I have a very bad, terrible background.

How rotten is it, why don't you listen to a story first-

Twenty or thirty years ago, a woman was forcibly annihilated by a family man in the township, and later became pregnant.

All the relatives persuaded the woman to beat the child and have a private relationship with the other party, after all, it had a bad reputation when it was spread.

But the woman disagreed, and she gave birth to the child with humiliation, which was used as evidence to put the man in prison.

Next, it is this child that gives women a headache, after all, it is a disgraceful wild seed, she can't keep it for herself, and she can't give it away, so she has to throw it to the man's parents for adoption.

Fortunately, the parents of the strong X offender were loyal and honest people, and they unanimously agreed to adopt the baby girl.

The baby girl gradually grew up under the pull of her grandparents with a handful of and urine......

Grandpa named her "Lu Yuncai", but when she was registered, the staff misheard it and wrote it as "Lu Yuncan", so-

I am the baby girl who was spurned by everyone - Lu Yuncan.

My grandparents were very good to me, but they took pity on me for having no father or mother, and they loved me very much.

But in this family, in addition to my grandparents, there are also my wife and children who are the biological father of the strong X criminal, after he was imprisoned, his wife Chen Guifang did not sign a divorce agreement with him, but still took his son Lu Chao and daughter Lu Qin to live with his grandparents.

When I could speak, my grandparents asked me to call Chen Guifang 'Mom', this 'Mom' is a nightmare existence for me, she is a well-known local shrew, often quarrels with her grandparents, and goes to wild men openly.

Later, my grandparents died one after another, and I became a helpless orphan, and I had to live with Chen Guifang, Lu Chao, Lu Qin, and the man she lived with...... Compose a home life. Since then, my nightmare has come, without the protection of my grandparents, it has become common for her to abuse me, and I have become a little slave at her behalf, I have to wash all the clothes in the house, I have to cook, I have to do all the housework that I can and can't do, even though I was only 8 years old at the time.

People in our place knew where I came from, they all looked at me with colored eyes, children of the same age didn't play with me, and it was normal to see me being abused by Chen Guifang, except for onlookers and ridicule, no one reached out to help...... Ever since I was a child, I have felt a deep malice and fear from this world, and my only sustenance is reading.

Unexpectedly, when I was 12 years old and in the year of elementary school to junior high school, Chen Guifang resolutely wanted me to drop out! I cried for a long time and knelt for her all night, but she was unmoved, saying that the family had no money and had no obligation to support me anymore, and asked me to wait another year or two before I could get married, and also asked her to receive a bride price.

She's right, she really has no obligation to support me, she has nothing to do with me, I'm just a creature made by her husband and other women, and I should be grateful to Dade if she gave me a bite to eat.

Just when I was about to accept my fate, fate took a turn again-

One day, a strange couple came to Chen Guifang's house as guests, the woman's name was Han Qiaojuan, and the man's name was Sun Guanghong. As soon as he saw me, Sun Guanghong's eyes were very strange, looking at me in various ways, and praising me for being a little beauty...... Then, the couple happily offered to continue my education, and even settled Chen Guifang and took me to live in their house.

Since then, I have left Chen Guifang's home and come to live in Sun's house.

But I didn't expect that the Sun family was the beginning of another nightmare for me.

Although Sun Guanghong treats me like his own daughter and never eats and wears me less, he actually has inappropriate intentions for me. Just when I entered high school and my physical development was obvious, he began to molest and molest me for a long time, I was humiliated, scared and helpless, but I couldn't tell anyone, I could only hold it in my heart, and avoid meeting him at school for a long time. After several years of hard work under such mental pressure, I finally took the college entrance examination and received an admission letter from a prestigious school.

That night, Sun Guanghong took me out to dinner on the grounds of celebrating my admission to university, tricked me into the hotel and tried to force me, but who wanted to be discovered by his wife and daughter at a critical moment! His wife, Han Qiaojuan, confiscated all my documents, including my university notice, and locked me in my home. On the first day of school, their daughter Sun Han went to that prestigious university for me under a slight pretext!

At the age of 18, I had never been out of society, had no money, and did not understand the law, so I watched in despair as I lost the opportunity to go to college, and I was powerless to change it.

It was also this year that I stole a few hundred yuan from the Sun family, bought a train ticket and went to a big city to wander alone, no longer relying on anyone, and no longer hoping to change my fate by studying, and began to earn money to support myself, cutting off contact with everyone in my hometown......

This is my previous 'black history', this is my 'original family', the deepest weakness of my heart.