How long did you stay in the operating room? I don't know. Speaking of which, I've been in illusion and fallen into magic before, but this is really the first time I've stabbed myself. The doctors who operated on me said that my knife was really good. That's right, the knife is so good. The knife was so sharp that the incisions in my intestines and stomach were smooth and flat, and even the blade of the knife blocked the incisions in the intestines, preventing the intestinal fluid from flowing into the abdominal cavity and eroding my organs. Is this a blessing in the midst of misfortune?

Lying on the operating table, my body lost consciousness, but my brain never stopped for a moment, Miaofa Qianwu Village, Gui Butterfly, I have been enchanted again and again because of you? So, is the demon king I talked to before also you? What should I do with this knife? Abandon it? A little helpless, the knife is like a drug, once it is stained, people can't put it down. Because of it, I can fight against those demons, and I can not be afraid of the demons and monsters that appear around me. What if I don't have this knife? What am I left with? Rune paper, equipment developed by Lu Wei, and only a few spells he has. With these, can I go down my path of darkness?

I seem to be in a bit of a hurry. I always thought that I was very awesome, I could kill demons, and I always thought that I was already a yin, and I could pat my chest and say, "If there is a ghost, leave it to me". But what does it look like? Once I left that knife, I was beaten back to the prototype. Strengthening oneself with external objects is not a long-term solution after all. It seems that after this incident, it is necessary for me to put down all my work and have a good time cultivating.

When I was pushed out of the operating room, there were many people around, my parents, Bai Bing, the blind man, Jing'er, Gao Lingyun, etc., and even Moonlight Zongchun. But I didn't see Yu Siyan. Yes, I can't see her, Yu Siyan's injury is not much lighter than mine, but there are so many people guarding outside my operating room, and what about her? "Jade, Jade ......" My mind is still awake, but my body is very numb, so numb that I can't even speak completely.

"Yu Siyan's side, there is a small power to stare at it, don't worry." Although Bai Bing said this, his face was full of worry.

"Hurt ......" I wanted to ask her how her injury was, in that lounge, I saw Yu Siyan's wound, the wound almost cut her back in half, but I don't know how deep it was.

"Bai Bing, don't lie to him, I've known Toad for so many years, and he's not a guy who can't afford to be hit." The blind man patted Bai Bing's shoulder, as if to signal her not to hide anything anymore. Yu Siyan is still rescuing, her injuries are very serious, serious blood loss, and the knife is very deep, so deep that it hurts the spine. The doctor said they didn't know if they could save the woman, and even if they could, she might have to rely on a wheelchair for the rest of her life. ”

"What...... Whatever! "My hands are starting to tremble, is Yu Siyan's spine injured? Is it possible that you will never be able to stand up again in this life? It's me, I'm the one who caused all this, isn't it? It's my weak will, it's affected by Saito's return to butterflies, it's me, it's all me, it's all me, it's all me...... My eyes began to moisten, and I didn't even have any other way to express my remorse than tears.

The nurse pushed me into the ward, and my dad moved me to the hospital bed with Bai Bing, and I didn't feel anything about all this, I just knew that I was a fool, a weakling, a bastard who might ruin my companions.

"Toad, show you this." The blind man leaned over to my bedside and held up his phone to open a video for me. In the video, Yu Siyan is lying on the operating table, hanging a blood bag while facing the mobile phone screen with a miserable white face. "Zhang Qin, you must tell Shen Hao about me as soon as possible and show him this video." Yu Siyan's voice was weak, but clear, "Shen Hao, I know you're blaming yourself now, but you have to know that it's not your fault. I, I don't know if I'll ever live to see you, but I know you're trembling with guilt right now. Silly, fool, whether I'm crippled or can't get off the operating table, you don't need to blame yourself so much, because that's our fate. A poignant smile bloomed on Yu Siyan's face, "Wild dogs must be buried on the mountain, and the general will inevitably die in battle." Since the day I joined the Special Operations Group, not only me, but you and Zhang Qin should also be mentally prepared to die at any time and face the death of their comrades at any time. Although we have never been recognized by the government, no one in this organization is fighting desperately with the intention of protecting ordinary people. If I die, please, don't grieve. What you have to do is to carry my share of responsibility on your shoulders. Keep going. I envy you people who know how to spell, like me, no matter how good your kung fu is, even if you have a nickname that is the same as the language of fire, you can only be regarded as an internal staff after all. Shen Hao, take my share of responsibility together, I believe that what you can do is better than the two of us now......" Yu Siyan's smile was fixed on the picture.

The video is only a dozen seconds long, but I feel an incomparably long and heavy. Before, was I too naïve? I've always thought of joining the Einsatzgruppen as a bargain, I do the work for them, and they help me with the Shelly organization. And most of those things that subdue demons and eliminate demons, I only regard them as a kind of work, not a responsibility. However, this woman, why can she be so strong, when her life and death are uncertain, she still came to me to teach me, told me to be ready to face death, to face the death of my companions, and told me that even if she died or was disabled, it was not my responsibility, but a matter of course. Why is that? Responsibility, is it responsibility? Looking back on the past, compared to this woman, I was really naïve, naïve enough to think that all this I experienced was just a game, a story, and I was the player of the game, the protagonist of the story. In my mind, as long as I can go all the way, all difficulties can be solved. But is that really the case? Looking back on everything in the past, how many times have I relied on luck to survive, but will Lady Luck favor me again and again? Will one day I be like Yu Siyan, pushed into that uncertain operating room, waiting for my unknown fate?

"Mr. Shen Hao, please cheer up, you have heard Miss Yu's words, she will definitely not want to see you confused now!" A man's voice came from the side of the bed, and it was Moonlight Soharu who saved me with the "Myoho-renge-kyo". Behind Moonlight Zongchun, Asai City held a knife in both hands, holding it like a butterfly.

"Mr. Moonlight Zongchun, I'm sorry." I smiled miserably, maybe the strength of the anesthetic began to pass, and my body gradually became a little conscious, and my tongue began to be flexible. "We were supposed to be in charge of security, but I didn't expect to die one after another, lose things, and in the end, I still need Mr. Moonlight to save me. I'm really ashamed. Now that Yu Siyan and I are seriously injured, and Zhang Qin's leg injury is not yet healed, I will report to the provincial department and ask them to send more powerful members to assist you in completing this exhibition. ”

"Mr. Shen is too modest, and I never blame Mr. Shen. It's just that about Mr. Shen's knife, I have a reluctant request. "When Moonlight Zongchun spoke, Asai City was already holding the Miaofa Qianwu Village and walking to him." Just now, when Mr. Shen had surgery, I and Aichi conducted an appraisal of this knife, and we can now basically confirm that this knife is the saber of the legendary hero of our Owari Province, Oda Nobunaga Gong - Myobo Sengo Muramasa. The village is in Japan and has always had the title of demon sword. Based on what Zong Chun saw at the time, Mr. Shen was devoured by this demon knife, so he would do such a thing. During the period when Mr. Shen was recuperating from his injury, I hope to put this Miaofa Qianwu Village in our exhibition hall, one is to exhibit, and the other is to temporarily free Mr. Shen from the influence of the demon knife, Mr. Shen is seriously injured this time, if I continue to keep this village by my side, I am afraid that something more serious will happen. ”

Asai was holding the knife, but there was an unusual look in her eyes, how should I describe it, I can't tell, should it be described as fanatic? It felt like she was holding her own relatives. However, this is not unusual, she seems to have an unusual preference for things from Oda Nobunaga's family. Otherwise, he wouldn't have stayed in that exhibition hall when Jubei self-immolated. Perhaps, her ancestors are from the Oda family.

"There's no need for that." I barely tried to stand up, but the blind man held me down, "Don't move, you're badly injured." "Okay, I got it." Nodding slightly, he straightened his body and let out a long breath, "This knife is my trophy, and I won't give it to anyone." ”

"Mr. Shen, that's not what I mean. It's just that now, Mr. Shen is injured and hospitalized, and keeping it by his side is also an unstable factor, if at this time, this demon knife is to blame again, with Mr. Shen's physical condition, I am afraid that it will endanger Mr. Shen's life. Moonlight Zongchun's face was full of sincerity.

"That's why I can't let you take it away. Ahem...... "I tried hard to raise my arm, but I didn't have any strength on my body, "This knife is indeed a demon knife, it will confuse people's minds, and because of this, I must keep it by my side." Now, I've seen most of its tricks, and it's hard for it to do anything to me, and if it falls into the hands of ordinary people, I really don't know what they'll do with this knife. Especially, there is also the person's affairs that are useless to figure out. ”

I winked at Moonlight Soharu, who immediately understood, knowing that I was talking about the Wise Ten Guards, sighed, nodded, and asked Asai to put the knife beside me. "Then, Mr. Shen, we must get better as soon as possible, no matter what happens, we must make the original seven-day exhibition period sufficient, we need you!"