injured, and suffering such grievances and mental torture for no reason, I have insomnia all night long, and I have a restless life every day.
At this time, Han Qiaojuan came to my house again.
"How's it going, is there any progress in your dad's case?" She asked lukewarmly, seemingly calmly, but her eyes were full of mockery. Now she is not in the mood to wear makeup and dress up, and she has lost her original delicacy and sharpness, but she has become more hateful.
"You don't need to worry about it. You should cherish every moment you spend with your daughter, after all, she is running out of time. ”
"......" Han Qiaojuan's face flushed with anger, as if her blood pressure was rising sharply, her body was crooked, and she was about to faint.
She took a deep breath and slowed down, trying to support herself, before she set her eyes on me again, her eyes were a little strange, "Yuncan, do you think it's really necessary for us to push each other to a dead end?" Why don't you take a step back a little bit, everything is open to the sky,"
"You drove yourself to a dead end, and it has nothing to do with me."
She still stared at me for a moment, "Yuncan, no matter what, you still can't change the fact that you are my daughter, you have my blood flowing in your body, inherited my genes, I gave you life, let you come to this world, know the people you love and love you...... I didn't do it right in the past, but now I know it's wrong, you're only in your early thirties, I want to make up for you again, and I also have time, why can't I let go of my resentment? Do you think you'll really be happy if you treat me as an enemy for life? ”
"Then you brought me into this world, with my consent?" I snorted coldly and turned my back to her, "Han Qiaojuan, don't always keep saying that you are wrong, and ask me to forgive you...... You have the ability to make it up to me from the moment I was born, and I will forgive you! Otherwise, roll me as far as I can! Since you can't bear your daughter's illness, then wait for the day she dies and you will die too, and the grievances between us will be over forever! ”
"You!" She was still angry, the corners of her mouth trembled, but she couldn't spit out a word.
"Okay, good ......," she muttered, "I'm really old, and I can't do anything about you anymore, and I don't have the right to blame anything if I haven't raised you." Originally, I asked you to talk about Xiaowei's matter, and I also wanted to discuss your father's case with you, but I didn't expect you to be so mean and ruthless that it was suffocating, okay, I also accept my fate, I accept my fate, it's all my fault, it's my Han Qiaojuan's fault alone, my fault ......"
Listening to her sad and helpless words in my ear, I was a little distracted, and I didn't look back at her expression at the moment, about twenty seconds later, suddenly-
"Boom!" With a bang, I suddenly felt a sharp pain in the back of my head, dizzy, and the vision in front of me became more and more blurred, until my world was completely dark, and I fainted!
I don't know how long it has been, when I regained consciousness, I only felt a splitting headache, I tried to open my eyelids, and found myself lying on a bed covered with white sheets, the surrounding walls were also white, I couldn't see the windows on the wall, I didn't know if it was day or night outside, the indoor environment was very unfamiliar, the furnishings inside were simple, there was no other furniture, only something similar to medical equipment, there were some bottles and cans of drugs on the counter, like in a beauty salon, and like in a hospital, It wasn't until a male doctor in a white lab coat and a woman in a nurse's uniform came in that I thought I was in the hospital.
"I ...... What's wrong with me? As I spoke, I was anxious to sit up, but the nurse quickly stopped me and told me to lie still in bed.
The doctor and nurse were wearing masks, the two did not communicate, and their eyes were serious and strange.
"Doctor, what's wrong with me?" Although I am weak at the moment, I have no other discomfort except for headaches, but I can't remember what happened a moment ago, and there are no acquaintances around, and there is still a bit of a gap between this room and the hospital, so I am really anxious.
"Miss Lu, don't worry, you are unwell and fainted, I need to draw your blood for a test now." After the doctor finished speaking, he instructed the nurse to stick a needle in my hand. I tilted my head to the side, and after enduring the painful stitch, I turned my head to see my bright red blood flowing into the test tube they had prepared......