Nanfeng's eyebrows twisted into a dead knot, and he closed his eyes tiredly.

At some point, music started on the bus, and it seemed to be a Buddhist sutra in Sanskrit.

Nanfeng opened his eyes and looked at the driver, the driver was a middle-aged or fifty-year-old man in his forties and fifties, and it was normal for people of this age to like to listen to some Buddhist songs.

She closed her eyes again, clearing her thoughts in the darkness.

Buddha can relax her mind and feel peaceful, for a moment, her mind is blank, but this distraction seems to be only for a moment, and she quickly wakes up.

Determined, Nanfeng wanted to rethink how to deal with the relationship between himself and Lu Chengyu, however, the more he thought of this person, the more uncomfortable he felt somewhere in his heart.

She couldn't help but press her hand on that uncomfortable position, and there was a feeling that she couldn't describe,

It's like someone pressed a lot of cotton into her heart, not heavy but not light.

She wanted to stop thinking about it for a moment, but her thoughts were completely out of control.

Lu Cheng meets, Lu Cheng meets, Lu Cheng meets...... The name was grouped together in a circle, swirling around her mind and triggering a series of associations.

Lu Cheng meets ...... Kitajo Wild Mountain ......

Lu Cheng meets ...... Basement of Lu Mansion......

Lu Cheng meets ...... Suburban foothills......

The things that come to mind are all things that happened in the past.

For example, the four gunshots in the wild mountains of Beicheng...... For example, the brother who fell in the snow after the gunshot......

For example, the torture equipment in the basement of the Lu Mansion...... For example, his brother who was tortured to the point of dying......

Another example is the chaotic foot of the mountain, such as the resounding rain curtain 'Young master, the man locked in the basement is dead'......

According to the fingers of the heart, he turned to clench, clenched his clothes, Nanfeng's mind was full of her brother's tragic situation, and the pictures tortured her one by one, as if they were evidence of a crime, and asked her eloquently-after seeing this, thinking about what she and Lu Chengyu did, who is she worth?

Nanfeng fumbled with his other hand and grabbed the handle, his face became pale and ugly, his eyebrows tightened again and again, he was deeply trapped in it, and his breathing became short.

Like a drowning man struggling to swim out of the water, Nanfeng is desperately trying to get out of this predicament at the moment.

Suddenly, the car braked sharply, and her body in the back seat leaned forward by inertia, hitting the back of the front seat and knocking out of the nightmare cage.

Nanfeng covered his aching forehead, opened his eyes blankly, and had been sleepy in his nightmare for a long time, and he had an unreal sense of absurdity when he saw the real world.

Although she walked out of the nightmare, the pictures that appeared in the nightmare remained in her mind.

She looked up in trepidation and saw a woman standing in front of the car.

She suddenly appeared in the middle of the road, blocking the way of the car.

Nanfeng looked at the woman, her expression was even more dazed, and she muttered, "Wen Mu"

Wen Mu motioned for her to get out of the car, Nanfeng pursed her lips and said to the driver, "You go back first." ”

"Okay."

This is the grove in front of the Lu Mansion, Wen Mu walked to the depths of the woods, Nanfeng followed behind her, walked a little way to the stream, she suddenly turned around and asked, "Cynthia, why are you?" ”

"Why are you embarrassing Ciel so much?"

The south wind was asked.

"Do you know how ugly it was on the faces of the entire Ivanov family that you ran away from the engagement yesterday! How ugly it is to make the face of this Earl of Hill! He became the laughing stock of almost the whole of Russia! I'll ask you, Cynthia, why the hell are you doing that! ”

The Ivanov family is an orthodox royal noble, and the first public appearance of Hill, who is the new successor to the title of count, was that he was thrown in such a big face, and on that day the major news channels in Moscow and even in the whole of Russia went crazy, scrambling to report it, and they couldn't suppress it!

Wen Mu traveled thousands of miles from Moscow to Rongcheng, and did nothing, just to ask Nanfeng why, who did she think she was, and why did she embarrass Hill so much to the Ivanov family?

Nanfeng lowered her head, she knew, she knew the seriousness of the matter, and she knew the mistake, any justification was pale here, there was only one sentence: "I'm sorry." ”

"I'm sorry, it's useless." Wen Mu said coldly, "Cynthia, you don't want to marry Ciel, or even don't love him, but since you have agreed to marry him, you shouldn't run away!" ”

Be.

It's her who shouldn't.

It's her willfulness.

She used the worst way to deal with it, and everything went haywire. Nanfeng's face turned slightly pale, and he moved his lips, but he couldn't even pronounce a single tone.

"Back then, Hill did not hesitate to rebel against the entire family in order to win you the status of a baroness, and this time he married you, and there were 10,000 opposition in the clan, do you know how many methods he used to make the elders accept you?"

"And the whole engagement preparation process, you didn't show up once, up and down, inside and out, everything was done by Hill alone, and as a result, the wedding started, the guests were seated, the pastor prayed, and you turned around and left at the last minute, Cynthia, you can't be so unreasonable."

“…… I didn't think much of it at the time...... "She didn't even forget how she left the engagement scene." Nanfeng inserted ten fingers into his hair and grabbed his scalp, his face already showing pain.

Wen Mu looked at her: "You didn't think too much, when you heard that Lu Cheng had an accident, you didn't even have your senses, how could you have time to think about it?" But cynthia, you still shouldn't, people's first reaction is often the most real, you are impulsive for Lu Cheng to be like that, it means that you have always had him in your heart, in this case, why do you still agree to Hill's marriage proposal? ”

Nanfeng quickly denied: "When I promised Hill's marriage proposal, I was sincere. At that time, she didn't even think about betraying or letting down, but then she ......

Wen Mu seemed to know what she was thinking, and laughed: "Just because Xia Sangyu and Song Qi said a few words to you, do you believe that Lu Chengyu has a hard time, and it is a deep love and righteousness, not another trick to turn the tables?" ”

Like being slapped on the head, Wen Mu's suspicion made Nanfeng's already chaotic clues even more disorganized.

Yes, why didn't she think about it, maybe what Xia Sangyu and Song Qi said was false?

No, Lu Chengyu has something to hide from her, but his feelings for her are not fake.

…… No, Xia Sangyu and Song Qi also said that Lu Cheng was sick, but he looked like he was obviously not sick, didn't he lie to her?

…… No, the scar on Lu Chengyu's palm is real, she really saw it, isn't this true?

No, it's true......

No, maybe it's fake......

It's true.

Fake.

True and false.

Nanfeng's spirit was torn in half, one side was affirming and the other was denying, the two voices were noisy and she was confused, her feet were soft and she took several steps back in a row, until her back hit the tree, and her mind was withdrawn from the whirlpool of this dead cycle, she was certain, and her eyes returned to clarity: "It's not a trick, they didn't lie to me." ”

Wen Mu was sarcastic and sarcastic, grabbed Nanfeng's hand and forced her eyes: "You look like you don't remember anything now, completely forget why you were autistic and why you lost your memory back then, why you squatted under someone else's roof and grabbed a rancid steamed bun with a dog to eat!" ”

mentioned the past, and the picture that suddenly broke into her mind in the car just now also passed through her mind quickly, Nanfeng's face turned pale again, and she denied it: "I haven't forgotten!" ”

"How could you not forget? If you still have a little bit to remember, you won't leave Hill alone at the wedding to be embarrassed, and run back from Moscow to Rongcheng to meet Lu Chengyu! Wen Mu threw her hand away, Nanfeng suddenly raised his head, and said to Wen Mu's aggressive words:

"If it weren't for your stupid love, Yu Wen wouldn't have thrown himself into the net knowing that it was a game, and he wouldn't have died in a dark basement! And you, I don't think you remember that you still have a brother who died because of you and died at the hands of Lu Chengyu! ”

Nanfeng stood still, only to feel a chill rise from the soles of her feet, burrowing into every nerve of her feet, scrambling to climb up, stiffening her back and binding her heart.

"I don't......" She really hasn't forgotten, and she doesn't dare to forget, it's because she remembers it too clearly, she is like this now, she can't advance or retreat, and she will hesitate in pain in place like this.

But Wen Mu didn't believe it, her eyes were sure that she had forgotten her hatred, and asked awe-inspiringly: "Do you ask yourself if you have it?!" ”

"I didn't...... I didn't...... I haven't forgotten! I know that my brother died at the hands of Lu Chengyu, I remember! I haven't forgotten! I didn't! The voice of the south wind became more and more urgent the further back, as if it had been driven and persecuted, and finally it had been forced to a critical point and erupted.

Wen Mu's voice stopped in her abruptly raised tone.

"I haven't forgotten, really, Wen Mu, I haven't forgotten, but I really don't know what I'm going to do now......"

For the first time, she confessed it so frankly for the first time, but the words were so heartbreaking: "I love him, I can't bear him, I hate him, I can't wait to break him into pieces, what can I do in such a situation?" Wen Mu, tell me instead, what should I do? ”

She was like being pushed onto a cliff, and it was clear that she was dead end, but everyone was forcing her, forcing her to choose one side and jump off!

Nanfeng covered his face with both hands and continued to struggle in the darkness of his palms.

Since Xia Sangyu went to see her in AS Group, it has been just three or five days, but she has been tormented every moment.

Forgive him, or, not forgive him.

Pretend not to know what he's done for her and continue to get revenge on him, or find a way to shake hands with him and make peace with each other.

She seemed to have a choice, but when she really wanted to go out, she found that there was no way at all.

She couldn't continue to take revenge on her because she loved him.

She couldn't forgive him, because he still had his brother's life.

See, there is no road.

"Wen Mu,"

Nanfeng pointed to his chest and pointed to the heart inside, "This place, it once loved a person so much that his head was broken and his stomach flowed open, and he didn't regret it, and it also cried loudly for a person who was so sick of pain that he couldn't wait to die together and never see each other again in the next life...... You teach me, how to choose and how to let go......"

How to divide it into simple love and hate, how to make it only love and not hate, how to make it only hate and not love, teach her, so that she doesn't have to be entangled and suffered.

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