That cold morning, I held her and felt the warmth from the opposite sex.

However, I trembled and did not dare to go further.

For this, I regretted it for countless nights.

The night before she got married, I could have stopped her, but I also walked to her door, wanting to go in and tell her, I will marry you, don't follow him.

However, I didn't have that courage.

Even if she knew that she was just a fake couple with Lei Chengfeng. But I still missed it, this is the deepest pain in my heart.

Carrying the food and food she prepared, and carrying the silver given by Lei Chengfeng in my arms, I had a complicated heart. I know that from now on, I will have no chance to compete with him for her.

I wish she had a really good life with him. Otherwise, I'll snatch her.

Many times, I even hope that Lei Chengfeng will treat her badly.

In this way, I have a valid excuse and reason to snatch her from him.

Unfortunately, I was still wrong.

Because Lei Chengfeng didn't just treat her badly. On the contrary, it is getting better and better for her.

The days of the two of them are getting sweeter and sweeter. The more I read about their happy life in my little sister's letter, the deeper my regret became.

Because of this, for most of the year, after being injured, I was reluctant to send a letter to my family.

Knowing that my sister was doing a great job in front of her, I let go of all my worries.

Just focus on working hard outside.

Because of good luck, and I also love to fight.

Soon, it was favored by General Ping.

However, I always feel that there seems to be something unusual in this favor. For example, many people who are with me will always be robbed of their military exploits by their superiors.

Mine, no one dared to rob it. I was puzzled by this phenomenon at first, and then I became calm. Anyway, just do your best.

It's the time of year again.

I went from a ten-man soldier to a hundred, and then to a thousand. In the end, because of his meritorious command, he became a deputy general.

It was also at this time that I realized that I was actually the child of General Ping's trial outside.

"Back then, I was nearly forty years old before I had you and another twin son. And the fortune teller said, "You brothers cannot be gathered together." I can't recognize my relatives, yes, I have to be ruthless, and under the choice of the hermitage, I will send you away. Afterwards, because I was not at ease, I still sent my husband to teach you some things that you should learn. I didn't fulfill my right to raise you, and I won't force you to recognize your ancestors and return to your ancestors. Therefore, I will not let people take all your military exploits. ”

It turned out that I was born in such a prominent family.

God really played a big joke on me. Just because people say that twins must have one gram together, so be sure to send the other one away.

After so many years of not knowing each other......

Even though I know that General Ping is for his descendants, I still can't accept him.

I was silent and turned to leave. I didn't accept the yard deed sent by Mrs. Ping, and there were things like kissing.

Every lonely night, I just look in her direction, reminiscing about that restless morning. Several times, I even thought that maybe I should have taken the initiative at that time.

Several times I wanted to be closer to her house, to feel her breath and the laughter of her children.

I would run outside her yard in the middle of the night, just to occasionally hear their laughter blown away by the wind.

This kind of me makes my little sister very worried.

Until, one day, she brought back a down-and-out girl.

The man's eyes were very impressive.

But as soon as I talked to her, her lowered eyebrows convinced me that she wasn't her. Still, I leaned uncontrollably towards her.

Even if I looked at her eyes quietly like this, I felt a little steady.

Until, my little sister told me that Jingjing was willing to be with me.

I was at a loss, "Don't marry Jingjing." It's going to hurt her. ”

"Brother, you can marry it, but it's just a wandering orphan girl. If you don't marry her, she will still wander outside in the future. I know you like your sister-in-law, but she has eventually become someone's wife and mother. You are my brother, a person of this age, where can anyone not start a family. Marry and take my new sister-in-law, Yijing, to the outside place. It doesn't matter if it's a border pass, or a nearby place. ”

Looking at my little sister's persistent and pleading eyes, I still softened.

"However, if I marry her, I can't give her what she should enjoy."

"Brother, you don't understand, for my sister-in-law Yijing, it is perfect if you can give her a home. Where in this world is there so much perfection. If you ask for one, you can't ask for another. For example, we can't beg our parents to be kind to us, while they only want to take endless benefits from us. ”

When I think of my father, my heart is even more tired.

Yes, I'm not living alone. I still have a home and a little sister.

Also, there are some obligations and responsibilities to be fulfilled.

On the day of marriage, Yi Jing, who had similar eyes to her, smiled very sweetly.

That charming smile, I was a little distracted when I saw it.

And she said to me afterwards, "Actually, I already knew you." Because you are not close to women, I have no choice, so I thought of using such a way to be a homeless girl to accept my little sister and then accept you. I want to love you and follow you ......"

At that moment, my heart was inexplicably a little warm. It turned out that when I felt that everyone had abandoned me, I felt tired. There is still a very stupid and naïve woman like me, who walks a similar path like me......

In fact, Xia Xia did not abandon me.

After learning that I was married, I always invited Jingjing to their house to play.

Jingjing liked her three treasures very much, and when she turned around, she shyly told me that she also wanted to have a few children as cute as the three treasures.

It's just that we didn't stay in the capital for long.

After finalizing my sister's marriage, I was transferred to the place where I was in the side.

Lei Chengfeng also received an appointment order to be transferred to a place not too far from my city to take up his post.

Be a seven-grade sesame official.

Officials who are released from abroad, especially those who are poor, start from a young age.

As long as it takes three years, this merit and the like are all done well, and the credit is not lost by the peak, and the possibility of moving up is still great.

With Lei Chengfeng's ability to drill camps, I don't worry that he has always been a petty official.

It's just that to my surprise, every time Xia Xia goes to a place, she will let go of her hands and feet and build that land prosperous.

For three years, the local county magistrate's wife, she took the official wives there, as well as the local wealthy wives, to create a women's club. Then there was a textile school, and a women's college.

A business that seems simple. But the woman weaved, and knitted things like that, and she was stunned to the extreme.

First the spinning wheel was improved, and then the machine was designed and manufactured.

It would have taken a long time to spin some fabrics, but with the spinning wheel she invented and made, and the machine drove it, the efficiency has improved a lot.

Because of the rise of the textile industry, many businesses are going to that county.

The next women's college shocked the queen in the palace.

In this way, even if the striker wants to be greedy for Lei Chengfeng's credit, there is nothing he can do at this time.

Therefore, three years later, when the small county town that was not too famous became a well-known textile production area in the country, the couple also moved to another place.

It's a little farther away from my side.

It was also the year that my third child was born.

Jingjing and I are both working hard to build children.

We have one a year.

It's a pity that the first three are all kids. Every time I look at the three treasures of Xia Xia's family, I especially want a soft and sweet little girl.

When my third child was born, I was so desperate that I almost named her Pannu.

After staying quietly for a while, he was stunned and cried and refused to take this name.

That's why I had to do it.

However, because of this trouble, everyone knows that I hope that a woman will become a demon.

When I met Xia Xia's family in the fourth year, Lei Chengfeng's bad guy was holding the second girl he kissed, which was the fourth child of their family.

"Come on, call Uncle, this is your Uncle Xiao, he hugged him more, maybe he will be touched with the joy of our girl, and I will give birth to a lot of sisters in the future to come out to play with you."

I didn't want to hug it. However, the big fat girl's red face, and half-squinted eyes that resembled Xia Xia, still made me stretch out my hand.

After holding it in my arms, my heart was so soft that it couldn't be done.

"Hehe, Pan Nu actually has a good name, I'm just looking forward to a considerate little girl."

To this end, I have worked tirelessly and have been working hard to create a human being.

Fortunately, Jingjing's body foundation is good.

Once the beginning is opened. We had one a year, and once, and we had twin sons.

It's a pity that when I was born to the eighth, I was still a boy.

People say that there are more children in the family, and the family business is also prosperous.

However, I listen to these eight children arguing every day, and I feel depressed in my heart.

It's all arguing and arguing. There is no girl who is delicate and cute enough to make people feel comfortable to look at.

I don't have much interest in the cause of making people. But fate is sometimes so strange.

When she gave birth to her tenth child quietly, the girl finally arrived.

Holding my hard-earned little ten girls, at that moment, I raised my head and roared: Lei Chengfeng, Lao Tzu also has a girl.

Let you still have to fuck your two girls in front of me, hum, my brother is also a girl's father from now on!

Quiet after childbirth, slightly weak.

Over the years, they have given birth to children one after another, and they have not been allowed to survive a single child. I'm afraid that she will hurt the bottom, and after giving birth to a little ten girls this time, I can't let her give birth again.

Fortunately, Jing Jing and Xia Xia are the same kind of people.

Even if you have a child, you will work hard to clean up and train yourself.

If it weren't for that, I'm afraid that both of them would be weak.

I didn't get married until I was twenty-five. But ten were born in one breath. When Xiao Shi was born, the eldest child was thirteen years old.

Looking at the face that resembles me more and more, sometimes I feel that fate is quite tricky.

To my gratification, my eldest child likes Sambo very much.

Although the little guy looks like me, but he doesn't know which one he has in temperament.

Every month, or ten and a half days, letters are indispensable. If it's okay, I'll send it to his sister Sanbao.

Occasionally, I send some gadgets to Sister Sanbao.

His sister will also be free, knitting something, or painting a picture. Or, it's to embroider something different and send it to someone.

All the things were collected by Da'er and listed in his room. In the end, the little girl also sent fish, birds and so on.

Seeing that the big boy treats these as treasures, I am helpless in my heart.

Jingjing ate vinegar several times for this, and felt that the child she gave birth to only knew how to take care of other people's sisters.

Our little ten sisters, he doesn't like to look at them more. Only let the other boys fool around and coax the little ten sisters.

Although I am not reconciled, I have watched the little guy grow up year by year.

The two little children also have that kind of development. I'm also very comfortable inside.

The biggest regret of my life is that I didn't be bold and take the initiative to marry the woman I love the most.

Now, the eldest son lets go and pursues the woman he likes, and I will not stop me as a father.

I can't be with her, I can see her baby in my house, I also feel very satisfied, this life, just live blindly with my eyes open......