Chapter 68: Let go
οΌοΌοΌ Still loud with me? Father......
"Why are you so loud? Do I owe you money? β
"Xu Jiayuan, can you not speak-"
"I'll tell you Chen Xin! If you want to pretend to be forced to change someone, Lao Tzu Xu Jiayuan won't eat your set! I interrupted him, put down the hand around my chest and walked straight to the door.
He was sideways and blocked in front of the door, and I didn't give face, so I just went up and pushed him.
He was defensive, reached out and grabbed my arm, shouting at me, "When will your temper change?!" β
"What do I change? Why should I change it?! I yelled back, took a step back and tried to pull my hand back, but he grabbed it so tightly that I yanked hard and grabbed me.
I fell forward and slammed into him, who was quick to wrap my face around me with my arms.
I was completely speechless, gasping and glaring at him, "Release!" β
He looked down at me, gasping for gasp, "Have you made enough trouble?!" β
......: "Why can't this person listen to people, or what?" Have I had enough trouble? Who the hell is making trouble?!
However, even though I was speechless, I also knew that I couldn't compare to him with strength, and the more I struggled now, the more he wouldn't let go, and the more I fought with him, the more energetic he became.
So I took a deep breath, and a deep breath, trying to suppress the anger and the discomfort of being held by him.
Yes, discomfort, I actually felt discomfort, something was wrong with my whole body, and I couldn't even say how disgusted I was.
I should be glad that he didn't show that nice-to-have, calm, self-contained, nonchalithic attitude.
Look at how excited he was, closing the door and dragging me, anxious and yelling, wasn't this what I wanted before? I'm disgusted now?
Scold...... Changed, not only did he change, I changed...... I had a change of heart, and it was complete, in just one week......
This discovery made me calm down instantly, and nodded lightly at him who was looking at me with his eyebrows twisted, "Okay, I won't make trouble, you let go first, let's talk about anything." β
He didn't let go immediately, but looked down at me fixedly, and I said, "Let go, do you want to say it well?" β
He pursed his lips and nodded, letting go of me, but instead of getting out of the way, he took my hand and was about to walk towards the couch.
I didn't move, he paused and turned to look at me, "Didn't you say it's a good talk?" β
"You can talk about it here." I said, "Chen Xin, we're done, we've broken up, do you understand?" β
He smiled, but still grabbed my hand, as if he was afraid that as soon as he let go of me, I would like to say, if I can really get out, I don't have to stand here and stare at you now.
"What are you laughing at?" I asked.
"Laugh at your angry words."
"......" I looked at the confident amplitude on the corner of his lips, and I had a headache, "Chen Xin, I don't know what kind of confidence I gave you before, so confident that I have already spoken so clearly, you can still think that I am talking angrily." β
"Isn't it angry?" He turned his head to look at me, "When you come in, you pull your face, and as soon as you open your mouth, you are angry, what are you not angry with me?" β
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"And that day, a phone call came and asked me, have you thought about my feelings? I'll just say a word about you, and you'll come to crackle and smash your phone! β
...... "I looked at the man in front of me and thought it was funny, he hadn't even thought about my feelings, why was he embarrassed to ask me to think about his feelings?" Okay, then we'll talk about it from that phone call. β
He raised his eyebrows and nodded, pulled me forward, and then walked to the door himself, leaning against the door panel with his hands folded and looking at me with his legs folded, as if he was starting your show.
I took a deep breath and spit out, and didn't start slightly, "On the phone that day, I said, I've put up with you for a long time, and it's not a day or two." β
"I know, it's me who is wrong, ignoring your feelings, but you also know that I'm busy, and there are some things I can't help myself, it's arranged by the company, I can't help it!"
"......" apologized one second ago, and immediately excused himself the next second, and I was also very convinced.
In fact, I am no stranger to his words, I used to lose my temper and he always said, at that time I was trapped in it, I couldn't see clearly, every time although I was panicked, I was still involuntarily taken away by him, to reflect, whether I was wrong, the requirements were too high.
And now, with a change of heart, people are sober, and they can instantly hear that this is wrong.
Since everyone is so unhappy together, he dislikes me for being ignorant, I dislike him for perfunctory me, why do you still want to be together, have nothing to do and find guilt to play?
I half-closed my eyes a little tired and took a deep breath, "Chen Xin, we have been together for five years, what did I do to you when you didn't have anything?" β
He instantly wrinkled his eyebrows, "What about the phone, what are you talking to me about?" β
"I'll ask you, what did I do to you?"
He was a little speechless and a little impatient, obviously not very happy with me mentioning the previous things, but he still replied to me, "I know that you are good to me, and you have always supported me, no, because of this, even if I have come to this point, I have never lost my temper with you, let alone said to you that I want to break up, until now, I will coax you in turn like this, what do you still want me to do?" β
"......, it's half of the confession, half of the exculpation, and in the end it's mine."
I smiled and nodded slightly, "What you say, I can understand that you are still very affectionate, so you are now on fire, and you still have no intention of getting rid of me, and you are not like many people, when you are angry, you throw away the chaff, and then find a new love." β
He stopped talking, didn't start slightly, and I, laughing again, "When two people are together, it's never about blaming each other and perfunctory, and caring about who pays more and who pays less, and it's not that you think that you can be high if you pay more, speaking of which, you know why I mentioned it before, right?" β
His lips pursed tightly, his Adam's apple slid up and down, and he paused before saying, "I don't think I'm high, I want to be high, I won't do such tricks to coax you." β
Chen Xin...... Do you know what the traits of a scumbag are? While admitting that you are wrong, while excusing yourself, you say three sentences, and the thinking pattern of three sentences is all like this. β
He turned to look at me, his eyebrows furrowed tightly, "Xu Jiaβ"
"Don't be angry, you have to talk about it." I interrupted him, "Don't say what's wrong with me Xu Jiayuan, what kind of person am I, what kind of personality I am, I didn't know when you chased me back then?" I was even more tempered than I am now, don't say you don't know, how much I have converged with you, don't say you don't know, I didn't have money to live outside, how did I cheat money for you and my family, don't you know? The wedding house that my parents prepared for me was deceived by me into taking out a mortgage, who am I for, you don't know? And have I taken these and pressed you? Didn't you? β
"......" he looked at me, his lips moving, but he didn't speak.
"Chen Xin, my problem with you is not a day or two, but two or three years, your company has hyped it up for you, and your marriage proposal with others on the show is just a fuse, because I am old, I am 27 years old, why are I so angry, it may be that I also want to get married."
Yes, maybe I really want to get married, my classmates, friends, and friends around me are getting married one after another, and every time I go to the big red post, let alone getting married, what about my boyfriend? I had to laugh nonchalantly and say I didn't have time to look for it.
Some even asked me, remember Chen Xin, I used to have a good time with you, but now I have become a big star.
How can I get back? I have to laugh and say that I knew this was the case, so I wouldn't have kicked him in the first place.
I've drunk the full moon wine no less than five times, and others ask me, when will I have one, I can't get my boyfriend, let me take one?!
Now that I think about it, the beard is really powerful, his moves are deadly, and every sentence pierces the heart......
'Although I bought the things, it is up to you whether you eat them or not, and if you really have them, and you want to marry me, then we will get married. β
Of course I'm telling the truth, I'm thirty years old, and you're twenty-seven, and they're both older young people and young women, and it's normal to get married. β
The bearded words seemed to ring in my ears again, I looked at Chen Xin, who suddenly laughed slightly, and frowned slightly, "What are you laughing at?" β