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He didn't understand at all, it was this mood of love and worry that hurt the most.

"Business ......"

I let go of my arm, and he snapped it off when I was cut off with just one word.

His eyes sank, grabbed one of my arms and bared his teeth and said, "What a business, hug the master!" ”

After saying this, the man's two thin lips hooked slightly, and his voice changed from command to gentleness: "Hurry up." ”

At that time, my head was blasted by this different kind of sweet words, and I was completely pulled by him and hugged his waist again.

Holding and hugging, I couldn't resist the temptation of his body, and suddenly became lustful.

A pair of hands began to touch the fierce and unusually strange Qiqi on his back very restlessly, and I closed my eyes, and by virtue of the position in my memory, my fingers began from the eyes in the pattern in my brain, to the muscular body, to a pair of fiery wings, and finally to the position of the claws in my memory.

One of my fingers hooked the belt on the back of his waist, and a laughing voice came: "Don't touch me, I'm really a serious man." ”

When I opened my eyes, I saw a happy smile in his deep eyes.

It may be that my stunned reaction amused him even more, and he burst out of his throat with a few intermittent sneering laughter, and then suddenly sank his face and said slowly: "If you look at me like this again, I will take off your clothes, rip off your pants, and press you very unceremoniously all night until I beg for mercy." ”

My head banged even more, shouldn't that be the case?

Thinking so in his heart, he burst out at him without any embellishment: "How does your tone sound like punishment, isn't it a reward?" ”

Shang Lin's eyes lifted when he heard this, and an extremely contemptuous laugh came out of his nose, he lowered his lips and leaned into my ear and said, "Cheng Yishu, please don't just covet my body, you have to accept my whole soul." ”

With that, he went into the bathroom to take a shower.

I was depressed, so I went to the cellar where the wine was stored while he was taking a bath.

Regardless of the vintage and price of the wine, he opened a bottle and sat on the floor, taking a few sips. It's not that I don't remember Shang Lin asking me to quit smoking and drinking, and he wants a healthy baby. Rather, I suddenly felt that I didn't have the courage to be a mother, at least in these turbulent years, and having a child was obviously not a mature idea.

Drinking while distracted, time is more like sand in your hands, passing silently.

I drank half a bottle of red wine into my stomach, and I didn't even realize it, but he came to me after the bath, and when I took the bottle from my hand, I realized that I had drunk so much.

There was obvious unhappiness on his face, he tilted his head to look at the wine bottle, and said slowly, "Do you want to die?" ”

I sat on the floor with the back of my head banging against the wall, and I didn't mean to stand up.

I pulled up my knees, then I hugged him with my thin white hands, and I looked up at him and said, "No, I don't think it's time to have children." In the days when tobacco and alcohol are inseparable, I still want to live for a few more years, okay? ”

In fact, I spoke very sincerely, and my tone was not strong at all.

But Shang Lin's eyes were fiercely killed, he bit his teeth, suddenly slammed the wine bottle into the corner, grabbed my arm and lifted me up, and asked in horror: "What do you mean?" Are you leaving? Cheng Yishu! Don't you want to spend time with me? Or are you starting to think I'm getting older again? Or, are you going to get a divorce? ”

A few questions progressed one after another, and he simply lost his sloth-like slowness, anxious like a madman.

At this moment, he revealed his truest fears and desires to me.

His desires are mine, and his fears come from me.

But in the final analysis, what he fears is not me as a person, but afraid that my Cheng Yishu's flamboyant and outward love will one day fall on other men.

Perhaps apart from me, he had never met a woman in his life who would jump on the roof of the car and climb over the wall to have a private meeting with him, nor had he ever met a woman who dared to crush him under him and tell him that men are playthings.

I stared at him for a moment, then pushed him away and said succinctly, "None." ”

He lifted his chest, which was shirtless and had a few drops of water, and then stretched out from his mouth and nose in one breath, and finally whispered like a normal person: "I want to wait until everything is calm before having a baby." Shanglin, you know? Other people's childhood can be lived innocently, I can't, and neither do you. So I want our children to grow up in an absolutely safe and happy environment. I may not be able to take care of myself, but if I really become a mother one day, I will definitely love him as much as I love you, and I will let our children make up for all the happiness that we lacked in our childhood. ”

These were the words in my heart, but they made Shang Lin's eyes red, and two tears condensed from his feminine eyes, and the eyelashes were crystal clear with the movement of closing his eyes.

He quickly wiped it off with his hand, smiled at me and said, "I see." ”

He told me to go to bed, and he took the tools to clean up the broken bottles and the red wine printed on the floor.

I took a shower and lay in bed for another half hour, and it was almost early morning, but I still couldn't hear any movement from him going upstairs.

I was a little worried, and when I got out of bed, I didn't even bother to put on my shoes and walked downstairs step by step.

There was a faint red light in the living room on the first floor, this kind of light I was quite familiar with, and there was smoke sliding through the tip of my nose when it was clear and extinguished.

I could only barely see through the moonlight from the floor-to-ceiling windows where Shang Lin was sitting.

He is thoughtful and alert. Without looking back, he asked, "Didn't you go to bed early?" What do you do down? ”

If feelings aside, he is definitely a sober person.

It's especially good for thinking in the dead of night, and I obviously interrupted it all.

With a bang, the cigarette butt was extinguished in the ashtray.

I clicked on the light and walked over, his eyes seemed to be unable to withstand the attack of the light for a while, and could only squint half-squinting.

The fingers of his right hand tapped his watch: "Do you know what time it is?" ”

"I can't sleep without you." My hand tentatively picked up the box of cigarettes in front of him, and pulled one out of it very slowly, but he didn't stop me anymore as before, and only said, "Hurry up, I'll go upstairs with you when I'm done." ”

Later, we just hugged each other and slept without any more intimate behavior.

The next night, Chen Qiang called to say that he had a brother's birthday and invited us to go to the bar where he was watching. Shang Lin didn't agree on the phone, but Chen Qiang's calls continued, and later he was annoyed, and he did have something to explain to Chen Qiang, so after dinner, we also killed him in a hurry.

It's not much different from what I imagined, Shang Lin went through the last trouble. Except for Chen Qiang and the seven or eight people under him, even the boss and all the staff were respectful to Shang Lin.

Before Chen Qiang could open his mouth to let his gold lord waive tonight's wine list, the boss came up first and sent a cigarette to Shang Lin, and said first: "The guests here last time made you unhappy, and all of them are mine today." You drink to your heart's content, drink openly. ”

As soon as I saw this kind of face, a trace of disgust arose in my heart, and when I opened my mouth, I teased: "Okay, let's have some of your most expensive wine first, no more, just ...... Let's have a bottle for each person first. ”

The boss's face immediately changed color, and the corners of his mouth hung with an embarrassed smile, and he took out the businessman's characteristic sleek and said: "I'm a small scale, and I don't have so much good wine in stock, otherwise, I'll go to the warehouse and take a look at it, and if there is, I'll give it to you, if not, let's change it to something else?" ”

I almost laughed, but I didn't really want to take much gold dung out of the merchant's pocket, I just followed his words and told him not to speak so openly.

Chen Qiang estimated that his thoughts would not be too deep, and waved his hand: "Whatever kind of wine." Just make decent bottles for my brother and sister-in-law, and I don't care about the people here. ”

The boss hurriedly drove away, and after a while, someone served the wine. Of course, except for a bottle of good wine that is still on the way, the rest is very popular.

I drank too much water in the evening, and before I could take a sip, I ran to the toilet.

We went early, there weren't many customers in the bar, and the music wasn't as intense as the midnight show.

Around the corner of the bathroom, I saw the boss holding a mobile phone and making a call, holding the receiver with one hand, as if he was very cautious.

"I said brother, I was innocent of that incident last time, let's open the door to do business, and we can't pick guests. You can do well, if you have something to do today, go outside the bar to pick it up, don't make trouble inside, just give me a face, and if you come back in the future, I will give you a free order. No, twice. ”

At first, I didn't think much of it, but I thought that the boss was not easy to behave, and many of the customers were not a businessman to offend.

When I walked past my boss, he just put down his phone, looked up and saw me, and somehow, suddenly scared as if his soul was lost.

I think maybe I showed up too suddenly, and it scared the timidity. Without saying a word to him, he went into the women's bathroom and went to the bathroom.

When he returned to his seat again, Chen Qiang, who was still sitting in the corner of the sofa, was already sitting next to Shang Lin.

Chen Qiang's fingers swiped back and forth on the transparent coffee table, and his mouth was also saying something, Shang Lin hung his head slightly and just listened, basically not speaking, nor interrupting Chen Qiang's words.

After Chen Qiang finished blowing it, Shang Lin straightened his spine, leaned lazily on the back of the sofa chair, and then threw a brown paper bag that had been prepared on the table, and then cast a look for Chen Qiang to see for himself.

Chen Qiang opened the paper bag and pulled out two stacks of brand-new banknotes. Even the bank's seal is still tied to the red Grandpa Mao.

"Good yesterday, for you. The 20,000 yuan in this should be enough for you to spend two or three days. Take them to find a girl tomorrow, didn't you say yesterday that you haven't had meat for a long time? Shang Lin's words were over, but the eyes of the few half-grown children who followed Chen Qiang had already lit up, hehe smiled, hurriedly picked up the wine glass, and came to Shang Lin again and again, and Brother Lin shouted, saying that this money is easy to earn, and I want to eat with him in the future, and I want to work more quickly like yesterday.

I thought that Shang Lin would agree immediately, after all, Chen Qiang's group of people had already been calculated.

But Shang Lin was slow and reasonable, and he didn't show that he needed them urgently at this time, so he put up a shelf and said lightly: "I will call you if you have this kind of work, but you can't follow me for a long time, I haven't thought about it clearly." Besides, drink first. ”

His reaction quickly made Chen Qiang's face change.

Chen Qiang immediately stiffened his neck, jumped up and said loudly, "Didn't you agree last night?" Brother Lin, you see that the brothers are all sincere, you can't regret it. ”