Later, in the third year of junior high school, our class was disrupted again, and Chenxi was assigned to class A, which was the focus of the focus. And the B class I am in is a notch lower than him. When I learned of the results, I hid in the grove behind the campus and cried.

I felt like I had been trying to catch up with him, and if I took it lightly, he ran ahead of me. That feeling made me panic.

On the day of the assignment, Chenxi smiled at me, and then handed me a note again, which read: I know that the girl who wrote me a love letter is you......

My face turned red instantly, and I felt that all my thoughts were known to him. I was ashamed of myself, my head was very low, and I was powerless to deny it......

I admit that the feminine side of my personality is so imperceptibly in the period of ignorance, because of my crush on Chenxi......

In the world outside of Chenxi, I'm a tomboy, always messing with the boys in the class, but not very popular among the girls.

At that time, the fairy was still away all year round, and I often went to the small supermarket near my home after school to work part-time, moving goods, tallying, and getting busy until 12 o'clock, in exchange for monthly living expenses......

Chenxi is still the only sunshine in my life.

At that time, my diary was in full view of the fairies. The fairy didn't object to my crush, and she was even enlightened enough to support me in pursuing Chenxi, but I, due to low self-esteem and various psychological barriers, was stunned and didn't take action.

The only action was to stop working in the second half of the third year of junior high school, study hard, and finally, pass the high school entrance examination as he wished, and went to the same key high school as Chenxi.

I feel like I'm a lot closer to Chenxi.

However, in my three years of high school, I was hanging out with Ah Pao all day long, and there were a few other bastard boys. I'm a tomboy in the eyes of all the girls, and a good buddy in the eyes of all the boys in my class.

At that time, Chenxi had already begun his career of love. Every time I see him riding a bicycle and walking cordially with the school flower, my heart aches...... I put my arm around Ah Pao's shoulders and laughed unscrupulously and passed by them, but my heart was actually bleeding......

My size jumped to 1.7 meters, and the fairy was actually less than 1.6 meters, but I was completely free from her genetic limitations. But my boobs were unusually small, barely ......

I feel comfortable like that, I can swing around in tank tops and shorts, I cut my hair very short and I play basketball in the summer. I even played basketball with Chenxi, and of course, we were rival teams.

Chenxi's size is also constantly jumping, and it is not a problem to overwhelm me. When we played, the school girl always sat quietly in the stands not far away, handing out water and towels, looking virtuous and virtuous.

And I, every time I see Chenxi, I am in a trance. He still smiled at me, and he didn't say anything more than a smile, and his gaze was always quick to dodge, as if he didn't dare to make eye contact with mine.

I've been in high school for three years, and I've had a very calm crush. I'm not going to write anonymous love letters stupidly anymore, I'm going to sit far away from him, I'm going to pretend I don't want him at all, and I'm going to fill my life to the full......

The days of high school are very slow and slow, and the fairy has paid off all the arrears, and gradually she is not so much out of love. I don't have to work anymore, because the fairy says we've been tired for so long, and we should rest and recuperate.

On weekends, I would go with the fairy to the nearby park, sing a little song, run and run with my orchid finger, walk around the mall with my arm around the fairy, buy some discounted clothes, and occasionally go to eat discounted Western food......

I never mentioned Chenxi, but the fairy asked me if I still loved that kid. I was forced to be anxious, and I said: What can love be, people belong to others.

I think this must be the most unreliable mother in the world, in order to get me rid of Chenxi's curse, she actually didn't know where to pull a few cream students of the same age as me, and asked me if there was anything I could replace.

I could only stare dryly, and then said: Fairy, don't be busy, you can think about a person for so many years, do you think your daughter can empathize so quickly?

The fairy patted me on the shoulder gloomily, then touched my face pretending to be very loving, and said, "Child, why are you as bitter as your mother?"

I wanted to throw up at the time, I grabbed her hand and squeezed it out desperately, I said: Don't pretend, we don't need this between the two of us.

I don't know when this pattern of getting along with fairies was formed, but over the years, behind our seemingly no big or small, that kind of family affection that blood is thicker than water cannot be replaced by anyone.

In my junior year of high school, there were three happy events: I was admitted to the best university in the area, the school girl Guochenxi broke up with her peacefully, and our family's house was going to be demolished.

That year, I thoroughly experienced the taste of bitterness. And the change from quantitative to qualitative change between me and Chenxi happened in that year......