Chapter 520: Reasons for Refusal?
The words were as Xiao Nai said, but Mu Li still felt very sorry in his heart. Looking at the situation at this time, she also knew that there was nothing to be done. Xiao Nai will definitely not let her follow her to the hospital. After shaking his head helplessly, Mu Li had to ask his friend Qin Shuang for help again, asking her to go to the hospital to see Li Zijun instead of herself.
It's not because I'm worried that something will happen to the other person. Since Xiao Nai said so, she thought, the truth must be what he said, and there would be no big problem, at most, it was just a little more painful at that time. Besides, she knows a lot about these things herself, and so does her judgment in her heart.
Go and see, not because of worry. It's because she feels that the fault lies with herself, and a certain expression is still needed.
Li Zijun's affairs were put aside for the time being. Mu Li looked around at the empty and quiet surroundings, and suddenly felt that the sharp atmosphere before had gradually changed. She was still glaring at Xiao Nai angrily, but the anger in his eyes had completely dissipated, his expression had faded from coldness to softness, and his gaze was calm and mysterious.
"Tomorrow, your luggage, I'll have someone move it to the team."
He softened his voice and said first. The big hand was still holding Mu Li's hand that he didn't want to hit him just now.
"It's up to you!" Mu Li's voice was cold, and his tone was yin and yang, "After all, you are my brother." It's right to do something for me. ”
After speaking, she had already withdrawn her hand, turned around, got into his car, and sat in the passenger seat very consciously.
Xiao Nai's face sank and he took a deep breath. Keeping up with her, he also strode into the car.
After Mu Li got into the car, he didn't turn his head, lowered his head, didn't say anything, only remained silent.
But she didn't think about it, she didn't make a sound, but the other party didn't drive.
Mu Li felt that the burning gaze kept falling on her face.
She finally couldn't help it, raised her head to look at Xiao Nai, and said, "Why don't you drive yet." ”
Xiao Nai's gaze fell on her hand. After staring at it for a few moments, he suddenly pulled out a backpack and pulled something out of it. Mu Li saw that it was all medicine. There are those that are applied externally, those that are tied externally, and those that are taken internally.
"I'm fine, I don't need to take medicine." Mu Li snorted coldly.
In fact, she did feel like she wasn't a big deal.
The originally dizzy head was a lot more relaxed after playing games all afternoon and night.
Xiao Nai still persistently handed her a thermos cup, grabbed her hand, sent the medicine to her, and replied helplessly: "If you don't eat it, do you think that I will poison you?" ”
When Mu Li heard this, he took out a few pills and swallowed them in one gulp.
It's over, and the tone is still yin and yang, "You naturally won't." After all, you're my brother. ”
She bit the word "brother" very hard.
"Yes, I'm your brother, and I should take care of you." Xiao Nai actually responded. As he spoke, he shook Mu Li's hand, took out the external medicine, and carefully changed the medicine for her. The meaning of that sentence: Naturally, it also means that she has no reason to resist.
Mu Li really didn't resist this time. She looked up at the man's shuttled five fingers, watching his cautious movements, a little startled.
The man bowed his head slightly, the dim light casting on his face, and the heavy shadow hitting her arm. I don't know if it's because of the dim light, or because of his gentle movements, this scene at this time made her suddenly feel a little warm. When the strange feeling suddenly arose, she remembered the image of her brother who was injured when she was a child and always rubbed medicine on her.
"Brother...... Mu moved her head, but the anger on her face faded a little, she trembled her lips, and suddenly called.
Xiao Nai was stunned.
But he did not answer.
"Since I've seen you again, I think I should make it clear to you about the previous events." Mu Li said out loud.
She's calmer now.
Compared to yesterday's collapse, she has already begun to think of a solution:
"I don't want to dwell on the past. What I want to think about is the future. ”
"That paragraph, we ...... Forget it! ”
"Just, nothing happened."
"I know that you are obviously doing well, and there must be a reason why you don't go back to the Mu family. You tell me, and I'll help you find a solution together. Then, let's go home together, okay? ”
Mu Li said word by word, her heart was excited, and she subconsciously took the initiative to clench Xiao Nai's hand.
Her eyes were straight at the man in front of her.
In his eyes, after the anger was precipitated, what rose and fell was already longing, distress, expectation, hope and many other inexplicable emotions.
Putting that thing aside...... Put aside the memories and blame for the incident. The man in front of her, in the end, is still what she cares about, misses, distressed, and longs to protect. Because, he is her relative.
She admits that she actually hates him, annoys him, blames him, and can't understand him.
But...... These emotions are actually not worth mentioning at all compared to her feelings for her brother.
No matter how cruel she said it, she also knew in her heart: in addition to those bad emotions, she actually still had a hint of joy. Because, she actually found the person she was looking for!
"Okay?"
Mu Li saw that Xiao Nai didn't respond, so she was patient and asked.
The man's eyes lifted suddenly.
With their eyes facing each other, Mu Li was about to say something, but he replied lightly:
"Not good!"
"Why?" Mu Li tugged at his sleeve tightly.
"First ......" Xiao Nai's gaze fell to the window, and there seemed to be a memory in his eyes, "I can't go back." ”
Mu Li quietly listened to this sentence as faint as clear water, but his heart palpitated inexplicably, and he always felt that there was an embarrassing and unbearable past hidden in a few words for a while.
"Second, if I can't go back...... he moved his gaze to Mu Li's little face again, and his big hand suddenly grabbed Mu Li's hand tightly with his backhand, grabbed her in front of him, and asked solemnly: "If I can't go back, I can only be Xiao Nai." My surname is Xiao, your surname is Mu, I follow you, why is it impossible? Convince me, and I'll let you go. ”
"We ......" Mu Li was dumbfounded at first, and after thinking about it, he suddenly asked loudly: "But, how can you not go back." ”
"I can't go back! If you give up this relationship, I still can't return to the Mu family in that capacity. Xiao Nai said in a deep voice.
"That's ......," Mu Li stopped talking.
"So, why can't we be together?" Xiao Nai asked again: "Because of the descendants?" ”
Descendant?
After Mu Li was rounded back to this topic by him, he immediately denied this answer in his mind.
Descendant? She actually ...... It's the kind of people who want Dink, don't want children. I can't wait to have children in this life.
So, this answer is not the reason.
"It's not. So, why? Public opinion? The man raised his eyebrows, and then asked: "My surname is Xiao, your surname is Mu, where can there be public opinion?" ”
Mu Li was dumbfounded again.
"Is it just because of the rules of the world?" The corners of his lips curled with a hint of mockery.
"This ......" Mu Li originally wanted to say a mouthful of words, but was suddenly blocked back by his gentle questioning.
His surname is Xiao, and her surname is Mu.
He and she come from two families. Together there will not be any public opinion problems.
Their family background should be considerably comparable, and they can be regarded as a good match.
He was about her age.
She didn't want children anyway. In the future, it is completely possible to do without children.
So......
Blocking him from her...... What is it?
Rules? Because the world told her that he and she just couldn't be together? However, with all these conditions, this secular axiom seems somewhat ...... Ridiculous! If she still has to comply with the above conditions, isn't it a little ...... Pedancy and decay?
Mu Li is in his bones...... But not such pedantic and dull people!
"But ......" Mu Li, who suddenly felt speechless, was silent for a long time before asking, "But...... How could you not go back? You could have gone back. How could you possibly ......"
"If I am allowed to go back, I will die, and the Mu family will be dragged downhill by me. Girl, do you still want me to go back? Xiao Nai's tone was still light.
Mu Li suddenly felt like he was struck by lightning, "What did you say?" ”
Xiao Nai looked at her steadily.
Mu Li grabbed his hand violently and asked again, "What did you say?" What does that mean? ”
Literally. Girl, otherwise, why do you think I am so good, but I don't go home? Xiao Nai's tone was still light.
Listening to Mu Li's ears, his heart became more and more astringent. What kind of mental journey did he go through to make him say such content in such a homely tone.
At this time, the topic of discussion felt unimportant in Mu Li's opinion.
She stared at the person in front of her, as if she had forgotten all the contradictions she had to face in real life, and all that was left in her mind was questions about his past over the years.
Yes! Why did he live well but not return home? She had known he had to have a reason. And it must be a very serious reason. didn't think that when such a question was spread out in front of her, she, like him, would be more inclined to the choice of "not returning" in her heart.
If what he says is true. Does she still have to force him to return to the Mu family? If the consequence is that he dies and will affect the entire Mu family, then ......
"Brother, why ......" Mu Li's eyes suddenly turned red, "You tell me, why is this happening." What exactly have you suffered over the years? ”
"Girl. Even if he is a close person, there should be a corner of his own hidden in his heart. The man replied softly.
The implication. This is his**. The details and reasons are inconvenient to ask.
Mu Li understood. She raised her hand and wiped away her tears, but she didn't mean to continue.
He's got it all to say. The implication...... Mu Li felt that it might not only be the reason for **, but also the reason why it was suitable to tell her.
It's like some of Dad's mission secrets, and it's inconvenient to tell anyone.