100. Sad decision
After Ye Zhan put on my wedding dress, he took me in his arms and combed the hair on my head for me, he picked up the hairpin on the ground and inserted it on my head, and then grabbed my wrist and rubbed it.
There, there are traces of his bite.
He cautiously touched it and asked, "Does it hurt?"
No matter when and where, his first concern was whether I was in pain, I shook my head and rubbed my head against his chest, and said with red eyes: "It doesn't hurt, it's just ...... I've implicated you again. ”
If I hadn't been kidnapped, he wouldn't have come here alone, and he wouldn't have endured this ordeal.
Ye Zhan's palm suddenly stuck on my neck, shook my head childishly, I looked at him in a daze, saw him bend his lips and suddenly smiled and said, "Silly boy, I am your second brother."
Ye Zhan almost couldn't laugh, but a smile was like a thousand flowers blooming, the ice melted suddenly, the wind was clear, the clouds were ethereal, and the brilliance was excessive.
However, this is the kind of man who does not allow anyone to touch him, and has just done a taboo thing with me.
The thought of this makes my heart ache.
I hung my head and stretched out my hand to cover my chest, Ye Zhan took the opportunity to hold my hand, and reminded in a soft voice: "Hide it from Gu Tingsheng."
I asked worriedly: "What does the second brother mean ......?"
Ye Zhan gently put me on the ground, and then while carefully dealing with the marks on the ground, he told me: "Nothing happened to us just now, so there is no need for you to tell Gu Tingsheng." Liuwei, all men can't stand the betrayal of their women, whether intentionally or unintentionally, if they want to continue to be with him, they will hide this matter. ”
Ye Zhan is telling the truth, that's why I said that I lost my marriage, but I don't agree with Ye Zhan's proposal.
I shook my head and said, "I'm not going to hide it from him."
If I conceal Gu Tingsheng, it will be a lifelong thing.
And in this life, I will live in guilt and self-blame, if I always feel that I owe him, then I will subconsciously accommodate him, tolerate him, and even please him.
It's not the life I want.
I clenched the wedding dress in my hand and said, "I will tell him frankly that even if he doesn't want me anymore, I don't want to feel guilty about him."
Hearing this, Ye Zhan came over and squatted in front of me, looking at me with a silent gaze, this gaze was too sad and lonely, I couldn't help but tilt my head, and said in a dumb voice: "Second brother, I feel very uncomfortable."
Ye Zhan stretched out his hand and gently rubbed my eyebrows, and said in a low voice: "Don't be afraid, I will carry everything for the second brother."
I subconsciously grabbed his sleeve, Ye Zhan smiled and said softly: "Promise me to tell him tomorrow night."
Gu Tingsheng will find this place later, sooner or later, what is the difference between tomorrow night and the meeting?
I asked him why, but Ye Zhan didn't tell me why, he got up and looked at the prison door, then took out a sharp knife from his trouser pocket and started to get busy, five minutes later he opened it, I got up in surprise and wanted to follow him out, but he locked me in with his backhand.
I grabbed the prison door and was stunned, Ye Zhan's fingers reached into the prison and stroked a few strands of hair on my forehead, and explained in a deep voice: "Gu Tingsheng will come here to save you later, and I can't let him know that I am, so I have to leave before you."
Ye Zhan really thinks about everything for me, I held his hand and said anxiously: "Ye Zhan, you are now alone and seriously injured can you go to ......"
"Shh Ye Zhan's fingers blocked my lips, he paused for a long time and kept looking at me, and only after a while did he put his palm against the back of my head, gently kissed me on the forehead, and said solemnly: "You are the child I carefully guarded and raised, I will protect you for the rest of your life, including your emotions, all the worries and worries are left to me."
With tears in my eyes, I asked, "Ye Zhan, what do you mean?"
He let go of me and turned away resolutely.
The back was so lonely and indifferent, I remembered his fragility in prison just now, and he said, "Don't send me away! Mom, don't want me, Ah Ying promises to be obedient in the future! ”
In fact, if he is as hard and powerful as Ye Zhan, he will also be afraid, he is afraid of being abandoned, afraid of others touching him, and afraid of living alone.
The Ye Zhan I know and the Ye Zhan in Lin You's mouth live alone day after day, year after year.
Lin You said that even if we invited him for the New Year, he refused lightly.
In fact, Ye Zhan really wants to integrate into everyone's life, and wants to get everyone's warmth and liveliness, but everyone is afraid of him, and even he himself said, "If I am here, you will be uncomfortable." ”
Because he was afraid that we would not feel comfortable, he hardly participated in our meetings, even on New Year's Day, when he was alone.
Looking at Ye Zhan's back, I couldn't cry.
I always feel that once I say goodbye, it is forever.
When I cried desperately and sobbed, it was Gu Tingsheng who found me, and he fulfilled his promise to take me home.
But in my heart, I am so afraid.
Gu Tingsheng opened the prison door with a pistol with a calm face, then quickly squatted beside me and hugged me in his arms, and coaxed me in a soft voice: "Wei'er frightened you, I'm sorry."
I'm sorry.
But I don't dare tell him what happened now.
Then listen to Ye Zhan's words and tell him tomorrow night.
I reached out and hugged Gu Tingsheng's neck tightly, as if I wanted to embed myself in his arms and seek warmth.
I'm sad and I'm crying, it's not that I've been hurt and suffered, I'm just feeling sad and wronged for Ye Zhan.
I don't know how to open that mouth to Gu Tingsheng.
That incident became an incurable wound in the hearts of Ye Zhan and me, and a bloody river flowed to cut me off from everything with him.
After that, Ye Zhan and I can never return to our previous relationship.
I wiped my tears from his shoulder and sobbed, "I'm fine, I just thought, our wedding can't happen."
"Who said that?" Gu Tingsheng hugged me in his arms, and said with clear eyebrows: "It's too late to rush back now."
It should be almost evening when I rush back by now.
On the helicopter, Gu Tingsheng hugged me in his arms and said, "If I hadn't called you in advance, I wouldn't dare to imagine you ...... now Wei'er, I always didn't protect you. ”
He paused and asked, "Who killed Qi Ji?"
"It's Lin Rui." I say.
Gu Tingsheng frowned and asked, "Who is Lin Rui?"
"I broke one of his legs while I was studying in the United States, and he broke my hymen...... He's looking for revenge on me now. ”
Gu Tingsheng didn't ask more questions but hugged me tighter, and I asked softly: "There are several corpses outside the prison, did you kill them?"
Gu Tingsheng said: "Bullying you, damn it."
It was Gu Ting's life and death, so how did Ye Zhan escape?!
When he was about to get off the helicopter, Gu Tingsheng suddenly said, "Someone sent me news that Ye Zhan would rush to you."
My body froze violently, Gu Tingsheng reached out and rubbed my head, and said with a smile: "But his people are still behind me, Mrs. Gu, this time I am ahead of him, and I am finally one step faster than him."
Me: "......"
I felt guilty and uncomfortable, and I didn't dare to look at Gu Tingsheng anymore.
Gu Tingsheng really did his best to me, but the other party wanted Ye Zhan, so the moment they captured me, they sent a message to Ye Zhan and asked him to go to the border alone.
And Gu Tingsheng only learned about it after I arrived at the border, and it was rare for him to understand that conversation at that time.
Ye Zhan is still ahead of Gu Tingsheng, but no matter who is before or after, their hearts to protect me cannot be compared.
I love Gu Tingsheng because he is my husband.
I like Ye Zhan because he is my second brother.
Two men who are both important to me, they don't have any comparison, they are both good people to me!
The wedding was held in the evening, and Gu Tingsheng gave me a wedding dress before getting off the helicopter, and also ordered someone to dress me up.
He changed into the groom's official uniform that matched my wedding dress directly in the helicopter, and then carried me off the helicopter himself.
The moment I got out of the helicopter, I saw my grandparents, Lao Tao and my mother, as well as Rong Zhen, Rong Jing and many people I didn't know.
After the wedding, Gu Tingsheng accompanied me directly back to the room, I went to the bathroom to take a shower and wrapped in a tight bathrobe.
I have traces of Ye Zhan on my body, and I am afraid that Gu Tingsheng will find out.
I was lying on the bed and wanted to sleep, Gu Tingsheng got on the bed and hugged my waist and asked, "How is the wound on the shoulder?" Do you want to re-bandage? ”
I shook my head and said, "I'll talk about it tomorrow."
Gu Tingsheng's palm gently caressed my waist, I turned over tiredly, and said in a coquettish tone, "Uncle Gu, I want to sleep."
Gu Tingsheng said good-naturedly: "Well, I'm here to accompany you."
I closed my eyes and stayed awake all night, because I was afraid that Gu Ting would be vivid, but fortunately, he was very well-behaved and kept guarding me.
After Gu Tingsheng got up and left the room, I got up and changed into a thick coat and a dark scarf.
When I was washing my face, I received a call from Ye Zhan.
He said he was at the door of the Rong family.
I thought he wouldn't contact me again, but now...... I was afraid of seeing him but I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to see him, so I hurriedly ran to the door of the mansion, and Ye Zhan was standing next to the car wearing a cold black coat.
I went over and called softly, "Second brother."
He said indifferently, "Follow me to a place."
The indifferent tone of voice was completely different from that of yesterday.
I asked, "Where to go?"
He was silent and didn't answer my question.
I got in the car and quietly looked at him, and he kept looking at the ring on his hand with an indifferent face.
When I arrived at my destination, I received a call from Gu Tingsheng.
I connected and heard him ask, "Mrs. Gu, where is it?"
I looked at Ye Zhan, who looked indifferent, and explained, "I'm outside, I'll go home later...... I'm with Ye Zhan. ”
I don't want to lie to Gu Tingsheng, and I don't dare to lie to him anymore.
Gu Tingsheng said softly: "Then Mrs. Gu should go home early, I'll wait for you."
After hanging up the phone, Ye Zhan got out of the car and walked in front, and I followed and heard his assistant say, "Mr. Ye, Professor Song is waiting for you."
I wonder, who is Professor Song?!
I looked at the assistant curiously, but he smiled and didn't dare to explain.
Ye Zhan stopped in front of the door with a cold expression, the assistant opened the door, and he entered with long legs and wide legs, and I quickly followed.
The moment I saw the hypnotist, I instantly understood what Ye Zhan wanted to do, I hurriedly ran out, and the assistant grabbed my arm and imprisoned me in front of Ye Zhan.
Even though I knew that it would be difficult to change anything as long as Ye Zhan made a decision, I still begged him in fear: "Don't be like this, please don't do this, second brother, please let me go, I don't want this!"
Ye Zhan glanced at me indifferently and said to the so-called Professor Song: "Hypnotize her memory and make her forget the events of yesterday's three hours and ...... I've been in contact with her for the past few months. ”
Forgetting the contact between me and Ye Zhan in the past few months is equivalent to returning to the past, to the sacred and unapproachable appearance of Ye Zhan in my heart.
At that time, Ye Zhan, I didn't even dare to talk to him.
I even felt from the bottom of my heart that I didn't have a good relationship with him.
Like a very familiar stranger, I only know that he is my nominal second brother, but I usually have no dealings.
Familiar strangers, that's all.
I knelt down and said anxiously: "Please don't do this, no matter what I've experienced, whether it's good or bad, it's something I should bear, please don't take away my memory, okay?"
Ye Zhan said to me indifferently: "If you remember this, you will always remember your guilt towards Gu Tingsheng, and I don't want him to know about it, let alone break your happiness...... Wei'er, what I'm most afraid of in this life is that I will bully you, and I am even more afraid that you will lose something because of me. You have to remember that those three hours were just a dream, a dream of nothing. ”
He straightened his back and squatted slowly in front of me, his fingers wanted to touch my forehead, but he finally stopped because he was afraid of something, and said in a lonely voice: "I should bear it alone, and my micro child should live happily every day."
I cried out heartbreakingly: "Second brother, please don't!"
At the moment when I fell into a coma, I heard a mournful voice, and said with great sadness: "I blasphemed her, it is my sin, my repentance, my chagrin is not enough to erase my mistakes, and I will live in hell for the rest of my life."
Did he cry?
But it's not him who is at fault.
Why should he bear all this!
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