Chapter 215: Love is Wandering
Shen Lixing was like an ant on a hot pot in the study, his heart was anxious, on one side was his beloved woman, and on the other hand was the dignity of a man, if he lost his prestige in front of her, how would he marry and teach children in the future? He has no experience in coaxing women, and he has coaxed Gao Shiman alone in his life, but every time he makes an awkward scene, he can't let him coax her.
But if he didn't coax her, with her ability to force him to write a book of separation, he would have kicked him far away, waiting for someone to dig his corner, and the most troublesome thing was that he was about to leave for Tibet.
If you care, you will think too much, and if you think too much, you will be uneasy, and Shen Lixing is exactly like this. Mature people can humbly compromise temporarily for the sake of ideals, and immature men would rather choose to sacrifice vigorously for the sake of ideals.
Shen Lixing wanted to go to her, but he couldn't pull his face; didn't go to her, and I panicked again. Today is Gao Shiman's birthday, and the hosta he carefully prepared for her has not yet had time to give it to her personally. tossed for half the night, and he didn't decide what he was going to do, but Ding Shan, who was on duty at night, was frustrated. Ding Shan finally knew that he had laughed at Li Chong during the day, and now he had received retribution, so he had to deal with it with twelve points of energy, saving himself from being scolded.
Before dawn on the second day, Qin Er came to inform Gao Shiman in a hurry, and the person who came back last night came early in the morning to report the news, saying that he had brought back what he wanted, and as soon as he got the news, he came to look for Gao Shiman, and he didn't care about eating breakfast, Gao Shiman was so happy that he followed Qin Er.
Gao Shiman looked at the mountains of seeds in front of her, and looked carefully at them bag by bag, there were tomatoes, sweet potatoes, corn and other seeds she dreamed of, and some were negligible, and some she didn't recognize, which was already very good, she was quite satisfied, tomatoes were nutritious, they could be used as raw fruits and vegetables, and they could be used as dishes to relieve the heat; Sweet potatoes and corn, on the other hand, are treasures that can be eaten by people and livestock, and are more productive than grain, so if they can be cultivated on a large scale, their economic and political value should not be underestimated.
The more Gao Shiman looked at it, the happier she became, she jumped up, she rubbed her hands and said, "Is there anything else, I want all of these!" ”
Qin Er was also very happy when he saw her happy, and said with a grin: "I let them all bring it, they are all here, do you want to send it to Zhuangzi?" ”
"Don't worry, I want to think about it", Gao Shiman thought that the sweet potatoes could not catch up with the solar term, but the corn was at the right time, and the tomatoes could be planted in the greenhouse, and it was not a problem, so he said: "Send them to Zhuangzi, let them keep their lives, I still haven't finished the class, wait to collect the end, and then ask for a leave in two days, and then I will go to Zhuangzi." ”
Qin Er was about to agree, and Gao Shiman said again: "You personally send it and tell Uncle Yang that these seeds are not easy to get, and they must be kept in a dry place, and I will go when I am done." ”
These seeds are indeed hard-won, the ability to travel across the ocean to poor the Qin family, Qin Er didn't know what great significance these had to Gao Shiman, seeing that she was so attentive, he nodded solemnly and said, "Okay, I'll send it in person." ”
Because Gao Shiman still has classes, she went back to the house to get the courseware after explaining, because Qin Er told her to leave in a hurry before, she forgot to bring it, and she inevitably had to go back to get it at this time, so she just had breakfast and then went to Guozijian.
Shen Lixing struggled for half the night, got up early in the morning or decided to go to Gaofu to have a look, if Gao Shiman really ignored him, he would have to talk bitterly about the disadvantages of her wanting to wear that kind of clothes and openly perform, if she still couldn't let go, he would analyze the specific situation at that time, and coax her if he coaxed, in short, he thought of a lot of ways to deal with it along the way, just hoping that Gao Shiman would not be angry again. People, that's it, it's cool to be angry for a while, and then the soles of your feet are full of pus and sores in your head.
As soon as Gao Shiman arrived at the gate of the mansion, he met Shen Lixing, Shen Lixing thought that she had not returned to the mansion last night, and was stunned on the spot for a while. Gao Shiman had just gotten the seed, and he was happy, forgetting about yesterday's events for a while, and stepped forward and said with a smile: "Why are you here?" ”
Shen Lixing saw that the plot was completely different from his own assumptions, so he was stunned and came back to his senses and said, "Where have you been?" ”
"I'm going to Qin Er's, have you eaten?" Gao Shiman dragged him inside, and he would be late if he didn't eat breakfast.
Shen Lixing darkened his face and said, "What are you going to do with him?" ”
"You don't know how reliable Qin Er'er is, I asked him to get the seeds, I just arrived last night, just now he came to call me, I went to see, it suits me, oops, I don't know what to say......" Gao Shiman was excited, talking about the seeds, and Shen Lixing was stunned for a while.
The thousand words he prepared are not enough? He was already planning to abandon part of his self-esteem and coax her, just begging her not to be angry with him anymore, it turned out that he was thinking too much? Gao Shiman didn't seem to have anything, no different from usual, which really overwhelmed him. Looking at her happily squinted eyes, Shen Lixing's heart was relieved, and he stopped and held her little face and said, "Aren't you angry?" "It's really a pot that can't be opened.
Gao Shiman was stunned, suddenly remembered yesterday's events, and deliberately said at the moment: "What is there to be angry about, I don't care about people and things, I don't bother to care." ”
As soon as she heard this, Shen Lixing's heart sank, did he become someone she didn't care about? That's not what he wanted. Confused, he tightened his hands, looked straight at her and said sullenly, "Don't be angry." ”
"What are you angry about!" Gao Shiman tore off his big palm and sighed, the person in front of him even coaxed people to be angry, people's pride for decades can't be lost in front of him, it is said that no matter how small a man is, he is a big man, and no matter how big a woman is, he is also a small woman, not to mention a man like Shen Lixing. I'm really too lazy to care about it now, and I still have a lot of meaningful things to do. So he smiled and said, "Have you eaten, I'm going to be late." Without waiting for him to answer, he dragged him trotted into the courtyard. Shen Lixing had to follow her and run forward like a fool.
Gao Shiman devoured breakfast, and Shen Lixing sighed and said, "Eat slowly, I'll send you over later." She slowed down her eating.
Looking at her slightly happy eyebrows, Shen Lixing suddenly felt that he was an out-and-out fool. I tossed and turned in the middle of the night, and my heart hurt and my liver hurt, she was fine, like a nobody. Although he didn't have to whisper to coax her, he always felt a depression in his heart.
Gao Shiman lost the bowl and was about to leave, but Shen Lixing grabbed her and said, "What's the hurry, I'll send you over." ”
Out of the house, he picked her up on horseback, jumped up again, lightly caught Ling Feng, spurred the horse, and went straight to the house.
Seeing her obediently leaning on his chest, Shen Lixing finally let out a long breath, and he whispered softly in her ear: "Princess Xiangcheng will marry soon, the emperor intends to let me marry, and I may have to leave Beijing for a while." ”
"Oh", Gao Shiman thought about the seed, so he didn't pay much attention to it.
The wind blew silently in his ears, and the summer morning was cool with a hint of coolness, Shen Lixing paused, and he couldn't help but feel a little lost in his heart, he was reluctant to leave her for a few months, and she was just an "oh" word, how could he know that she was currently concerned about something else.
There was no more words all the way, Gao Shiman arrived at the Guozijian, got off the horse and said goodbye, the accounting class also took more than a month, almost over, she arranged the affairs of the Guozijian in the past two days, and she had to ask for leave to go to Zhuangzi to get those seeds, the time was very urgent, and she had to arrange things more compactly.
Looking at her hurried back, Shen Lixing only felt a sense of powerlessness. Watching her disappear at the end of the road, he turned over and got on his horse. He didn't think that he would have today, once he, thought that he would follow in the footsteps of his fathers, find a woman who is the right person, he is outside, she is inside, plain, he even thought about living with Du Yuxin like this for a lifetime, nothing more than having a few children, inheriting his wealth and glory, and then slowly aging......
However, Gao Shiman slowly broke into his life and settled in his heart. Her smile softened the shell he hadn't knocked for a long time, and it tugged at his heartstrings that had been unchanged over and over again. Ever since he had her in his heart, he had tasted sweet and sour, and the two tastes appeared and alternated, sometimes making him flutter and sometimes making him fall into the abyss. Now, the latter taste came again, but he didn't know what to do, so he could only let that boundless taste spread in the tip of his heart.
Leaving Wubenfang, he went directly to the palace, and the matter of giving a marriage was going to fall on his head, and Su Qian, who was far away in Songzhou, also wanted to see him. After he has dealt with these things, he can settle down and face Gao Shiman without distraction. That's it! He flicked his whip lightly, and the horses raised their hooves even harder......
Gao Shiman was busy finishing her teaching class earlier, not to mention the students of Guozijian, who came to learn the new bookkeeping method were basically representatives sent by merchants in Beijing, and it was more than enough to have an introductory accounting training course in more than a month, and after learning in two days, it would be almost possible to leave the teacher. If there is still a demand from the households in Beijing, wait for her to come back from Qinzhuang.
Qin Er personally sent the seeds to Qinzhuang, and after a good explanation, he brought some vegetables back to the capital. Gao Shiman finished asking for leave, and began to pack up, she may have to stay in Qinzhuang for several days this time, Qin Er finally got the seeds, she must not take it lightly.
Shiyan learned that she was going to live in Zhuangzi, so she hurriedly came over and said to her: "Big sister, you are going to live in Zhuangzi for a few days, can I go too?" ”
This is Gao Shiyan told her that she wanted to go to Zhuangzi, Gao Shiman smiled and said: "Zhuangzi is not as lively as the capital, you will not be used to it." ”
"Big sisters are used to it, and I can get used to it, you just let me go, it's boring to stay at home anyway."
"Do you really want to go?"
"Hmm."
"Then we'll leave early tomorrow morning, you go pack your clothes, and call you early tomorrow morning." Gao Shiman didn't mind taking her.
"Then I'll go!" Gao Shiyan hurriedly returned to the room to prepare.
Gao Shijuan heard that Shiyan was going to follow her to Zhuangzi, and immediately became psychologically unbalanced, she knew that it would not work to find Gao Shiman, so she went to Mrs. Lu and said that she would also go to Zhuangzi, Mrs. Lu asked Mrs. Zhu to inform Gao Shiman, and take Gao Shijuan into the village tomorrow, Gao Shiman said coldly: "I'm going to have something, what to take her for?" ”
Mrs. Zhu said with a smile: "Isn't the eldest lady going to bring the third lady with you, and it won't take much trouble to bring the second lady with you." ”
"Who said I should take the second miss?" Gao Shiman denied it.