111. If you're not there

Sitting on the sofa for a long time, I finally came out of the shock caused by this accident, but the next second, I fell into a panic again, just imagine, to be able to have the child of her beloved, that is the luckiest thing for a woman, but he came at the wrong time.

With a fluke mentality, I went to the hospital downstairs again and bought two test strips, but the results were the same. Yes, at such an embarrassing age as twenty-eight, I, as a single woman, became pregnant.

In order not to let Xiaobai notice, I secretly made up my mind, after checking the information on the Internet, I chose a slightly remote women's hospital, and the next morning, I hurriedly went to do the examination, blood drawing, B ultrasound, I sat on the corridor and waited, the pungent smell of anti-inflammatory water in the hospital permeated my sense of smell, and my stomach became more and more uncomfortable.

If this is the case, it should be that time, at Zeng Ziqian's house.

Sitting in front of me was a young couple, looking younger than me, the man kept holding the girl's hand, with a nervous and expectant expression on his face.

I turned on my phone and glanced at the photo of me and Zeng Ziqian, imagining what kind of expression it would be if he was next to me at this moment.

The hospital was small in people, and the results of the examination came out quickly, and when I looked at the small gestational sac on the color ultrasound map, the haze in my heart suddenly disappeared.

I have children.

The right hand inadvertently crossed the lower abdomen, thinking that this little guy had been silently carrying it in my stomach for 7 weeks, and I didn't even know it. I thought that the occasional nausea and drowsiness in the past must have been a hint from him.

The doctor saw that I was coming alone, and after chatting for a while, he suddenly asked, "Does Miss Yuan want this child?" ”

How can you not want it, I just don't know, can you want it.

"Miss Yuan, here is my contact information, if you are thinking about removing this child, you have to do it as soon as possible, after all, now is the best time for surgery."

The doctor's words rang in my ears, and I walked down the road, the afternoon sun falling on me, warm and blazing.

A little life, right in my belly.

The impact of Zeng Ziqian's engagement suddenly became insignificant at this moment, and my intuition told me that the reason why he left was because he wanted to protect me, Wang Luoqi was too extreme, and he was worried that she would try her best to embarrass me, even if this speculation was not verified, but as long as I thought about it, I would feel very relieved.

He asked the courier to give me a gift, the ring box was delivered, but the ring was not given to me, is it to give me some hint?

During this time, his internal rectification of Hengyu was obviously to give some of Hengyu's shortcomings to the place, as he told me in the car, he wanted to find Jiang Tianyang, so he couldn't take me.

Of course, this is a consideration on the good side, and a bad consideration is that he thinks I will choose Liang Wenhao, and he and I both admit defeat to fate.

But he's not one to give in easily.

The second guess is easy to solve, but what if it's the first? If he knew about the existence of the child, he would not be able to play against Jiang Tianyang wholeheartedly, but what about Wang Luoqi? If she had known that I had a child, would she have let me go so easily?

A lot of thoughts in my mind over and over, I understand that this child came at the wrong time, and one point is also very important, the child's growth environment has a very big impact on his future character formation, I lost my mother since I was a child, I feel this deeply, without father's love, can he grow up healthily? If you don't have a complete family, will you be bullied if you play with your friends in the future? How do I explain some gossip to him?

In the past, when I was alone, I would not have thought about these issues, but now, I have to think about them.

At this time, the mobile phone rang, and when I picked it up, it turned out to be Lao Yuan calling, and I suddenly realized that Lao Yuan was discharged from the hospital today.

Pull your eyes into reality, you will understand that we are small citizens can not live in the VIP single room all the time, fortunately, Lao Yuan's ankle recovered well, the little mother proposed to receive the family to continue to recuperate, I hurriedly answered the phone, took a taxi, and rushed to the hospital.

In the ward, my mother was packing up Lao Yuan's daily necessities, and when she saw me coming in, she didn't pay attention to it at all.

I smiled and asked him if he would come over for a check-up every few days, trying to persuade him to stay for a while, but as soon as I finished speaking, my mother said, "Don't you know how much medical expenses a day is?" Xiao Hao is still in school, and his family doesn't have much money. ”

I glanced at my mother and said, "Is the 10,000 yuan you gave you last week gone?" ”

"Hospitalization fees, medicine expenses, your father wants money for food and drink," my mother handed me a big look and said, "The mortgage has to be repaid, and now the money is worthless, just spend it casually, how much can be left." ”

I smiled and said, "I'll get some more when I go back." ”

My mother looked at me and said, "I thought that the big family was so arrogant, but I left without a sound, and I followed him for so long, and I have no credit and hard work, but now it's good, it's not a woman who married a rich man, just some people, like two fools every day." ”

Lao Yuan glanced at me and said, "The child came to pick me up today, can't you say a few words?" ”

"What's going on with you? Quarrel with me every day, right? The little mother was also angry, threw the sorted clothes on the table, and said, "Look who is good, who are you going with!" ”

The door of the ward suddenly rang, and then, Liang Wenhao walked in from the outside, he glanced at his little mother, and said, "Auntie, have you packed up your things?" ”

The little mother smiled and said, "Wen Hao, you are still intimate, this wheelchair ......"

"I applied with the hospital, uncle, I'll help you up?"

As Liang Wenhao spoke, he went to help Lao Yuan, and I felt a little guilty in my heart, so I didn't speak.

got into the car, my mother and Lao Yuan sat in the back seat, and I sat in the co-pilot's seat.

I know that some people are talking about Zeng Ziqian.

After sending Lao Yuan upstairs, his mother left Liang Wenhao to eat at home, and he hurriedly excused himself, saying that there was something wrong with the hospital, and I was just about to go downstairs to withdraw the money, so I sent him off the elevator.

In the elevator, I said, "Didn't I tell you you didn't have to come?" Also, what's the matter with the wheelchair? ”

How is it possible for a hospital to allow a patient to leave something at home?

Liang Wenhao didn't speak, and I knew that I had guessed it, so I said, "I'll go to the garage with you and stop at the intersection." ”

Liang Wenhao didn't know what I was going to do, I came down from the intersection, took 15,000, 5,000 and gave it to Liang Wenhao, said thank you, said goodbye to him, and returned home to give it to my mother.

My mother's incident reminded me that I couldn't tell her about pregnancy, if she knew that I had Zeng Ziqian's child in my belly, she would definitely want to contact him, and when the time came, I was afraid that the consequences would be unimaginable.

At ten o'clock in the evening, I returned to my accommodation, received a courier reminder from the property, and after picking up the package, I only received a document bag, and after opening it suspiciously, I saw a few photos.

It is a photo of Wang Luoqi and Zeng Ziqian's engagement.

Written on the back of the photo: Don't forget our agreement.

Even though I tried to comfort myself before, but after seeing the photo at this moment, I was still very uncomfortable, and I caressed my lower abdomen stiffly, and I tore the photo in half, leaving Zeng Ziqian's share.

When I returned to my residence, I listed the possible advantages and disadvantages of a single mother on paper, and wrote for a while, there were more than a dozen disadvantages, and there was only one benefit, but that point was just a guess.

Wang Luoqi is engaged to Zeng Ziqian, and he is still wary of me, so Zeng Ziqian's situation is not easy.

This matter can't be told to Xiaobai, Xiaobai knows, Zhao Yang can't hide it, Zhao Yang knows it, Zeng Ziqian will naturally know.

I thought about it for a night, but I didn't think of a solution.

I received a call from Liang Wenhao early the next morning, saying that he wanted to have a meal together, and I knew that he must have something to say to me, and I also had something to say to him.

Liang Wenhao has always been punctual, we sat face to face, I ordered, ordered, the waiter reminded me that the two of us couldn't eat so much, my hand unconsciously stroked the lower abdomen, and then stopped.

Appetite is good, as if with a sense of mission.

Liang Wenhao probably didn't expect me to eat so happily, and he also had a smile on his face. When I was almost done, I looked at him and said, "Liang Wenhao, thank you very much for this time." ”

It was probably because my expression was too serious, and Liang Wenhao's face also showed surprise.

"There's something I haven't told you yet, I found a new job, but unfortunately the location is in City C, I'm going to leave in two days," If I don't leave, the child will inevitably be discovered, and I, I, really can't bear this little guy, "The wedding, you should not have this matter, and also, your age is also up, find a girl to start a family, so that Sister Fu can rest assured." ”

Liang Wenhao looked at me for a while before he sighed and said, "You are really getting better at blocking other people's mouths." ”

My heart was slightly sour, and I said: "Liang Wenhao, I haven't had a chance to tell you before, in fact, you are a very good man, you should understand my intentions, so go find a woman who loves you wholeheartedly." ”

"He's all engaged. Do you still have to wait for him? Liang Wenhao looked at me with frustration on his face.

"It's not appropriate to say it, it should be said that it is, let it be." I took the teacup on the table and said, "Come, touch a cup, replace the wine with tea, and toast you." ”

Liang Wenhao reluctantly raised his hand and touched my water cup, I knew that after drinking this cup of tea, we were going to part ways.

Life is always full of accidents, and before the end, who can guess that it will be this kind of ending?

Thinking of this, my nose suddenly soured.

Liang Wenhao handed me a tissue and said, "Xiaojie, haven't you ever complained about me?" If I take you to him in the year of Zeng Ziqian's treatment, you say, will our results be different? ”

"There are no ifs in life, what's more, I know, you are good to me, Liang Wenhao, thank you very much."

At the end of lunch, Liang Wenhao sent me downstairs in the community, I pretended to say goodbye to him in a chic manner, and when I walked to the elevator, tears flowed down.

Actually, I still owe a lot to this man. It's just that he wants it, and I can't give it.

Everyone thought I was going to work in C City, and when I left, I transferred half of the money in the bank card to Lao Yuan, and kept the rest to live, Dabao left it to Xiaobai, and only told Xiaobai when I set off, she sent me to the station, and then, left.

I went to City H, which is adjacent to City B, found a one-bedroom house, and after simply buying some household items, I lived there. A week later, I couldn't stay idle at home, so I went to the store downstairs and looked around, and saw a mother and baby store was recruiting, so I went to try it, the boss was a middle-aged woman in her forties, we called her Sister Xia, I heard that I was pregnant, my face was a little hesitant, I told her that I had done advertising planning, I could help with publicity, she reluctantly agreed.

After getting off work, I will scan the relevant information of Hengyu on the Internet, but it is all finance-related, and I don't know much about it, but there are a lot of good things to say, but Zeng Ziqian's news is very rare.

After working in the mother and baby store for a month, I learned that Sister Huang and I lived in the same community, and she also knew that I was raising the child alone, praising me for my courage, but taking care of me more than before.

The belly is getting bigger and bigger, and there is still no news of Zeng Ziqian.

Sister Xia often asked me to go for a walk, told me some common sense about pregnant women, and asked me to insist on exercising every day, my belly is getting bigger and bigger, she asked me if I want a daughter or a son, I didn't think about it, I said it was okay.

The expected date of delivery is at the end of February, the beginning of March, and around the Spring Festival of the following year.

In October, I saw the first news about Zeng Ziqian, a simple media interview, asked when he would marry Wang Luoqi, his answer was simple and simple, private, with a hope, I waited silently.

Another three months passed, about a week after New Year's Day, I got off work as usual, made some food, sat in the living room and watched TV, and then, a piece of news came to my eyes - Hengyu's largest shareholder was sent to the hospital due to physical discomfort during a meeting.

I hurriedly turned on the computer, and after searching for this news, I was immediately shocked - Zeng Ziqian was sent to the rescue room and was in danger.

After seeing these shocking words, the cup in my hand suddenly fell, I was short of breath, and I accidentally fell to the ground, and then my abdomen ached.

I instinctively stroked my abdomen, but I noticed that the pain in my abdomen was getting deeper and deeper, so I immediately took out my mobile phone and called Sister Xia.

Sister Xia sent me to the hospital, in a daze, I heard the voice of "keep big or keep small", I barely supported my body, and told Sister Xia to keep the child.

It was also on the evening of this day that the little guy came to this world a month early, boy, a little more than six pounds.