Chapter 577: In my life, I am fearless
Because the medicine of the imperial doctors has not worked, Fulin urgently summoned Tang Ruowang into the palace, and all kinds of methods were used, but fortunately, when the sun set, the hot body of the queen mother finally gradually stabilized.
Although she still had a fever, it was better than the terrible heat of the day, and when it was dark, Yu'er finally woke up.
She seemed to be tired for a long time, and she wanted to give herself a sweet and stable sleep, and when she woke up, she was sober and emotionally stable, and asked Su Mala, who had red eyes, with a smile: "What's wrong with you?" ”
It wasn't until she sat up to take the medicine that she had no strength to find out that she was sick, and she said to Su Mala: "When you were not in the palace, I was not greedy. ”
This sentence is coquettish, and Su Mala also coaxed: "I know, I still can't scold you?" ”
They have been together since childhood, for more than 40 years, they have long surpassed the master and servant and even sisters, it is an incomparable relationship in the world, Yu'er nested in her arms and sticky: "Want to take medicine?" Why do you have to take medicine again? ”
After the queen entered the door and looked at it, she came out and timidly said to the emperor who had been guarding all day: "Your Majesty, the queen mother is completely awake, but she is now unkempt and disheveled, and she really doesn't want the emperor to worry. ”
Fu Lin clenched his fists, he understood better than anyone why his mother didn't want to see him, and at this moment, he had no position to blame Eniang for not forgiving him, so he didn't take the queen to lose his temper, but said in a deep voice: "I know, it's hard for you to stay tonight, take care of Eniang, if there is anything, come to the Qianqing Palace at any time to report." ”
The queen secretly breathed a sigh of relief in her heart and owed her way to send her off.
Fu Lin left Cining Palace, and when he was halfway there, it rained in the sky, and the eunuchs were scrambling to find an umbrella for fear of wetting the emperor, Fu Lin scolded irritably: "What are you panicking about, what's wrong with a little rain, is the sky going to fall?" ”
Frightened a crowd, knelt on the ground one after another, the emperor angrily walked away, the more he walked, the heavier the rain, and when he returned to the Qianqing Palace, his hair and shoulders were already wet, but in front of the Qianqing Palace, a shadow with an umbrella was waiting for her, slightly sideways, you can see the high bulging belly.
"Jiayin ......" Fulin thought he was dazzled, and walked up quickly, and really saw Jiayin holding an umbrella and waiting here.
"The concubine was waiting in the warm pavilion, and when I heard that you were moving, it was suddenly raining, and I was trying to pick you up." Jia Yin said, "I know that the emperor must be impatient and don't use an umbrella." ”
Fu Lin took the umbrella and walked to the warm pavilion with Jia Yin in his arms, and Jia Yin asked him: "Is the Queen Mother better?" ”
"The fever has subsided, and I am awake, but I don't want to be seen by me, so I ...... I didn't see E-Niang. Fu Lin said without confidence, and sighed heavily.
"Don't sigh, the emperor should be happy for the queen mother's recovery." Jia Yin said, "If you are confused, the Queen Mother will feel guilty even if she is sick, won't she?" ”
Fu Lin pursed his lips, didn't say a word, first helped Jia Yin to sit down, asked her if she was cold, worried about her body.
"The concubine is fine, although the pregnancy is not very smooth, but the pregnancy is not a disease." Jia Yin said gently, "Your Majesty, the concubines will take care of themselves." ”
Fu Lin gently hugged her: "Jiayin, I let you worry. ”
After Yong'an Temple and Master Yulin Tongxiu returned from discussing Buddhism, their relationship changed by leaps and bounds, and Fulin could feel that he was in Jiayin's eyes, and even in her heart.
He didn't know that it was his heartfelt words in front of Master Yulin Tongxiu that moved Jia Yin, but he was also happy about it, and the feelings he paid finally began to respond.
If so, it is natural to cherish the people in front of you 100,000 times more than in the past.
It's just that everything can't go as expected, and he is emotionally stable, but there are still constraints everywhere in the government, which makes him panic all day long.
From time to time, the ministers will mention: "I don't know what the Queen Mother thinks about this matter." ”
Obviously, these are the people who are most disgusted by the harem interfering in the government, but it is these people, all of whom are the ministers who are snare by Eniang's side.
When Fu Lin was a child, it was when E-Niang stared at the pressure of the power of the Dolgon brothers and established trust and affection with them, and even Wu Sangui respected the Empress Dowager very much.
Fulin didn't catch up with that time, but now that he is in power, he is surrounded by these people.
"I asked Eniang, who always cares about the government and court, and wins over the ministers, if she wants to replace me and become the female emperor of the Qing Dynasty." Fu Lin's head was low, and his chin was about to touch his chest, "It's me...... I got sick. ”
Although Yuan Xi didn't say the specific reason, Jia Yin also guessed a little, thinking that it must be the mother and son who had another conflict.
But hearing this, Jia Yin's heart was shocked, completely beyond her imagination, and she couldn't help but ask timidly: "Your Majesty, did you really say that?" ”
Fulin suddenly thought that Eniang always asked him to raise his head and puff up his chest, and he raised his head with a hesitant face.
"Your Majesty?"
"Jiayin, it's me who deserves to die."
Jia Yin held Fu Lin's hand, helpless and distressed: "Your Majesty, the matter has come out, and you have to face it." The concubine is still the same sentence, the ...... between mother and son"
"I and Eniang have never been between mother and son." Fulin had tears in his eyes, "Every day I go to ask for peace, I am careful to walk on thin ice, for fear that if any of the government affairs are not handled well, I will be blamed by Eniang, even if Eniang speaks gently and smilingly, I will worry about whether she deliberately mocks me." Jiayin...... I, I ......"
Seeing the emperor trembling, Jia Yin was at a loss for what to do, and took the initiative to hug him and said: "The emperor is calm, the emperor is calm, the queen mother is your mother." ”
Fu Lin choked up and said: "If E-Niang has three longs and two shorts, how can I live again in this life, and how to see my ancestors and ancestors after I die." ”
Jia Yin bit her lip, frowned lightly with her long eyebrows, hesitated for a long time, and said timidly: "Your Majesty, are you willing to listen to the concubine's heartfelt words?" ”
Fu Lin raised his scarlet eyes: "Jiayin, from now on, it is good to only say what is in my heart to me, I don't want to live in doubt and anxiety forever." ”
Jia Yin said: "Is it meaningful for the emperor to think about how to face the ancestors and ancestors in the future?" Now it's time to think about how to face your mother and how to ask for her forgiveness. ”
Fu Lin was stunned, and his chapped lips squirmed slightly.
Jia Yin said with tears in her eyes: "Your Majesty, forgive the concubine for being blunt, you don't know how blessed you are in the blessings, do you know how bitter it is for a child without a mother in the world?" ”
Fu Lin's red eyes gradually blurred, and he suddenly remembered that before Sister Ah Zhe got married, he promised his sister that he would protect E-Niang well, but he didn't do anything.
Sister Ah Zhe is in the spirit of heaven, how can she be safe.
"Jiayin, what should I do......"
In Cining Palace, the people who should be scattered were scattered, Yu'er half leaned on the head of the bed, looking at the dark night outside the window, Su Mala returned from eating, with the aroma of food, Yu'er smiled and said, "What are you eating?" ”
Su Mala said: "When you are well, the slave and maid will make it for you." ”
Yu'er said: "Su Mala, I'm afraid I don't have the strength to go back to Shengjing now, but I don't want to stay in the Forbidden City, I want to find a clean place to recuperate, I don't want to die yet." ”
Su Mala bowed: "The slave will go up to the emperor and say, isn't it easy to find a clean place?" ”
Yu'er said: "When you say it, be cautious, Fu Lin is too sensitive, he must feel that I am angry with him again." ”
Su Mala asked: "Then you also tell the truth to the slave maid, are you really angry?" ”
With their eyes facing each other, their weak eyes could no longer hide the things in their hearts, Yu'er said unwillingly: "Huang Taiji doesn't allow me to reveal any of my thoughts." ”
Su Mala said: "Occasionally show weakness, what's the matter?" You are strong, how strong can you be? In the face of natural and man-made disasters, only one can fight against one, you are strong alone, what is the use? ”
Yu'er turned her face: "Don't teach me a lesson, the most regrettable thing is to let you read a few broken books." ”
Su Mala was not afraid: "In this world, apart from me, is there anyone who dares to say this to you?" ”
Yu'er's eyes sank: "Fu Lin asked me if I wanted to follow Wu Zetian, become the female emperor of the Qing Dynasty, and replace him." ”
Su Mala was dumbfounded, and a new one almost jumped out of his throat: "The emperor, him? The emperor him? ”
Yu'er's expression was resolute: "I am indeed not a good mother, but he is by no means a good son, you don't have to persuade me anymore, I already have plans for the future life." He is a good emperor, I will do my best to support him, he doesn't want the Qing Dynasty, I will also turn the tide and defend this country. In my life, I have nothing to fear. ”