143. His so-called connivance
Why do I like anyone to let him give restrictions! Ye Zhanzhen regarded himself as a character, I took a deep breath and stopped looking at him, but sat on the edge of the bed and sighed to myself decadently.
I have no way to deal with Ye Zhan at all, I can't beat or scold, even if I kicked him angrily just now, I have palpitations, in the final analysis, I am afraid that he is afraid of death.
But I couldn't be angry, my current situation was all caused by him, even if he knew that I had recovered my memory, he didn't seem to be half mistaken, but said, "I have my own reasons for doing this, Wei'er, I do everything for your good." ”
Phew, own reasons?!
Is it a reason to be mentally ill?!
I didn't dislike him, he had to push me away again and again, and he had to let me go through such a desperate thing.
And fuck it for my good! Hurting me in the name of being good for me, is that what it means to be good for me?!
Thinking of all the things that had happened in my heart, my heart almost collapsed, I looked up at Ye Zhan, his calm and dark eyes looked at me motionlessly, I scratched my hair irritably and asked, "What are you thinking?"
Ye Zhan gently shook the red wine glass in his hand and said, "I didn't think about anything, Wei'er, I'm looking at you, thinking about what you're thinking."
You see, what he did was so desperate and so ambiguous, lingering, it made my heart tremble slightly.
I reached out and covered my chest to resist the irritability in my heart, then got up and walked over to his side and looked at him.
Staring at his well-defined face and staring at his picturesque eyebrows, I couldn't help but think of the past.
He used to be more gentle and considerate than he is now.
Now he rejects me thousands of miles away.
I looked down at his collarbone and didn't know what temptation I was subjected to, I sat on his lap and reached out to hug his neck, Ye Zhan's body stiffened but didn't push me away, but asked, "Do you like it?"
I pushed his head high with my palm against his chin, then lowered my head and groped his delicate collarbone with my lip flap.
Exactly like in the photo, he has a small shallow red mole here.
I kissed it gently, Ye Zhan suddenly reached out and hugged my back tightly, and said in a low voice: "Wei'er hasn't changed at all, I still like my body very much, and I look forward to my skin."
I stretched out my tongue and gently licked his collarbone, Ye Zhan tilted his head slightly, but his tone was still cold, like ice on the top of a snow peak, making people so desperate and trembling.
"I can pamper you now."
For him, my closeness was the indulgence he allowed.
He paused and said, "But Wei'er will go back to Beijing in a few days, and she will have a good life with Gu Tingsheng." Believe me, your second brother will solve your affairs for you, and Gu Tingsheng will not be estranged from you in the future. ”
I was stunned, and suddenly laughed, "It turns out that something happened to me and Gu Tingsheng, and the second brother is like a mirror in his heart." ”
In that case, does he know that the child is his?!
Oh, I'll never tell him in my life!
I hated him, but I couldn't help but want to be close to him.
He sighed and said, "Wei'er, you know I care about you."
"Care?! Why do you care about me? Could it be that the second brother loves me in his heart? Oh, can someone like you have love? ”
I rubbed my head against his neck, and Ye Zhan suddenly reached out to hold my face and let me meet his shallow gaze.
I grabbed his shoulder with my palm and asked nervously, "What to do!" Do you want to tell me any great principles of life? ”
"Wei'er, don't say these angry words to anger me." He paused for a moment and said, "You know, there are some things that you don't need to say that you understand, so why do you have to force the second brother?"
I suddenly became irritable and said, "Fucking understand! I don't understand why the second brother loves me in his heart, but why he pushed me away! ”
The lips were suddenly blocked, and Ye Zhan's kiss fell on my lips domineeringly, and he took the tip of my tongue and turned to the side.
This feeling has been lost for a long time, and my heart is drunk and deep in his breath.
Neither in the past nor now, I can't resist his breath or his affection.
Ye Zhan is right, I like his body.
I like this look of his.
I like it with almost adoration.
In my eyes, he is God.
It's my Tao Yuwei's god.
I hugged his neck in response, even though I knew I would have to face his coldness after this kiss, but I couldn't think about it that much, I just wanted to feel his breath now.
Relieve me of the pain of my pent-up lovesickness for nine years.
I gasped and bit his lip to look at the shallow tooth marks on his face.
That's what I left on his face the other day.
Ye Zhan wanted to let go of me, but I was afraid of something, so I hugged his shoulders tightly and buried my face in his neck.
I can't bear him.
I was afraid of his indifference.
Ye Zhan seemed to feel the fear in my heart, and he patted the back of my head gently with his palm and said, "Don't swear in the future, don't make an example."
I had the audacity to scold him twice in a row today!
I hugged him tightly with both hands, and said in a bad temper: "As long as you are angry with me, I will scold you!" Do you remember? Nine years ago though it was my hook. I attracted you, but instead of getting angry, you giggled like a child, and had people buy me a lot of dresses. ”
"You are my child, and it is only natural that I spoil you." Ye Zhan rubbed my head gently with his palm, and said in a low and deep tone: "Wei'er, I know what you want in your heart, but I Ye Zhan can't give you what you want, do you understand what I mean?"
"No, I don't want you now."
I smiled and said sarcastically: "Maybe I liked you a lot nine years ago, but now I really don't have any thoughts about Ye Zhan, I was angry when I did that just now, angry that you took my love away against my wishes, angry that you are self-righteous."
Ye Zhan said: "This way, it is best."
My heart was numb with bitterness, I couldn't help but say this to him, if I didn't say this, I am afraid that after Ye Zhan leaves this house tomorrow, I will never see him again in my life.
I know him too well, and if he can't take my memories and make me forget what he thinks about him, he'll avoid me for the rest of his life.
Obviously, I hated him, but it was he who ate me to death, and I looked up the window and found that it was snowing.
I kissed his face with my lips and asked with a side smile: "Ye Zhan, are you my second brother or my Rong...... Brother. ”
He said, "Feel free to do so."
"Huh."
I asked, "What did you think when you pushed me to someone else?" Ye Zhan, won't you be jealous in your heart? ”
He was puzzled and asked, "Huh?"
I rubbed my palms against his cheeks and kissed his eyes with my lips.
Ye Zhan let go of my hands and let me do whatever I wanted to him.
He said he could pamper me now.
That is, to allow my intimacy.
I paused to look into his eyes, and deliberately said something that poked his heart: "Brother Rong, I have slept with you and Gu Tingsheng, what is it like when you have sex with me, what is it like when he has sex with me, do you really not mind at all?"
I was angry when I said this, deliberately trying to make his mood fluctuate, and sure enough, his face sank and said, "Don't talk nonsense."
I unbuttoned my clothes and said like a psychopath, "I'm breastfeeding, he's eaten here, you're either?"
I stuffed myself to his mouth, and he pursed his lips tightly and suddenly stood up, and said in a cold voice: "Wei'er, be self-respecting."
With that, he picked up the suit beside the bed and left.
When he was gone, I lay on the ground and felt terrible, I knew I was wrong to do that, but I just couldn't get angry!
I just want him to care more about me!
I'm more afraid of his indifference to me than I hated him for making me amnesia nine years ago, but ...... Ye Zhan is Ye Zhan after all.
He has always had his own principles in doing things.
Nanmu loves Xi Sheng in his heart but just doesn't stay with her, Ye Zhan obviously likes me but just refuses my approach.
What could be more desperate than that?!
I'm going crazy, I think I'll be as mentally ill as Ye Zhan if I continue like this, and I'll torture myself to the point where I don't look like a man.
Ye Zhan left completely, and a few days later, Lin You called me and said, "Second brother asked you to pick up the child in Switzerland."
I said bitterly, "I don't want it."
Lin You was surprised, "Huh? ”
"Ye Zhan is right next to you, right? You tell him that I don't want them anymore, and he can do whatever he wants. ”
I love those two children so much, but I can't take them with me now, I have to leave them to their biological fathers.
Lin You suddenly asked, "Liuwei, are you sad?"
"Yes, it's terrible." I squatted down and grabbed a handful of ice and snow on the ground and said, "But I don't think it matters, third brother, I want to start my life again, I want to abandon everything in the past."
"Everything from the past? Leaving us behind? Lin You paused and sighed, "You abandoned us once four years ago."
"No, third brother, I will never abandon you again."
The palm of my hand was cold, and I smiled and said, "I will abandon Ye Zhan, I never want to see him again in this life, I hate him to death!"
Lin You suddenly shouted, "Second brother."
"You tell her the child is hers."
"What if it's mine! I don't want it! ”
I hung up the phone violently, feeling more and more bitter in my heart, what I just said was angry, I carefully considered that the two children were safest only if they stayed by Ye Zhan's side.
I clenched my phone and remembered the incident of that night, I took Gu Tingsheng to anger Ye Zhan, that was really not a wise move.
Invisibly, I hurt Gu Tingsheng again.
I'm sorry, Uncle Gu.
I will never do this again.
Just forgive me one more time.
I turned around and went back to my room to pack my bags, I was going to Africa to help, to be a war doctor, to atone for my deep sins.
No matter how unbearable I was in the past, how I couldn't be a human being, I will definitely be worthy of my heart from now on.
I want to live well, even if I will make mistakes and I don't know how to choose, but I must not fall into Ye Zhan's calculations again.
I said I'd die if he dared to take my memories away again, and that's true, if he dared to do it again!
I'm sure I'm fighting with him!
But I didn't expect him to chase Africa!
Oh, what a stalker!
https:
Please remember that the first domain name of this book is .. Mobile version reading URL: m.