When the light of my flashlight hit the fallen stool on the ground, my scalp was numb, and I banged on the window like crazy and shouted, "Big girl! Big Girl!!! ”

Maybe I'm banging on the window too loudly. [.] The lights in the yard turned on immediately, and Yanhong opened the door with a puzzled face, looking at my sleepy-eyed appearance: "Jiaolong, what are you arguing about here!" ”

Seeing that she opened the door, I didn't speak, I rushed in directly, Yanhong's body was hit by me and staggered, and then she said angrily: "What are you doing here!" ”

I rushed straight to the door of Xu Meijin's room and reached out to pull the door. But the door was locked by her inside, and I couldn't open it, and when I was in a hurry, I was about to kick the door when I raised my foot.

"Hey!" Yanhong was anxious, and came up and grabbed me: "What are you doing here at my house, let me tell you, don't tell the big girl that it's useless, she has already agreed to get married, big night, don't disturb her rest!" ”

Xu Gang also yawned and walked out of his room and looked at me: "Jiaolong, what are you doing at night?" ”

I shook off the bright red and pointed to Xu Meijin's door: "The big girl hanged herself in the house!" "Dongzhuang he carried.

"What ......" As soon as she heard my words, Yanhong was stunned, and then shook her head: "Impossible!" How can the big girl hang herself. It's fine at dinner in the evening! ”

I didn't have time to fight with her, so I raised my foot and kicked hard at the door, 'bang'! With a bang, the door was kicked open by me, and the big girl was hanging there, her body fluttering, and her face actually rushed to the door again, as if she was looking at us.

"Ahh Damn!! Bright Red then let out an octave scream, clutching her chest and sitting on the ground.

I rushed in a few steps and hugged the big girl. shouted "Uncle!" Come and help me!! ”

"Mom, big girl, big girl, why can't you think about it!!" Xu Gang was also frightened, and hurriedly came over to help me get the eldest girl's neck out of the rope, and then put it on the kang next to it, and waited for the light to be turned on. My nose was sore.

The eldest girl was wearing a new dress, with the hairpin I bought for her from the town when I was in school for the first two years, and the studs I bought for her on her ears, as if she had put on a little light makeup, and her eyes seemed to be slightly helpless. There was a pink strangulation mark on his neck, lying there motionless.

Xu Gang's fingers trembled and put it on Xu Meijin's nose, and then squatted down and cried bitterly: "Big girl, it's all bad for Dad, Dad shouldn't let you get married, but why can't you think about it like this!" ”

Yanhong didn't dare to come in with the door frame, looked at Xu Gang and asked in a trembling voice, "No, out of gas?" ”

I shook my head: "No, the big girl will be fine." ”

As I spoke, I pressed Xu Meijin's heart according to the little nursing knowledge I had learned in school before, and then took a deep breath, pinched her nose and did artificial respiration at her mouth, Xu Gang exclaimed next to her, "Big girl!" Big girl's eyes are closed!! ”

I thought I had rescued her, so I quickly looked up at her, but who knew that she just closed her eyes and looked blind.

In the end, I couldn't help crying and looked at her: "Big girl, don't be so stupid, what can be more important than you being alive, big girl!" ”

"It's over, it's over, Chen Wei and they won't let us go......" Yanhong muttered in the back, and slowly sat on the ground: "We're going to be unlucky now." ”

Xu Gang stood up and glared at her: "No matter what, the eldest girl is also my own daughter, you touch your own conscience, since you entered the door, how have I treated your mother and daughter, I am better to Linlin than to the eldest girl, can't you also be nice to the eldest girl, now that her bones are not cold, you still talk about Chen Wei!"

"What's wrong with me, I'm honest, I can't, who knew that this girl had such a strong temper, I thought she would be fine if she agreed, who would have thought that she could hang herself, will this house still be able to live in the future!"

I held Xu Meijin's hand, I really couldn't listen to it, so I turned my face and yelled at them: "Stop arguing!" What's the use of talking about all of this now! Say these big girls can come back to life! ”

Yanhong was immediately silent, glanced at the big girl lying on the kang with some fear, looked at Xu Gang and waved her hand: "I won't say it, I'll go back to my mother's house first, this is your old Xu family's business, you can do it yourself, but Xu Gang, I have to make it clear to you, if I come back, I won't live in this house, it's too unlucky!" With that, she turned around and went straight out.

I know that she has a ghost in her heart, so she is afraid, looking at the big girl lying there, I held her hand and still warm, slowly held her in my arms, and put my chin against her forehead: "Big girl, I beg you to come back to life, I am just a friend like you, don't leave me." ”

Xu Gang didn't go to keep Yanhong, turned around and looked at the eldest girl who was held in my arms and he also cried: "Big girl, it's all Dad is not good, Dad has wronged you all these years, but why can't you just leave, if you come back to life, Dad won't let you get married, Dad begs you, don't make Dad feel uncomfortable, can't ......"

was crying, Xu Gang saw a page of letter paper on the cabinet of Xu Meijin's kang, he picked it up and looked at it, and then handed it to me with a painful face: "Jiaolong, take a look......

I took the letter and looked at it and couldn't cry: "Big girl, why are you so stupid......"

'Dad, Aunt Yanhong, I don't want to marry Chen Wei, so I'll go first, Jiaolong, don't be too sad, I think about it, I don't want to go to the county seat by myself, I die here, I can always see you, don't feel bad, people say that you can't be reborn if you die like this, bury me in your grandma's grave, so that when you go to see your grandma, you can come to see me by the way, we will always be good friends, big girl." ’

Xu Gang went to call their relatives at home, I sat on the kang and hugged Xu Meijin, a heart was full of holes, I was in pain when my grandmother left, it took two years to calm down a little, but now, even the last two people left by my side, God actually wants to take it away.

"Big girl, wake up, I beg you, if you leave, I really don't know what to do in the future, I have no relatives, let alone friends, I really can't live...... Big girl, I beg you......" I kept muttering in vain, I hope she could hear, open her eyes, look at me, and call me again: "Jiaolong." ”

"Sister......" Someone suddenly called out to me in my ear, I turned my face and looked at the empty room: "Child? Have children? Come and save the big girl! ”

……

Three days later, Xu Meijin was funeral.

Yanhong may have been told by the relatives of the Xu family, she actually came back on the day of the funeral, wiped her tears in the yard, and followed the people who kept saying that Xu Meijin was pitiful, she couldn't think about it, she was distressed, she had always regarded herself as Xu Meijin's own mother, she was more sad than anyone else!

I felt tired watching her act, but she was willing to say that I was not qualified to stop it, the time was almost up, firecrackers began to be set off outside, and someone came to lift Xu Meijin's pipe, ready to go up the mountain to be buried, I followed alongside, raised my feet and was just about to leave, when I saw four motorcycles honking all the way over, turning around in the yard and then parked, and the dust on the road was raised.

There were two people on a motorcycle, both of whom looked like they were hanging children, and there was a middle-aged woman in it, she got off the motorcycle and went directly into the yard, shouting: "What's going on, what's going on in your house!" ”

I stood behind and didn't respond, and saw Yanhong greet her, and her mouth responded: "Matchmaker, you're here, I'm really sorry, who knows which tendon is wrong for my family, and she hanged herself!" ”

It turned out to be Xu Meijin's matchmaker, I frowned, and looked at a twenty-seven or eighteen-year-old man who came in later, with a bald head, and a blue tattoo on his exposed arm, although I hadn't seen him, but I instinctively guessed that he was that Chen Wei.

"Who died?!" He walked up to the matchmaker and shouted with his face up.

The mourning music then stopped, and there was no sound of speech in the courtyard, and some of the villagers looked at him with some fear.

"Chen Wei, it's Chen Wei, it's my eldest girl who is gone, no one can imagine this!" Seeing this, Xu Gang greeted him and looked at the bald Chen Wei: "I'm really sorry, this family can only be pulled like this." ”

Chen Wei raised his eyebrows and looked at Xu Gang: "What do you mean, the girl in your family knows that she wants to marry me, so she committed suicide, right?" ”

Xu Gang's expression was a little scared, and he looked at Chen Wei: "No, that girl, she, she's tough, we don't know, how can she hang herself, you say, we are more uncomfortable than anyone else." ”

"Uncomfortable?" Chen Wei took out a dagger and scraped the dead skin on his hand, and said without raising his eyes: "What are you uncomfortable with, yesterday someone saw your eldest girl at the entrance of the village taking a special car to the county Chengli, she is alive and well, will you still be uncomfortable?" ”

"Cars?" Xu Gang wiped the sweat from his head: "Where do we rural people still have special cars, is anyone wrong, if the eldest girl is really alive and well, I can't hold a funeral for her." ”

"Yes." Chen Wei raised his eyes and looked at Xu Gang, "That means that the person who saw the big girl was blind and didn't see clearly?" As he spoke, he turned around and dragged out a young man who had come with him, "You come here, he said you didn't see clearly." ”

The young man shook his head with a determined look: "Impossible, I can see it clearly, it's Xu Meijin." ”

Chen Wei nodded: "That's right, who is lying, and who is in the coffin......"

Xu Gang's throat twitched, and he looked at Chen Wei: "The one in the coffin is my daughter, it's a pity that our relationship didn't get married, but this is about to be auspicious, and my eldest girl has to be buried!" ”

"What a burial!!" Chen Wei suddenly shouted, holding a dagger at Xu Gang: "Take me for a fool, don't you, show me here, open the coffin!" I want to see people in life, and I want to see corpses in death!! ”

"No, eldest nephew, this coffin can't be opened, it's unlucky!" Yanhong also spoke anxiously next to her.

Chen Wei then pointed the dagger at Yanhong again: "Who the is your eldest nephew, give me another chirp!" Uncle is going to open the coffin today! Dare to trick me! Damn it! Give me a !! ”

As soon as the words fell, several young men behind him lifted the lid of Xu Meijin's coffin, and then opened their mouths in shock: "Big brother! It's empty! There was nothing in the coffin!! ”