Chapter 162: That's not him
He just kept holding me, his big hand running lightly over my back, "Don't you cry so exaggeratedly." β
There was a mocking smile in his voice, and I felt more and more uncomfortable, "You, you are still laughing...... You can't ...... in the future. It couldn't be ......."
"Didn't we all say we already have mustaches? How many times do you want my brother to say it? Obviously, it seemed that he was helpless, but no matter how he sounded, it sounded like a sting.
I became more and more speechless, sucking in my already badly clogged nose and looking up at him, "What if, what if, what if you want it in the future?" β
He looked down at me, the corners of his lips curled slightly, "You want to give birth?" β
My eyebrows tightened, and I swallowed the stalk that floated up my throat again, "Finger, finger, maybe in a few years, I, I ......"
"Impossible." I was already speaking intermittently and laboriously when he interrupted me softly, "Your situation didn't the doctor tell you when I went for a follow-up later, and you are 29 years old this year, and in five or six years, your physical condition will not allow it." β
"......" I was speechless, but I always felt unwilling.
And he seemed to see my unwillingness, and the big hand on my back smoothed down again, "Remember when I told you about my physical condition in the hospital?" How did you answer me? β
"......" I was stunned in my chest, and I thoroughly understood how he felt at that time.
Wasn't he just like I am then? And at this moment, he is me at that time...... If I accept it, so will he.
I turned my head sideways, my cheek pressed against his chest, and the tears fell again, "IβI suddenly realized...... I'm so frustrated......"
He cut off all his retreats for my sake, but I still thought that there was a gap in his feelings for me......
He burst out laughing, "You've been frustrated, okay." β
"you!" I was amused by him, but the laugh lasted less than three seconds and turned sad.
"Not tired from standing?" He paused for two seconds, then gently pushed me away and took my hand to the head of the bed.
I sat down, he pulled out a tissue paper and handed it to me, "Hurry up and wipe it, the waterproof mascara can't be prevented, your tears are a little fierce." β
I took the tissue paper and glanced at him, "Don't bury me, bury me, you're uncomfortable, aren't you!" β
He laughed, sat down next to me, and tilted his head to see that I hadn't spoken.
I was wiping my nose and I was looked very unnaturally by him, I twisted my eyebrows and sniffed at him, "Why do you look at me like this." β
"That...... You didn't think your brother was having an affair before, right? β
"Uh-" As soon as I said this, my heart was empty, and I quickly lowered my eyes and turned my head, and continued to wipe my snot, "No ......"
"No, what are you smoking?"
Does "......" have to use the adjective "crazy"? Elder brother! "IβI just thought ......"
It's a bit unspeakable, it's a shame to say!
"Sister, why do you think? Why are my ears red? β
I subconsciously raised my hand and touched my ears, and looked at him with a small sideways eye, "Brag, you." β
"Don't change the subject, why?"
"......" I lowered my eyes and clenched my fingertips, "I thought you were ...... because of what happened last time I feel uncomfortable, so I ......"
"What happened last time?" His voice was confused, obviously he didn't understand what I was referring to when I said last time.
I instantly felt that my face was even hotter, but I still stubbornly said, "It's the last time I went to see Gu Nuoxuan." β
When my voice fell, he was stunned, and then he started speechlessly...... That expression was so hurtful, my hard scalp exploded instantly, and my face was even hotter!
"What do you mean?!" I asked angrily, suspicious of being annoyed and angry.
"It's nothing...... he didn't look at me, just lowered his head slightly, raised a hand to his lips, and replied in a low voice.
The corners of my mouth twitched slightly, "What's your name?!" β
If you want to pretend to be a little bit like this, you're obviously speechless and despise me, okay!
"Ahemβ" He coughed awkwardly, paused and lowered his hand against his lips, looking sideways at me, "Say...... Are your women's brain circuits so strange? β
"Uh......"
"Isn't it?"
"It's your sister!"
He frowned, "Go!" How do you curse? β
"You can find your own scolding!" I said it head-on, Nima's he actually buried me like this, "Pay off Qingqi, your brain circuit is Qingqi!" β
He looked at me, his lips slowly cracking, "Snort, I like to see you annoyed and angry." β
"......" I was slightly flustered, and then my face was hot again, and I glanced at him angrily and funny.
Then he grabbed my arm, pulled me into his lap, and then wrapped one hand around my waist and pulled the other over my face, forcing him to meet his eyes.
The depth of his eyes, the smile in his eyes was suppressed little by little, and I suddenly felt a sense of oppression in the air, making me hold my breath uncontrollably.
"Xu Jiayuan." He called me by name, "I already apologized to you that day, I will apologize, it's not that I want to perfunctory you......"
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"When I realized that you were not by my side, I suddenly panicked, and at that moment, I realized that blindly dwelling on the past will only disappear what I have now."
"......," my heart sank, and my fingertips clenched, "why do you always like this, make people cry and laugh, laugh and cry!" β
"Don't like it?" His voice was low, his gaze down, his lips on my lips, his head moving closer to me.
The warm breath splashed on the tip of my nose and cheeks, with a slight wetness, my lips trembled, my instinct opened slightly, and my jaw raised slightly.
His Adam's apple slid up and down, and I heard the sound of swallowing, which made my hands and feet sore, and my body was a little weak.
My lips and tongue quickly became dry, and my eyelids drooped weakly when he half-closed his eyes came to me.
He touched my lips lightly, then lifted, touched again, and then jerked his head away, his cheek clenching mine, and the hand that was holding me tightened suddenly.
The breathing in his ears was a little messy and heavy, hotter than just now, and he said in a slightly hoarse voice, "I'm afraid I can't help it." β
"......" I held my breath, pursed my lips tightly, and my heart pounded.
He paused, took a deep breath and said, "Two more weeks to go......"
Like a whisper in his throat, he said it as if it were to me and to himself.
I closed my eyes, leaned on his shoulder and nodded gently, and the haze in my heart vanished, leaving only a warm sun.
Because I cried too hard, my eyes were still a little swollen when I ate in the afternoon, and in order to cover up, I put on eye shadow, but I was still seen by Xie Ruidong's spirit!
"I said Xiao Xu, your eyes are so swollen that you can't even cover the shadow, what's the matter? Didn't sleep well? β
...... "I rub!" This man can't play well at all! "Ahem...... Yes, coughing in the last few days, coughing so much that I can't sleep at night. β
"Ouch, no wonder, you've just come to Arwen and I'm busy taking you to the hospital."
......, "Hey, can I kill this guy?" Scold...... He really didn't have anything to say to me, no matter how big or small. β
"It's not just that there are no details, people who are usually so dedicated run away in the middle of filming." Xie Ruidong shook his head and said, and sighed, "Typical wife not Jiangshan." β
βοΌοΌοΌβ Didn't you say that it's okay to shoot well?
I was stunned in my chest, and subconsciously went to look at the beard, and the bearded man smiled, "Brother Xie, so many people give some face." β
Xie Ruidong raised his eyebrows, then turned his eyes to look at me again, "By the way, Xiao Xu, your voice is hoarse, did you prescribe throat balm?" β
ββ¦β¦ It's on. While I was extremely speechless, in order to reflect the authenticity, I also smiled at Xie Ruidong and said, "I opened two bottles." β
"That's a good feeling, I've been scolding so much that my throat is smoking, wait a minute, ......"
"I'm sorry, I broke a bottle when I came back."
"Stingy!"
......, "Sister didn't kill you, you're already very angry, okay!"
When I returned to my room after eating, I asked the bearded man why he ran out to find me before he finished filming.
He told me that Xie Ruidong saw me coming, but he stood at the door for a while and then ran away, telling him to hurry up and see me.
I was a little speechless for a moment, I really didn't expect that Xie Ruidong, who always didn't scold me, actually ...... No wonder he noticed my abnormality so easily.
"Surprised?" The bearded man asked me with a smile.
"......," I frowned, "I didn't expect that." β
"Actually, Brother Xie is very good."
"I didn't say he was bad." Except that he likes to scare me.
This night, after washing, we hugged each other and slept together, there was no more messy things in our heads, and the mood fluctuated too much during the day, and I was very tired, I closed my eyes and saw Zhou Gong for a short time.
Early the next morning, it was he who woke me up, his hair was still wet, and he had apparently taken a shower.
I rubbed my eyes as I got out of bed, "Didn't you just wash it last night?" β
"You don't understand my brother's pain."
"...... brother, I still understand, after all, I am also a sister, not a little sister who is not in the world."
Yesterday's emotional scene was halfway through the filming and he came to me, so I went to the studio early this morning to continue yesterday's scene.
The camera is more intense than what I saw yesterday, there are deep kisses, there are skin to skin, but the mood is different, and the feeling is different, because I know that it is not him, it is just a role he plays......
This scene clicked three times, he knelt up, smiled at Yuan Jing's polite chin that sat up on the bed with one hand, and then rolled over to the side of the bed, and the assistant Jiang Jin immediately handed over his T-shirt and trousers.
On the other side, the little assistant on the set also handed over clothes to Yuan Jing, who was leaning on the head of the bed.
The bearded man moved quickly three or two times to put on his clothes and walked towards me, Xie Ruidong, who was sitting on the chair with a cigarette in his hand, immediately teased, "Awen, you take off your clothes so quickly, right?" β
The laughter exploded, and the bearded man glanced at him with a smile and walked quickly in front of me.
I smiled too, looking up at him, his handsome face and forehead were still shining with sweat, but the hormonal breath that could be felt from so far away before had disappeared, and the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were full of gentle smiles.
I raised my hand, gently brushed his hair, which was a little messy because he was wearing too much, and helped him pull up the T-shirt, then turned to Xie Ruidong and said, "It's really fast." β
The laughter exploded again, and he put his arm around my shoulder, "You want to make headlines, Master Xu." β